Fake Sunrise (a Bella, Jacob, and Edward story)

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Permalink Reply by team edward and bella on October 9, 2009 at 7:38am

i cant wait

Permalink Reply by Lan R Cullen on October 9, 2009 at 9:18am

Sound interesting, wait for more

Permalink Reply by yuval sadde on November 14, 2009 at 1:38pm

Bella's p.o.v

First chapter - Options


I lay on my bed, Jacob on my side, while Charlie slept.

It happened a lot; Jacob came to my house when Charlie fell asleep. Like Edward did a year ago.

We just lay on the bed and talked about things like his family, the pack, my graduation.

"So, how's Quil? I mean, is he having problems with the werewolf thing?" I asked Jacob.

"No. He enjoys it. Do you remember what I told you about his imprint?"

"Yeah," I remembered very well that Quil imprinted on three years old now. "I remember Claire."

"She had a birthday tow months ago, and, well, she needs to move back to her real home for some time. Quil is not so happy about that… about being away from her. he thinks about moving with her, and now Sam is the one how doesn't feel happy about that." Jacob said.

"That's… complicated." I agreed. I knew too well how hard it is to be away from the one you truly love.

I felt the hole between my ribs trying to break me again.

"Bells, what did I do now? You have to tell me if you want us to be best friends." Jacob said.

I noticed I was hugging myself, as always, to not break into pieces.

"Being away from the one you love, I just thought how much I understand Quil about that." I said.

"Oh." He said. "Sorry."

"It's not your fault. You can't control what I think." I ended, thinking now about a way to change the subject.

"So…" Jacob said, as if he could read my mind. "I was just thinking… I know you don't like surprises, so I'll just say it. Come to my house in exactly three days from now, and I don't accept any excuses. Dress pretty, and don't eat before you come. I will meet you there at seven O'clock. Am I clear?"

I didn't expect that. I tried to think about something special that I would want to dress pretty for. Today was September 10, so three days from now… oh, no… my birthday.

"Jacob Black, are you planning a birthday party for me?" I asked in horror.

Jacob laughed at my expression.

"Maybe," he said. "And don't expect anything too big or flowers and balloons every two inches. Don't worry; it will be just the pack and Charlie, and Billy of course. And I think that the pack's imprints will come also… and I thought about inviting Angela and Ben, your high school friends. And maybe…" the horror, that just left my face as he said the party will not be something big or fancy, came back again as I heard the list of the people that Jacob thought he should invite.

"Just kidding, Bells. I know you enough to know that you don't like those things. Did you seriously think I would do such a party for you? Come on! You know me better than that!" Jacob laughed again.

"So… in your house, at 7 pm?" I asked.

"Yup, now get some sleep, it's late." He said.

"And you get some sleep, too." I said.

He kissed my forehead and patted my hair. "Good night, Bella. I love you." he whispered in my ear the words he said every night to me.

"'Night, Jake. See you in the morning." I said and closed my eyes.

I heard his murmur something like "Sure, not an 'I love you, too' even." but I wasn't sure I heard right, because I was already half sleeping.

I had a night without dreams, and I thanked to god for this. In the last year, my dreams were nightmares, and I woke up screaming in the middle of the night when I dreamed.

The sun lighted the room with a green-gray color. It seemed to be a sunny day; I could actually see the sun when I looked out of the window.

I took some shirt and jeans I found in my closet and went to the bathroom.

I skipped to the kitchen. It seemed that the sun made me feel better, almost happy.

Charlie looked at me and smiled. He loved that I went to La-Push; he knew that it always made me feel better.

"Hey, kid, anything special today?" he asked as he noticed my mood.

"Not really. The sun is shining today. What time is it?" I asked when I saw he was ready for work.

"Early enough to make me wonder if you're going to La-Push." He said.

"What else is there to do when there's no school?" I said.

"When do you go to collage? You planned to go to Alaska, right?" he asked.

I thought about Alaska for a long time, and then I remembered what Edward told me once; 'There are more like us, in Alaska.' I remembered vaguely his words.

"I'm not so sure about that…" I admitted.

"Well, hurry up deciding, collage won't wait forever."

I ate breakfast and hurried to La-Push.

Billy opened the door.

"Hey, Bella. It's good to see you here. Jacob is at school right now. Do you want to come in?"

"Okay." I said.

He leaded me to the kitchen. I sat on a chair and looked at Billy, he looked tired.

"Couldn't sleep?" I asked.

"Something like that. Jake talked on the phone for hours. You should have seen him, he looked like a teenager girl how talks rumors with her friend." Billy laughed.

I chuckled.

Billy and I didn't talk much, and after awkward fifteen minutes, I said to him that I was going to the beach and asked him to tell Jacob where I am when he gets back.

I walked slowly down the beach, thinking.

Jacob loved me, I knew that. But did I love him? I couldn't answer that, I knew it would hurt me if I did.

I sat on a rock, looking at the sea, still thinking.

The sun was high in the sky. How many hours was I asleep? Too much, apparently. Charlie must have been worried about me; that was why he let me sleep for so long, and told me that it wasn't a lot.

