Broken Hopes: Sam meets his daughter.
“When you break a promise…even that trust is broken.”
Sam broke her heart, he dumped her for her cousin. Leah is completely broken…Sam leaves her in her most vulnerable state! She would have preferred death but something living inside her kept her alive.
It was raining down hard, defining the pain I had in my chest. I didn’t have anywhere to go. I hated him for doing this to my mother and me, his words had crushed me. I wish, I wish things were different. I sat down leaning against the rock and hugging my self. I realized I was shivering, but the cold rain and my drenched body wasn’t helping.
I started sobbing, wishing I had someone to love…someone to care for me.
“Mom, I want you…” I said through my sobs.
Note: All the known characters belong to Stephanie Meyer! And very few ones are mine.
Say no plagiarism. :)
Well we all know who she is. Not really. Leah Clearwater.
Imprinted can be a lame reason...at times. When you have to leave the person who gave you her whole life. Sam Uley.
You're present maybe different.
But the future is the reflection of past!~Adriana Uley.
I'm always here for you...I just want you to accept me. Yeah, that's all~Darren McKay
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you know xactly how i feel abt your fanfictions. and especially this one. this one is the closest to my heart others r too be a lilltle far than this one, and you know the reason too. sigh, i cant see her this meserable, meyer should have given her an happy ending too. she deserved it but never,mind your giving and thats what is important. please post asap. i love this, ASAP
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Chapter 2: Your love is my drug
Once you start loving a person with all your heart…you become addicted to them, but no matter what happens the love for them is always there.
The whole time I was surrounded by someone or the other, not left alone at all. And mom didn’t even let me close my bedroom door and they came and checked on me several times in the night. My room had also been cleaned of things which they thought were dangerous. After a week or so when things began to seem a bit normal, but I wasn’t normal at all. I hated every moment of my existence! I cried ever night in my sleep and even left my job. I couldn’t look forward to any day. I just lay in bed and refused to eat. If my parents thought they were keeping me safe and away from pain they were wrong. Because I had never been so hurt…never, I still wanted Sam. If only he came back forgetting Emily, I would forgive him for leaving me and we would get back together.
“Leah, please eat something,” Mom said entering my room.
“I m not hungry,” I realized my voice was hoarse.
“Stop crying, don’t hurt yourself like this,” she said softly.
“I m not,” I said but I quickly wiped away the tears.
“I think we should talk about it…it will make you feel better,” she said sitting on my bed.
“There is nothing to talk mom, and yes I m not fine and I don’t think I ever will be, so please leave,” As I spoke tears rolled down my eyes.
“Leah,” Mom pleaded.
I didn’t reply, I didn’t want to talk, and I wasn’t going to. My life was hell already, little things didn’t matter. After giving me a pleading look she left my room. I just lay on the bed and continued crying, soon enough I fell asleep, a very uncomfortable one.
I woke up early in the morning, around 4 am feeling very sick; I rushed to my bathroom and started throwing up. It didn’t take long as I hadn’t eaten anything. I was feeling weird, my insides were aching. I had never felt like this. I drank some water and went to bed. I woke up late in the morning, for a surprise I had got a good sleep after throwing up. I wore jeans and t-shirt and walked up to the kitchen, I didn’t want to hang around my house anymore, and I didn’t feel like going to the beach too. Every place reminded me of Sam, he used to come to my room, and we used to spend hours together talking and making out…
But where do I go? I didn’t have anyone…I didn’t want anyone except, except Sam.
“Leah, come down and eat,” Mom’s shouted from down.
I didn’t reply, I didn’t want to eat. I got up and walked to the door and shut it quietly and went and sat down on the floor doing nothing but wishing I was dead. Soon enough my room burst open, the expression on my mother’s face turned from worried to relief.
“Haven’t I told you not to lock the door?” she scolded me.
“Mom, I m not going to kill myself or anything so don’t worry,” I said in a dead voice. There was no object in my room that could support my plan, unless I counted on jumping from the window and that would only break a few bones of mine not kill me.
She didn’t know what to reply. “Come, eat, please,” she pleaded.
“I m not hungry,” I said without looking at her. That was true, I wasn’t feeling hungry just empty…very empty.
“Leah…” mom pleaded again. She had been doing this so many times in the past few days.
As usual I didn’t reply. After she left the room, I ran up to my bathroom and threw up again.
It was almost dark now, only a dull light through my window lit up the room, I heard the door creak open, and I didn’t pay attention. It was probably Dad now trying to get me to eat.
“Leah?” I heard a pained voice. My head jerked up, my face held shock.
Sam had come back after all…I knew he would! I looked at him and smiled, just a bit.
“Sam! I knew you would come,” I said…my voice was hoarse as I hadn’t spoken for a while. Tears rolled down my eyes to see his face. He closed the door and came toward me. I studied his face, he didn’t look like my Sam at all, his face was hard set but when he stared into my eyes it became a bit softer. He helped me get up and made me sit on the bed and sat down next to me.
“Leah, stop behaving like this,” he said kindly.
“I will, now that you are back,” I told him. Obviously, I wouldn’t act like that…he was back now right?
“Leah, I m not back, I just came to speak with you,” he said looking away from me.
“What?” I asked childishly.
“I just came to talk to you…” he said still looking away from me.
“What do you mean?” I asked.
