A Very Sad Song
The story of Jacob Black and Renesmee Cullen
If you want a happy story this is not it this doesn’t have a happy ending so if you want a happy story then keep looking.
It was as if a bullet had plunged straight through my heart like all the happiness was being drained from my world and all because Jacob Black left me Renesmee Carlie Cullen. Jacob was the light that woke me up in the morning he was my sun and my moon my world revolved around him and his around me *or so I thought*.
The bus was here to take me to school and I wasn’t even dressed yet.
“RENESMEE CULLEN IF I GET TO YOUR ROOM AND YOU’RE NOT DRESSED AND READY TO GO” Edward boomed
My best friend/werewolf boyfriend was at my window.
“Hey Jacob you’re gunna get us both in trouble” I said in a sweet teasing voice
“Relax I just wanted to wish you good luck on your first day of school so….. Good Luck!!”
My relation ship with Jacob was so easy in some ways but in others it was so very, very hard, considering he was automatically born rivals with my whole entire family. Half of my family didn’t approve of my relationship including my dad Edward “I don’t have to like it” he would say. Alice Esme Carlisle and Bella were very supportive.
Jacob kissed my lips and said “I love you I’ll come by after school” and dashed out of my window before I could say “bye” or “I love you” back
Alice drove me to school in her yellow Porsche the engine purring.
When she pulled up all the kids stared at me in wonder like I was a celebrity. I looked at Alice for an answer she smiled
“You’re a Cullen” she answered shortly
The first person I met at Forks High was a short girl that reminded me of Alice. She had sharp icy blue eyes that you would swear say right into your soul her hair was blonde and she had ivory skinned. Her name was Jaime. The moment I saw her I knew we would be friends forever.
“Hi I’m Renesmee Cullen” I said in a low shy voice to Jaime
“Hey I’m Jaime” she smiled a huge smile and shook my hand
“What classed do you have” I said hoping we have most of the same classes and we do.
While in English Jaime and I passed noted and talked. We talked about parents, boyfriends, friends, and plans for this weekend.
“Do you have a boyfriend?” Jaime whispered as the teacher walked in the classroom
“Yes his name is Jacob he’s sooo cute. Do you have a boyfriend?”
“Yeah his name is Markus”
“Cool maybe we could double date or something”
“Yeah like a movie in Port Angeles”
I flew through the rest of my day and it was very easy I met some of Jaime’s friends at lunch there was Lily who was about my height with dark brown hair and was pale white. I also met Thomas a tall boy dark skinned boy who was very muscular and had short hair. To my surprise Emmett picked me up from school in his monster jeep.
“Hey Emmett” I said as I got in the car “Why are you picking me up? You never pick me up”
“Is that your way of saying you don’t want me to pick you up from school anymore?”
“No I just wanted to know”
“Well in that case…. I can’t tell you”
“What why not?”
“I’m not saying anymore Alice will know if I decide to tell you and everyone will be furious”
*Chapter 2 *
We pulled into the Cullens driveway and I knew instantly that we had a visitor and he wasn’t human, if he was god or evil was still undecided. As soon as I walked into the house I saw a tall, slim, muscular, man who looked like Jacob.
“This is my daughter Renesmee. Renesmee this is Nikolie” Edward said and I could tell he was nervous.
“Hi nice to meet you” Nikolie said smiling at me
“Hello” I said confused looking at my dad who gave me an I’ll-tell- you-later look.
At that moment My Jacob came through the door.
“Am I interrupting something? I can come back later.
“No Bella spoke for the first time since I got home “would you mind taking Nessie home to the cottage”
“Sure, let’s go Ness”
I didn’t mind going home as long as Jacob would stay with me and I know he would.
We walked home through the green forest we jumped over the river and Jacob said
“I love you Nessie and I always will”
I loved hearing these words they were my favorite words in the whole wide world. I turned on him and said
“I love you too always have always will nothing will ever come between us”
When we made it to the house I did my homework it only took 10 minutes. When I was done I told Jacob about my day and about Thomas Jaime and Lily.
“Who was that man in the house?”
“All I know is his name is Nikolie and he is not human? Is he a vampire or is he a werewolf?” I asked Jacob to see if he knew
“I don’t know was he is he’s not human, he’s not a vampire, and he’s not a werewolf.”
