This is my own story of what happened after new moon. The circumstances that happened in Bella's mind after Edward had left her and the time when Jacob Black was the only person who regained her strength back. Will she still love Edward when all of her memories about him vanished and Jacob's memories were the only thing left on her? Can Edward gain those memories back? Maybe this time Jake was the one meant for Bella,but will Edward do nothing about it?
A month had passed since the day I went to the Volturi to save Edward,the reason for my existence.Nothing can break the happiness in this heart of mine,having Edward back in my arms again and knowing that all nightmares were already over.
CHAPTER ONE- UNSTABLE
All the nightmares were replaced by happy dreams, dreams that I would want every detail of it to come true, but this one is entirely different, I was in Edward's arms,we are very happy living together knowing that we really belong to each other and every part of us fits together like pieces of puzzle made to fit exactly for one another.I was amazed when the dream was suddenly fading and it was slowly becoming dim.All I can see was specks of dust covering the entire image. Suddenly,a wind blew over those dust bringing back the image into my mind. When the picture was brought back to me,I was confused of the first two persons i saw, a girl with her arms wrapped tightly on a big guy.They seemed to be a perfect couple like Edward and I. As the picture came closer and is slowly becoming vivid, I recognized them. No! Maybe I'm just mistaken, it was Jake and I, holding one another,looking so happy and perfect. Why would I have this kind of dream? Why didn't I consider it as a nightmare? The hardest part to accept was,why was I happy in somebody's arms,in my bestfriend's arms and looking very unconscious that Edward was the one I love the most? I've heard a phone rang,glad that it interrupted my nightmare. It was a message from edward, "Love, I'll just go out to hunt. I'll be back very soon. I don't want you to wait for so long." Holding this phone, I remember that I kept waiting for Jacob's call because he'd never talked to me since the day that the Cullens have returned to Forks. I knew that I have caused him pain after all the things he did for me when....when Edward had left me. I don't want to remember this again....to remember the pain. Polymerizing my thoughts,the nightmare I just had this morning crept back to my mind once again. Should I stop pursuing my friendship with Jake not because I know that vampires and werewolves cannot be that close to each other but because I don't want my nightmare this morning to come true? "Pathetic",I whispered to myself. How can such nightmare come true, when I really knew that Edward was all I wanted. Yes, Edward is mine forever and nothing can change that mere fact.