The Twilight Saga

This is my first fan fic so go easy on me, you know how people say this is
an all human story, well this is an all inhuman story! But Bella is not
really a vampire, so what is she? will Edward learn to leave with it
and the burden that she carries? Or will their different worlds set
them apart?







1. Meeting (EPOV)

I could feel the softness of the leaves as I stepped on them running at full speed, the leaves where a healthy green this time of the year and everything looked just like one big green blur to me. Of course, I never hit one tree nor accidentally stomp a creature, running was in my nature it was so easy and the sense of release it gave me had no comparison. It was the feeling of leaving everything behind; going at such a speed that nothing could catch up with me not even my past. To be honest, today I was running from my family. I was trying to give them the privacy they deserve at such intimate moments that I’ve never experienced and probably never would I thought wryly to myself. You have to me mated to know how they felt, that total love and devotion towards each other. I truly felt like an outsider in my family, a third wheel or in this case a seventh wheel, what mattered was that I could be spared. I knew how much they loved me, how much I would hurt them if I ever went away again but, what could I do? I was always ill-tempered and belligerent like the resentful old man that I should be by now. I could hear Carlisle and Esme always blaming themselves, in their heads it was their fault that I was alone and miserable but truly I was alone by choice. It was not a problem of nurturing, they shouldn’t be kicking themselves like that, it was agonizing to hear how they dwelled in pain over their first son. Many vampires had expressed interest in me over the years but I would always politely turn them down, they weren’t what I was looking for. I’ve seen it with Rose and Carlisle, when the one came along I’d know right away. It was just how it worked with us vampires; you fell in love head over heels just once and there is no turning back. That was how I knew the girls I turned down would be okay, because I was not the one for them and they were not the ones for me, neither one of them. I’m too good of a liar if I can convince myself that is the only reason I turned them down, it was true that I wanted neither of those girls but I can’t deny that for me I was a monster. I didn’t deserve to be happy after everything I’ve done, I was a low life creature who could never aspire to be love. Everyday the list was there, I may have come back to Carlisle and his way of life but I could never bring back all those people. Even if my victims were barely humans and resemble more to monsters, it was wrong playing god and I had deluded myself into thinking it was right. Emmet keeps telling me to stop beating myself up but I can’t, during those dark years I lost myself and gave completely in to the monster inside of me.

I was lost in my train of thought when I saw her, the wind was blowing her scent in the opposite direction and that’s why I hadn’t smelled her. I froze there standing completely still, a human girl was standing in the middle of my meadow. She stared at me with her head cocked to the side and her eyed reflected confusion like something about me was off. I was too staring at her, she had very pale skin for a human, her straight brown hair cascade down her back gracefully curling at the ends and her frame was slender. She was quite a sight but I couldn’t take my eyes of hers, those oddly deep brown eyes like pools of melted chocolate pierced through me with their bewilderedness. I was pinned to that place, I just stood there examining her face and I couldn’t make myself leave. I was suddenly anxious to know what she was thinking, did she saw me coming at an inhuman speed to the meadow? Why did she seem so confused? Was she afraid of me? What did she think of me? What was she thinking? That’s when it hit me, I hadn’t been interrupted by any thoughts when running or even now as I was staring at her, the only train of thought in my head was my own. I felt really vulnerable and frustrated for the first time in my vampire life. I never had to try to hear someone so I felt ridiculous as I penetrated her eyes extremely focus giving her an intense gaze of my own. I was pushing with all my mental strength an imaginary barrier over her head but nothing. I couldn’t hear even one word, not even the tenor of her thoughts, this was just exasperating. Who was this girl?

