The Twilight Saga

This is my first fan fic so go easy on me, you know how people say this is
an all human story, well this is an all inhuman story! But Bella is not
really a vampire, so what is she? will Edward learn to leave with it
and the burden that she carries? Or will their different worlds set
them apart?







1. Meeting (EPOV)

I could feel the softness of the leaves as I stepped on them running at full speed, the leaves where a healthy green this time of the year and everything looked just like one big green blur to me. Of course, I never hit one tree nor accidentally stomp a creature, running was in my nature it was so easy and the sense of release it gave me had no comparison. It was the feeling of leaving everything behind; going at such a speed that nothing could catch up with me not even my past. To be honest, today I was running from my family. I was trying to give them the privacy they deserve at such intimate moments that I’ve never experienced and probably never would I thought wryly to myself. You have to me mated to know how they felt, that total love and devotion towards each other. I truly felt like an outsider in my family, a third wheel or in this case a seventh wheel, what mattered was that I could be spared. I knew how much they loved me, how much I would hurt them if I ever went away again but, what could I do? I was always ill-tempered and belligerent like the resentful old man that I should be by now. I could hear Carlisle and Esme always blaming themselves, in their heads it was their fault that I was alone and miserable but truly I was alone by choice. It was not a problem of nurturing, they shouldn’t be kicking themselves like that, it was agonizing to hear how they dwelled in pain over their first son. Many vampires had expressed interest in me over the years but I would always politely turn them down, they weren’t what I was looking for. I’ve seen it with Rose and Carlisle, when the one came along I’d know right away. It was just how it worked with us vampires; you fell in love head over heels just once and there is no turning back. That was how I knew the girls I turned down would be okay, because I was not the one for them and they were not the ones for me, neither one of them. I’m too good of a liar if I can convince myself that is the only reason I turned them down, it was true that I wanted neither of those girls but I can’t deny that for me I was a monster. I didn’t deserve to be happy after everything I’ve done, I was a low life creature who could never aspire to be love. Everyday the list was there, I may have come back to Carlisle and his way of life but I could never bring back all those people. Even if my victims were barely humans and resemble more to monsters, it was wrong playing god and I had deluded myself into thinking it was right. Emmet keeps telling me to stop beating myself up but I can’t, during those dark years I lost myself and gave completely in to the monster inside of me.

I was lost in my train of thought when I saw her, the wind was blowing her scent in the opposite direction and that’s why I hadn’t smelled her. I froze there standing completely still, a human girl was standing in the middle of my meadow. She stared at me with her head cocked to the side and her eyed reflected confusion like something about me was off. I was too staring at her, she had very pale skin for a human, her straight brown hair cascade down her back gracefully curling at the ends and her frame was slender. She was quite a sight but I couldn’t take my eyes of hers, those oddly deep brown eyes like pools of melted chocolate pierced through me with their bewilderedness. I was pinned to that place, I just stood there examining her face and I couldn’t make myself leave. I was suddenly anxious to know what she was thinking, did she saw me coming at an inhuman speed to the meadow? Why did she seem so confused? Was she afraid of me? What did she think of me? What was she thinking? That’s when it hit me, I hadn’t been interrupted by any thoughts when running or even now as I was staring at her, the only train of thought in my head was my own. I felt really vulnerable and frustrated for the first time in my vampire life. I never had to try to hear someone so I felt ridiculous as I penetrated her eyes extremely focus giving her an intense gaze of my own. I was pushing with all my mental strength an imaginary barrier over her head but nothing. I couldn’t hear even one word, not even the tenor of her thoughts, this was just exasperating. Who was this girl?

