Our Little Secret: A twist in Twilight.

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Permalink Reply by Nik-Edward.Is.My.Love♥ ♥ ♥ on May 26, 2011 at 7:22am

Thanks...Sure..!

Permalink Reply by Emerald"The Crazy Subbub!"Cullen on May 28, 2011 at 5:17pm

:''''(..  It's so sad!!!!!!!!..

Permalink Reply by ♥vamplvr27♥ on May 28, 2011 at 7:25pm

aw! poor bella!!! post more soon!!!

Permalink Reply by Aarati. Edward Cullen Patil on May 29, 2011 at 10:54am

So sad :( poor Bella
post more soon....

Permalink Reply by ♥♥Anjali♥♥ on June 1, 2011 at 2:06am

gr8 work!!....post d nxt chp soon!

                                              -Anjali

Permalink Reply by Nik-Edward.Is.My.Love♥ ♥ ♥ on June 11, 2011 at 9:44am

Chapter 14: Love…just Love

 

Jacob’s POV:

 

I drove Renee to Forks and then to our home. As soon as the car came to stop, I saw the door open and Charlie came out to greet her. She too rushed out. They hugged formally and she started talking as they went inside. From what I know about Renee, she was a restless, impatient and a child-like woman who was younger than her age, Bella had told a lot of things about her. I carried the bag and went in.

 

I heard Renee and Charlie talking, he was filling her in with all that had happened, and she listened adding her questions and expressions. Charlie ended telling what had happened till now but he hadn’t told her about the future plans he had thought for Bella.

 

“I m going to see her,” said Renee almost crying and turned to the door.

 

I looked at Charlie giving him a ‘won’t you tell her?’ look.

 

“Renee wait! She is sleeping and I have to tell you something.” Charlie said in a low tone.

 

“Oh! Okay, I will let her rest, tell me- what is it?” she turned to him.

 

“This is hard for me but I have to make this decision,” he stopped.

 

She looked at him enquiringly.

 

“Take Bella home, take her with you.” He choked.

 

I bit my lip. The tension here was too much for me but I had to hang on. Charlie sat down on the single sofa, he had bent his head and was looking down, and I kneeled and gave him a short hug.

 

“What do you mean?” she was completely shocked, whatever she had expected it wasn’t this.

 

“Bella is beyond hurt Renee, I don’t think staying here is going to help her even a bit. It’s only going to hurt her even more, so I was just wondering if you could take her with you. A new start will probably help her…at least she would be better there with you than here.” he explained looking at her.

 

“Oh!” she sat down on the couch. She continued to look at me and Charlie.

 

“You don’t want her with you and Phil?” Charlie asked.

 

Her face grew red.

 

“Charles Norman Swan how dare you think that? How dare you even let that thought pass your mind leave alone even ask me!” she stared at him angrily. Tears started rolling down her eyes.

 

“Renee…Renee, I m so sorry, I didn’t mean it at all.” Charlie said in a hushed tone. I actually saw him get up to reach over to her but he sat down and looked at her helplessly.

Renee regained herself.

 

“Of course I want her! Infact I have wanted her to come and live with me! I love her more than anything, I would do anything to make her feel happy, she is the best gift of my life, and she is my daughter, my only child.” She ended in a loving voice.

 

 I leaned back against the sofa. This made me feel somewhat lonely, I had never known my mother before I had the strength to remember things, I was very young when she died, one something but I had her pictures and had always missed her, Dad had been the closest to me, and he too was taken away from me. Seeing the family bond, they were blood related, I felt alone, and sad.

 

I tried not to think about this and here what was going on.

 

Charlie was still apologizing to her.

 

“I will get some hot drink,” I said and went in to the kitchen. That was the only thing I could do, I made some tea and handed it to them and I drank mine back in the kitchen.

 

“I m going to see her,” Renee announced. This time Charlie didn’t stop her, he simply nodded. He sighed and turned to switch on the TV. I sat there for a minute or two and then followed Renee up. Her being here had started reminding of my mother. I walked absent mindedly and stood by the door looking at Renee lean toward the door.

 

“Bella? Baby girl?” she said in a soothing tone. Bella was now awake, just in appearance.

 

“Sweetheart it’s me, mom,” she continued.

 

“Honey? Look at me.” she pleaded. Bella was lying on the pillow without looking at Renee.

 

“Don’t do this Bells, you are worrying me,” she scolded Bella.

 

I swallowed the bile that rose and went over to my room leaving Renee alone with Bella.

 

I went and lay over the bed; I checked my phone and saw that I had 5 missed calls, all from Quil.