2. Eyes (EPOV)

The frustration was pouring through me, I was still looking but not really seeing the girl lost in my mind. Could vampires get sick? I felt fine, like I always do, so why can’t I hear her? This has never happened to me before. I heard her let out an angry sighed and forced myself to see her again. She too seemed really frustrated and I didn’t understand why, suddenly I found myself imagining what she was thinking. Every guess seemed worst and less likely than the one before. I took one unconscious step in her direction and her eyes narrowed in suspicion. I glanced at her, clearly she knew I was dangerous. One second was all it took to change everything, the wind blew her scent in my direction and I smelled her for the first time. My throat was burning hotter than the flames in hell, my whole body ached to attack her and my mouth was singing with the venom. I’ve never imagine such a scent existed, if I knew I would have search the entire planet for it. No! I was better now, I couldn’t do this to Carlisle, destroy everything he had work so hard on and let him down again, that was not an option! I knew he would understand, his patience was endless but the thought of my eyes turning crimson with her blood and adding another name to the list had me running away from her. I was the fastest in my family and suddenly I felt like I was about to break a personal record or something. I only stopped when I reached the mountains, there was a valley that I liked to go to when it was autumn as the meadow was dry and lifeless.

I sighed, everything is going to be alright, everything is going to be alright she’s not here; I chanted this over and over again to myself. I sat there and grasp the grass, don’t turn around and look for her, think of your family. This was so hard, I could still remember vividly her smell in my tongue. I didn’t dare to move, my body could betray me and run after her. I closed my eyes but all I could see was the girl staring at me with her bewildered eyes, there was a spark of recognition there hidden; but recognition of what? Wondering what she was thinking was pushing me to the edge, I wanted to run back to talk to her and figure out her mind. What was she thinking? The question was torturing me, my curiosity was inflamed. A nagging puzzle that I would never get the chance to put together. Ug! This was impossible, I could smell her and hear her heart pounding in front of me. I thought it was just my imagination, no human would be able to get here that fast! I opened my eyes and there she was, standing in front of me with here arms secured around her chest and her expression was still frustrated but resigned. I sat there hypnotize by her gaze, she walked with slow but determined movements in my direction. I cut the flow of oxygen to my lungs, I didn’t need it and I knew it would be unbearable for me to smell her and not sink my teeth in her. She kneeled before me, from the first second I saw her she has pierce into my eyes never looking away from them. The girl lifted her hand and stroked my cheek gently with her finger tips, her eyes never leaving mine, it felt like an electric current pulsed between us when she touched me. She exhaled heavily and her warm breath brushed my face almost caressing it while she dropped her hand.

“I give up”. She finally spoke, her voice was so beautiful, not in an inhuman way like a vampire but it was sweet, warm and soft. “Would you please tell me why your eyes are gold?” I was lost in the sound of her voice, it took me about five seconds to process what she was asking and another to realize she was waiting for me to speak.

“I don’t understand your question” I hated to say that aloud, how I wished I could understand what was going on behind those chocolate brown eyes.

“I was sent here for a coven of vampires but something is off. Your skin is pale, hard and cold; you’re breathtaking beautiful and run inhumanly fast. But your eyes… they are supposed to be either black or crimson. So would you explain to me why your eyes are golden?” She seemed even more frustrated to say it aloud. I couldn’t answer her I was in shocked. She knew.



Chapter 3- "Explanations"

Chapter 4- "Another World"

Chapter 5 and 6- "Confusion" and "Reunion" 

Chapter 7 and 8- "Family" and "Interrogation" 

Chapter 9- "Guest"

Chapter 10- "Interruptions"  

 Chapter 11- "Departure"

 Chapter 12- "New"
Chapter 13- "Understanding"
Chapter 14- "Selfishness"
Chapter 15- "Complications"
Chapter 16- "Appearence"
Chapter 17- "Past, present and future"
Chapter 18- "Worth"
Chapter 19- "Friendship"
Chapter 20- "Time's up"
Chapter 21- "Above"
Chapter 22- "Ghost"
Chapter 23- "Decisions"
Chapter 24- "Bleeding Heart"

Chapter 25- "Letters"

Chapter 26- "Wrecked"


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hey jose,

at the end we are happy now happily searching for our other half.....

