Hey, so I decided that after a long thought I would post my story on here! Yay, okay don't get too excited k? Anyway, I don't own the twilight characters in here but I do own the other ones so if you would like to use one of them, message me and we will talk! So here we go! I'm so excited!
Chapter 1: Never Wanted Any of This
Yea. I never wanted this life, this body, this soul, this father, these painful reminders. It feels like the only person who truly cares is my seventeen year old brother, Damien. He actually, truly loves me so whenever he sees the painful events, he does try to stop them. But I can't let Damien get hurt anymore. Every time he butts in or tries to stop my father from my 'punishments',he ends up hurting himself plus me even more. I talk to him afterwards and tell him that I'm okay, but he knows that I'm lying. He says the same thing each time. "You can't lie to me anymore Katrina! You just ...can't... I can tell your hurting with that look in your eyes and that fake smile on your face! The way he hurts you just makes me sick." He spits into the grass. " When its my birthday, I promise you that we will runaway from this hell hole..." Damien pauses to look at me. " I promise you we will get away from him. He won't be able to hurt you anymore." I couldn't help but think why Damien doesn't have a girlfriend. Any girl would be lucky to have him as a lover, a protector. That must come from our father though.
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Chapter 10: Time to Explain
When we got downstairs, everyone was staring at us, not saying a word. It was very awkward because a couple people were looking at our hands and others were looking away now, trying not to laugh about the silence that was in the room or that was earlier. Emily was wide-eyed, switching her gaze from me, Kat, the boys, and then back to me. I guess she was really shocked and was probably thinking about what happened upstairs even though she didn’t have super-hearing like we did. This went on for a couple of minutes until Kat must have finally gotten peeved because she said, “What are you staring at? Can’t a couple walk around holding hands?”
That got a whoop of hoots and laughs and a lot of them saying, “What happened up there? Did you guys have a quickie or something?” She really got angry and started shaking. I pulled her into the kitchen and gave her a big hug.
“Hey, don’t worry about it. If they’re jealous, then they’re jealous. Haters can hate. So on, you know? You just need to be happy that we’re together and nothing can tear us apart.” She slowly stopped shaking and hugged me back.
“Yea, I guess. It’s just since I just started shifting, it’s hard to control my anger sometimes. All I was thinking was to stop shaking and not let it get into my head but I guess it’s hard for the first couple of weeks.” She pulled away and went back into the living room where everyone was still going on about us. “Hey guys. We have something to say and I would like it if you would shut up for a second.” When they went silent, I chuckled and went to where Kat was standing, wrapping my arms around her waist and putting my head on her shoulder.
“So as you guys saw, we were holding hands. Yes, I guess we are going out but it doesn’t mean you guys can tease us about it or torment me in our heads when we shift.” I stated, trying to set some ground rules but all they did was laugh it off again.
“HEY!!! Stop! We’re not done yet.” She got them to settle down again. “I also wanted to say that if I hear you have been a pain in the neck towards Jake, I will get you back on that whether it’s when we’re patrolling or what, I will still get you.” She stopped to give them a stare down. She actually scared Collin and Brady a little bit. I laughed again and patted her stomach so I could say something.
“It’s okay guys. But really, don’t go on about it. It’s none of your guys’ business and it’s also not your relationship so don’t give me any hell about it.” I pointed to Paul. “Especially you. You have been a pain in the butt, getting into our heads and picking out information that the others might not want to even know so don’t do it. Ever. Ok, you guys got it?” They all nodded and went on about pack schedules and other pack stuff I already knew.
Emily pulled Kat into the bedroom and told me that it was girl talk now and I couldn’t be there, so I sat down with the guys and zoned out, thinking about our hot kiss.
As soon as Emily pulled me into the bedroom, I collapsed against the door, shocked out of my mind. It took me a while to take in the situation but then she saw that I was fine and asked me every little thing she could possibly ask.
“What happened up there? You guys are going out? Has anything else happened between you two yet? Why don’t I know any of this???”