2. Eyes (EPOV)

The frustration was pouring through me, I was still looking but not really seeing the girl lost in my mind. Could vampires get sick? I felt fine, like I always do, so why can’t I hear her? This has never happened to me before. I heard her let out an angry sighed and forced myself to see her again. She too seemed really frustrated and I didn’t understand why, suddenly I found myself imagining what she was thinking. Every guess seemed worst and less likely than the one before. I took one unconscious step in her direction and her eyes narrowed in suspicion. I glanced at her, clearly she knew I was dangerous. One second was all it took to change everything, the wind blew her scent in my direction and I smelled her for the first time. My throat was burning hotter than the flames in hell, my whole body ached to attack her and my mouth was singing with the venom. I’ve never imagine such a scent existed, if I knew I would have search the entire planet for it. No! I was better now, I couldn’t do this to Carlisle, destroy everything he had work so hard on and let him down again, that was not an option! I knew he would understand, his patience was endless but the thought of my eyes turning crimson with her blood and adding another name to the list had me running away from her. I was the fastest in my family and suddenly I felt like I was about to break a personal record or something. I only stopped when I reached the mountains, there was a valley that I liked to go to when it was autumn as the meadow was dry and lifeless.

I sighed, everything is going to be alright, everything is going to be alright she’s not here; I chanted this over and over again to myself. I sat there and grasp the grass, don’t turn around and look for her, think of your family. This was so hard, I could still remember vividly her smell in my tongue. I didn’t dare to move, my body could betray me and run after her. I closed my eyes but all I could see was the girl staring at me with her bewildered eyes, there was a spark of recognition there hidden; but recognition of what? Wondering what she was thinking was pushing me to the edge, I wanted to run back to talk to her and figure out her mind. What was she thinking? The question was torturing me, my curiosity was inflamed. A nagging puzzle that I would never get the chance to put together. Ug! This was impossible, I could smell her and hear her heart pounding in front of me. I thought it was just my imagination, no human would be able to get here that fast! I opened my eyes and there she was, standing in front of me with here arms secured around her chest and her expression was still frustrated but resigned. I sat there hypnotize by her gaze, she walked with slow but determined movements in my direction. I cut the flow of oxygen to my lungs, I didn’t need it and I knew it would be unbearable for me to smell her and not sink my teeth in her. She kneeled before me, from the first second I saw her she has pierce into my eyes never looking away from them. The girl lifted her hand and stroked my cheek gently with her finger tips, her eyes never leaving mine, it felt like an electric current pulsed between us when she touched me. She exhaled heavily and her warm breath brushed my face almost caressing it while she dropped her hand.

“I give up”. She finally spoke, her voice was so beautiful, not in an inhuman way like a vampire but it was sweet, warm and soft. “Would you please tell me why your eyes are gold?” I was lost in the sound of her voice, it took me about five seconds to process what she was asking and another to realize she was waiting for me to speak.

“I don’t understand your question” I hated to say that aloud, how I wished I could understand what was going on behind those chocolate brown eyes.

“I was sent here for a coven of vampires but something is off. Your skin is pale, hard and cold; you’re breathtaking beautiful and run inhumanly fast. But your eyes… they are supposed to be either black or crimson. So would you explain to me why your eyes are golden?” She seemed even more frustrated to say it aloud. I couldn’t answer her I was in shocked. She knew.



Chapter 3- "Explanations"

Chapter 4- "Another World"

Chapter 5 and 6- "Confusion" and "Reunion" 

Chapter 7 and 8- "Family" and "Interrogation" 

Chapter 9- "Guest"

Chapter 10- "Interruptions"  

 Chapter 11- "Departure"

 Chapter 12- "New"
Chapter 13- "Understanding"
Chapter 14- "Selfishness"
Chapter 15- "Complications"
Chapter 16- "Appearence"
Chapter 17- "Past, present and future"
Chapter 18- "Worth"
Chapter 19- "Friendship"
Chapter 20- "Time's up"
Chapter 21- "Above"
Chapter 22- "Ghost"
Chapter 23- "Decisions"
Chapter 24- "Bleeding Heart"

Chapter 25- "Letters"

Chapter 26- "Wrecked"


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Hey Christina! It is really fun realizing that your comments always make me laugh! They're so light that they make me feel light... does that make any sense? I hope it did! XD

Love always

yes, yes it does lol
love it
Thanks girly wolf! I love that you love it!

