Broken Hopes: Sam meets his daughter.
“When you break a promise…even that trust is broken.”
Sam broke her heart, he dumped her for her cousin. Leah is completely broken…Sam leaves her in her most vulnerable state! She would have preferred death but something living inside her kept her alive.
It was raining down hard, defining the pain I had in my chest. I didn’t have anywhere to go. I hated him for doing this to my mother and me, his words had crushed me. I wish, I wish things were different. I sat down leaning against the rock and hugging my self. I realized I was shivering, but the cold rain and my drenched body wasn’t helping.
I started sobbing, wishing I had someone to love…someone to care for me.
“Mom, I want you…” I said through my sobs.
Note: All the known characters belong to Stephanie Meyer! And very few ones are mine.
Say no plagiarism. :)
Well we all know who she is. Not really. Leah Clearwater.
Imprinted can be a lame reason...at times. When you have to leave the person who gave you her whole life. Sam Uley.
You're present maybe different.
But the future is the reflection of past!~Adriana Uley.
I'm always here for you...I just want you to accept me. Yeah, that's all~Darren McKay
love it! great update! I can't wait for your next one!
sam .............dont.............. do.............. it ;-(
awesome update soooooooooooo much suspense
P.S. I never really liked Emily so i hope she and her son get whats coming to them
Hey...thank you. :)
Emily and Alex, I guess they will.
Chapter 19: Once lost…forever gone.
As soon as Darren left I went to mom’s room…well, mine now. Even though it was the first time I was here I could see everything here was a part of her. It gave me a homey feeling. It looked like this room hadn’t been touched in years; everything was covered with white sheets which in turn were covered with dust.
I went over them and lifted them off. Everything was faded; I pulled off the bed covers and put every cloth in the wash. Dusting the cupboards, and cleaning up the place I went and put everything in the wash. And then opened my bags and started arranging everything in its proper place! I was feeling so excited. It felt so good to be in a place that mom had grown. I had never felt as connected to her now as I was feeling now since her death.
I was halfway through the cleaning when I felt a tap on my shoulder.
I screamed startled.
“It’s me, it’s me,” Darren put his hands up.
“God! Darren! You scared me to death!” I was trembling in shock.
“Sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you,” he smiled.
“You walk so silently, don’t make even a little bit of noise, how can you not except me to be scared?!?” I said sarcastically. Heart beat still high, changing for a different reason.
“Hey…I m so sorry,” he kissed my cheek.
“It’s okay, I m glad you’re back,” I whispered and wound my arms around his neck reaching for a kiss.
“I want to talk to you,” he said not looking at me.
“About?” I asked.
“Nothing much…come on let’s go down,” he held my hand and we started walking downstairs.
“Did you eat something?” he asked stalling of course.
“No, not yet,” I said.
He pulled me to the couch, we sat close to each other.
“What happened to you chin?” I asked studying his face. The bruise looked weeks old, but it hadn’t been there in the morning.
“Nothing,” he shrugged looking away.
“Darren, tell me,” I demanded.
“Er…Sam punched me,” he said biting his lip.
“What?! Why?” I asked horrified examining his chin.
He looked at me sheepishly. “Darren?”
“Ah…I was thinking something that I shouldn’t have been,” he was actually blushing. Okay?
“Thinking what exactly?” I asked curiously. I couldn’t imagine something that could have earned him a punch! Darren was just perfect!
“About you,” he dragged.
“What about me?” I asked raising my eye brows.
He didn’t say anything. “Darren…come-on!” I groaned.
“Okay…I was thinking about you…I mean, what kind of happened last night, I was thinking about how much I liked kissing you…but I guess Sam didn’t like to hear that about his daughter; he got very angry.” He chuckled nervously.
Ohkay! Now it was my turn to blush. Sam knew?! Jeez! That’s so creepy!
“Wow…that’s crazy!” my face, my neck felt hot. Crazy hot.
“Yeah…crazy is the word!” he chuckled again.
“And you wanted to tell me this Darren McKay?” I asked rolling my eyes.
“No, I wasn’t going to tell this actually,” he winked.
“Okay, so what did you want to tell?” I asked.
“I think you will be angry,” he whispered.
“Darren, just get to the point,” I said after waiting for a minute.
“Okay, I was angry at Sam too…we kind of had an argument, and I told him about Leah…” he said softly.
“Oh…” at least I wont have to deal with that.