“Look Leah, why don’t you get it? I can’t be with you,” he got up from the bed and stood in front of me.
“Why? We were so much in love and I still love you Sam, I know you do to,” I said desperately.
“You don’t know anything,” he simply stated, his face hardened bitterly.
“No Sam, I do. I love you and you love me too, I don’t know what you saw in Emily, she is a witch! She took you away from me-” I was standing too, tears rolled down my eyes as I thought about the day Sam had looked at Emily and never looked away since then.
“Don’t talk things about Emily!” he growled at me, he was so angry that he was shivering. I shrank back, eyes wide watching him…shocked.
His eyes were closed, and he was taking deep breathes, just to calm himself…soon the trembling ended.
“You are ready to hurt me but not listen to the truth?” I asked feeling hurt.
“You don’t know anything,” he repeated.
“Then explain,” I whispered, he looked so devastated, I couldn’t see him in such pain.
“Look Leah, I want you to go back to the way you were before we met, I want you to forget everything that happened between us, I want you to accept that I don’t love you anymore, I want you to stop being stupid and not do anything to hurt you,” he said firmly, almost in an ordering manner.
“Sam, what has she done to you? I know you love me; I know we are meant to be together, I hate her for doing this…for ruining our life, come back Sam, I will forget whatever happened,” I pleaded.
“Leah you don’t get it…things have changed,” he sighed.
“How? Just by looking at Emily?” I was angry now.
“Yes, my world did change when I found Emily,” when he said Emily’s name, the love that radiated from his words burned me.
“Sam, it’s us only us, lets leave this town and start a new life,” I suggested.
“I can’t, I can’t leave Emily,” I could see that he was hurt at the thought of leaving Emily.
“Sam, you said you will never hurt me, you said you loved me,” I said desperately and walked up to him and stood on my toes and tried to pull him into a kiss, he was too tall, I kissed his chest instead.
“I m sorry for that but I m not yours,” he pushed me with such strength that I stumbled.
I froze…no way this was happening…
“Just promise me that you won’t hurt yourself, just promise Leah,” he came to the point. He hadn’t come back to me, he had just come back to make me promise and break all his promises in turn.
“Why should I? You won’t even stay; I will die Sam, I will…” I said under my breath, somehow he heard it.
“You wont,” he shook his head.
“You don’t care…I love you, you don’t,” I whispered.
“Leah, there is a reason for everything,” he said in a different voice.
“My life has none…so its better I die,” I whispered. With what Sam had told me, I couldn’t live any more.
He deliberated for a second…sighed and then stared at me as if making a decision.
“Leah, do you know the legends? The Tribe stories?” he suddenly asked.
“Stories? Is this some kind of a sick joke?” I spat.
“Do you know?” he asked with authority.
“Yes, I do,” I answered.
“Do you believe in them?” he asked curiously.
“They are just stories,” I said slowly…I can’t believe I was having this conversation.
“No they aren’t,” he whispered.
“Yes…” I disagreed, how can they be true? Yes, we had sworn we would never talk about these legends to others but believing them was a joke.
“They are true, I m a werewolf,” he looked at me.
“No…” my legs shook, but I didn’t feel like disbelieving him.
“Yes, that’s why everything changed…I imprinted on Emily,” he said.
“Imprinted?” It felt like I was being choked.
“Yes, it is a wolf thing, you get to meet your soul mate in that way, and when I looked at Emily, nothing else mattered, she is the one that holds me, she is the one I was destined to love,” he voice was rich with love and it hurt me again.
“But we love each other, she is no one just a witch, I hate her, I wish she dies!” I cried.
“Ugh…Leah, why don’t you get it? Emily is the one I love, she is my life, I want her not you,” he actually growled at me!
Tears continued falling down my eyes.
“I just told you the secret because we didn’t want you to frikking hurt yourself, alright? I don’t love you anymore Leah Clearwater, there is nothing between us,” his eyes were raged. And I didn’t miss the ‘we’.
“Okay, you imprinted on her but just by looking at her how can you fall in love? We are meant to be not you and her! And what about all those promises, kisses? And that night? Just before she came here, it was so perfect Sam…” I continued trying to make him see my side.
“Leah I don’t want to hurt you, please stop,” he said, I knew he didn’t mean physical hurting…just emotional, just his words.
“Our life is perfect, we belong together…” I continued.
“I don’t want you in my life any more, I don’t love you and you have to grasp it! And if you hurt yourself I will just feel guilty because I know I m the cause, so please don’t be kiddish, I don’t want you anymore…you and I are over, get it?” he said harshly.
I just stared at him, not able to grasp the meaning of his words. How could he say all these things to me after I had given myself entirely to him?
“Emily is my love, we were meant to be, and I found her…I m sorry I met you, I should have ended it just when I came to know what I had become but its time I do it…you are nothing to me Leah, its over.” He said staring at me with a bitter expression.
“Get out!” I shouted swallowing the lump that had risen in my throat.
“Don’t hurt yourself,” he said without any emotion.
“Get. Out!” I said my voice higher than the last time. For some strange reason I felt alive…I felt strong…I felt calm…I felt content.
A/N: Hey!!! Sorry for the wait, I have just been busy…! So how do you guys like this chapter? Hate Sam? Emily? So I guess I want to hear your predictions!
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