The Twilight Saga

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this was on here before, but i had to delete it after my computer broke down (everything was lost) and i had written more than that, so -being me- i saw no was of completing it without the other 100 (jkjk) pages :D:D

but i forgot that every time i wrote something i had sent it to my best friend Jess, so she had a copy of everything that i wrote -which was good:D- so 'Half moon' is back :D

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Thanks to Jess who sent me the story -it took ages to send, because of my crippled computer:D- and to Melinda who inspired me to post it again :D okay... i'm sure you're really bored with my rambling so here it is...... (cover made by Jess in attatched file)
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Chapter 1..... -this is a little weird in the beginning-
The smell of the blood burned my throat- I had to concentrate hard not to walk up to them, they have families to go to, control… control. I thought this whenever I found it difficult- as I walked through the town with my wolf person Jacob.
‘Nessie, are you planning to get back home anytime soon, because I really need to talk to your mom’
‘Jake, I was actually thinking about not killing the people walking past me’ I said so only Jake could hear me, he looked at me with wide, startled eyes.
‘Nessie, you should have told me… I can help.’
When he said that it gave me an idea, we would run home.
‘Then… can we go through the woods so we can run? We’d get back quicker that way and then I can speak to my dad.’ I voiced my idea, as I said this his face became relaxed. I sensed a flicker of annoyance in his eyes though, it seemed to happen whenever I said that I needed my dad…
‘Sure, sure’
I turned to walk past Newton’s where I knew the forest was, Jake followed.
It took only a minute to reach the dark green trees that I loved so much.
Jake started to run in a flat-out sprint, I followed. He had always been faster than me, but I suppose that was because I was only half a vampire, my dad and my mom are proper vampires, along with the rest of my family, but I have always been an outcast. They say I am more important than any of them… but if I am then why can’t I keep up with them when we go hunting or when we go running?
I hate being half human…
I barely noticed when we got home and I ran straight into the door, I had been too absorbed in my mind and thinking about my inabilities.
‘Crap.’ I was stood in front of the staircase looking back at Jake through a hole that was a tad larger than me. His stance was casual, though his face nearly split in two by his laughing smile.
‘Nice one, Nessie. They’re gonna love you even more for that’ He laughed at his poor joke. I grimaced as I heard footsteps upstairs… I could also hear my mom and dad running to meet us, great… they’re gonna ground me for a year for this.
It was uncle Emmett that I saw first- he looked at the door and then me, his golden eyes flicking faster than normal eyes should.
‘Nessie?’
The rest of my family followed him, first Auntie Rosalie then Auntie Alice, Grandma Esme and Grandad Carlisle. I noticed that Uncle Jasper was not among them.
My Dad just stared at me whilst mom walked up the steps outside.
‘Crap’ I said, again.
‘Renesmee… how?’ They whispered In unison, mom turned to smile at my dad then turned back to me, her golden eyes burning.
‘What did you do?’ She screeched, though the sound was like wind chimes.
‘I ran through the door.’ I stated, matter-of-factly. Jake laughed and everyone turned to stare at him…
‘What? It was funny…‘ they turned back to me, everyone was stood in front of me now although I hadn’t heard them move. Only my eyes lingered on his russet brown face, I smiled. He was so beautiful. My dad growled.
‘I can see that, thank you, wipe that smile off of your face. Weren’t you paying-’ My mom started again, trying to get me to focus on her.
‘Where’s Uncle J?’ I said interrupting her and talking louder than usual to drown out my mom’s ranting, Her beautiful face turned into a mask of disappointment.
‘Uncle Jasper is at your grandad Charlie’s house.’ She hated me using that nick name for him, Uncle J doesn’t mind though… he says it makes him sound cooler, I smiled to myself again. Drat I really need to talk to him. And dad for that matter, but that can wait for tomorrow.
‘Oh. Well… um… I’ll just go to my room then. Bye!’ I sprinted past them, where they stood motionless, shocked. I was vaguely aware of Jake going into the house as I ran out of it.
As I ran I began to think again… I shouldn’t have done that, they deserve more. Although I have to admit that I’m closer to my dad than my mother but still… It’s unfair to her, to all of them.

