The Twilight Saga

This is NOW a Bella and Jasper storyt that will be written by the awesome Alexis B. Originally it was a ONE SHOT from me that is now turned into Chapter 1. The rest will be all her job :)

It takes place during Eclipse, it starts some night that Bella had stayed in the Cullen's house, but there was only Jasper there.

PLEASE BE OPENED MINDED, IT IS JUST A STORY! We all love Bella and Edward's love! :)

Alexis other story:
'Unexpected Vision'

My story 'Until It Happens':
I have a story, an all human Bella and Edward story. If you want to read it, here is the link:


For now characters belong to the amazing Stephenie Meyer.


A Tempting Realization

Chapter 1 (Written by Emma Cullen!)

I was in the Cullens, sitting in Edward’s bedroom and reading, for the bazillion time, Wuthering Heights. My fiancée along with almost my entire family-to-be went hunting. I had to convinced Edward to go, because he didn’t want to leave me alone. So his brother, the one with that unique talent, offered to stay with me.

It was already dark outside the big house, and my eyes were starting to get really tired of reading. And maybe a bit bored too. My eyelids felt really heavy as I felt them blink longer than necessary. A light knock on the door suddenly made them wide open.

Jasper’s expression was odd. He was somehow worried and… regretful?

“Jasper?” I said a bit confused, standing up from Edward’s chair.

“Bella…” Jasper breathed. “I have to talk to you…” His voice was so full of fear and worry that it suddenly made me really anxious.

“Jasper, what’s wrong?” I urged as the worst flashed through my brain.

He shook his head. “Everyone is alright.”

I sighed in relief and realized that my nails had sunk in the bare skin of my hands. I unclenched my fists fast. “So what is it?”

Jasper breathed deeply in front of me, though he didn’t need to it was a human habit that showed nervousness. But why?

“I know I barely talk to you, but… you are important to me, somehow.” He was mumbling almost in inhuman speed. But I’d gotten used to this speed by now, I almost could understand them when they talked.

I smiled at him. “Thanks Jasper, you are important to me too.”

“Yes.” He said as he started to walk away from the room.

“Wait!” I shouted to him. “Was that it? You seem… strange.”

Jasper stopped but his face was still to the door and not to me. “I feel strange… I feel something strange for you, Bella.”

I froze there and almost chocked. My eyes widened with the surprise. I wanted to speak, to say something, but the words were just buried deep down my body and I couldn’t do anything to let them out.

“Say something please.” Jasper pleaded still not facing me.

“Strange?” Was the one thing I said. The word came a bit odd for the surprise.

Jasper sighed and turned around. “Different.” His feet were still glued to the floor and he was as still as a statue. “At first I thought it was the intrigue of a human so close to me and my family, the challenge of not hurting you… But as the time flew by, the intrigued turned to a necessity. I suddenly felt the need to be around you, to feel your feelings and know them. I thought Edward would hear something, but the thing was and is, that I don’t have words to what I feel. I could never put it into words inside me so Edward could never hear any compromising thought towards you.”

I knew my mouth was hanging open. But my system was totally shocked. I couldn’t say or do anything, his words only entered to my brain and echoed in every inch of it.

“I am sorry, please,” He pleaded. “Please just pretend I haven’t told you anything. Edward can’t listen to your thoughts, so it won’t be a problem. I promise I won’t interfere in your relationship, I’ll go far away if that is what---”

But just one question of my lips cut him off. “Since when?”

“I don’t know… maybe I’ve always felt this for you, this strange, unique thing.” He started walking closer to my side. “And now that you are almost getting married, I feel like I can’t hide it any longer, I feel like it will explode inside me if I don’t take it out. It would be killing me, if it could.” He laughed once, in a bitter way.