"Hey, Bells." Jacob's voice called from behind me.

I didn't even notice him walking beside me, he was so quiet.

Jacob was half naked, as always. Is short hair was black and it looked pretty beside his dark skin and black eyes.

"Hey." I said with a smile.

Jacob sat beside me, raising his head to the sky and closing his eyes. He smiled. "The sun." he murmured.

"What about it?" I asked.

"It reminds me of you." he said, opening his eyes and looking at me.

"Me? The sun?" I asked. For me, Jacob was the sun, the heat, the life. I – a walking zombie for what Charlie said – really didn't fit to this category.

"Yes. You're the meaning of everything to me, isn't it the same as the sun? Without the sun, we couldn't exist. Without you, I can't exist. It's the same."

"Then you're the sun, Jacob. And I'm the ice, the night, the death." I said and regretted it in the second I said it. I didn't want him to understand some un-existing meaning in my words.

"And the stars, also, don't forget." Jacob corrected me. "Bella, just so you know, I love stars. They're so bright, shining."

"Jake—"

"Don't worry about it. I'm sorry I'm being too pushy. But consider it. You have options, Bella. You can always choose me." Jacob said, serious now.

I didn't answer that. He knew what I would say.

We sat there for who knows how many hours, but the sun was high above us and Jacob looked at me, waiting.

"What?" I said eventually.

"Do you want to go back to my house and make some lunch?" he asked.

I felt my empty stomach calling me. "Sounds nice." I said and stood up.

We went back to his house. Billy greeted us warmly.

"Hey kids. Are you hungry?" he asked from the living room.

"Yeah." Jacob said.

"There's pizza in the kitchen." Billy said. "Just don't eat it all, Jake." He added.

"Sure, sure." Jacob said.

We walked to the kitchen and Jacob bought two plates and the pizza.

I put one piece in my plate and started eating it.

"I'm going to eat it all." Jacob said with a huge grin.

"Yeah, I know." I laughed.

Permalink Reply by yuval sadde on November 14, 2009 at 2:03pm

Thatks! I will update you when I post more.

Permalink Reply by Isabelle Richerdson on November 14, 2009 at 2:44pm

i love this keep me updated

Permalink Reply by yuval sadde on November 14, 2009 at 3:00pm

Thank you!!

Permalink Reply by yuval sadde on November 16, 2009 at 11:36am

Bella's p.o.v

Second chapter - The after-party


I spent the next two days with Jacob, sitting and talking most of the time.

He kept saying I could choose him, what he never did before. He said if I choose him everything will be more simple, and I would me more happy. I didn't answer when he said that, because I didn't know how to answer. On the one hand, I knew it will be more simple if I choose him, for both of us. But on the other hand, I didn't want to let go of Edward.

I was preparing to the party, and I suffered when I remembered that Alice won't be here to tell me what to wear, because she isn't here. That thought made me pain, so I thought about other things. That helped, a little bit.

I walked downstairs, meeting Charlie at the kitchen.

"Hey kid, going to Jake's party?” he asked me with a smile.

"Yeah, he sort of ordered me to come.” I smiled back.

"Have fun. And happy birthday, Bells.” he hugged me.

I left the house and saw Jacob waiting for me in his car.

He got out of the car and stood in front of me, staring at my dress.

"I don't usually wear it, just so you know.” I said.

I wore a blue dress, the dress Jacob told me once it was pretty. His eyes almost popped out of his head. I chuckled.

He stared at me for a long time.

"Jacob, we are going to be late for the party, come on!” I said, grabbing him by his arm to the car.

"You look beautiful, Bells.” Jacob said. “You have no idea how happy I am to see you like this.”

I blushed. This was not something a best friend would tell you, and not in that tone.

The drive was quiet. And when we got to his house there were lights everywhere.

Not even close to what was in the Cullens house, but it was lightened enough so I could see how beautiful the little yard was. Covered with flowers.

We entered the house, and everyone jumped up and down shouting “Happy birthday, Bella!”

I saw the pack there, and Emily and Kim. Even Claire came with Quil.

"Claire, how are you?” I asked her.

"Gweat! Quil is Dancing wid me!” she shouted with a smile.

"How long are you going to dance?” I asked her, smiling softly.

"Quil and I awe going to dance awwwll night!” she said. Quil looked at me and whispered so that Claire couldn't hear him.

"All night till eight.”

I chuckled. He was so good to her, and so happy. I wished Jacob would find someone to love like that.

I went to hug Jacob.

"Thank you, Jake.” I said and gave him a kiss on the cheek. I looked at him, to make sure he accept that kiss as a friendly kiss and nothing more.

His smiled got bigger.

"My pleasure.” he said, pulling me tight against his chest to an awkward hug.

It felt nice, that hug. Jacob's skin was warm and it felt good against my skin. I would have loved to keep hugging him like that, but I knew it will give him the wrong message.

I released myself from his embrace. Looking at his eyes.

"I'm going to drink some water, do you want some?” I asked him.

"No, I'm fine.” he said.