We will surely meet our other half soon very soon...
I will surely guide u like a real talented and professional guide and a best frnd

love sadaf
Hi Sadaf! Well I know you seem certain that you found it so do something!!! I'm telling you that it's hard to find a good guy so take the opportunity while you still can! I'd love to go to India but hopefully under better terms than just kicking your butt so that you'll get the nerve to go with him!

Love always

hey jose...
Ur rite u dont have to cum to kick my butt coz......
I told him abt my feeling but unfortunately he doesnt feel the way i do.... =(

love sadaf
I'm so sorry Sadaf, his lost you're one of the most wonderful people I've met and he doesn't deserve you if he can't see what's right in front of him. Though I really like the idea of visiting India ;)

Love always

Oh Josefina!
That chapter was really sweet. Your so good- it amazes me how well you've done this story and how true it is to the Bella and Edward we all love but with a good twist that is all you. Loved it!!!! Post more soon and I hope your computer issues aren't too disconcerning lol haha! Talk to you soon and can't wait for the next post!

Hi Megan! Thank you so much! I am relief that you think I am still true to SM Bella and Edward cause for me there personalities just go together perfectly in a winning combination. I wanted them to be the same but with a bit of me in it so that I could tell this story, I love that you love it! <3 I'll post more on Monday and I'm trying to be patient with my computer... currently I'm on the laptop but it's true that I do adore my old computer and I am reluctant to let go of it. I hope to hear from you soon!

Love always

I am a new reader & I must say that this story is amazing!!!!! I can't wait to read the next chapter!
Hi Rachel! Firts of all this is something that I tell all of my new readers Welcome! Thank you so much! I hope you don't midn that I add you as a friend but I add everyone so that it's easier to keep you all updated! I'll be posting on Tuesday anyway. Thank you again for your kind words and I hope to hear from you again!

Love always

hi jose !!!!
i have missed you !!!
why did you take so long to update???
and omg !!! i totally love it <33 i hope bella can stay with edward!!!!
they are just so cute together !!! and i love alice always shopping or thinking about clothes!!!
she is just like me xD
please keep me updated!!!
and post more soon!!!!!

love shauny
Hi Shauny! I've missed you too! I have no excuse what so ever, my mom has been nagging me because I am going out too much according to her but every time I say today I'll stay in everyone is on my neck trying to get me to go till I give in. It's not fair, they are always like it's our last year, we already told everyone you'd be coming, it would mean so much to me, just today,etc. I am a sucker for puppy dog eyes or pouts and two of my best friends have it down to a fine art. Thank you so much! I hope so too but we'll have to wait and see, you're right they are so cute together but in which alternate universe could they not be? And I adore Ally as well, hahahaha that's hilarious and I love that you're like her! I'll keep you updated no worries!

Love always

Hi Jo
That was wonderful. I absolutely love Edward and Bella together and they are so cute when they get all gushy. You never cease to amaze me with your vivid description and details. I love this story and look forward to your updates. I am anxious to see what happens when dawn breaks and the demons arrive. I wonder what will happen and if things will be worse than Nate or Bella think?? I hope that they can save the Cullens and that they arent hurt in the fight. I know you with your mad skills will write it perfectly. I hope you are doing well and that things are good. Thanks for such an amazingly wonderful chapter and I will try to way patiently for Tuesday (LOL).
Lots of love and Big hugs coming your way S
Hi S! Thank you so much! I think Edward and Bella are cute in any story after all they are Bella and Edward! hahaha. Thanks, I'm worried that one day you'll wake up and say all those descriptions are getting a bit boring cause I don't know how to write without them. Well, I am looking forward to it as well but we won't know till Tuesday. I hope the next chapter can live up to the expectations. Everything's well thank god, well my mom is now really scared about my clumsiness cause yesterday I was in a hurry and fall down so I nearly got run over my a bus. Or she says so, she keeps going on about how I could have lost my legs and to be more careful cause she doesn't want to lose me but she doesn't understand that I don't fall cause I want to fall! Anyway, thanks for always been here S and hope everything is ok with you.

Love always



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