“I don’t know what to say, Jasper, I…” I was out of words. Completely frozen. And not just because of this unexpected confession, but because if I saw it from this perspective now, after knowing this, things seemed completely obvious. Almost impossible not to have seen them at the moment. Those awkward looks and at the same time needed, those shy smiles… The topics, the lack of touches… Jasper wasn’t as used as the others to humans, but still, it before seemed weird how he always was cringing away from me. As escaping. Now I understood, now I knew… And maybe, there had always been something inside me that craved for him too. Something it would never come out consciously, but in my dreams, in some dreams – though I would never admit this to Edward, I’d thanked God those times that he couldn’t read my thoughts – his face sometimes confused with Edward’s. Sometimes it was Edward, and suddenly it changed to him. But the most surprising thing was that it just made me liked it even more.

His eyes seemed impatient as I didn’t continue with the sentence. But I didn’t know how to, either. He came closer to me, walking slowly, meeting me eyes, and then the floor, and then my eyes again, and the floor. My heart was pouncing more than necessary for some reason – some reason I maybe knew.

“Bella, just please tell me to go back to my room. Please ask me to go back.” He was muttering under his breath, and it somehow went out harder. I gulped in response to his words.

“Why?” I asked in a whisper. I knew the answer, but something inside me wanted to hear it from his lips.

He sighed and met my eyes once again in a way he’d never met them before. One that gave me goose bumps, and not for fear, precisely.

“Because I don’t know if I can stay away from you, if I can leave you alone in this room when I know there is no one else in miles, miles away.” His tone gained a husky edge toward the end. And I gulped again. “Please ask me to leave.” He repeated desperately.

My answer delayed some minutes. “What if I don’t want to?”

His eyes widened at this response that took him completely off guard apparently. And I just wanted to kick my own butt, what if this was all a test to see how loyal I would be to his brother? What if I had just failed?

But his action took me off guard too. His steps were faster towards me now –not in inhuman speed, but faster than before. And surer, more determined. More desperate.

“Then don’t ask me. Don’t do it,” He breathed just inches from me. He’d grabbed my face with his firm hands, and I couldn’t not compare them to Edward’s. Jasper’s hands were much surer, much experienced. Though I’d never care that Edward had as much as experience as I did, being with someone that had experience felt actually good.

Our faces were just inches away. Inches filled with such a tension that could have easily been cut with a knife at how thick they felt. But his eyes gave me peace, a peace new to myself.

“What are we doing Jasper, what is this?” Those questions were filling every inch of my brain; I needed to take them out somehow. Even though they came a bit distorted for the nervousness.

He sighed heavily, and his scent touched my lips. It was different, something spicy was on it. Some taste of foolish and recklessness that were so suppress in Edward’s one. Something that felt too good.

“I don’t know Bella, I only know I can’t think straight with you like this… so close.” With that state he came closer, his nose almost brushing mine. And my heartbeats increase in a glaring way. My breathing too, though I was making the impossible for not showing that.

“But there is something in you Bella, something in your eyes, in the way you talk, in the way you move… Something that only makes me want to be closer to you. Closer in impossible ways, some I don’t even want to pronounce for not making you feel uncomfortable.” If I thought I was breathing a bit hard before, this just doubled the speed. Where were these irrational feelings for Jasper coming from? How did this happen? When did this happen? My head was filled with questions, but I couldn’t think about them anymore. It was as if he had crumbled every inch of sense I still had on me, molding my feelings to him. And I simply had to know.

Now my voice came harsh. “Is it you? Are you causing this, Jasper? Your ability?”

He shook his head slowly, and the sincerity of his eyes shattered my chest. “My ability is as out of this as it is my sense.” So it wasn’t him, it was all me. I actually felt something – something else than friendship – for Jasper. For the brother of the man of my dreams. Or so I thought.

My head was spinning around for so much confusion. I was starting to get insane of desperation. His eyes turned worried and sad as he saw my torn face. His right hand suddenly came closer to the skin of my cheek, until he brushed it. A subtle spark of electricity flew through the air when this happened. And I suddenly felt my face tilting to his touch, making it more powerful.

“Those lips seem so tempting; I’m dying to try them.” His voice came seductively this time as he placed his other hand on my bare neck, giving me a little shiver in response.

But his words were what corrupted me the most. And so I gave in to that inexplicable part of me I didn’t know that existed until tonight.