The door was locked when I reached our cottage, so I walked around to the window that gave me a view of my bedroom. I unlocked the latch with one of my hairpins that I had pulled out of my shimmering, bronze hair so as not to do any damage. I climbed through to my white room and sat on my large blue bed ,across from my dressing table, I needed a large one since I keep growing so fast… Currently I have the body of a fifteen year old but I’m only seven, but that could change, tomorrow I may have the body of a sixteen year old. Hopefully I’ll stop growing soon… Hopefully. A feeling of unease and sadness swept over me, I kept it at bay by thinking of Jacob but it was easy for me to lose my train of thought. I analyzed my reflection in the gilt framed mirror on the wall, two chocolate brown eyes set onto a pearly white face framed by thick bronze curls looked back at me… The eyes were pained and upset.
I got undressed and tried to distract myself by getting changed, I found a beige sweater with a crisp, white collar which I pulled over my hair so I didn’t ruin the style that I had put it in this morning. I reached for my favorite skirt next- Black denim with silver stitches- and pulled it around my waist. I appraised my outfit with a smile. Auntie Alice was always willing to comment on my outfits, and almost always she told me it was beautiful and went upstairs immediately to sketch it out.
I closed the door on my over-large wardrobe and examined my hair in the mirror, part of it was ruffled in some places from running so I smoothed it down and replaced the hairpin that I still held in my hand.
The sun burst through the clouds then, I could tell because the light that shone through the window made my skin glow and shimmer, but still not as much as the rest of my family. I frowned to myself and turned to sit back down on my bed… my foot caught in something on the floor and I tripped and fell over.
‘Ow!’ I moaned, I had banged my knee on the bed frame. Hard. It took a lot more to hurt me seriously though. I caught my balance on the bed frame and pushed myself into a sitting position. I smoothed my hair down again as I examined the object that had made me trip, it was my golden locket, I had lost it quite a while ago and was pleased to see it again even though it had made me fall over. I smiled as I picked it up and opened the catch to read the inscription inside- ‘Plus que ma propre vie.’ - my mother had told me what it meant long ago, ‘More than my own life.’
I fastened it around my neck where it belonged, I would not take it off again. I pulled myself up and on to the bed, where I laid my head back, the distractions had only kept me busy for a few minutes and so my mind wondered back to my differences.

