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If My life was fiction
By Jenn Jean
*All Twilight Characters are Stephanie Myers. I have made some up, but all credit goes to her*
This is my life (sort of) but with Twilight mixed in, its set 10 years after breaking dawn, and Reneesme and Jacob are married with two kids. *this is me by the way, I was bullied as a kid and through high school, so ya...some of the accounts of bulling did acutally happen and some are made up, so pls let me know what you think:)
I hate my life. There is nothing here for me. I have no idea what to do. Will some one come to my rescue?
Chapter one: This is me.
“Jenny, get up its time for school!’ I hear my mom call.
“Do I have to, I mean I hate high school!”
I hated high school, especially grade 12, all my friends were staying here in Toronto for a victory lap and I was the only one leaving for college. They all were pot heads and drinkers, but somehow escaped that and was a pretty good student and had great friends, from church.
“Yes Jennifer, you need to go, you are half way done and then you have the summer to spend here then you can leave.”
“Okay mom, I’ll be right down, let me get changed first.”
What the hell am I going to wear? I have nothing that fits; all I have are too tight jeans and t-shirts that I hate. (My style has since improved dramatically). I look in the mirror and all I see is some fat girl staring at me, no one believe me that I am a volleyball and basketball player and that I have danced for about 10 years. I really hate my body. I have the ugliest nose known to man and have the worst hair colour too, I have to remember to die it.
“Hey Chrissie! Can you come here I need to know what to wear!” I yell for my sister Christine.
“Ya Jenn bug?”
“Find me something please.”
“Here, blue top and these jeans.” She said handing me a blue long sleeve t-shirt with a scoop neck and a pair of straight leg jeans.
‘Thanks’ I mutter as she walks out of my room. I better hurry because my mom is leaving to drop my sister off and I want a ride.
I walked in to West Hill CI and saw my English teacher talking with a friend.
“hey Mrs. V,” I say with a fake smile, “What’s happening?”
“Oh nothing, we are getting some new students in and I was hopping you and Tara could show them around.”
“Sure, anything.” Why me? I know I am a nerd and a goodie-goodie but I still hate do do this stuff. “So how many people?”
“10 I think. I don’t remember. But I will let the VP know what you two are doing so that you can miss parts of class for the next few days.”
“Okay, thank-you. Bye see you in class.”
Tara and I walk away, and start talking.
“Oh my God Jenn, 10 new kids, I hope some of the are hot guys!” She said with a big smile on her face.
‘You forgot to say ‘single hot guys’ T.”
The music starts to play so we start to walk to class- which happens to be English so that means our touring duty begins now.
“Hurry up T, we will be late for our tour, you have to remember, I run to classes.”
“I know but-“ she stops mid-sentence and stares at the door.
‘T, what is it?”I follow her eyes and the gasps of the class and look to the door. I saw 6 stunningly beautiful pale people walk in, then following, another girl but not so pale as the others, holding hands with a huge brown boy, and following fraternal twins it appeared, the same colour as the boy.
“Hello, everyone these are the; Cullen’s, Hale’s and Black’s.” Mrs. V said.
I couldn’t believe it, they were all so beautiful. Great, something else to hate about my self. At that thought I could have sworn I heard one of the pale guys, he had bronze hair, snarl in my direction. Ugg, and I need to show them around WHCI (West Hill CI)?
‘Jennifer and Tara, can you please come here.”
“Yes, Mrs V.” I said.
“Can you show our new students around and make them feel comfortable, I have arranged for you to miss one class a day, for the next week and you may go off campus to show them around the neighbourhood.”
“Follow me.” I heard Tara say. Apparently my voice was M.I.A. so I had to wait to find it. We all started walking.
“So, who is who?” The big guy answered, he had brown curly hair and he was pale too.”
“Well I'm Tara and this is Jennifer, but call her Jenn.”
“Hello, Jenn. I'm Ryan.” He held out his hand, for me to take it. Why was he being so nice? I have never ever been treated like this by someone who looked like this. He was tall and muscular, he had shoulder length brown hair tied back, he was a beautiful russet colour, and his eyes oh my god his eyes, they were a beautiful brown/green.
“h-hhhi” I stuttered “where would you like to go first?” I whispered
“The cafe.” Said the huge brown boy.