“I m sorry, I didn’t mean to, it should have been you but I don’t-” he was scared that I would be angry.
“No, it’s fine! Sam had to be told about it…I mean, it’s no use now, keeping it to myself. Good you told him,” I whispered.
“Yeah I guess,” Darren hugged me.
I stayed there…feeling comforted.
“How did he take it?” I asked. Part of me was scared, what if Sam hadn’t cared at all? What if Mom being dead meant nothing to him! What if-
“He was shocked, he didn’t expect this at all…he looked very sad,” Darren’s reply stopped the flow of my thoughts.
“Really?” I asked surprised. This was so not what I was expecting.
“Yeah…he just forgot everything,” he stroked my hair.
“Wow…” I muttered.
“What are you thinking?” he asked after few moments of silence.
“I don’t know…just nothing and everything at the same time,” I mumbled.
“I guess I should get back to cleaning up,” I sighed moving away.
“Let’s do it together,” Darren smiled.
We walked upstairs; it was really fun this time. Darren put on some music, and we worked together dancing at times. We laughed, teased each other. By evening everything was done. The room looked brand new! The bed was covered with a purple coloured bed sheet with violet circles and the desk now had my photo frames and few other things. And the closet was filled with my clothes. And now everything felt perfect…everything felt complete.
“This room is peaceful,” Darren said squeezing my hand as we looked around.
“Yeah I know,” I agreed.
“And now...” Darren turned to me his eyes shining.
He came closer placing his hand on my waist, “Now we need to get something to eat,” I giggled and ran downstairs. I reached down and was just about to turn.
“The wolf’s faster than the human!” Darren laughed and carried me over his shoulder.
“Put me down!” I screamed laughing.
“Sure…” he put me on the couch and sort of lay over me.
“I m hungry,” I muttered.
“We’ll order pizza,” he said without looking away. He reached for the cell phone and ordered pizza and some soda.
We just stared at each other inches away, Darren came closer and kiss my lips gently…it was just perfect. Simply perfect. And it felt like the first time all over again. My hands lay limply on his chest, his was very muscular…The kissing and touching went on for a long while and would have gone on if the knock or rather a bang hadn’t interrupted.
“I guess I have to get that,” Darren whispered in my ear and then kissed my neck.
“I guess…” I replied breathlessly.
Finally both of us moved away, it had gotten dark, there was only dim light. While Darren turned toward the door I switched on the lights and walked in the kitchen.
In the glass I looked at my reflection, I was completely…Wow! My eyes were bright, I was blushing crazily and my lips were puffed. And my hair, well let’s not even talk about it! It was so tangled. Straightening my top I waited for Darren feeling shy again.
This new me was not me! I mean, I had never kissed a guy before but with Darren it was so different…so mature. Maybe it was all happening because I was living with him. I m just sixteen! And I m living with a guy! Would mom have allowed me? But Darren isn’t just some guy…he is special, very special. I love him and he loves me too. But still! That didn’t mean I start living with him! Maybe I should speak to Grandma about it. Yeah definitely! And I will have to tell Carol also, she’s going to be so furious with Sam.
“Earth to Ade!” he stood putting his hands around my waist.
He bent to kiss but I moved, he looked hurt at first, but then disguised his expression.
“I m sorry,” I muttered.
“What happened?” he asked curiously.
“Isn’t this all going fast? I mean…like I m not like this usually,” god this was so difficult.
“Oh…don’t worry, I get you,” he smiled understandingly.
“You do?” I asked sceptically.
“Yeah, now you can detach your self from the wall, I m not going to force you into anything you don’t want,” he chuckled. I couldn’t make out whether he was hurt by my words or not because of his tone.
“No, it’s not that. I don’t think that you’ll force me into something,” I said quickly.
“Ade, I understand. Trust me, I do so relax!” he held his hand.
“But I do like kissing you,” I mumbled taking his hand. It was inaudible but he heard it.
“I do too, but yeah, I do too understand what you are saying, now come-on let’s eat,” he pulled the chair aside for me and I sat down.
“Mmm…yummy!” I exclaimed taking a bite of the pizza.
“Yeah, it’s my favourite!” he smiled crookedly.
We had almost finished eating, well, I had finished but Darren was still eating; it was sort of funny watching him eat slice after slice. Every time he would catch me watching him eating in disbelief, he would either wink at me or I-m-used-to-it look.
Suddenly there were two sharp knocks on the door; I looked up wondering who it could be.
“You invited anyone over?” I asked surprised.