I got tired and fell asleep in Jacob’s arms. I had a dream that Jacob left me he left and was not coming back. When I woke up I was still in Jacob’s arms I looked up at Jacob and kissed him with so much passion as if I was gunna lose him like he was gunna leave me.
“WOW!! What was that for” he asked
“No reason” I said not telling him about my dream
He looked at me confused
I kissed him again hoping to make him forget.
We heard someone clear their thought, it was Edward
“I’d better go now” Jacob said not embarrassed at all though I turned a shade of dark pink
“No you need to stay for this it’s very important and critical”
“Nikolie is staying with Carlisle. He is not vampire or werewolf nor is he human he doesn’t know he is not human he knows about vampires and werewolves he knows we are vampires he knows Jacob is a werewolf and he know you are a half human Nessie. I can read his mind but Alice cant see his future.” Edward said in a calm voice and he continued “Nessie you are not aloud to be around him without a vampire or werewolf present are you clear on that?”
“Yes” I answered
“Good. Jacob I need you to meet him as soon as possible if that’s okay. I read his mind and he has no bad intentions. He will start school tomorrow with you Nessie.”
“Daddy if I’m not supposed to be alone with him then why am I going to school with him.” I asked confused
“I was getting there” Edward said impatiently “Jacob since you’re not going too school and don’t have a job would you mind going to school with Nessie” Jake and I looked at each other as Edward continued “You’ll get prom, graduation, homecoming, and you can spend all day with Nessie” Dad said reluctantly
“Thanks so much”
At that moment Alice came in and said “Come on we’re going shopping”
The unknown Vision
When we got to the mall Jacob and Nikolie went with Edward and I went with Alice we would all meet up in the food court in 1 hour. To my surprise Alice didn’t buy anything nor did she make me try anything on I was grateful for that but I could tell something was wrong.
“Alice what’s wrong” I asked reluctantly
“OH nothing I just miss Jasper he’s been gone for 3 days”
I could tell she was tying but I didn’t say anything.
For a moment Alice’s face went blank; I knew she was having a vision.
“Alice what’s wrong”
“We have to get to Edward, Jacob and Nikolie and go NOW”
When made it to Edward Jacob and Nikolie in less than 3 minutes. When we got to
Edward had a shocked expression on his face.
“Dad what’s wrong” I said trying to hide the panic in my voice
“We have to go NOW”
The rest of the night was a blur. The last thing I remember was Jacob putting me in my bed.
School with Jacob and Nikolie
When Nikolie and I got to school Jacob was waiting for us.
“Hey Nessie” Jacob said and kissed me softly on the lips. Jacob didn’t really like Nikolie but then again he didn’t really like anyone who might be competition. Since I couldn’t at school without Jacob’s supervision Carlisle made it so that we have all the same classes.
“Renesmee” I heard someone call, I turned around to see Jaime running towards me
“Brace yourself” I whispered to Jacob and Nikolie and they laughed
“Hi Jaime this is Jacob my boyfriend and Nikolie a close family friend” I gestured to each one of the boys
Jacob, Jaime, and I had Ms. Jenson’s English class while Nikolie had Mr. Brandon’s trigonometry class. I sat between Jacob and Jaime; we joked talked and passed notes all class. Second period I had Spanish with Mrs. Raines with Jacob and Jaime. I looked around to find Nikolie right behind me I jumped because he was so close.
“Sorry to scare you”
“No it’s okay I just didn’t expect it”
“So, how was your first class?”
“It was fine what about you?”
“It was okay I guess but I don’t like math”
In Spanish we didn’t joke around like we did in English I’d like to think it was because Nikolie was right there. After Spanish we had lunch, I sat with Jacob, Nikolie, Lily, Thomas, and Jaime. After lunch I had trigonometry with Mr. Brandon Jaime wasn’t in this class nor was Nikolie. The rest of the day came and went.
Alice was waiting was waiting for Nikolie and I when school ended.
“Hey Alice I’m gunna go with Jake I’ll be home in an hour”
“I’ll be fine thanks”
Imprint and Trouble
Jacob and I went to La Push to find Seth smiling and talking
to a girl.
