HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA!!! Your Eighteen!!
It wasn't how you wanted it, but in the end you got what you wanted my love.
"Jasper has said he was sorry Edward quit punishing him" I said lifting Edwards chin to look into my eyes, "Please, I'm okay with this..Are you not happy at all" if I could cry my crimsion eye's would be teared up in gentle sobs..
"It's not that I'm unhappy Bells, you just weren't ready for this yet, I did have plans..." he whispred, and his perfect stone lips that were no longer cold, met mine this only at this moment there was not fear, he didn't hold back. It caused the passion to ignite inside me, I found myself tangling my hands into his tussled hair in moments.
He chuckled lightly, I looked into his eyes, "Well will you miss it?" I asked him tilting my head a little
"Miss what?" he murmured.
"All of it – the warmth, the soft skin, the tasty smell... I'm not losing anything at all, and I just wondered if it was a little bit sad for you that you were."
He laughed, low and gentle. "It would be hard to find someone less sad than I am now. Impossible, I'd venture. Not many people get every single thing they want, plus all the things they didn't think to ask for, in the same day."
"Are you avoiding the question?"
He pressed his hand against my face. "You are warm," he told me.
It was true, in a sense. To me, his hand was warm. It wasn't the same as touching Jacob's flame-hot skin, but it was more comfortable. More natural.
Then he pulled his fingers very slowly down my face, lightly tracing from my jaw to my throat and then all the way down to my waist. My eyes rolled back into my head a little.
"You are soft."
His fingers were like satin against my skin, so I could see what he meant.
"And as for the scent, well, I couldn't say I missed that. Do you remember the
scent of those hikers on our hunt?"
"I've been trying very hard not to."
"Imagine kissing that."
My throat ripped into flames like pulling the cord on a hot-air balloon.
"Precisely. So the answer is no. I am purely full of joy, because I am missing nothing. No one has more than I do now."
"So your not mad at Jasper?" I asked again, he shook his head..