“No…maybe its one of the guys,” he shrugged.
“Okay, I will open the door, you eat,” I giggled.
“Yeah sure,” he chuckled.
I walked to the door humming to myself. It was probably Derek; it would be fun seeing him. It felt as if I hadn’t seen him in a long time!
“Hey!” I greeted merrily as I opened the door.
The smile just vanished off my face when I saw who it was. Sam Uley.
“Hi,” he smiled a little.
I looked away, “Who’s it?” Darren called from inside.
I didn’t reply, after what seemed like forever Darren came. “Oh.” He muttered.
“I will leave,” I muttered and starting walking off upstairs.
“Adriana, wait!” Sam said.
“I don’t want to talk to you,” I mumbled and ran up to my room. It probably was very melodramatic of me but seriously I didn’t care! I didn’t want to see him!
Banging the door I sat on the bed hugging my pillow feeling angry!
After a while the door creaked open. Crap! I should have locked the door.
“Hey Ade…” Darren called.
I didn’t look up; he came and sat next to me with his arm around my shoulders.
“Sam just wants to speak to you,” he whispered.
“Oh yeah? Tell him I don’t want to!” I snorted.
“Just talk to him once Ade,” he said softly rubbing my arm.
“Look, he just acts as he wishes! Talks whatever he wants! And then expects me to hear all that crap even after I m hurt? I don’t want him to talk to me! Ask him to get out!” I said angrily.
“That’s what Leah told me when I came here the last time,” Sam was at the door.
“What?” I looked at him my expression unchanged. Hearing mom’s name from his mouth was strange.
“She asked me to get out too,” he said with a small smile.
“That makes two of us,” I muttered.
“Adriana, honey I m so sorry!” he said walking in.
“Stop! Save you apology to someone who actually cares!” I spat.
“I didn’t know Leah was dead,” he whispered.
Those words broke me…again. I was trembling, but I controlled myself. I wasn’t going to cry in front of him!
“So? What would you have done?” I didn’t even look at his face. Darren squeezed my hand.
“I didn’t know-” he began.
“Look, I don’t care okay?! I just don’t, seriously save it for someone who listens. And I don’t want to talk to you ever, please go away,” My voice trembled in the end.
“I m sorry…” I didn’t realise he was close but when he placed his hand on my shoulder I jerked it off.
“Don’t touch me! Why don’t you get it Sam?! I don’t want to talk to you! Go to you real family…your perfect loving wife and your everything-you-wanted son! Love them, take care of them…but please, don’t even pretend that you care for me because I know you don’t! So just leave…” Tears rolled down my eyes, I wiped them away.
I finally looked at him, his expression was heart broken. Maybe he was really hurt…maybe he was pretending. I didn’t care…for now.
“I have got your things back, I will leave,” he said in a thick voice.
“I don’t want your things,” I said.
“They are yours, take care…I love you,” he said and walked off.
I just stood there unable to move until Darren picked me up and dropped me gently on the bed. He moved the sheets and lay down next to me. I knew he was saying things and held me close and tightly but I could hear nothing. I was in my own world.
I hadn’t expected Sam to come here…I didn’t know that seeing him again would affect me so much. Apart from being angry at him I felt something else too…I was sad, very sad. I didn’t want the things to be this way, I wanted a happy family, and I wanted my father.
I couldn’t believe it! I was finally here, I was going to meet Leah’s daughter.
A/N: Hello guys! Hope I didn’t make you wait long as I usually do! And I’m so excited for your reviews for this chapter! Well, Ade cleared some stuff! And Seth is in the picture! Yipee! Are you guys happy about that? Next chapter is going to be interesting. Um, I guess I’m going to write a Sam’s POV explaining to Emily and stuff…you want it?
Waiting to hear your thoughts..!
Really Good. Cant wait to read from Seth's POV.... I know Sam's is next, but I <3 Sethie.
Yeah, I hadnt really thought of getting Seth in the story, but many of the reviews were that way, and it was stupid of me not to consider LEah's family!
Well, he's here now. :))
I love this! But I hope Ade sees that Sam is really hurting
Wow, your the only one so far who is seeing Sam's pain. Nice. :)
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! Keep me updated! This is such an AWESOME story! (All of this is sincere!) Can't wait for more!
oh my direction!!! i luv it!!
such an awesome chapter!!
post more as soon as u can!!!!!!!!!!!!
great update! can't wait to read your next one!