Leah and E.J.'s Story (A sequel to, Renesmee and Jacob mite turn into pg-13) (pg-13)

I DON'T OWN ANY OF THESE CHARACTERS, I ONLY OWN RAY, SARAH AND E.J. (i made them up)**


Some things to know about E.J. (To refresh your memory)

E.J. Black: short for Edward Jacob
Named after his grandfather (Edward) and his father (Jacob)

His appearance:
Long brown hair just like his fathers
Brown eyes like his father’s as well

His godparents are:
Rosalie and Emmett

This is about Leah and E.J. ’s life together and the hardship of it all. Life sometimes isn’t pretty.

Link to the first story::
http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/group/fanfiction/forum/topics/renesm...

Previously::

"Nessie, it's time. Are you ready?" Carlisle asked me. "Yes!" I screamed. "Okay, now push." It seemed like forever when finally I got to see my son, E.J. My mom put him in his bassinette. A few minutes later, Ray showed up in the world. Then ten minutes after her, Sarah came. My mom and Jake cleaned off the babies and laid them down. It took about 20 minutes for my stomach and body to go back the way it was before I was pregnant.

Jake handed me Ray, he held Sarah and my mom held E.J. "May we come in?" Leah asked. "Yes of course." Only Leah, Embry and Seth came in. When Seth came into the room he saw Ray and had this look in his eyes as if he... no! He didn't just imprint on my baby! Then Embry came in and saw Sarah and he had the same look in his eyes! No! I will not allow them to imprint on my babies! I looked over at Leah and E.J. and they both had a spark in their eyes, but not like Embry and Seth. TI let out a hiss. "Ness." Jake and mom started. "They imprinted on my babies!" That's when Jake lost it. He didn't phase but he was close.

**Made by: Charlotte; Thank you!!**


Chapter One; Leah’s POV

I looked at the little person in my hands. I felt a connection, like he knew me and I him. He had the cutest Brown eyes, he had a full head of dark brown hair, just like his daddy. He started to smile at me, like I said something funny, but didn’t want to laugh. I have never felt a connection like this, it wasn’t like the imprint connection, that I have heard so much about. I rolled my eyes as I thought that. I would hate to be imprinted on. I think fate hates me, for some reason.

E.J. laughed. I smiled at him. He was the cutest baby I had ever seen. I saw a flicker of a scene in my head, I wasn’t sure what it was but it made me… happy? I haven’t felt that emotion in a long time, it was different. I decided I would leave Nessie and Jake to fight with my brother and Embry for imprinting on their daughters. Ha, the alpha’s daughters, way to pick ‘em guys. Edward smirked at my thoughts. No one noticed this because everyone was listening to the fight going on.

I was still holding E.J. I had always loved kids, but I can never have one because of this stupid wolf gene in me. That made me angry, I had to get out of here, away for E.J., away for children. I laid him in the baby bed beside Nessie, and left before anyone noticed I had gone. When I reached the forest line I phased, shredding my clothes into many, many pieces. I was so angry at my life, I had done so many things wrong, and some that no one knew about. I have also committed a sin, coveting.

I have coveted a lot of things. First Sam, then Sam’s love, then Sam and Emily’s relationship and then Jake. But I only wanted Jake because I wanted someone, and everyone already had their someone, I was jealous. I was going to hell for sure. I put my nose in the air and howled. I wish that I would imprint, if I could. Because if I did then I would have someone that did love me, however I didn’t want to imprint at the same time.

Imprinting had brought my life from being great to being worse in just a second. I hated it with a passion. Then I loved it because I could find someone, but who would love me? Sam didn’t, and doesn’t. He was all I wanted and I wasn’t good enough. I started sobbing, will I ever find someone.