I whipped my head round in the general direction of the door as I heard the lock open, I recognized the footsteps as my father’s. I tried to control my emotions but In less than a second he was at my bedroom door, his pale white features making my room glow, I stared at him with envy. Why couldn’t I do that?
‘Nessie, what’s wrong?’ He whispered in a low quiet voice.
It was then that I lost control, my emotions tumbling out of me, tears welled in my eyes and spilled over the edge. A strange sound erupting from my full red lips. He looked at me with his golden eyes, an unseen emotion looking back at me.
‘I’m s-sorry, I didn’t mean t-to. I wasn’t c-concentrating. I was thinking about other th-things…’ I stuttered through the words but they came out garbled and sounded nothing like I intended them to. My father walked towards me… no… danced towards me, walk is the wrong word all together, he is so graceful… like a lion, in fact.
‘Renesmee Carlie Cullen,’ He whispered in my ear as he cradled me. ‘What were you thinking about that made you run into a door?’ He chuckled, I could tell he was trying to make me feel better. But I had let the emotions take over now, they overpowered me and broke through my defenses. Ha! As if he didn’t know what I was thinking about!
I fought with the cascades of tears and the strange noises so I could speak clearly, though the tears were going to come back… I could tell. Another strange sound came from my throat.
‘shh, shh. What’s up, sweetheart?’ his voice was like velvet and is the only thing that can calm me down… My father is the best person in my family to have a conversation with because he could read your mind you don’t have to say anything out loud, which is an advantage in my case. I was thinking about how different I was- from you and everyone else- and how I want to be a full vampire, not a poxy half breed. I let the acidity into my thoughts on the last part of my speech.
‘Oh, Nessie,’ He whispered, his voice calming again. My mom hated to hear me being called Nessie, she refused to adopt the nick name. ‘I thought we talked about this?’
We did, but I’m still different, I want to be normal… well, as normal as vampires can be.
He smiled softly at my correction.
‘Where did you and Jacob go, anyway? You left before me and Bella, I mean your mom had… err… risen.’ He was trying to distract me and I welcomed it, I welcomed it gratefully.
‘Eugh dad!!’ I laughed, the sound echoed around the room and made Dad smile, a beautiful crooked smile that made him look like a male model. ‘I don’t want to know what you and mom have been up to, thank you!’
‘Show me where you’ve been then.’ His voice was bright, cheerful. And it calmed me.
I lifted my palm to his face and showed him where we had been, I let the images and places fill my head, first we had gone hunting and then to the park where Jake had broken the sea-saw, And then my laughter overpowered the memory. I let the images fade away and dropped my palm from his smooth, marble like face.
‘Jacob… Always causing trouble.’ He shook his head, and set me back down upon the bed.
‘Jasper’s back,’ He said, smiling at me. ‘Shall we go and see him, I got the impression that you wanted to talk to him, but your thoughts were a tad muddled. I don’t know if I understood correctly.’ He looked at me with a confused expression.
‘Yes, I do.’ I laughed at his facial expression, ‘Surely you know why… Or has your mind reading power gone blank?’ I laughed freely, It was a beautiful sound. Bell like, almost.

‘You found your locket?’ His velvet voice ringing in the now, silent room.
‘Yes, I tripped over it’ I blushed as I said this. I hated blushing, it just made me look like a tomato against my pearly skin. Dad laughed loudly, and took my hand in his cool fingers.
‘The blush in your cheeks is lovely,’ He said stroking my pink-stained cheeks. ‘Your mother had the exact same blush.’ He smiled at me. I noted the past tense. Well, this is confusing, I thought to myself. Doesn’t she blush anymore or something?… oh… that’s right, vampires don’t blush but I do. Dad brought me back to reality by clearing his throat, but made no attempt to soothe me.
we ran for the house, only pausing to lock the door. When the house came into view I paused, marveling at it’s beauty. The glass walls, the white wooden beams that made it look like something from a fairy tail. I would always have my breath taken away by the perfect symmetry of it. I looked through one of the windows and found myself looking into the front room, Uncle J was sat with Auntie Rose, deep in conversation…
‘Nessie?’ Dad’s voice was far away but I started running again. We reached the house and walked up the stairs.
The entrance to the house was old but finely refurbished and restored. We had Grandma Esme to thank for that, she loved restoring houses and old buildings. I smiled, Dad opened his mouth to confirm my thoughts but I shushed him with my finger. I could hear everyone in the living room, chatting and laughing, I could even tell that my mom was sat with Uncle Emmett and Alice. They were listening to what Emmett was saying, though I could not hear exactly because I was different, my hearing was not as good. I felt disgruntled.
‘Uncle J?’ I called quietly but clearly, he would hear me… and my emotions.
It was hard to keep a secret from Jasper, my Dad and Alice as they all have gifts-
My dad can read minds, so it’s best not to think about certain things when your around him but out of courtesy he usually stays out of our heads unless we talk to him with our thoughts.
Auntie Alice, My favorite auntie as a matter-of-fact, can predict the future. It changes though if someone makes a different decision, so she probably knew what I wanted to talk to Uncle J about… It’s okay though, she won’t tell anyone if I ask her not to.
And Uncle J, He can control your emotions, make you feel calm when your upset, or happy if your sad, I liked him for this, my emotions needed controlling at the moment. But this was not what I wanted to talk to him about, Uncle J found it the hardest to feed on only animals, which Is why I need to talk to him, I need help.
I have a gift as well, I can show people images and smells, sounds and tastes. Things that I had experienced. This happened when I lifted my palm to anyone’s faces.