I walked to the kitchen, and filled a glass with water I have found in the fridge.

The water tested weird, bad. I heard Jacob behind me.

"Bella? What the hell are you doing?" Jacob shouted as I finished drinking.

"Drinking some water." I answered.

"It's not water, Bella. It's Billy's. It's alcohol. You're over eighteen so it's okay. But Bella, have you ever drank alcohol before?" Jacob asked, worried.

"No." I said, panicked now. I suddenly had a terrible headache.

I saw Jacob more and more vaguely, and then my eyes closed and I saw only black.

I didn't remember what happened next, all I could remember was Jacob warm hands pulling me off the ground.

I woke up in my room, I think. It wasn't so clear and easy to think with the alcohol in my blood.

I was on my bed.

Jacob leaned beside me, staring at me.

"Bella?" he asked.

I didn't know what I was doing when I locked my hands around his neck and started kissing him. It was defiantly the alcohol that was doing that. And yet I was too conscious. I could feel his warm lips kissing me back with passion and urgent.

It was weird, I knew I was doing something wrong, but I couldn't find the will to do anything else. It wasn't me that was kissing him. I couldn't control my reactions, it was an irrational response.

I breathed heavily, like Jacob, but I didn't stop kissing him. Even air wasn't making any sense anymore. I just couldn't think, and couldn't get annoyed by that.

Jacob rolled over me, hugging me tight. When he saw I was having difficulties breathing, he stopped kissing my mouth and moved to my neck, then to my throat.

I didn't stop him, I didn't know what he was doing. While I was gasping for air, he slowly moved his hands to the small of my back, pulling me even closer to him. In response, I tightened my hands around his neck.

He moved his lips back to mine, and moved one of his hands to my waist. I ran my fingers through his hair, pulling him even closer. He moved his hand that was on my waist to under my shirt, slowly up my body, and his other hand up to the back of my neck, kissing me harder. We were both gasping for air, and Jacob put his lips on my neck again.

I suddenly felt the urgent to sleep, and everything went blank again.

When I woke up, I was alone in my bed, in my room. The window was open, and the view from there was another green day in Forks.

I didn't remember what happened after I fainted at the party.

Suddenly the phone rang. I opened it and saw who it was. Jacob.

I answered.

"Hey, Jake. What's up?” I asked.

"H-hey... Bells... you don't sound... angry...?” it sounded like a question.

"Why would I be angry, Jake? I'm happy than ever! You have no idea how much a relief it caused me last night. Thank you, Jacob. Really.” I said. I was so nervous about the whole party thing and I thought it would wake the hole between my ribs up, but surprisingly I had fun.

"Oh, you really have no idea how that feels. I thought you wouldn't want to talk to me at all. Hey can you come over?” Jacob asked, excited.

"Jacob, last night was incredible. And of course I can come. When?” I asked him.

"I was thinking about... um... now?” Jacob sounded suddenly shy.

"Okay, I'm on my way. See you there.” I said.

"By Bells.” he said and hang up.

I was still in yesterday's clothes, wow I must have been tired. So I took a hot shower.

The hot water relaxed me, so I stayed a little longer. When I finished, I grabbed some t-shirt and jeans – the regular – out of the closet and got dressed.

I skipped downstairs, Charlie wasn't there. He must have already left for work.

I ate something I've found in the fridge, and ran out to my car.

My father bought me a new car after my truck died, it was a faster car, and it didn't held all of the memories from the Cullens age.

I drove to La-Push, and as soon as I got to Jacob's house, he ran to me, a huge smile on his face.

He hugged me, not in a way a friend would hug you, and kissed the top of my head. I was confused.

"Hey, Jake.” I said, pulling back. Pushing Jacob was like trying to move a rock.

"Hey, Bells!” he said.

He leaned down so that his face was inches from mine.

"I missed you.” he whispered and crushed his lips on mine.

What?

If earlier I was confused, now I was even more.

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So.... what do you think?

Permalink Reply by s0cK-m0nk3y on November 27, 2009 at 6:51am

first 1 2 comment yay!! that is funny as jack. but anydummy can see that the whole time she was kissing him she knew what she was doing so she can't act like she doesn't like the kiss. i mean i would anyways its awesome please keep writing and don't leave another cliff hanger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Permalink Reply by yuval sadde on November 27, 2009 at 9:47am

Glad you liked it! I'm writing the next chapter. And for all the Eddie-Bells lovers! Don't worry! I wouldn't dare write a story without Eddie!

Permalink Reply by Cori on November 30, 2009 at 7:58pm

I really liked this story...I always wondered how I would write the story if Bella decided to stay with Jacob. Keep writing and keep me posted! I enjoyed this =)

Permalink Reply by yuval sadde on December 4, 2009 at 9:33am

I'm almost done with the next chappy, so I'll post it soon enough. Thanks!!

Permalink Reply by nikkilicious on November 30, 2009 at 7:31pm

Yay love the story!!! Hmm, I wonder what happened? Bella doesn't seem to remember ANYTHING yikes she must have chugged alot of alcohol!!!

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