How Can I LoveYou?

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Permalink Reply by Robyn Odei-Ntiri on July 11, 2012 at 7:04am

thank you for th update.........what are we going to do about Edward?...................Clearly he is not dealing with a full deck.............I don't see a HEA for Bella...we need to do a intervention...........quick.......until you post again

Permalink Reply by Gigi Cullen Rodriguez on July 17, 2012 at 1:38am

You reposted this right? Because I know I left when you were in Ch.22.... and I do know what happens next, I think, 

Is there any major changes, do I have to read it over again?

Permalink Reply by Summer Love on July 17, 2012 at 10:45am

Oh My God!! Bella's Pregannt, is she? Oh boy, she's too young. grr I am gonna Kill Edward, lol, If I could I would poor Bella

Permalink Reply by Rere on August 5, 2012 at 5:03am

Chap 22. Isabella

As I made my way to the doctor I kept thinking. What if I was pregnant? Would I even tell Edward? What will my father think?

“Isabella Swan?” I heard the nurse call my name. She took some blood and put me in a room so I could wait for the doctor. I ended up waiting about 15minuets until the doctor came into the room.

“Well Isabella we got your results and, congratulations you are pregnant” he doctor said.

“Wait…what?”

“You’re pregnant” she said with a small smile. I sat there, letting what she just said sink in. Oh my god! This cannot be happing. I ran out of the hospital right after I found out I was almost a moth being pregnant. I started the car and drove. Where? I don’t know. All I knew is that I did not want to be home right now. As I drove, a little small baby store. I parked and got out of the car. Slowly I made my way inside the baby store. I cried a little.

“May I help you with anything?” a woman that worked here asked.

“No thank-you I’m just look” she nodded and left. I walked around the store seeing the little cribs, toys, and baby clothes. What am I going to do? I taught to myself. I ended up buying a stuff elephant.

I finally went home. Dad was working so I was alone… or so I taught.

“Where have you been?” Edward asked me as I closed the door of my room.

“Out” was all I said.

“Why do you have a stuff animal?”

“I bought it. Why? I have no clue?” I yelled at him.

`SLAP`

He hit me. Edward just hit me. I felt the tears rolling down my cheek.

“Don’t ever yell at me, Isabella” he pulled me by the hair and pushed me on the bed “I am sorry I hit you love, but you have to learn how to respect me” he said softly as he kissed my check, making his way down my neck “I love you”

I stayed quiet.

“Tell me you love me”