Irrationally my head moved towards him. Not letting even an inch between us. My heart was pounding with such intensity that I feared it would crash from my chest. Jasper’s eyes were completely open as he saw my action, and they were burning from my inside. I suddenly ached for his touch and his lips too. They were just too close.

“Then try them.” I gasped as I felt his lips meeting mine.

A whole new range of sensations overcame my confused system. But I let them flew through my body, gaining life on their own. The kiss was first so soft and careful, just mere touches between our desperate lips.

But I just wanted to try more – I needed to try more. So without thinking it twice I grabbed his face with both of my hands and crashed his mouth to mine. His tongue traced my lips, waiting for permission. And how could I deny it to them?

The kiss turned much more furious, wilder. It was a whole different feeling, I felt like flying in his strong arms. Just visiting all the places he had been in his previous years… knowing every newborn he fought, every human he killed. I felt his sad essence, his unique way of seeing and sensing this complicated world. I felt so attached to him... as if I was already a part of him.

Our hands seemed to have a life on their own too; they kept knowing every part of our bodies. Too determined to know more, and impossible to stop.

“Oh, Jasper…” Was the only thing that kept going off my system, even without permission. But with those words he seemed to be even more impatient, so much that he lifted me up with one hand so I could intertwine my legs to his hips and took me to his brother’s bed. Flashbacks of other things I’d done in this bed came to my mind, but with every minute of being with Jasper, the memories started to fade, and fade… more with each second passing by.

His hand was now behind my shirt, stroking my skin in a sweet, gentle way. His lips had moved from my mouth to my bare neck, giving tickles to every portion of my body.

A part of me was desperate for what could happen next. Not just with him but with his brother, what would this mean now? But the other, the bigger one, the one that was overcoming all rationality, wanted him so badly that I was almost agonizing for the pain.

“I’m going to leave Alice.” Jasper announced with a husky voice as he kissed my ear.

I opened my eyes widely. “You what?” I gasped for air, breathing hard.

He nodded some times as he stopped and looked deeply into my eyes. “I’m going to leave her. I can’t do this any longer… pretend that I’m unconditional to her. I truly can’t take you out of my head; this isn’t a joke for me… I’m not playing.”

I gulped in response to his words as shock overcame me. Because I suddenly realized that this wasn’t a joke for me either. I actually felt something really deep for him. Unknown and… tempting.

“I’m not playing either…” I breathed.

Where was this leading?

He smiled with prank. “I’m glad to hear that.” And with that he crashed his lips one more time to mine.

Suddenly Jasper froze and stopped abruptly his action. I opened my eyes immediately and stared with surprise at his torn features.

“Jasper, w-what happened---”

I started to say, but someone else answered. “I’ve just found out everything.”

A velvet voice growled as he took Jasper figured off me with a tough and angry movement. Oh, boy.

Not the End... Just the beggining ;)


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I really like this story it is very interesting I cant wait for more please let me know when you post more
this is goood i like it :) more please lol
awsome!! please write more at vampire speed:)
Awsome Wow I cant wait for it!!! Plez plez plez write more haha keep updated
*NEW READER* this is an AWESOME ff

(A/N) Sorry its been so long since the last post everyone. I have been really busy and haven't had time to write. I have a new chapter for you guys now and promise to update sooner next time. Enjoy! PLEASECOMMENT!! =D

Chapter 15

Jason and I talked a for what seemed like hours but I eventually told him that I had other things to do so I exited his room and left the main house and headed to the cottage. I said my goodbyes to the family and headed out the door and across the river to the cottage, my home.

Once I entered through the door I knew either Renessmee or Edward were in the house because I heard things getting thrown around. I headed into the living room the down the hall past the kitchen to Renessmee’s room. It was clear, so that leaves me and Edward’s room.

I walked past Renessmee’s room to the next bedroom which was me and Edward’s. the door was closed, I opened it and saw Edward throwing clothes from our closet to his suitcase. That frightful site made my breathing come to a complete stop. Could vampires faint? I felt like everything was collapsing around me. I didn’t know what to do.