only a second after I had called his name Uncle J was stood in front of me with his arms open wide, I ran to him and hugged him with as much force as I could gather. He chuckled and poked me in the ribs, gently but it still hurt. He was stronger than me, after all. It was then that I remembered my Dad, he was listening to my thoughts as we walked in. He had heard everything that I had ‘said’. He looked at me, and I removed myself form Uncle J’s arms.
‘Aw crap!’ I wailed, though the sound was not unpleasant.
‘You should have told me, Renesmee. I can help you.’ He whispered softly but I could still hear him, crystal clear,
‘I’m sorry, Dad. But I think Uncle J will understand best, I would tell mom, but she had no problem with it and she would probably get worried.’
‘That’s true,’ He agreed. ‘I’ll leave you to it then, Nessie.’
I could hear enough to tell that mom had growled at that.
‘Sorry, love!’ He called, grinning at me and then, gracefully he walked into the front room.

‘What’s up, Nessie? Your worried about something?’ He looked worried, my face must look pained again. Another wave of unease swept over me.
‘I thought I’d talk to you…since you had…’ I searched for the right word, trying not to sound rude. I knew he wouldn’t mind but I still searched and found the perfect word. ‘…trouble with adjusting, I have to concentrate so hard when I walk near humans, I actually thought of going up to one today… thinking of exactly how I could kill her without people noticing…’
‘Oh, Nessie. I’ll help you, I promise.’ He enveloped me in his arms again as more tears came running down my cheeks, I was shocked that there could be more stored in there.
‘I know you will, thank you.’ my words came out garbled again and I hugged him tighter as I whispered so low, hoping that no one but Uncle J could hear… But I couldn’t be sure. All I could tell was that my mother had grown very silent. Had mom heard what I’d said? Her hearing was better than mine, anyway. I wonder…
The phone in my pocket rang loudly, making me jump. I growled and answered the phone without checking the number to see who it is, I usually checked the number, this was unusual for me. I prefer to see who’s calling me, but my thoughts had now been interrupted and it made me angry.
‘Hello?’ I answered, hotly. Uncle J just looked at me, sensing my anger.
‘Nessie?’ Oh! It was Granddad Charlie, his voice sounded worried. Uh oh.
‘Hey granddad! What’s up?’ My voice sounded cheerful but I was burning inside, I wanted to be alone… Alone with my thoughts.
‘Well,’ He hesitated, and I guessed that it was the sudden change in my tone of voice that made him nervous. I tried to sound like I normally would.
‘Yes?’ Uncle J stared at me more intensely as he heard the tone of my voice, I realized that I sounded impatient. Dammit, I needed to sound normal. I growled again.
‘What was that, honey?’ Charlie asked, oops.
‘Nothing, nothing. Carry on.’ It took a lot of effort but I made my voice sound whole hearted and interested in what he had to say.
‘Well,’ He began again. ‘I was wondering if you could come round for a bit, I haven’t seen you in so long…’ I sighed in relief, this was all? He sounded like he was going to pass out. He did sound so worried though, his voice was only whispering when he said the last part of the sentence, I grew confused and uneasy, only a second later though I was calm. I stared at Uncle J through narrowed eyes, he grinned back impishly.
‘Sure, sure. But not right now though,’ I broke off.
‘Are you in trouble again, Nessie?’ He teased and I had to smile that the tone in his voice had changed, but again, I sighed. Nothing got past Granddad Charlie.
Um…’ Now it was my turn to hesitate, what was I going to say?
‘What have you done now?’ He sounded bored.
‘I… I broke my bed, I was jumping on it and it broke…’
‘Ha!! You are so like Renee!’ I had to laugh at that, the sound of bells echoed around the room, it was so appealing.
‘I’ll be over soon,’ I promised. ‘But if I’m not, ask mom where my body is.’ I laughed.
‘Sure thing,’ He chuckled. ‘See you, Nessie!’
‘Bye!’
He chuckled once more and the line went dead.

