my one & only forever

I have never feel like this before, I have never feel like there is someone you can’t live without , it’s too difficult to choose between your life , love and your best friend , but when you have to choose you should choose the right one ….

This week was very busy Alice was planning for my wedding, and she was asking me if I like this color or If I hate it , and if I want a band in my wedding , but all of this wasn’t difficult , the most difficult thing was going to my friends and invite them to the wedding , I hate to think how they will think about me when I go and invite them .. but I don’t care because I will be with Edward  , Edward was with me all most every night , we were go out a lot I was stick with him as a glue as usual .. It’s raining outside , but it was warm in my room I’m sitting on my bed and talking to Edward by the phone , I didn’t see him  from 3 days he was in MODE helping his sister Avie at the work , I really miss him it’s very boring and sleepy and stink without him.. ‘ love ,are you still with me?’ he asked and his voice was full of worry ‘ya ,sorry I was thinking’

‘Thinking about what?’ he asked with his voice back to normal .

‘About you , about that I can’t live without even for days it’s too hard and difficult’ I said with a law voice at the end , and I was sure that he was smiling the smile that I love. 

‘Really? You was thinking about all of this, I miss you and I will come back tonight’ tonight? Am I the luckiest girl on the earth?

‘I’m so so so happy I really miss you very much I can’t wait antel tonight’ finally I was going to see Eddie after 3 days from waiting him every night and asking myself what is he doing right now? Is he happy? How he feel right now? ..

‘Bella .. where are you ?you are thinking a lot?’..

‘ya .. can’t stop thinking of you’ I said with a soft voice 

‘ me too, I will call you later ok?’ he asked .

‘ ok’ I didn’t want to stop listening to his voice but ..whatever..

‘love?’

‘what?’

‘can you please promise me something?’

‘ I know , I know ,  I promise you I will take care of myself and try to not fall at the washing machine’

He laughed ‘ good , love?’

‘ what?’

‘sweety I think you should sleep you are very tired’  

‘no , I will wait antel  you come back’

‘please honey sleep and when I come back I will wake you up , ok?’ he said with a law voice

‘ok whatever you want’ I didn’t really want to close the line but he was right I couldn’t fight the sleepy feel I was very tired .

‘ bye’ I said.

‘ bye , take care’  then the line was dead .

I put my head on the pillow I was thinking about Edward and how he is so kind .. after a few seconds I fall asleep..                                        

I couldn’t see anything it was too dark at my room , I don’t know why the lamps around my bed was off but I don’t care because I felt his icy hand around my waist , I was really happy finally he is here I put my hand on his face searching for his lips , he was cold and icy very still like a stone but it doesn’t matter , he was Eddie my Eddie the one that I couldn’t live without , I could feel his beautiful smile touching his   perfect  face ..

‘welcome back’ I whispered .

‘that sounds nice’ he said.

‘I missed you really it was like years not days’ I pressed my lips on his , it was so sweet but as usual I was sure that I have only seconds antel he pulls me back , but he didn’t and I was really happy .. after a few minutes when his lips was on my jaw .

‘I missed you’ he said .

‘I missed you too, it was like there’s no air and it’s hard to breath’ I said with a soft voice .

‘you know I felt the same but it was like half of me was with you’ he took a deep breath and after that he said ‘let us stop talking about this , what you would say about kidnapping you tomorrow?’

I kissed his cheek ‘you know that you can kidnap me any time you want’

‘ok , what about going to cinema tomorrow ?’

‘good idea , I want to watch a classic movie or a romantic one but only with you and no one else’ I said with my hands on his shoulders he took my right hand and kissed it OH HOW I LOVE HIM..

‘of curse only with me , you should sleep now’

‘WHY? I don’t want to waste any single second I spend with you’..   

‘I will be here with you just sleep you look very tired.’ He was right as always ..

‘ok , ok , just let me give you something first’