“Okay this is going to confuse the hell out of me but what are everyone’s names?”
“Edward Cullen, Alice Cullen, Emmett Cullen, Reneesme Cullen, Jasper Hale, Rosalie Hale, Jacob Black, Bella Black, Ryan and Ellie Black.” Edward said
“Okay thank-you. You know us, so let’s get on with the tour.” It was weird, I don’t know how but I was feeling very confident all of a sudden, as if someone had put a spell on me. we walked down the stairs and into the cafe.
“Here is the cafe in all its glory, personally I wouldn’t get anything from here, I would walk up to the Pizza Pizza and grab a slice.” I felt a wave of nerves hit as I said this. I always have, whenever I said walk, cause it looks like I don’t walk at all.
The girls all walked together and so did the boys, were as Tara and I walked in the middle acting as a fence between the two sides.
“Why don’t we take a seat somewhere and get to know each other better.” Alice suggested. She was so cute; she was short with black spiky hair, almost pixie like.
“Okay.” We found a table and started talking. I was so nervous that I was just sitting there not saying anything at all. I looked up from fiddling with my hands and noticed that Tara wasn’t here.
“Um, guys where did Tara go?”
“She left about a have an hour ago, she had to go to the office about something, said that once you snap out of whatever you were doing she would talk to you.” Rosalie said.
“I don’t know what happened, she suddenly became mean, and left.” Bella was sayimg, she glared at Rosalie
“Oh, I'm sorry, she gets like that sometimes. I should leave so you don’t um, um...I should just leave.” I was getting up when all of a sudden; I felt a warm hand on my hand.
“Jennifer, you don’t have to leave. Stay we haven’t got to hear your life yet.”
“Ryan, I'm not very interesting really, I should be going now. I want to get home and start my homework, I have a spare next period and I want to get home.” Why was he being so nice, it was weird, I'm not used to it. Ever I was made fun of in elementary school for everything under the sun, so I can honestly say no guy has ever liked me in a romantic kind of way, and with Ryan showing me this side was weird, he truly wanted me to stay.
“Okay, but can I at least take you home. I don’t think I saw you with car keys, so that would mean either you walk or take bus.”
“I take the bus.”
“Okay, so let me take you home.”
“Okay.” I sheepishly said. As I turned 50 different shades of pink.
I wonder if this is going to be like last time where a guy was being nice to me and doing things like this because of a dare. Oh god I hope not. My mother and father couldn’t deal with my last episode when that happened.
“Hey Jennifer. How are you?” Kyle asked me.
“I’m fine, you?” I always tried to be polite even with this creep/
“Good. You know, you are very pretty.”
“Really?” I blushed.
“Ya, so I was wondering if you wanted to hang out with me this weekend?”
“um, okay, sure.”
“Cool, I’ll meet you in the mall by the Timmies.”
“Cool.” And with that he walked off. I walked in the other direction. But I forgot something in my locker, which is where we were standing earlier and I heard;
“Yo, dude did you ask the fat female dog out yet?” his friend said
“Ya, of course, she fell for it, hook line and sinker.” Kyle replied
“’That was the best dare ever, that I came up with.”
I couldn’t believe what was happening, I was asked out on a dare. I felt tears welling up inside, but I didn’t want anyone to see them so I called my mom to come pick me up from school because I wasn’t feeling well. Once I got home I ran to my room and barricaded the door with a crutch and cried for hours. I didn’t go to school for the next two days. It was Friday night which means Youth Group. But I was in no condition to go, so I decided to run down stairs and take 5 sleeping pills, which my mom had, and see if that would work. I left a note on my pillow and took them in one big gulp, and within minutes I started to fall asleep. I was so happy-or as happy as I could get.
I faintly remember my sister coming in, to see me and someone started to shake me but I wouldn’t budge. The next think I knew I was in a hospital bed with tubes hooked up everywhere and my close friends crying.
My parents had no idea what to do so they wanted me to see someone, I did and I got a little better, but now anytime a guy trys to come close to me I naturally back away. Even for the guys from church, who are like my brothers, they wanted to kill this guy for what he did to me, and they watched out for me.
*End of flashback*
I don’t know what to think with this guy. Maybe I should let him drive me home.
~Hey all, pls comment and tell me what you think, thanks