Auntie Alice danced into the hall.
‘Hey, Nessie!’ Her voice took my breath away every time I hear it. I smiled, said nothing and did two full turns. She smiled at me and praised my outfit.
‘Very chic,’ I grinned wider and noticed that we had been joined by the rest of my family.
‘Who bought the shoes? They’re gorgeous!’ I laughed along with everyone else as I looked at the white, glittery heels that I had put on.
‘You did, of coarse!’ I laughed freely, it was a weightless sound, everyone’s smile widened upon hearing it.
‘Ahh…’ She said seriously. ‘I have good taste.’ I smiled at her and turned to face mom and dad.
‘Mom, Dad? Can I go to Granddad’s?’
‘Sure, sure.’ Mom smiled at me, but dad looked at her with a pained expression in his eyes. I made a mental note to ask him why.
‘I’ll tell you in a minute. I’ll drive you there.’ He said softly, everyone looked at him but he just shook his head.
‘Edward…’ grandma Esme began. He shook his head once more and walked gracefully, but silently out the broken door and towards the garage. Eight pairs of Eternal eyes stared after him, but one pair lingered on the mahogany door. I laughed nervously.
‘I’m so sorry about that, Grandma.’ She turned to me and smiled.
‘It’s okay, honey. I’ll fix it. I gave her a brief grin and bolted out the door, down the steps and into the garage to join my father. He was waiting for me. Naturally.
He smiled and opened the door to his Volvo. I got in and closed the door, he slipped silently into the drivers seat half a second later. His face held a worried expression and I waited for an explanation.

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sorry about typos... and the thoughts bit... i dunno how to do italics on here...

niether do my kenedward dolls :D:D
Ellie it was great =D
I'm guessing this was the big secret you and Jess have been keeping from the rest of us, I loved it =)
thankyouuu!!

last time i posted it i got no feedback, i'm really happy now though :D:D

there should be some more tomorrow (: i just need to edit them a bit.

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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AMY?

hiiiii

lol i didn't know it was you!!

when i read the comment i was like 'what?'

and no it wasn't really a secret, most people knew i was writing a story at school,

but then my crippled computer thought it'd be funny if everything got deleted...

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My dear Ellie girl!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I laughed out loud when u said Jacob broke the seesaw!!!!!! HAHAHAH!!!

Write more soon OK? Tell ur kenedwards dolls that i will buy a barbiebella doll for them! - they can all share her! :P

Ha.... OK that was just retarded....

Anyway write more soon!! Or i'll have to start harrassing you ;)


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i shall indeed :D:D they seem happy :D:D:D

okay since i've already written this bit then it won't be long before i post it :)

the next chapter is a bit weird.. i don't like it very much....
but if you think about how prone edward is to making a mountain out of a mole hill you'll be able to see what i was thinking at that moment...

my mind is a bit hard to work out though... a lot of useless information in there.... no wonder why i can't remember stuff from maths lessons...

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Chapter 2 (this isn't my fave chapter...)

What have you got to be worried about? I ‘asked’ him, I was worried myself now.
‘I’m… Afraid that… what I could tell you is going to hurt you…’ He whispered softly, I had to lean in to hear him better, even though I had better hearing than humans it was still not as good as vampires. My hair tickled my neck so I swept it over one shoulder where it fell past my knees. I need a haircut, I thought.
‘You are so like Alice, always thinking about your appearance. You look beautiful.’ He chuckled as he said this but the worried expression did not leave his eyes.
‘Dad, what’s wrong? You know you can tell me anything…’ I tried to reassure him, but he stayed silent.
‘Please, Dad.’ I whispered, pleading now. The sound was so appealing. His face grew drawn and it made him look over a hundred years old. Well… he was over a hundred years old, just stuck in a seventeen year old body, whereas I had to grow, there was no stopping that. He smiled at my correction but grew worried again when I added the last part.
‘Please, Dad,’ I whispered, softly. I was trying to calm him but nothing could imitate his calming voice, it was one of a beautiful kind. Tears began to well in my eyes for the second time today, hopefully Charlie wouldn’t notice the tear tracks that they would leave on my marble skin. ‘Please tell me, not sparing my feelings? I can take it, I’ve had worse.’ My thoughts went back to the clearing and the voices I could hear.

