I am so happy you have updated. This story is so great. I cant believe Bella almost killed Renee. Thank god for Emmett and Jasper. Anyways, i cant wait for more. I hope you are able to update again soon.
I didn’t know how long I was out here, or how long I would last. I had hunted a few weeks ago, right before I told Alice.
I knew everyone was worried, but they would be in bigger danger if I were to be around them. I couldn’t let Alice rat me out with one of her visions, so I warned her.
“Err…Alice…” I stared at the damp grass, looking completely mental. “If you get this vision…then…ok. I look like a total lunatic, but I just want you to know that I’ll miss you a lot, and Edward. I just want one favor of you for return. Please don’t go looking for me, or tell them about this vision.”
I was looking at a gray boulder now, still feeling crazy. “I’m going to miss you all tons, and I just want you to do one simple thing for me. And make sure Nessie and Renee are safe, for me.”
I didn’t know what to do next; it wasn’t like I was talking to a camera. So, I just walked away, leaving my past behind.
Now I was far, far away from that boulder. I had no idea if Alice even saw my message. She must have, or I would be found.
For a brief moment, Edward popped into my mind. He must be worried sick. But, I was doing him and all the others a favor.
My plan was to wait a few years, stay around humans and get used to their blood. Once I was sure I could handle it, I would go back home; as simple as that.
I didn’t want to cause a scene again, so I had to prepare myself. I was passing through a crowd of people celebrating some Thanksgiving parade at the moment.
Some guy in a turkey suit waved to all the people. He gave a certain wink for me. I turned around without giving him a backwards glance.
Families walked pass. A man and women were holding hands, pushing a stroller. I heard a girl giggle from inside, shaking a rattle.
I turned around before anything more ironic came into my mind. I missed Edward and Nessie so much now. But, I had to be in control before I could face them. What if I ever did something to Nessie by mistake? She was near Renee.
I shuddered, pushing the vile image from my mind. I couldn’t think of Renee right now. I needed to calm down and relax.
Another family passed me, their faces painted orange, red, and brown. A little boy was hoisted on his father’s shoulders. The mother was holding hands with a sweet, little girl who’s two, long, bronze braids were dangling past her shoulders.
I sighed, running into the crowd. I just wanted to disappear now; just disappear forever…