I hold my hands out in order for her to stop asking so many questions. “Hold on, ok? So, we are going out I think and we just talked about the wolf stuff when he mentioned this imprint thing. He imprinted on me and I guess when I turned, I imprinted on him as well. The imprint thing got heated up and we just kissed. End of story.” I crossed my arms over my chest as she stood up, fanning her face.
“OMMGGGEEEEEEEEE!” She screeched a little too loudly. I quickly got up and covered her mouth while she kept screaming. When she finally stopped, I checked to see it was all clear by slowing lifting my hand away from her mouth and it seemed all good except that she was breathing shallow and her heart was beating fast.
“Are you all right? You’re not going to have a heart attack on me or anything are you?” I jokingly said, hoping that would help her better.
“Well, I’m not sure…” She drew out the end of her sentence, ending in a chuckle.
“I guess that’s a “Yes, I’m okay, Kat!” But really, if we go out there you’re not going to start up again are you ‘cause I can lock you in here if need be.” I said, putting my hands on her shoulders.
“Fine. They probably know anyways because of the hearing stuff. Sometimes I wish I could have that but oh well you know?” She shrugged my hands off her shoulders and was about to open the door when she started up again. “Are you sure that’s it? I don’t want you keeping it in and then feel guilty later.” She gave me a serious look and I looked away.
“Yeah, that’s it.” I didn’t want to tell her how heated up it got because I might never hear the end of it from her. I guess that if it’s double imprint, it’s double intense which makes it harder for self-control when we’re with each other.
I could tell she didn’t believe me but she let it go. When she opened the door, there was an uproar of noise. Everyone hear what we talked about even though they were talking about other things. Now, we were bombarded with questions when I had enough.
“Leave me and my private life the hell alone!!!!” I stormed out the back door and shifted automatically, not bothering to change out of my clothes.
After Kat stormed into the forest, no one decided they wanted to go after her. I wouldn’t blame them after the wrath she unleashed on the room. After she left, the room was still filled with her anger and so it was quiet for a good 20 minutes I think.
I finally got up to go after her. They didn’t say anything; they were too busy feeling sorry for themselves because they got yelled at. Once I got into the forest, I undressed and shifted. Instantly, I smelled her scent. I started running in the direction of her scent when I came across the scent of a vampire on the track as well. No! I ran faster to get the bloodsucker off of Kat when the tracks when a sharp left. Going too far forward, I stopped and ran to the left. I went the fastest I could go, I knew I couldn’t call the guys to get them to help me because it would have alarmed the bloodsucker into going after her faster. The scent was getting stronger and I knew that I was gaining on them.
A force that was overpowering my sense of smell came in front of me and I ran into it. I jumped back five feet and I growled uncontrollably at the bloodsucker that stopped me. It wasn’t the same one that was going after Kat and if he didn’t move out of my way, he was going to be torn limb from limb. I tried side sweeping around him into the clearing up ahead but he moved with me.
“I don’t think so! I know what you’re after and you can have her back.” I snarled at him, knowing what he was talking about. I looked around him to find Kat, human, and being held around the neck by a woman bloodsucker. The scene only made me roar even more.
He just laughed and kept me from going to rip the bloodsucker’s heart out. Oh wait, they don’t have hearts. “You can’t stop her from doing this.” He laughed again.
I tried again and again to tear and rip him apart but he had me in a position where I couldn’t reach him. When I turned in his arms, he just moved so I couldn’t get him again.
Kat was unconscious in the vamp’s arms and she was bringing her mouth way too close to Kat’s neck. I snapped and growled and turned as much as I could but the freak had reinforcements. Two other vamps came and helped him contain me. I still thrashed around until suddenly, I had this sharp pain in my hind leg and saw that they stuck a tranquilizer in me. As I started to get dizzy, the woman finally brought her teeth to Kat’s neck.
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*I'm sooo sorry this is late! My mom stole my laptop yesterday and so I was not able to type the rest until today but please read on...
This is kind of a huge moment for the couple even though they have never gone out on a date before… It’s huge so just read!
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own Twilight; Just my imagination and a couple of the characters ;P
Chapter 11: Destroyed Moments
It was summer and I was playing with Bella in my backyard. We had just filled a whole bunch of water balloons and planned this day for several hours earlier. As we finished, I decided I was going invite Rachel, Rebecca, Billy, and Charlie to play with us. They all said sure and I gave them each a map of where the water balloons were located in the forest behind our house.
Before they reached the forests edge, Bella and I hid behind a bush with a pile of balloons. We went along with our plan as discussed and pelted them, causing a lot of curses and running for the trees. They were following the map which was perfect and planned as well. Before the game, Bella hid all the water balloons in the closet in the house. When no one was watching, I ran my scrawny eleven-year-old butt into the house to receive the bucket of balloons. I had to check to made sure the coast was clear; it was all good.
Running to the same bush we used to be hiding, I found Bella wasn’t there anymore. That was never part of the plan. When I looked around, I heard a faint whisper and found Bella was at a bush twenty feet ahead. I rushed over there, knowing the others will find out there wasn’t any balloons in the spots marked on the map, and sat down quickly. When a person was in the line of sight, we pitched a balloon at them, occasionally missing but on purpose.
After twenty minutes of running around in the forest, they started to figure out what was up and we could tell by the way they were spreading out and heading towards the house. I never really knew what they were doing until Bella said so. At that point, I lost track of what I was doing and both of my sisters came up behind us and took us into the living room. Both of our dads were waiting inside and there were towels on the couch so we wouldn’t ruin it. Rachel and Rebecca sat down with both of us on their laps and held us in a bear lock.
“So, that was a nice plan out there. What did you plan to do with all those balloons?” My dad interrogated.
“If you don’t answer, you’ll get tickled…The both of you.” Rebecca threatened.
“Or if you try to run.” Rachel added because Bella was squirming in her grasp.
“What was that plan out there? Remember, torturous, breath-taking tickles if you don’t answer!” Charlie said, extending his arms out in a tickling motion.
Neither of us said anything for a couple of minutes until Rachel and Rebecca started tickling us. I held my ground and still didn’t say anything but I was worried about Bella. She was squirming a lot and she hates it when anyone tickles her. Finally, she had had enough.
“OK! OK! I’ll spill the beans!!!” Rachel and Rebecca lay off of the tickling while we both took gasps of air. Once we had our breath back, Bella finally spoke. “We wanted you guys to go to the spots on the map where the balloons were so we could soak you guys. We gave you guys each a separate map to where the balloons were and once you all were at the areas, we would have run through and got you guys with the remainder of the balloons but that didn’t work out.”
They all started laughing at once. I got up off of Rebecca’s lap and Bella did the same. We gave each other a funny look before we joined in and started laughing too.
“We heard you two when you were talking about it so we decided to tell the others.” Rachel and Rebecca said.
I gave Bella the signaling look and we both attacked all of them at once, tickling out way through. “This was part of our master plan too!!” I yelled over the laughs. Pretty soon, we all stopped and were laughing all together.
When I woke up, I saw Bella over me, watching to see if I would woke up soon, and behind her there was fighting going on. This fighting wasn’t the usual yelling-in-each-other’s-face fighting but it was bloodsucker/werewolf fighting. I got up quickly only to be pushed down by Bella.
“No! You have to let me fight! Kat… Where is she?” I sat up and Bella didn’t compete with me this time.
“Carlisle and Esme took her to the house. Are you all right?” She sounded really worried. She looked back and winced when she saw they were still fighting.
“Which house? She’s going to freak if they brought her to the leech’s house. You know that don’t you?” I ignored her second question knowing that I’m fine. “Are those two vamps still alive?”
“Yea… I think. I can’t really tell because it’s all supernatural but you can so why can’t you tell me?” Bella said, winking and lightly pushing my shoulder.
I looked over at the fight, trying to make sense of the battle. “Are your vamps fighting too?”
She scowled at me. “Yea, they are.” She stated simply, still giving me an evil eye for what I called her ‘family’.
I stared at her back. “Yea, they are still alive, but barely holding onto their lives.” She smiled but I didn’t give her a chance to talk. “You know, when I was asleep, I had a dream about that summer when you came out here. We filled all those balloons with water and got caught in our plan remember?”