They appeared in front of us with a kind of intimidating beauty, walking in a formal manner, and formation. I noticed that the cloaks they were wearing were different colors, starting from the outside they were gray and growing darker until the very heart of the formation wore black, midnight cloaks. As the formation moved outwards like a fan I heard voices behind me.
‘The redcoats are coming, the redcoats are coming.’ I realized that it was Garrett, the nomad. He laughed and moved closer to Kate.
‘They did come,’ It was Vladimir this time and he was whispering to Stefan.
‘The wives,’ Stefan was saying back to him. ‘The entire guard. All of them together. It’s well we didn’t try Volterra.’ I grew even more anxious and afraid. The entire guard. Coming for me. Coming to kill me.

‘You remind me so much of your mother,’ He said softly, it made me smile through the tears. ‘Okay, I’ll tell you, but it may hurt you more than what the Volturi could do to you, listen carefully, Renesmee… light of my life.’ He chuckled at the way he worded his sentence, it made me glow inside.
‘Listen, you must understand how I felt. I know I deserved it but… it made me jealous.’
I looked down and nodded, just a slight movement but he would have picked it up.

A few minutes passed and I looked up and placed my hand on the dashboard. my fingers tapped on it ,as I waited impatiently, staccato and anxious. I thought back to happier times, when being a family was so easy, like breathing.

I remembered when I was two days old, me and Dad were sat on the piano bench, he played me Mom’s lullaby and I loved it from the moment I heard it, he hugged me with one hand when I smiled widely, still playing. I could see mom in the background, lying on her table… half way through her transformation. The music grew unbearable sweet, mom’s fingers twitched. The music stopped and he was kneeling next to the table holding her hand as if she were a dainty porcelain doll.
‘Bella, love?’ He asked anxiously, the scene faded.

The first thing I heard of this memory were the laughs all around me as Mom smashed the big boulder outside the house to pieces, she had been a vampire for a few days and was testing out her new skills after beating Uncle Emmett at an arm wrestling match. Her face was alive with adrenaline as she worked her way through the boulder, I laughed and she turned to Daddy.
‘Did she just laugh?’ She asked him, but he was not looking at her as he answered he was looking at me with attentive and devoted eyes, as if I was the most special thing in the world.
‘Yes’ he answered. ‘Who wasn’t laughing?’ Jake had muttered, I turned in time to see that he was rolling his eyes.
‘Tell me you didn’t let go a bit on your first run, dog.’ My dad had said, teasing my Jacob.
‘That’s different,’ He punched dad on the shoulder mockingly. ‘Bella’s supposed to be a grown-up. Married and a mom and all that. Shouldn’t there be more dignity?’ I frowned and leaned up to touch my fathers face.
‘What does she want?’ She asked, anxious.
‘Less dignity,’ He said with a grin. ‘she was having almost as much fun watching you enjoy yourself as I was’ he laughed, his voice beautiful.
‘Am I funny?’ She asked me, I laughed again. She held her arms out for me and dad passed me over to her, I fitted exactly into her cool arms. She held out a shard of rock to me,
‘do you want to try?’ I grinned at her and squeezed the shard of rock between my little hands, a dint forming in my forehead as I concentrated. There were two small dints in the rock, one either side.
‘I’ll get it.’ She told me, and crushed the rock to dust. I laughed and clapped, it made everyone join in. The sun burst through the clouds then, making her glow and shimmer as bright as the sun itself. I held my arm next to hers and felt disgruntled as my skin shone faintly, I touched my palm to her face and told her how I felt.
‘Your still the prettiest.’ She assured me.
I let the image fade away, I sobbed silently. A fresh wave of tears rolling down my face.

