This takes place in New Moon when Edward leaves Bella in the woods after he breaks up with her. Bella is forced to come to reality but, can she??? I mean, can she really forget her first love as she blasts off on a whole new phase?? By doing this, Bella moves to Jacksonville with her mom for a new start. In the process of that she is faced with a lot of plentiful things and all of them causes her to become a totally different Bella. She moves back to Forks after a year with her mom because, she misses Charlie which causes her to face her past, the one who she never can forget. This Fan Fiction is going to be written in mostly Bella’s POV but, a lot of times others…So please let me know what you think that! All characters belong to the wonderful Stephenie Meyer.
Chapter 1 – “So much for my happy ending”
When Edward said the words that meant good-bye to my forever, I didn't know what to do. I didn't know how I could possibly live through another day without the one who brought my world so much pride and joy. I have never felt this way in my entire life. My favorite word "Forever" was a word that I will never hear again from the love of my existence. As I sit here on the forest floor the phrase "Bella, I Don't Want You Anymore" trickles in my head, I try to bring myself to the gist of reality but, I can’t seem to accept it. Maybe I am dreaming but, then again I am not that imaginative. If it wasn’t for the fact that, I cut myself Jasper would have never found me as a full course meal on my birthday. Maybe then Edward would still be here? I walked and walked trying to catch up with him maybe, just maybe he wasn’t really gone from my life. Time had no side, hours passed. It felt like time was frozen in place because, the forest floor looked the same. Finally my clumsy streak caught up with me, I tripped over something on the forest floor. Next thing I knew…everything went black. I curled up into a ball trying to find a way to even my breathing or at least make breathing possible. 4:00…6:00…7:00…8:00….It started to rain then, something bright came from the left side of the woods. All I could here was,
“Bella, Bella, Bella” the voice was deep and I knew it from somewhere.
“Are you hurt?”
“Bella, Bella can you hear me?” I didn’t want to respond all I knew was that Edward was gone. I am guessing 5 minutes or so pasted I was in someone else’s arms, arms that I will always recognize...Charlie’s. As he closes the door he couldn’t help but, yell
“Bella honey are you okay?” with panic in his voice.
All I could manage to say was, “He’s gone dad so, HELL NO!! Just leave me alone.” I ran up stairs knowing that I was hurting Charlie but, at the moment I really didn’t give a dame…”I need a break” was all that I could think to myself , thinking of a way to go about a new change. A harsh knock on the door startled me then, in came Charlie. I am guessing he never knows when to stay away when a female is emotional.
“Bella, I came to talk to you” he said as he sat at the end of my bed.
“Dad, I don’t want to talk to you or anyone. Didn’t you hear me when I said that he was gone?” I seemed to yell furious at him now, I couldn’t keep myself together I was falling apart minute by minute and all I wanted was to be alone.
“I understand that Bells but, as your father I am intended to make sure that you are okay and to make sure that your life is not at stake.” I just wanted to tell him to stick it where the sun doesn’t shine but, he was just trying to see if I was okay.
“Bells, I know that you are really hurting right now and I wish that I could tell you that I know what you are going through but, please hear me out….when you were missing, I called your mom and she is on the way up. I really think that this is the best time for you to start over and leave your past behind you here in Forks. I know that I am not a female and I don’t know how or what to say to soothe you in this situation that’s why I think it’s best for you to go live with your mother. I mean, there is really nothing holding you back here anymore. As your father, I just want the best for you and I think that you leaving with your mom will be the best for all of us in this situation. Please don’t be mad at me, I just really have your best interest at heart. I love you bells"
I couldn’t think of anything to say but, I knew exactly what he was saying about the new start and I always knew that he has my best interest at heart. I guess a new start wasn’t a bad thing but, leaving the Edward phase in Forks now that was the hard part.