Love always

So cute!!! (=
Love it!! <3

Josefina, you're officially, (Unofficially you've always been!!) my favourite writer on this site.... :)

Wow girl, you're so dang good!!!
You know how I feel about you stopping right?!?! Not fun!! ;)

And why on Earth were you nervous?? There's absolutely no reason!!
If people don't like this story, then I must say; where the hell is their taste in stories?? Or their brain for the matter of things.... (=

OMG I love it... wait I said that before right?!?
Oh I didn't??
I thought I did....
Oh well...
I LOVE IT!!! ;)

*laughs harder*
*rolling on the floor*
*clutching sides*
*breaths deeply to calm down*
*fails miserably*

Hahaha Oh my god I'm so hilarious... not!! xD

Anyways, Josefina, UPDATE SOON!!! THANK YOU!!


Taylor!! :D
awwww! Tay I think that is the sweetes thing anyone has ever told me! I can't believe I'm officially your favorite writer in this site! wow! Great now I have to live up to the expectations... GRRR... That's not fun but I'll take it without a problem! And about stopping... well it had to stop at some point =( it's not like I can write on and on and on forever! You would never stop reading and then there would be no comments and this conversation would be meaningless... se were I'm going? Cause I really don't... I just confused myself hahahaha! And I can tell you why I was nervous! I'm a worrier people for crying out loud! It's in my nature to worry until everything works out alright and I can rest. It can be really stressful but I really can't help it! It's like telling Edward not to be overprotective or (I'm taking it to the next level hear) stop reading my mind or stop been a vampire for cying out loud! hahaha. I'm at that level, always have. I'm on edge but never let anyone see it cause I may say I'm nervous but I don't show it... part of my nature is also been the fixer so I can't really lose it! And I'll update fairly soon! I promise... next chapter is in Bella's point of view and I think I'll keep them in the meadow for a little longer....mmmm. So much to do and so little time!

Love always

Haha, about the whole you stopping, there not being comments, no use and all.... you know what?? If you wrote on forever I would be glued to my computer, my parents wouldn't be able to pay my internet bill (haha!! xD) we'll end up at the street and I wouldn't be able to read anymore.... And I would probably die of exhaustion or something... okay maybe not die, but hospitalized or something... so maybe it okay you stop.... no it's not!!! :P

You know what?? I think I'm a worrier too.... You see I dance competition now and then, and whenever I'm on the dancefloor... in the first couple of minutes I'm fine you know feeling fine. But then I get this weird feeling in my stomach that makes me wanna puke... soooo not good when you're at a competition, and try to concentrate... :D
It's weird 'cuz I have been to loads of thise competitions and it's the same everytime. And I just think in general I'm nervous about what people think of what I do. I won't even let my parents read my essays and stories. I don't like it when people comment face to face. Weird I know, I won't let the ones I know read anything of mine, but I'll gladly post it on a worldwide site, where there's nobody I know IRL and let them read it when it's not even the language I speak... xD
Lolz I'm a weird one..!! :P
Then it's great to know people like you here, you make it so much easier to become confident that you're actaully great enough, because you won't have to face them if they don't like what you're writing, or whatever....
And you can't believe why you're my fav?? --- Let me tell you why; because you're GREAT!! AWESOME!! FANTASTIC!! That's why. You write a lovely story that everybody has positive comments too. Josefina, let me tell you something: they wouldn't read it, if they didn't like it.
Just like me. And look at how many who reads and comment!! I'm sure there's even more who read it, and just don't comment!! :D

I'm looking forward to your update!!


