"You can't do this!" I screamed. "Oh but Bella, I can." He smiled and flew toward me at blindingly fast speed. There was a cold hand on my leg, and then a snap. I cried out in pain and he snickered. He grabbed my wrist next. Crack. I curled into a ball and was overcome with agony. I squinted my eyes at him. "Why?" I barely made a sound, but I knew he could hear me. He grabbed my head and tilted it back so that my throat was exposed. "No, Edward. Don't." But it was too late, I felt his teeth break through my skin. I slowly faded away.
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Chapter 1; Bella's POV
I was having weird dreams lately. They were mostly about Edward, he was more like a vampire in these dreams than I've ever experienced. I would wake up constantly in the middle of the night covered in sweat; screaming sometimes, depending on how bad it was. It was starting to scare me, more than it should. Today though, my alarm clock finally got the chance to wake me up. My eyes adjusted to the sun that was flooding through my window. Wait, sun? I pushed the covers back and raced to my window. Yes, it was the sun. I cracked a smile and knew today was going to be a good day. I got my back of bathroom stuff and jumped into my morning shower. I let the water relax my muscles until it turned cold. I grimaced and turned it off. I got out and blow dried my hair quickly. I dressed in denim skinny jeans and a solid light blue v-neck tee. I left my hair down because it was being cooperative and straight. Today was a good day so far. I bounded down the stairs and out the door.
I got to school in my beat up, red truck. I knew Edward and the rest of the Cullens weren't going to be here today but, that was okay. Lately, being around Edward made me jumpy. I knew there was no reason for that but, these dreams had me going crazy lately. I took it easy today, enjoying the space and the time to think. I thought about how much I missed Jake lately. I owed him so much for everything. And I just, missed him.
When school was out I saw the Volvo parked two rows down from my truck, but I didn't let him know that. I walked right to my truck and got lost in the traffic before he could get to me. I looked in my rear-view mirror and saw him pulling up behind me. When I finally got out of the parking lot, I had one of those moments when I wished I had a car that went more than 70 at its best. He followed right behind me and kept staring with a confused look in my mirror. I sighed and acted as though I had no idea, thank god he couldn't read my mind.
When I got to the treaty line, Edward had no choice but to turn around. I felt bad about ignoring him like that but, I needed time. I made my way through the familiar streets of La Push and finally pulled up in front of Jacob's house. I smiled when I saw him run outside because he heard my truck. I opened my door and began walking toward him. It didn't take long for him to pull me into a bear hug and start swinging me around. I laughed with him as he put me down. "Where've you been Bells? I've missed you." As he said this, he pulled me into a gentler embrace. I hugged back eagerly and whispered, "Too far away." He smiled and we went back into his house. We watched a movie on his small t.v but, i wasn't really paying attention. I was mostly watching Jake. I watched as his eyes slowly closed more and more until they closed completely. His jaw relaxed and his entire body seemed at rest. I smiled in my mind and noticed how much this felt like home. I leaned farther back into the much too small couch and began to doze off myself. For the first time in a while, I had no weird dreams. It was just me and Jake, nothing to be afraid of. When I woke up I was curled up inside Jake's arms. It ws really awkward but I didn't want to wake him. Suddenly though, there was a loud howl coming from outside. Jacob's body jumped and he ended up falling off the couch and onto the floor. His face tensed as he got up and he began shaking as another howl waved through the house. "What is it?" I asked. My voice was scratchy and I had a terrible head ache. "Vampires of course." He said. My eyes closed and hoped Edward wasn't mad enough at me to do anything drastic. "Cullens?" I asked in a whisper. "I don't think so." He muttered. His shaking had increased and he started out the door.
I stayed in the same position until it began to get dark. I was beginning to get anxious but Jake came back right in time. His face lit up as soon as he saw me. "You stayed." He said. I just smiled and nodded. "There were new vampires out there, we don't know them. Or at least the scent is unfamiliar." He told me. That's one of the things I loved about Jacob, he told me everything. "Oh, do u think their dangerous?" I asked. He walked into the kitchen and started laughing. "Bella, no matter what, all vampires are dangerous. Even your little leeches." He said. My throat felt about 3 times too big. I knew he was right. I just wished I was able to ignore it again.
I left Jake's house and headed toward Edward's. I still felt bad about what happened after school today and needed to talk to him. When I was about to knock, Edward opened the door. He flashed his crooked smile. "Alice saw you coming." He seemed so happy to see me. I felt sick to my stomach.
Chapter 3; Bella's POV
Edward brought me inside with him and began to make his way upstairs. I walked as slow as I could, buying time so I could come up with something to say. We ended up sitting on his bed, facing each other in silence while I raked my brain for the right words and how to put them together. Once I had the first sentence I decided to just go with it. "I feel terrible, for being such a bad person. I know you deserve so much more. I've been avoiding you for reasons that make no sense but, I can't seem to help it. I have these dreams recently. They're about you and, you're hurting me. Physically. I cry over it all the time and, it just gets to me." My voice cracked and tears began to run down my cheeks. Edward pulled me as close and kissed the top of my head. "I would never hurt you Bella, not again." He whispered. My mind flashed to my months of depression. The tears began to come harder and faster but, I don't think he noticed. I pushed my face into his shoulder and stayed like that for a while, just crying. "I've missed you." He says. I looked up at him and said, "I missed you too." I don't know how much meaning I was able to force through my teeth but, I tried. "You know, there are vampires coming into Forks. The Quillutettes(Iknow I spelled that wrong, its late and I'm too tired to check(; ) don't recognize the sent. Jacob thinks they might be dangerous." I changed the subject. He gave me a confused look and I just nodded. "I'll mention it to Carlisle." He said. I was about to answer him when Alice burst through the door. She looked paniced. Edward was alert behind me. "Edward I need to talk to you. Now." She sounded more serious than I've ever heard her. I looked at him with wide eyes as he jumped up and ran out the door.
sorry its not much but im tireed... more tomorrow? i think so :)