This takes place in New Moon, Edward left, and Bella is good friends with Jacob, this is when she is waiting for him to come so they can go cliffdiving. And remenber that alice cant se bella when she is with Jacob.
and as you all know, all the characters belongs to Stephenie Meyers.
Chapter 1 - the begining of something new.
I went to Jacobs house, we had planned to go cliffdiving, Billy said that he was asleep and that i could wake him up, but i kneew that Jacob haden't gotten much sleep since he has been protecting me from Victoria. I decided to go to the beach myself, and wait for him there, i sat down at the cut down tree and was just staring out at the ocean. God i missed Edward, i missed his face, his beautiful face. He's smile that always made my heart skip a beat. i missed his smell,his arms, his kisses, and the way he held my waist when we where walking. I knew i had to hear his voice again, guess its time for a little trip on the motorcykel soon. i couldn't stop thinking about him, i felt like i had a huge hole where my heart was supposed to be, wich kinda makes sence , since he had taken it with him when he left me .. oh god, he left me. he doesnt even love me anymore and i still cant keep hoping that he will come back.
"Bella, why are you crying?" Jacob stood behind me, and i didnt even noticed my cheeks where wet. i quickly wiped them with the back of my hands.
"Ooh, i dont know, i just .." i trailed off, not knowing what to say. Jacob had an understanding look on his face.
"It's okay bella, i know its hard, im sorry, i shouldn't have asked .. i already knew the answer." ofcourse he already kneew the answer, he knew me so well, what did i do to deserve a friend like this ? Jacob - my personall sun. that always understood me and gave me light when all i could se was dark.
"It's okay jake, im just .. i .. i cant talk about it." I helt my hands tighter to my chest. He lifted me up, and sat me on his knees , wrapped his arms around mine and wispered
"Im here Bella, dont ever forget that, im here whenever you need me.." I know you are jake .. i know you are . but it kills me that im to messed up to be there for you .. why couldnt i just say that, so he knew how sorry i was about me always being such a wreack everytime we hung out. instead i just opened my mouth and said.
"Thanks jake," God, im hopeless. this talk was getting to emotional for me, Jacob cleared his throat as if he knew what i was thinking.
"So Bella, You ready to do some cliffdiving?" ready as i'll ever be.. maybe i'd even get to hear Edwards wonderfull voice again.
"you bet i am! so i just jump in or what?" i asked.
"no not really, come, ill show you." he walked to the cliff and waved me in. i walked to him and stod looked out at the water. he stood mehind me and directed my pose. he bend my knees and then he took my arms, taking them above my head, so my hands where formed like the beginning of an arrow. i felt his breath on my neck, but all i really could thing about was how i wanted it to be Edwards cold breath, not Jacobs warm.. He woke me up of my thoughts as he started getting closer to me and i knew where this was leading, he always tried to get the right moment to "Show" me how he felt, and as soon as i feelt it going in that direction i always changed the subject. never giving him a chance. i wasent raddy for this. not yet, not ever. i know Edward wouldnt be coming back for me, but i couldnt imagining me loving someone else.. ever. I know this was what jake wanted, and i really wanted him to be happy, and maybe one day, i could settle for the next best thing. but that day isn't today. i felt jacobs hand going down to my wais and he was just about to say something when i cut him off.
"oh, thanks, i think i got it now!" with that i took two steps forward and took the positon he taught me, and before i knew it i was going for the water.
"Noo! Bella, you fool! The water is to strong for you" I heard Edwards voice, just as clear as if he was right beside me, holding me, i smiled when i hit the freezing water.
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