Taylor!! ;)
Well Tay it seems like we have a lot in common. I have to be on stage all the time to be honest... I am always doing plays, I really love acting and I never ever allow my friends and family to come cause I get too nervous knowing if I screw up they'll be there. Plus I have a lot of concerts playing the piano and violin, and with the school always pushing us to do things I'm constantly on the spot light (science fair, math olympics, literature contest,etc). I've only been two a couple of dance competitions and let me tell you it is really tough. I admire you for keep on going, it's not that I was bad but the competition is fierce and there's so much back stabbing that it's not even funny anymore. Anyway what I'm saying is that it's true that posting here is liberating, I do a lot of things out of fun but I can't show my family or friends because it actually turns my stomach, face to face comments are not something I'm accustome to hear from people I know just from strangers and even them I'm a complete rack. It's a lot easier been here comfortable. And thank you again Tay! I love that you like it and always leave wonderful comments following crazy old me!

Love always

I knew we had!!! :)
Wow, I must say you sound like a active girl!! :D
I can totally relate to the fear of failure when you know your family is watching....
I remember this one time, I was 7 I think, we had a roleplay and I was the princess..(Lolz!! xD) Anyways I had done the whole play fairly well, and then I had to stand, alone, in front of everybody's parents and friends and I was like GAH.... I think I stood there, silent, looking like a scared deer in the spotlight for 1-2 minutes!! I was scared the heck out of my mind!!! xD
I'll never forget that day.... ;)
When I dance, I dance with a partner and then solo... in two different types of dance... but after a couple of competitions, you get used to compete with your friends... I'm in a group with my best friend, and we compete with each other... we're not less friends because of that..! Which I'm gratefull for, but it's harder when it's one you don't like as much... I once danced with another friend of mine, and she decided to stop competing... -without telling me to begin with!!! xD

I'll follow this story all the way through, mark my words, you have NOT seen the last comment from me... and probably won't until you have finished this story... but then I'm going to make you write another one, inspiration or not.... xD
HAHA, I'm going to haunt you down and mess with your sleep and all until you post another story... unless this story keeps going on and on and on and on..... ;)


Taylor!! :D
Well maybe that was the problem for me... really none of my friends are dancers... I have cheerleader friends but not dancers so it was always me with people I barely knew and even as I was always nice those girls weren't the type of people you wanted to mess with let me tell you. I've never really cared if I won, I did it because it was fun but they were really into the competition and not there to make friends so I got tired of all the stress and negativity... I has to drop that for my sanity sake. So I can understand why your friend back out but she should have told you, maybe she was afraid you'd talk her out of it who knows.

And I hope this is not your last comment! hahahaha so I believe you when you'll say you follow me! mmmm starting another story is not something I've thought of doing. I'm happy with this one and busy... I know it must end one day but I'm filing that for later considerations. I'll deal with it when the time comes.

Love always

Haha, I see.... :)
But for me it isn't that bad... the dance teacher is good, and the rest of our team seem nice enough.... though there are three of them who I think, think they are better than everybody else. (Idk if that made any sense!) but that's just how they seem....
I understand why she dropped out, I was just a little bit hurt with the way I found out... but I'm happy with the group me and my best friend represent.... the other day we won 2 gold medals!! Haha we were so happy... xD

Anyways, of course I'll follow you, and I'll even help you getting ideas to a new story if you'd like.... which just gave me an idea.... xD

Would you like to write a story with me sometime??? You know like a story where we send messages with chapters and all... xD
I've never written a story with anyone before, and with you I think we could write a good story!! Haha, just something that popped into my head all of a sudden... x)


BTW, you can call me Lou... it's closer to my real name.... ;)
Haha, lolz!!! x)
Hi Lou! You're right I just keep calling you Tay and it's not even your name! But I like Lou so from now on that's how I'm calling you! XD You do seem to have a great dance group, I mean 2 gold medals that's impresive! Right now I went to the tryouts for volleyball in the team by bestr friend Elmo is and I got in! I've always loved to play this game but just goofying around, when Elmo told me she was having a hard time making friends I decided to help her. So I'm happy about that and the girls are really nice but you're right, there's always someone who thinks they are better than the rest! That's just dead wrong!

And I'll love to write a story with you Lou! It'll be so much fun, together I'm sure we'll come up with an idea. Plus we already now how the other writes so we can really do something good! I love the idea already!

Love always


BTW what's your real name Lou? Not fair you know mine *puppy dog face*


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