“I –I lo-v-ve you” I cried

“I love you too, my wife”

~~~~~AFTERNOON~~~~~

“Bella, wake up” I heard my dad.

“Bells wake up” he shook me a little.

“What?” I mumble.

“Go shower and wear something nice” he said and was about to leave before he walked out.

“Dad! Where are we going?”

“Cullen’s called and invited us to dinner”

Very slowly I got out of my bed and made my way to the bathroom. After a couple minuets I got out and dressed.

“Are you ready?” I heard dad ask from the door way.

I put on my lip gloss, graved my shoes and walked over to him “Ready” he smiled at me and walked down the stairs with me right behind him.

The drive to the Cullen’s was not that long.

“Oh good you both came” said Mrs. Cullen or Esme as she asked me to call her.

“Bella!” both Alice and Rosalie scream. After hugging both of them Jasper, Emmett, Carlisle and finally Edward walked in the room.

“Bella, I’m so glad that you came. You too, Charlie” Carlisle said and gave me a quick hug before going over to dad.

“Hey Bella” Emmet and jasper said.

“Hi” I said. They both hugged me.

“Hello l-Bella” Edward said.

“H-hi” I looked for my dad, but he was not here. Then I felt Edward’s arm around me.

“You forgot my hug, love” he whispered in my ear “I missed you”

“Foods ready” Esme screamed from the dining room. Edward let go of me. Then a horrible smell hit me.

“Bella are you okay?” dad asked.

“Yeah. Yeah I’m fine” I said. I sat down with Alice on my right and Rosalie on my left, Edward right in front of me.

I felt like I wanted to throw up. Almost every think in this table made me sick. Edward kept giving me weird looks.

“Okay so them me and Jasper decide to leave the car keys in the car and I’m thinking that Jazz left open the car door that after we wanted to go home…we…we got locked out of the car” Emmet laughed while telling us his story. Some of use laughed and the rest just looked at him with a weird face.

“Okay so Bella how have you been doing?” Esme asked.

“Fine”

“Well how is it going with that boyfriend of yours is um…Erick is it?” Emmet asked with a little smile.

“Erick is just a friend and nothing more” I said.

“Sure whatever you say” Jasper spoke.

“Jasper, Emmet; stop it” Esme said. We all laughed at their faces they made.

“Okay no more talking about boyfriends” Dad said as he sat next to me hugging me tight.

We all spend the time talking and laughing about the adventures of the Cullen’s. We even got to see when Esme got mad at Emmet because he broke the table at a hotel they had stayed. I did feel Edward’s eyes on me the whole time.

“Well I had a great time. Thanks for inviting us” dad said as he hugged Esme good bye and shook hands with Carlisle.

“We should do this another time” Esme said and gave me a hug. I hugged every one good-bye. But Edward had left early.

“Yeah we should” dad said. I smiled at everyone and walked to the car with dad.

“I’m going to bed. Night dad” I kissed his check and went up stairs.

“Is there anything you need to tell me, Isabella” Edward spoke as he made his way too me.

“N-no”

“Then will you care to explain why you almost throw up at dinner today?”

“I don’t feel so good. I think I-is the flu o-or something” I will never tell him that I’m pregnant.

“Oh my poor baby, don’t worry, with a little  rest you will feel a little better” he helped me get into bed and he laid on my left side and cuddle with me “I love you, Isabella”

“I-I love y-yo-you t-too” Oh god, help me.

Chap 23. Isabella

Today I am exactly 2 months pregnant. As I lay in bed I rubbed my stomach I kept on thinking of the future. I cannot be with Edward. I don’t love him and I never will. This baby doesn’t disserve this life. It needs better. Something I cannot give it and Edward can’t ether. But I don’t want to give it away.

“What am I going to do?”

“Bella can you come down for a sec” dad yelled. Ii got off the bed and made my way downstairs. I heard voices. And not just any voice.

The Cullen’s were here, in my house and with Edward.

“Hello Bella how are you feeling?” Esme asked.

“A little better” I smiled at her. I waved a hello to everyone else. “So what’s going on?’

“Is that we made plans to go out and we wanted for you to go with us” Alice said.

“Go wear?”

“Well you know…out to eat, have a little bit of fun”

“I don’t think is a good idea for me to go out. I still do not feel 100% good”

“Oh-come on Bella let’s go have fun” Rose begged.

“No really, I think I should stay home and lay down” Edward looked at me.

“Bella, you need to go out and have fun” dad said.

“Is that I-I feel too weird being with people not my age and going out with a teacher” I smiled at them “You guys understand, right?”

“Bella is right. She needs to hang out with people her age” Jasper helped me. I smiled at him and he winked.

“But-“

“No buts, she does not feel right being with grownups”

“Yeah Jasper is right. I mean…I know you guys want to have fun and drink, right?” they nodded “and being with me you cannot do any of that”

“Maybe you are right”

“How about this weekend us girls go out?” Alice screamed and hugged me.

“Yeah, girls night out” I laughed at her. I felt Edward’s eyes on me, I looked at him and I see him glaring at me. I have a feeling that he did not like the fact that I would not go out with him or his family.

“Well I’m pretty tired. I hope you guys have fun” I hugged everyone-well almost everyone. Edward was not here, and that is not a good sign.

I slowly walked up the stairs and into my room “You have been a bad girl Isabella”

“Leave before I scream” I looked at him.

“Go ahead. Do it” I knew he was up to something.

“What do you want?”

“You”

“You can’t have me. Not now, not ever!”

“Why is it that every time I am around you, you never want to be near me?”

“I don’t want to be near you”

‘SLAP’

“Don’t talk to me in that tone, love” he pushed me against the door “I missed your lips” he gently kissed me “I love you, Mrs. Cullen” he kissed me again “Tell me you love me” I stayed quiet “Tell me!”

“I-I love you...” he kissed me and did not stop until we heard Alice scream his name.

“Have the window open, I will be sleeping with you tonight love” he kissed me and left my room. As I slid down the door, I cried. I cried for my dad, Erick, me, and most importantly I cried for my unborn baby. I have to do something before he goes too far.

Permalink Reply by Summer Love on August 5, 2012 at 9:40am

Oh My God!! poor Bella :( she can't be with Ed, he so needs to be arrested

Permalink Reply by Seugnet du Toit on August 5, 2012 at 11:17am

What a sad situation!  How will she get out of it?

Permalink Reply by Robyn Odei-Ntiri on August 5, 2012 at 3:49pm

thank you for the update.....I hope they don't blame Eric.............Bella needs a confidant.

Permalink Reply by Chris on August 6, 2012 at 3:24am

Poor Bella.

I hope that Edward is arrested and soon.

I'm not sure how he will react towrds the baby. Will he be pleased and want to set her and the baby up as a little family unit or will he be jelous that something is closer to Bella than he is and will take her affections away ( not that she has any for him). I'm surprised that he isn't wanting to tell the whole world that she is the new Mrs Cullen else why bother marrying her?

I really hope that you find a way out of this for Bella. She needs a little hope.

 

This is a dark but addictive story.

Best wishes

Chris

Permalink Reply by Gwendolyn a holmes on August 19, 2012 at 8:44pm

I like what you wrote on your page. Keep up the wonderful work. And i can't wait for your next two chapters. I am sure they will be great.

Permalink Reply by Kelley Brady on August 5, 2012 at 9:15pm

great update!  I hope she finds the strength to tell someone about edward soon!  please post again!

Permalink Reply by 2gether 4ever on August 7, 2012 at 12:11am

wow i just started reading this story nd  i need to knw more:D lol

plz update soon

Permalink Reply by Rere on October 8, 2012 at 4:07am

Chap 24. Edward

For the last 2 months Isabella has been acting strange. She will not get near me; she wouldn’t even be with her friends. I’m kind of happy that she is not sticking with Erick, but a little sad that she is pushing her friend away. I don’t understand what is going on with her and it’s scaring me.

Like today my parents invited Isabella and her dad for dinner. When we went to pick them up Isabella said that she needs to relax because she doesn’t feel good. I fell like she is keeping something from me.

“So how are you doing?” mom asked Charlie.

‘I’m good. I am a little curious on what Bella is doing. She has been acting weird for the last 2 months” so I was not the only one that notice “Edward, has Bella every said or done anything weird in school?”

“Well, I have notice that she has not been sticking around her friends as much” I said. He stayed quiet.

“I guess I have to talk to her then” he finishes dinner and I dropped off Charlie. The house was dark so I am guessing that Isabella might be sleeping.

While climbing my loves window I saw light. