holy crap, its been pretty much a year since i even opened this website up in my browser. woah. time flies. actually, i've never opened this up in my browser! i got a new laptop since then. heh.
uh, since others were doing a post of "what i've done in life since TTS" i guess i will too? i think this will go ahead and double as my official goodbye post or something, not that i really need one. at least to TTS. you can follow me on tumblr still, lol.
uhm, well, life has been pretty sweet since i was active around here! since pretty much migrating to tumblr, i have transferred to the school of my dreams, fought off depression with my bare hands and a doctor, you can see my typing style has been washed down, uh. had a relationship, which was great, but has since ended. also, i had my first kiss like last month? did anybody else know kissing is basically the weirdest thing humans could have ever possibly invented to show affection? i definitely prefer snuggling. i read homestuck, which if you didn't know is about 209a4238540272-888efsfv973453917y BILLION PAGES LONG and that was a big achievement for me. hmm. what else should i put here?
i've certainly grown up quite a bit. i've made a lot of new friends, and they're amazing! i miss everybody here a lot, and i'm really sad that we haven't kept in touch! actually, the whole reason i'm even here is because me and maria started talking and i suddenly remembered this place again.
i think it's a little sad to say, but i've definitely outgrown this place. it was really fun, and i don't think i'll ever forget any of you ever that i knew, but...its dead. long gone. and even before this post the last time i'd even logged in was december, so i guess this really isn't too necessary except for my own sake. a feeling of closure.
or something. idk.
well, i guess that's it? yeah. oh geez, a sad song just came on itunes and now i'm sadder than i should be. gosh, guys, i just. wow. its been so long? wow, i can't believe how long its been, and gosh, this is crazy. the last time i posted was december 2011! it's going to be my birthday in a month! jesus christ, holy crap, i hope i didn't accidentally swear in this post?
i've taken up swearing, too.
this post is a lot longer than it needs to be, whoops. okay, okay, i'm done, i just. gosh. you're all wonderful and fantastic and okay i need to stop before i go off on a life is beautiful and you can too tangent or something, and besides, i'm pretty sure mostly the glory-days people come on now, so this is like "who are you" to most, but whatever okay. closure. or something.
i don't like goodbyes, so.
wow that was way too dramatic.
Reading that made me giggle lol. That was cute. See you on Tumblr~
I'm glad to hear (Or read) that you're doing well, dearie. <3
Glad to see you were able to overcome some obstacles in life :)
Well, everyone is making long posts here so I figured I'd join in.
Lets see, lets see...I never really stopped coming on TTS so I can't really figure out where to start. It's not as if I came and chatted here daily but I still check up on the forum every so often.
It's still depressing, though. Seeing this site deteriorate right in front of us but that seems to have been the cycle. I joined this site when I was 13, I met most of those who I really got to know here during the second half of 9th grade. And now I'm heading into senior year. It crazy, it really is. I'm sad that I don't really speak with most of you much anymore. Most of us have become those "Hey, how's life?" kind of acquaintances. I remember when most of us were like a big family...you laughed, chatted with, opened up to, vented to, or acted goofy with whomever was around. There was a lot of support here. I made many real friends here. It's silly to think some website based on The Twilight Saga would be embedded so deep. Or, I should say the people and times we had here.
On the other hand, this break down happened slowly so I think we all have kind of become accustom to it. And this site could be shut down tomorrow, and apart from the fact I wouldn't be able to look back at posts or PMs, it wouldn't make a difference. The memories will stick. And I'm grateful for that. I'm grateful for you all.
In an odd sort of way, I think you all helped me grow into a better person. And most of you didn't know, but during the really active days here on TTS, I was going through a rough time in my life. I was sort of...rebuilding it. This was kind of an escape, kinda like the books themselves were. It was a little vacation which all took place behind a screen. You've all helped me in more ways than you may realize. I learned so much, I had a lot of experiences here. And of course, made friends that I hope to keep for a really, really long time. :)
Alright. I think I'm done with the corny part now. XD
Um...a short update about me:
My life is pretty relaxed at the moment. Every piece of my life has weaved itself back together and I have no complaints. Uh...I started a new school during junior year, and that went well. I managed a 4.0 for junior year which I am rather proud of. It's my first year getting straight A's all 4 semester. I've had a social life, and I have more of this weird thing called "a lot more freedom" which I am enjoying. As I said earlier, I am now a senior, so one more year left in high school. Which is awesome and scary all at once. So yeah...life is pretty good. ^-^
I hope you are all doing well.
With huggles and luffles and stuff,
Psssh..It wasn't even corny!
4.0!! That's awesome Lyn!! *showers you with confetti and stuff*
I agree with everything that you said. Everyone has become accustomed to it and since most of can still stay in touch one way or another it really ain't all that bad. We know it could be worse but even if this site shuts down, there wouldn't be any major regrets.
I'm glad to hear about your freedom. Good luck with the senior year! I know you'll manage all A's again. ;)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Glad it wasn't corny. XD
Thank you, thank you. ^-^ <3
These words hold lots of truth.
You'll really taste freedom when you have your own car and a job. To go wherever you want whenever you want and pay for your own stuff is such a great feeling! It's ultimate freedom. Once you start living on your own, no more freedom cause you have bills and stuff to pay. Glad I'm not at that step yet. Enjoy life. #YOLO I know it's overused but the concept still holds true.
I'm excited for those steps. :3 I'm not there just yet, but hopefully I will be soon. I feel like I've grown up a lot recently. It would be nice to have that freedom. The bills and stuff...not so much. :P
But only 5,816 views...? o.0
Hey. Hey guise. What'd we have a big party for back in the day? 1000 pages? 10,000 pages? 100,000 replies? Better memory...I needs it...*upgrades RAM*
I LOVE MY DEAD GAY SON.