A Father's Unknown Love

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Permalink Reply by girly wolf on December 30, 2010 at 11:02am

Love it

Permalink Reply by Robyn Odei-Ntiri on December 30, 2010 at 12:15pm

I can't wait for you to update again!!! Will Edward & Reneesme ever get to have their conversation!!! Will he meet her mother?....................I just love it .......................until you post again

Permalink Reply by Bella Cullen (hailey) on December 30, 2010 at 10:48pm

love it!!

Permalink Reply by Corey26 ʚïɞ on March 31, 2011 at 10:45pm

so, i get it no one reads this anymore

sorry

but i have been having a lot to do the past 2 months. so yeah.

but here it is. 

This is sort of a filler chapter but they have to exist. (tee hee)

 

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Chapter 7

To Exist

Renesmee’s POV

 

So with that, the rest of October flashed by.  And he didn’t say a word to me. Not one word.  He didn’t even look my way.  Not Once.

I had only spoken to him twice (one of those times when he said he didn’t want to be friends and the other time I just stood there like an idiot) but, for some strange reason, it hurt.  It felt like… I don’t even know.  It was like

 

After that chorus class, I ran home and locked myself in my room, happy mom nor was Antonio home.  I laid down on my bed, buried my face into my pillow, and started to cry. 

After a few minutes of crying, I lifted my head from buried in it to think.  Why had he said that to me?  It made no sense.  I had barely even talked to him the day before.

… Maybe he noticed me staring a bit…  Maybe he thought I was a freak… Maybe…

No, I have to stop with all of the maybes, I thought to myself as I sat there.  I couldn’t have done anything to him.  Let him figure out he was an idiot.

I continued to sit there, trying to convince myself my thoughts were right, but some part of me couldn’t. Some part of me made me think it was my fault.  That I had done something and now I was hurting because of it. 

I bit my lip, my tears now slowing, trying to think of what I had done.  But I couldn’t think of anything.  I thought of the two simple conversations we had had.  And during both, he had done most of the talking, not me.  So why, why, did he say he thought we should never speak again?

Sighing to myself, I got out of bed when I heard the front door shut.  Heading downstairs, I made sure my face was composed before I got to the bottom of the spiral stair case. 

It was mom that got home.  Once she took of the coat she was wearing (but did not need) and hung it up, she turned to look at me.  Her smile was the most comforting thing in the world to me right now.  And so, I ran over to her and into her, wrapping my arms tight around his torso, burying my face into her chest. 

She seemed shocked by it at first, but after a few seconds, her natural mothering nature and instinct kicked in, and she wrapping her arms tight around me as well.  I felt her smoothing down my hair and shushing me in a sweet, concerned way.  It made me feel safe and protected.

Once I felt more comforted and secure, I glanced up at mom’s face.  She smiled a tiny bit at me but then the smile faded away.  “Why were you crying?” she questioned me.

I sighed quietly and rubbed my face.  There must have been tear stains that I had missed as I whipped my face when I came downstairs.  “It was just a really long day at school.  And I missed my mom.”

Those simple words at the end of my sentence did it.  She didn’t question me for the rest of the evening.  Only held me and made sure I was safe.  Though she didn’t notice, I saw Antonio didn’t care for my mom only focusing on me.

 

And so now you are caught up.  After that day, I stayed strong and made sure I didn’t let any weakness show.  I didn’t let the fact he was not talking to me control my entire life. Once that week was over, I didn’t look for him in the hall way any longer.  Following that month, I didn’t look his way anymore………

 

On the first school day of December, I walked into the cafeteria with Eliza and Mason like every day for the past month.  Eliza was desperately trying to flirt with Mason, performing little stunts like dropping something and bending over to pick it up or batting her eye lashes when ever she talked to him or laughed at his (rather stupid and idiotic) jokes.

We were walking toward our table when Edward and I passed each other, our arms gently brushing up against one another’s. I bit my lip and quickly sat down in my seat.  Eliza looked at me with an eye brow raised but I just shook my head to her and took a bite of my apple.

As the numbers of people dwindled in the cafeteria toward the end of lunch, I decided it was time to get to chorus class.  It will be just like everyday this past month, I thought to myself. 

Though on the outside, I seemed content and happy, I still couldn’t quiet understand what had happened.  But I was living like a normal person; well as normal as I could be.

I slowly stood up, went to the trash can –not glancing at anyone as I walked past- and threw my apple core away. So it was with that that I swiftly walked out of the cafeteria, quietly and steadily toward the chorus room at the end of the school.

When I was about to the class room, I heard something (though I was in a hall full of chatting children).  Someone was playing the piano, and it sounded as if it was coming from the chorus room.  It sounded like the lullaby mama used to hum to me when I was much littler.

But that was odd.  No one else I had ever known knew that song. I continued to listen to the song being played on the computer as I continued my way down the hall.  Once I got to the door, I bit my lip and braced myself to walk into the chorus room to find out who was playing the all too familiar melody.

I reached for the door knob and opened the door slowly.  When I saw who it was, I froze.  There was Edward Cullen playing the sweet melody that I loved so much.  Suddenly, he looked up at me and our eyes met.  I looked down and sat in my seat.

I heard a sigh come from him one moment, then silence for a few seconds and the next thing I knew, he was at my side, looking down at me as he stood there.

He only looked at me for a moment before finally saying, “Hello Renesmee…” He paused for a moment, as if unsure how to continue.  “Look, now that I’m thinking back on what I said…. I… I’m sorry.  You didn’t deserve that.  We had only just met.  It was very rude of me to behave in such a way.”

I stared at him for a moment, shocked to hear the words come from his lips.  “No, you don’t… I mean… its fine…”

But he cut me off.  “No, it isn’t.  If it is alright with you, I would like to be friends.”

I looked up at him, my head tilted to the side, before a smile started to appear on my lips.  “I’d like that very much.”  It was then that the bell rang, so he went to his seat and sat down.  I looked forward and smiled to myself.  It seemed as if I were going to exist again.

Permalink Reply by RobertForLife on April 1, 2011 at 5:53am

yay :) you finally updated.................

awesome chapter

Permalink Reply by Robyn Odei-Ntiri on April 1, 2011 at 1:58pm

Thank you for the update!!!....I can't wait to see how it all unfolds....What will Bella do when she see him?..What will Nessie do when she finds out that this is her dad?...........oooooooooh I just can't wait...until you post again

Permalink Reply by Tammie Biggs on April 13, 2011 at 4:12pm

I can't wait for Edward to realize who she is, and I can't wait for Bella to here that Edward is there also, this is getting really good, please post more soon.

Permalink Reply by Charli Night on April 1, 2011 at 2:54pm

Lol I Love stories with Renesmee and this is no exception , Definatly gonna keep reading this one

 

Can you please  read my first fanficiton, 
http://thetwilightsaga.com/group/fanfiction/forum/topics/something-...

Permalink Reply by Peace*Love*Twilight on April 3, 2011 at 11:12pm

Yay, you updated!!!  Glad to see them talking and I hope she figures out that the song he was playing is the same song her mom hummed to her.  :)

Permalink Reply by Tonya Thomas on April 10, 2011 at 2:47am

plz finish

Permalink Reply by Celia on April 10, 2011 at 8:33pm

YES MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Permalink Reply by Carla M Marshall on April 13, 2011 at 3:59pm

Looking forward to edward or alice realizing that renesmee is edward's. it will be fun to see how renesmee, edward and bella all deal with it. i hope that antonio isn't wanting to take renesmee to voltura. but it may be what would bring edward and bella back together and fight for their daughter and he finding out that she is like him now. lookig forward to reading more

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