Dad wiped my cheeks and pulled me into a sitting position onto his lap.
‘She told me that she wasn’t in any pain when she was becoming a vampire, But I don’t believe her. I’ve only just realized that she was stopping me from suffering, and taking all the pain herself. Yes, where was I?’ He paused, thinking. His expression was pained as he remembered. ‘Ahh, yes. Shall I tell you it like a fairy tail?’ He asked, laughing under his breath. I shook my head and got comfortable in his lap, I had only just noticed that we were parked in front of the café, I grew confused.
Why have you stopped? You don’t need to stop. I thought this to myself but he answered anyway. Was he trying to distract me? I have no idea, I answered myself and smiled.
‘For sake of an argument inside your head… No, I’m not trying to distract you, and how would it look to people if I’m driving with you on my lap? Also, I need to concentrate on your reaction.’
The suspense is killing me, I thought. He smiled and began to tell me, I answered his smile with a dazzling grin. The grin that I had inherited from him. I smiled wider.

‘It was a long time ago when I left your mother.’ He ignored my gasp and carried on.
‘Jasper had been overcome by her blood when she fell over in Esme’s house. I stopped him, but it got me thinking. Bella deserves better, she shouldn’t be hurt because of what we are. I told her that me and my family were going away… I could see that she wasn’t going to let go, but I had to leave and let her have a chance at a normal life. I went back to her house and took away everything that would remind her of me, it was hard to do. I managed to an extent, I hid them under her floorboards. Childish, really. I left and went separate ways to the rest of my family, Bella’s bottle cap from the first time we had lunch together in my pocket.
‘I left her bleeding and Jacob was there to sew her back up… Now, as you can imagine that left a mark, he was already in love with her, although Bella didn’t feel the same way… She realized five years ago that she loved him too, when I was away. I came back though, after your mom had jumped off the cliff. Alice saw this happening but it was a misunderstanding, she thought Bella was dead but Jacob had pulled her out of the ocean where she was drowning-’ He noted my intake of breath. ‘Your mom was quite the danger magnet, anyway, I thought that your mother was dead and so I went to the Volturi and asked them to kill me, how could I live knowing Bella was dead? But Bella flew to Italy with Alice and saved me from death, or whatever it is that we do.’ He paused for an un-needed breath.
‘after we came back Jacob kept tricking Bella into kissing him, she loved him. Not as much as she loved me, but she loved him and he used ways to get to her, his pain was like her pain, they shared everything. She still loves him now, though not in the same way. I hate any reference of that mark that he left upon her, ‘Sure, sure’.’ he snarled the words I used so frequently. ‘Is a phrase he always used to use around Bella, and it reminds me of those six months that we were apart and the pain that I had caused her. I will never be able to make up for that… not if I live for a hundred thousand years.’ He stopped, and then opened his mouth to speak again. I held my index finger up to his lips and silenced him.
‘I’m sorry, Dad. You don’t need to say anymore, I understand.’ I kissed his cheek and hugged him, as I comforted him though he asked me something that I knew was coming.
‘Are you alright?’ His velvet voice soft.
‘Yes… I think.’ I stammered. I shivered as the information sank in. Jacob was in love with my mom… A wide, gaping hole tore my chest apart. The pain was excruciating and I gasped at the sudden force that ripped through me. I tried to control my emotions for the second time today, it was harder this time.
A loud sob erupted from my throat and dad held me closer as I cried onto his shirt.

‘He is, but he loves you more. I’ll rip his head off if he says different.’ He laughed freely, the sound made me laugh and he drove out of the car park and down the road which would take us to Charlie’s house. After a few mere seconds though my laughter died out and, hiding the tears, I looked out of the window.