 

I started dialing his number.

 

‘Hello! Where the hell were you?’ he said as soon as he picked up.

 

“Sorry, I had put my phone in silent mode.” I replied.

 

‘Oh…okay,’ he sounded distracted.

 

“What’s up?” I asked curiously.

 

‘Mm…look I m busy now…I will call ya later bye.’ He hung up.

 

“Sure sure,” I muttered to the dead line. Why five missed calls when you just hang up…!

 

I lay there on the bed for hours; the light from the window had turned from dull orange to dark black, the cold air blowing in the room.

 

“Jacob?” I heard Charlie call.

 

“Coming!” I yelled and went down.

 

“Renee made some food.” He said and his eyes twinkled a bit.

 

I eyed him shrewdly.

 

“Where is she?” I asked.

 

“She is feeding Bella.” He said and sat down with a little share for him.

 

“Bella is eating?” I asked excitedly.

 

“Not at her will, but seeing Renee I think she has kind of reacted, but she still is not talking.” He seemed relaxed.

 

“Ah cool!” I said and turned enthusiastically to eat my food, Charlie still didn’t start he stared at me waiting for something.

 

The noodles looked good, as soon as I put them in my mouth and started chewing I realized they didn’t taste as good as they looked, infact they were revolting. I swallowed it forcefully.

 

Charlie burst out laughing.

 

I looked at him totally shocked.

 

“You knew!” I cried.

 

“Hahaha! That look on you face!” he wiped the tears.

 

“Unique right!” I said sarcastically.

 

“Sorry!” he said.

 

Then he came forward and whispered, “Renee doesn’t cook as well as Bella.”

 

And then his face turned sad, both of us remembered that Bella won’t be staying with us any more.

 

“You are worse!” I commented trying to bring back the old atmosphere.

 

He just sighed.

 

“Mm…Charlie? Do I have to eat this?” I asked embarrassed.

 

“I don’t think so.” He laughed.

 

“Thanks.” I mouthed and went and put it in the fridge, and probably throw it later.

 

I asked Charlie, “Can I go out for a while?”

 

“Yeah sure, why are you asking?” he seemed surprised.

 

“Just wanted to make sure, if you needed me around.” I explained.

 

“No, go on kid, have some time to yourself.” He sighed.

 

“Where are you going by the way?” he asked walking to the living room.

 

“To Leah,” I said casually.

 

He raised his eyebrows and then waved me bye. He seemed much more relaxed with Renee around I observed. She would know how to handle Bella.

 

I went upstairs, changed into another set of clothes and made myself presentable.

 

While I was in the car, I called Leah and told her I would be coming. I crossed La Push in less than ten minutes. Leah’s home was in a remote area, there weren’t much houses around, after half a mile another house appeared, they had a huge garden and to the garden led to the woods.

 

The night was pitch dark, the porch light lit the ground floor of the house. I rang the bell.

 

Leah opened the door, she smiled at me, she was looking beautiful as usual, her black hair were open and she was wearing a nice knee-length skirt and a dull orange top, orange really went well with her skin.

 

“Hello! You can come in.” she said and moved back while I stood appraising her.

 

“Yeah,” I muttered through my teeth and went in.

 

She led me to the kitchen, she was having her dinner. I sat down on the chair. She passed me some nice looking dish. I took it suspiciously. After eating Renee’s lunch I had decided to stop trusting nice looking dishes.

 

“Come on! Eat it!” she ordered.

 

I took bite, and my expression totally changed.

 

“Man! This so good!” I cried.

 

She laughed.

 

“Of course it is, I made it!” she teased.

 

“Sure sure…what is it exactly?” eating more as she put more of it in my bowl.

 

“Its chicken rice with mashed Soya sauce,” she said.

 

“Hmm…” I said busy eating.

 

“Want more?” she asked as I finished.

 

“No thanks.” I replied.

 

“Okay.” She said and put the bowls in the sink.

 

“Where are Harry and Sue?” I asked.

 

“They are Old Atera’s,” she said.

 

“Cool,” I said.

 

“So what do you want to do?” she asked.

 

“Hmm…I was thinking, you know maybe we could spend some time at the beach?” I said not looking at her face, I was afraid she would say no.

 

“Of course!” she replied looking confused. My face lit up.

 

“Come on then,” I dragged her.

 

“Wait I will tell Seth m leaving, SETH!” she called.

 

“YES!” came back a reply.

 

“Come DOWN IDIOT!” she called again. I was amused by her.