“What are you doing?” I asked him, staring at his back. My words were barely above a whisper, the wind would have to carry it to his ears for him to hear me.

“ What does it look like, Bella?” he responded wit his back still turned to me. His voice was so cold and distance. It wasn’t like the warm, loving, caring, velvety voice im use to hearing. What was wring with him?

“ It looks like your leaving me for the second time in my life” I paused, and watched him go stiff as the memory of him leaving me after my birthday party nightmare with jasper when I was human. I started again the moment he turned around, I couldn’t read his expression. “ What did I do this time, Edward? Did I not act more like a vampire? Do you not wanna be married to me? Am I not doing a good enough job with our daughter? Cause she’s with Jacob. What is it? Let me know now so I can shield my heart from you the next time we meet. I’m not religious but as god as my witness, please believe me when I say I don’t want you to go. I don’t want you to leave Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, jasper, Alice, Rosalie, Jason, Renessmee. The family needs you, Edward. If your that unhappy with me to where you feel you have to leave please just think about them. Stay for them, and know that whatever I did I’m sorry for” I said. I wasn’t crying cause vamps cant cry but I sure the hell was broken.

“ Bella, I…” he started but I had already turned and left the room. I ran out of the cottage, not being able to stand the sound of his clothes in the suitcase. I ran and ran all the way to jakes house were I knew Renessmee was. She was living with Jake now after calling me and saying they were back from there trip.

I walked up to the door and it swung open as my hand was in mid-air about to knock. Jake answered the door, but I could see my daughter sitting at the kitchen table.

“Bella?” Jake said. He looked the same, besides more muscles and a bit more hair.

“ Hi, Jake. I’m sorry for just popping up like this. I hope I’m not interrupting anything” I said, hoping it was nothing R-rated.

“ Please Bella, you are my best friend and mother-in-law- which is still kind of weird- but you are always welcome here. You should know that already.” Jake responded.

I nodded and then we both turned as we heard, “ Jake, who’s at the door?” Renessmee shouted as she approached the doorway. She saw me then and stopped in her steps.

“ Mom!” she yelled before hurling herself into my arms. I hugged her tight as my chest ached at how much she looked like her father. How do I tell her that he’s leaving Forks? How do I tell her he’s leaving me?

I kissed her forehead and we stepped back to look at each other. “ You’ve grown so much Renessmee. It’s hard to believe that your all grown up now” I thought out loud.

“ Yep, I’m an adult and living on my own” she announced. Jake cleared his throat at the last part and she added, “ I mean I’m living with my husband” she said then smiled at him, and he smiled back.

Then Jacob changed the subject and I couldn’t stall any longer. “So what brings you down here, Bella? Is something wrong?” he asked and Renessmee nodded in agreement. I’m just gonna come right out and tell her.

“Um, yea. The family is fine. It’s just about me and Edward. Renessmee” I paused and looked at her. She had a look of confusion on her face. I continued, “ your father is leaving” I told her, then went to sit in the kitchen as I knew the questions were coming.

“ Mom, what happened?” she asked me. I tried to holding the tears but they were spilling over as the scene replayed in mind.

I told Renessmee about what I said to him and how I saw his clothes packed. I also told her about what has been happening the past couple of weeks, with Jason and the issue with jasper. I held nothing back.

Renessmee sat still in front of me, she said nothing has I finished the story. Then she spoke, “ No, No. I know Dad loves you more than anything in this world. I’m going to fix this” she said as she put on her coat and ran out of here at vampire speed.

Jake started to get his coat on but I stopped him, “ Don’t Jake, she’ll be back” I told him and he sat back down and started to comfort me with old memories.

(A/N) Please comment and tell me what you think! Thank for reading! =D
this amazing!!! and heartbreaking at the same time:( :(

please write more soon....

keep up the good work :)
Thank you, Diana. I will =D
That was great I cant wait to read more. I hope we get to find out Edwards side of the story.
Thank you DaneiMarie =D
O no!! He's leaving!!
Wait was Bella crying???
She's a vampire right??
Yes, Bella is a vampire and she wasn't crying. She was silently weeping with no tears. Thanks for reading! =D


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