The car halted, the tears had stopped now and I kissed my father goodbye, got out of the Volvo and walked up to the porch. I knocked gently on the door… Dad drove away down the street
‘Nessie? Is that you?’ he shouted as he walked faster than usual towards the door. I’ve never seen someone so excited to see me, I thought sarcastically. The door opened and there he stood. I held my breath but I was too late, the scent of his blood washed over me. It hit me like a train. I’ve never noticed before how sweet his blood smells. I leaned in and inhaled again, letting the sweet-smelling blood control my every thought.
No, no, no, no!
Crap!
Run away!
What if I don’t want to? I snarled at my more sensible side..
‘Hey, are you okay?’ He asked, his scent hit me again. He smiled at me, reassuring. He was reassuring me! the smell made me take a step forward, again I found myself inhaling the smell of his O negative blood. Sweet and exactly my type.
NO!
I turned around, forcing my legs to move in the opposite direction. And within two seconds I was running down the road.
‘Nessie!‘ He shouted after me, but making no attempt to follow me. Onlookers would think I was a trick of the light. Hopefully. I had never in my life run this fast, I didn’t think it was possible. I was now two miles away from Charlie’s house, And two miles nearer to Grandma’s, just one more to go. Hopefully Dad could read my thoughts from this far away. I had never asked him what the range was.
Dad! Dad! I nearly killed him, his scent!! Help! Stop me from going back! Grab hold of me and don’t you dare let me go, whatever I do! Quick!
I did the last mile in just under a minute and iron bars constricted around my person. I struggled against his arms for a long second.
My eyes blurred, and everything went black.
I became limp in my Dad’s arms.

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I was aware of three pairs of hands propping me up on something soft…
I was confused for a while but now I realized that it’s the white love seat in the front room.
‘Is she okay?’ I recognized my mother’s voice. I wonder why it felt like I have been asleep…
Charlie’s scent made it’s way into my thoughts, I jumped up and ran to the door. I wanted to see him, to let the smell hit me again, to let the hunt begin.
‘Catch her!’ I wasn’t concentrating enough to know who shouted at the running figures behind me. They caught up easily and I was on the floor within seconds.
‘LET ME GO! I NEED IT!’ I hissed and writhed in their arms, kicking out at them wherever I could see their white, pearly flesh. I let my teeth snap at the person nearest to me, and felt them sink into their marble body. I shrieked a growl as a warning to whoever else came in close proximity with my dagger-like teeth.
‘You are so lucky,’ I paused as my head hit the semi-cold floor. ‘That I’m not venomous!’ I screeched into Uncle Emmett’s face, inches from mine and unusually business like, fear in his golden eyes. I struggled with all the strength I had, not wanting to be beaten. The blood was calling me, set into my thoughts like cement, it wouldn’t budge or go away. I was glad. I heard an intake of breath as my father, his arms still around my body, listened to my every thought.
‘Jasper!’ This voice was one I recognized immediately. Auntie Alice.

A fogginess covered my eyes. I struggled to see clearly, I could not escape from it. It reached into every corner of my mind, the force was crushing me into oblivion. And before I could object, I struggled feebly once more and fell into the blackness. I became still in the arms of my family which were still holding me to the floor, and fell into a dreamless, un-needed, and most of all, unwanted sleep.
I HATE YOU! I thought with my last amount of strength, which was seeping out of me.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Stands up from her chair and gives you a standing ovation!*

Brilliant, absolutely FANASTIC!!!!!

Don't you DARE say u will stop writing!!!

This is such a good chapter! How do u not like it???

You better post more!!!!!

PLEASE!!!!!!! I'm addicted!


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LOL!

thankyou thankyou *bows*

i'll try and write more i think i have another chapter... but you'll have to wait longer for others if i'm writing them from scratch cause these are like, four pages on microsoft works lol,
i get bored easily... but i'll try and not get bored :D:D

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thankyou (:
and mrs. seth...OMG you crack me up!!!

ROFL LMAO!

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i didn't know i'd get this kinda response :D

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Why wouldnt u Ellie, you silly billy :P

You are a talented writer with the best personality EVER!

Your craziness is why I luv ya sooo much :D

Write more soon plz

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thankyouuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my craziness is infectious, you better watch out :P

and i'll post another chapter now... if there is still one that's written and edited.

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