 

Seth come down running, he started “What is-” and stopped as he saw me.

 

“Hey Jacob!” he waved.

 

“Hi.” I replied.

 

He seemed concentrated on something else; I followed his gaze and realized that I was still holding Leah’s hand, well holding was the wrong word I had our fingers linked, I dropped it at once and ran my hand through the back of my head setting my tied hair right. That was totally lame, it made me look guilty and as if I was holding her hand in ‘that’ kind of way.

 

“Seth I will be back soon…bye.” Leah said.

 

“Leah! Man! I will also come! I m dead bored.” He whined.

 

“Stop calling me man, don’t know from where you have picked up, probably its Jacob’s influence and no you can’t come, stay here and greet mom and daddy.” She scolded him.

 

“Okay.” He pouted.

 

“Bye Seth,” I said smiling at him sheepishly, and went out thinking about what Leah said to Seth. She didn’t like me using the expression ‘man’.

 

She soon joined me in the car.

 

“So you don’t like Seth idolizing me huh?” I asked her teasingly.

 

“No it’s not that,” she blushed.

 

“Then?” I asked.

 

“Well it’s- it’s- nothing, forget it.” she smiled trying to hide her embarrassment.

 

“As you wish,” I replied and kept my eyes on the road.

 

The moon was out as we reached the beach.

 

I parked the car and both of us got out. Under the moon light Leah was looking still more beautiful, I saw her and gasped. She pretended not to notice it. Both of us started walking down the beach until we reached the spot I usually came to when I wanted to be alone.

 

It was actually farther than any other place; though nobody was around I wanted to go there. Along the way she took off her slippers and held them in her hand. The air that was blowing over was calm and cool. We continued walking without talking, I didn’t look at Leah I didn’t didn’t want to do anything stupid.

 

 We reached the place finally. It was behind the rocks which made it look like a cove, and from here the sea looked the best.

 

“Wow!” Leah said.

 

“I know,” I said and let her explore the place. I had never shown this to any of the guys or girls.

 

She sat down and I went and sat next to her.

 

We just stared at the sea for a while, well I was mostly looking at her; I leaned back supported by my hands, she moved forward and put her hands around her knees and her chin on them, her hair moved across her face. I continued looking at her, she was unaware of it.

 

“What’s up with Bella?” she asked finally.

 

I told her everything about Bella.

 

“…and she is going to go with Renee.” I ended feeling the sadness creep over me.

 

“Oh I m sorry Jake, I know she means a lot to you.” She turned and surprised me by hugging me. I was still leaning on my hands and with the force that she hugged me I fell back on the sand with Leah on my chest. I put my hands around her. This pleased me immensely. My heart beat increased, I was sure she could hear it. She pulled me closer. I moved my hand through her hair. I was so huge that it actually looked as if I was consoling her. She seemed and felt so delicate, so soft. I moved my hand down to her shoulders and stopped right there, I didn’t want her to get a bad impression of me.

 

After some time she released me and sat looking down. Her hair hid her face. I sat up.

 

I stared at her, and then put my hand under her chin and lifted it. I moved the hair from her face and tucked it behind her ear with my other hand. My breathing was uneven. Her dark eyes looked ht me. I continued looking at her; I wanted her I craved for her. The cold air blew in a supporting way, I want to hold her and protect her from it. I wanted to touch her rosy lips, and feel her soft body close to mine. I cupped my hand on her face, and my other hand was down on her waist pulling her close to me.

 

I leaned closer…closer until our faces were just inches away.

 

So sorry for not posting earlier! Been very busy..!! Will post more tomorrow!

Permalink Reply by Habibah A. on June 11, 2011 at 1:42pm

seriously , you did not just leave me with a cliffy !!!!!! meany :(((((((( post soooooon :)))) loved it :)))

Permalink Reply by Nik-Edward.Is.My.Love♥ ♥ ♥ on June 12, 2011 at 2:05am

I m gonna post more today!

Permalink Reply by mariam amr ebrahim on June 11, 2011 at 1:22pm

you are a meanie..........a cliff hanger!!!!!!!really!!!!!!!!!

Permalink Reply by Aarati. Edward Cullen Patil on June 12, 2011 at 12:43am

Loved the chapter...
but hate cliffy endings post soon.

Permalink Reply by Tikki Tarvin on June 12, 2011 at 9:03pm

like it!!!!

Permalink Reply by ♥vamplvr27♥ on June 17, 2011 at 12:20pm

omg!!!! they better not be interrupted!! evil cliff hanger!!! post more soon!!!!

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