When I brought it up, she stopped smiling. She already knew where this was going. “Jake, I don’t really want to talk about-“
I cut her off again, determined to get this out. “What happened to that promise you made? You still remember because I can see it in your eyes. You promised you wouldn’t leave my side and we would have more of those moments right? Well, we have never had another one like that. They always ended up being fights. So what happened to those days when it was so care-free to hang out? Oh, wait, I know. You chose to date a leech and now you’re so selfish that you can’t see what has happened to your best friend. He and his family turned me into this.” I stood up and pointed to myself, now a shaky figure.
She stood up and started coming towards me. “How is this my fault? He’s not the one who turned you into this; it was your ancestry. It would have happened at one point. I am not selfish! I never wanted this!” She spread her arms out and shook them side to side a little. “I didn’t want the fighting for me but you and the Cullens have turned me into a territorial issue. So, yes, blame me if it makes you feel better.” She poked my chest after each word, emphasizing her sentence.
This topic has always made Bella cry but she held her tears in and now she looked like she would burst at any moment. At this point, the fighting has stopped, the vamps were dead, and Edward rushed over to take Bella away from me because I was shaking so hard. I just stood there, staring at where Bella used to be standing.
Gathering my thoughts together in my head, I decided against going after Edward again and ran towards the deepest part of the forest. Is it all good if I go to your stinky house to pick up Kat? I sent towards Edward and looked back to see that he nodded and I turned back, phasing automatically.
Once I was at the Cullens’ house, I phased back and went inside, knowing the two were expecting me. Esme was right there at the door to greet me. “Hello, Jacob. Kat is over here.” She led me towards the spacious living room where Kat was watching TV.
“Isn’t there anything else on that you can watch?” I chuckled, noticed she was watching Romeo and Juliet.
She looked back at me and smiled. “No, not really. How can you stand the smell in here?” She fanned her nose, throwing a playful glance at Esme who knew she was playing around.
“Let’s just say I’ve had two years of experience hunting vamps and coming here a lot.” I sat down by her, taking her hand. She scooted closer towards me and held my hand with both of hers.
“Why do you come here a lot?” She asked, scrutinizing me.
I held my hands up to defend myself from her pointed look. “Hey! I…uh… only come down here to strategize and stuff.” Thankfully, she bought that and gazed back at the television. Soon, I’m going to have to tell her about Bella. Maybe.
After an hour or so, the others came back. “Hey Lovebirds! What are you two still doing here?” Emmett chimed.
“She just wanted to finish this movie.” I glanced at Bella, who was holding onto Edward’s arm, looking at Kat. I looked back at Kat. “Hey Kat. Let’s go home and maybe we can borrow this from Esme.” I got up and offered my other hand to Kat so she can get up.
“No thanks. I already know what happens.” She took my other hand and looked at Bella. “Um, hello. May I ask why you are staring at me?” She chuckled nervously while Bella looked away.
“Sorry.” She went into the kitchen, red-faced, while Edward was trailing behind her. I turned my gaze back to Kat who was still staring towards to kitchen.
“Is she human?” She quietly asked.
“Yea, she is.” I slowly walked ahead, giving Kat the hint. “Come on.”
“Wait… She’s dating that leech? How does that work? I’m surprised she hasn’t gotten bit yet.” She laughed.
“Just come on before you get hurt.” I said trudging her towards the front door just as Bella came out of the kitchen.
“You haven’t told her who I am yet?” She yelled at me. She ran towards us and I ran Kat out the door before Bella could grab her.
I turned, blocking the door so Bella couldn’t get her. She had this incredulous look in her eyes like she’s gone crazy. “Hey! I just imprinted on her like two days ago! You shouldn’t expect me to tell her my life story in a short amount of time, especially with what has been going on.” She didn’t let up and I looked in towards the house and none of the vamps seemed to be doing anything about it. “Hey Eddy! Come get your crazy, out of control girlfriend!” I called.
Bella broke through my shield and rushed over to Kat who was standing there, confused.
When Bella broke through Jake’s “wall”, I thought she was going to kill me or something. “Did you imprint him back???” She yelled, grabbing onto my shoulders.