“Hey Seth” I said
“Hey Nessie Hey Jake this is Olivia” said Seth gesturing to the girl he was just talking to.
“I imprinted” Seth whispered to low for Olivia to hear.
“Congratz” Jacob and I said together
I went on a walk with Olivia down the beach.
“So how does it feel taking it all in?”
“Well you know it’s kinda weird knowing everything; seeing everything with new eyes; knows all the secrets; knowing all the stories are true and real”
“Yeah it is cool but then again it can be hard. Like when they have to go on a dangerous trip and you can’t go with them. The thing I love is that they don’t get hurt easily and if they do they heal very fast. You know I’ve always loved Seth he was always like a big brother of a friend. Just like Jacob always there for me no matter what. You’ll be happy with him.”
“Well I would hope so, if I have to spend the rest of my life with him.” Olivia smiled
“Let’s go back”
“I’ll race you”
I looked at her with a big smile on my face. Obviously she didn’t know I was half-vampire and had reached my immortality*meaning I would stay like this forever and hade almost the same speed as a vampire*
“Ready GO!!” she yelled and dashed forward
She was fast almost as fast as Jacob*not a wolf* and that was fast. I sped past her like a silver bullet to where Jacob and Seth were talking.
“You asked for it” I said to Olivia when she made it to were I sat on Jacob’s lap.
“Let’s take you home” Jake said as I yawned
“Okay see ya” I said to Seth and Olivia as Jacob picked me up. I was sleep before we reached the treaty line. Jacob took me home to the cottage and put me in bed. He stayed I- I know because I woke up to the sound of Edward’s growling, Jacob had fallen asleep next to me. We didn’t do anything but sleep and we were both fully dressed except Jacob’s shirt *and he never wears a shirt* so he was overreacting.
I realized I was in Jacob arms. I was analyzing everything that had happened from the time I left school to now and I had no idea why my dad was getting so worked up.
“Jacob wake up NOW !!!” he didn’t wake up so I shook him once more before he said
“I’m up …. I’m up”
We both sat up to find Edward ready to rip someone’s head off and Bella looking disappointed.
“Good morning” I said timidly
“Good morning Ness” my mom said as if I wasn’t in trouble.
“That’s because your not” dad said reading my thoughts
“I’m not?” I asked surprised
“No but we got u didn’t we?” Mom said with a smile on her face “get ready and come downstairs with Jacob”
I had forgotten Jacob was in m room, he had fallen asleep on the chair next to my bed. I got up got dressed brushed my hair. When I was done I went to go sit on Jacob’s lap*he was still asleep* I put one hand to his face not to show him anything but as a loving gesture, I put the other hand around his neck and kissed him in less than one second his tough was exploring my mouth and my tough was tracing his bottom lip.
I unwillingly pulled away to say
“Lets go downstairs”
“Why do that when we can stay and do this”
“I would but Bella and Edward are downstairs waiting for us”
A talk or the talk
Jacob and I walked hand in hand down the stairs. I knew what was coming we were going to have “The talk”- again I felt sure Jacob knew it was coming too. We walked in the room and dad had a stern parenting look on his face.
“Nessie come with me please” my mom said standing up. I walked to my mom and we walked out the door. We ran far enough away that dad couldn’t read our minds or hear what Bella was gunna say.
“So what’s up” I said uncountable
“Well I think it’s we had a talk”
“Do you mean a talk or the talk?”
“The talk but I’m sure this will be the most important one also I think it’s the last”
“Okay go ahead”
“Well you’re my only child and I don’t want you to do anything major without telling me first. Okay?”
“Okay but I think you should know” I spluttered unwillingly
“Nessie you didn’t”
‘I did I had sex once it was two months ago when everyone went hunting for the weekend and I stayed home with Jacob. It was once no more than that it just seemed like a good idea at the time.”
“You’re not pregnant are you?”
“No. When we get home can you put up you’re shield to block my thoughts.
And with that Bella’s shield was around me and we were running home.
“Don’t take it off for any reason do you promise” I said as we ran
“I promise not to take it off until you are ready”
“Are you ready to go inside?”
“Yes, I’m ready”
“What happened?” Edward said reading the expression on Bell’s face
At that moment the I didn’t feel the shield around me it just dropped just like that.
“MOM!!!” I screamed in horror.