The Twilight Saga

When Bella has been turned, when Edward is dying,When disease plagues the world and life is full of nothing but distrust even to your closest friends.

Switching the roles of Bella and Edward was an idea i have been thinking on for a long time and i decided to finally write on it! so ENJOY.

NOTE: links to the Chapters have been added after the warning.......

Warning: There is alot of random chats, banner talk, and more between the Chapters, if you don't want to encounter too much i recommend using the links.... (if the links are wrong please message me to correct me) THANKS!! (+)

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Chapter 1 

Moving back (BPOV)


Coming back to Carlisle was as much exciting as it was dreadful. When we had grown too 'old'
to still reside in our old town, Carlisle had tried to drag me to Chicago, Illinois but i had refused i wanted to live in Europe for a while, life in the United States always reapeating had made me suffer. I had tried to convince him to come with me but it had been worthless he had still gone to Chicago, now the centre of Chaos, the Heartland of the now a very serious cough. He was, as always, following his calling, like he had when he had saved me, me but not my mom or dad. just me, mom and dad's hearts having already stopped by the time he got to us, just mine had kept going. But now it was frozen as much as his.

He hadn't known when we had separated that his job would turn into caring for this ver weird strain of cough but that didn't matter as i came to reunite with him. He was once again my 'brother', i would be his very educated sister, stuck with him after our parents had been killed in a 'robbery'. Atleast he had spared me the torture of sitting through classes by saying i had had a private tutor, he had by now set up everything for me to move back in with him. But i was certain that going back now was tempting fate as he would be very short tempered because he couldn't be at the hospital 24 hours straight trying to find out the similarities between his sick patients. That would be too bad, but atleast i would actually have him during the day, just my nights would be lonesome, and even then maybe i would go to the hospital and help him, he would be happy to have untireable help, i was sure.

I had returned not because of the war, but because i had missed him, i had left in 1915 before the States had joined the war, and now i was returning, because I missed Carlisle and the on going sameness of life back home.

The new house was just as big as the last one had been. Carlisle offered me to come with him to the hospital so i could meet all his assistants and the nurses. I had refuesed. I wouldn't go to the hospital my first day back with him, not the first day back in the states. He left for the hospital an hour before the sun set, so i decided to grab a jacket, Though i didnt need it, and go for a walk, maybe pick up some books from any store, not that Carlisle hadn't kept all my books from before i left. As i walked in the park i saw HIM. He was with a woman that appeared to be his mother, with her same hair, and a man, i guessed he must have been the father. They were a beautiful family, mother and son with bronze hair. They were having a picnic, and laughing so hard it was almost impossible for me to take my eyes of them.

In the middle of their laughter the older man started to cough, loud and hard. I didn't need to be Carlisle to know he was sick, but apparently his family did. Sad for them for if he didn't have that cough cure soon he wouldn't be around them for long. I walked on, they may have been the happiest humans i had seen in so long, but they were just that, humans, never knowing what was best for them and always making mistakes. I went home after that, sad to see happiness never lasted. i read for the rest of the night, waiting for Carlisle to come back.

"Bella?" Carlisle called softly as he came in.

"I'm over here!" I called from his study.

I looked up as he came in the door. "How was the hospital?"

"Bad, there are more people getting sick, i dont think it's just a cough anymore, i think i may be more." He had gone on talking about the Symtoms and its targets. I listened and discussed what it could be. But life went on... well time did, life, for me atleast, had stopped forty years ago.

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wow, really good chapter, it was definatly worth the wait!
poor elizabeth, it's so tragic, *sniffle*
she's such a good mum, so sweet that edward calmed down when he knew bella was there...
she has 2 save him!!!!!!!!!
post more soon!
This is PURE AWESOMENESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD Sorry it took me so long to read, but I've been really busy lately.
AWW!!!! :( Busyness keeps everyone away but no worries!! You have reaad my Awesome reader :D LOL!
POSTING now... as in in the next ten minutes now :D
I'm addicted to this stuff!!!!
LOL! i shouldnt laugh but LOL! that's good for me and MAYBE bad for you! =S POsting now to give you a slight dose :D


I wasnt able to do it :S i wasn't able to post as often as i wanted to.. I'm sorry!! but here's a bit of the story... and continuing... gues the end will be a while away with all that im adding :D OK anyway read and Enjoy (and COMMENT! :D)

Chapter 31
Blindfold (EPOV)

I was stuck, a prisoner in my own body. I couldn’t move couldn’t breathe without every cell in my lungs erupting in pain. I couldn't open my eyes. All I could do was lay there. Knowing it had been my fault that the love of my life had left and never was coming back. All I could do was listen to the double voices, the second one no longer as faraway as it had been in the beginning. All I could think was of never being able to see the face that had rendered my heart defenseless.