Jake stopped in his tracks and stood waiting for my answer. “Yea, I did.” She gasped but didn’t let go of me. “Who are you exactly?”
“I’m Bella. Jake used to love me before you came around. We used to hang out all the time before Edward and his family showed up but now we aren’t as young as we used to be. Since you’re his imprint, he’s not going to hang out with me anymore. I will always hate you for taking him away from me but I wish you two a happy, supernatural family.” With that, she let go of my shoulders and gave me a slap in the face.
I stumbled back and stood straight up again, watching her go to Edward’s side before I ran towards her and grabbed her arm. “Why do you think you can just slap me and think you can make a dramatic exit like this?” I growled, shaking now.
“What do you mean? This is not dramatic.” She chuckled and I saw that look in her eyes coming back. She was selfish just like I saw in Jake’s mind.
I was just about to slap her like she did with me when Jake pulled me back. “I said in house come on before you get yourself hurt and now look what you’re doing.” He snapped at me, venom dripping out of his words. I gasped and looked at him, seeing that it was clear on his face he still loved her.
Before he realized his slip, I glanced at Bella who was being held back by Edward, and I ran towards the trees, not wanting to listen to his sorry pleas.
A/N: So, you guys know the drill… If you have any questions or comments, please comment and review!
this was a really good chapter, but how can Jacob still love Bella if he imprinted on Kat? is that just to add more drama?
Ok, I had spring break so I decided that last week I wouldn't post but here I am now and I will try to post tomorrow too. Also, any white men reading this take no offense plz! It's just her new personality so she's really rebellious. BTW, this has happened to me because I'm native and the white men are so racist towards me, I have no interest in them at all.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own the Twilight characters, only their thoughts and actions in this case. I also do not own the song "End of the World" by: It Boys. I do own, however, Kat, Damien, Jason, Adam, and Claudia, plus whichever characters might appear. Without further say in my part, please read on!!
Chapter 12: Waiting for the Truth
I had no idea where I was going but I knew I had to get far away so I couldn't get in HIS way anymore. As I ran, I found he had the nerve to run after me but I felt he felt sorry for me, so I cut his thoughts out of my head and continued on my journey.
As soon as I knew where I was going he backed out, obviously not wanting to go to Toronto, Canada. I've heard through the tribal meetings, we have another tribe up there that we have a treaty except Jake doesn't like them which is perfect! I continued to push myself, not wanting to get caught during the daylight since I'm white.
I felt Damien and Sam phase but they stopped coming after me after I sent them a very gruesome message in their heads of what was going to happen to them if they came after me.
***Two Months Later...***
After I arrived in Toronto, we had a misunderstanding at first but then after they realized I was Quileute, they welcomed me with open arms. From then on, I had two sides of myself. There was the hurting Kat who was still in love with Jacob, and there was rocker, very aggressive side of me who has a boyfriend. The hurting Kat is currently stuck in a state of mind that very rarely breaks through during the night.
Oh yea, I had a talent that I chose not to show until I met this guy. He was in a band and brought out the secret talent I never knew. Can you believe I actually play the guitar? Yea, me neither but he saw it in me so he helped bring it forward. This guy's name is Jason and yes, he is Native and a werewolf. I have no attraction to white men what-so-ever. They are just so racist towards us so I have no interest.
So anyway, he invited me to play bass guitar for the band "Maroon Alley" and I couldn't pass it down. Tonight, we are playing in Detroit, Michigan and we need to leave now if we want to make the 6 hour drive there. *******
I signed my journal and put it in my backpack along with my guitar. With Jason by my side, we went to the car and started our long trip. During the trip, I couldn't help but think what my life would have been if I was still at home. Probably still crappy as it was but I wandered to what it would have been if we didn't have any trouble at all and were just in love. What would have progressed? What could have sprouted if I didn't go? How would life been if Bella didn't exist? As I asked those questions, a few tears slipped past my eyes and I knew that the other side of me was coming up to the surface but I didn't fight this time. Jason never knew of my past life except that I was trying to run from it so he pulled me closer.