I had tried to concentrate on other things. Mom's voices. Doctor Carlisle's. but they didn’t help. THE only voice I wanted to hear was gone. The thought echoed in my mind. Gone, gone, gone, gone. Over and over. Coming back, not letting anything linger in my mind for long, laying fog over the rest of my memories. Everything in my mind had the setting fog to it, I tried to remember feeling my piano keys under my fingers, and I would make it, I'd feel the smooth cold under my fingers… but then the fog would settle in and I would no longer be there in the same room as the keys, though they were there just not as concrete, the prisoner not able to hold personal items, everything confiscted. I would remember yesterday, when I had played just for her and compare that memory to the fading keys. She was the only thing that didn’t fade, the piano around me seemed to separate from me but not her, everything around her remained real while my world faded. Leaving just her. Soon I found myself comparing my memories to the few memories I had gathered the past day, how different that was. She never faded. always there. That made me feel better.

I got a horrible feeling from a conclusion, one I didn't want to think about, but I did. Maybe I was just seeing her and everything about me faded because I would soon fade from her side. Leaving no trace that I was ever near her. That I had been near her, touched her lips to mine, thought I would belong forever t her side. The prison around me grew seprationg me from the only thing I seemed to care about in these moments. When this became clearer and clearer to my mind I would try to fight it! I would go through my memories thousands of times trying to solidify them. But it was of no use, the more I tried the more they would fade from me. I couldn't take that, I felt as if I would lose my mind. I would go through her memories more times. But it, again, was of no use. When all else failed I tried to wake from my uneasy sleep but that too was useless. I tried to open my eyes but my lids were sealed shut, weighing thousands of pounds. I was blindfolded! Shackled to the wall. Not only were my eyes unable to open but my mind was being sealed of from me too. So I listened, the only thing that wasn't taken away from me. As I listened I felt my memory slowly start to disappear, no longer just fog but leave my mind completely, pushing me out of my mind.

I heard mom cry. Carlisle try to make her feel better. Worries about me, worries about HER. Who is SHE? More and more of my memory faded and blacked out, no longer sparing certain things. I would see the pictures of the person painted by the voices and I would see her face… who was she? Once I saw blood, painted by the same voices, around her. Who is she? I would ask the voices but they would not answer as they could not her me. Once I heard her name… Bella. And love crowded in the only place of my brain I was able to access. I loved her through her faults. Bloody faults, but I loved her.

I knew I was never really left alone, for the voices were always there, accompanying me, but at times, when the voices would sound farther away, I felt as if I was alone. One of those times I felt a presence, recognized it as if knew it from l my life, but I couldn't hear any voice linked to her. Now I wanted to hear a voice, to know who it was, more than I had all the time I had been caught in the awful place, te prison in my own body, my own mind. Te love I had felt before expanded, filled the small place in my mind more and more as I felt the presence get closer. I felt myself calling out to it, but I knew I would never be strong enough to make it hear me through all the stupor.

"...will, I'm here, always will be." the most beautiful of any of the voices that invaded my mind said. Broke all walls I had felt oppress me. I felt the voice brake the ties that held me captive. I felt memories flood my mind once more, the smoky one and the ones about her… and the bloody one I had received from the voices, but I didn't care about that one. She was here!!! And she had said she would never leave. I opened my eyes, overjoyed to be able to do so, just to see her face. I called out to her with the first word I could think of, for her, the only word I would never be able to use for anyone else.


"I'm here, sleep." the voice said and the face of my love lighted with joy. I was happy with that. I knew that as long as she remained by my side I would not be imprisoned again, so I closed my eyes and did as I was told.

LOVE IT!!! Keep it up!!!
beautiful chapter!
loved it!


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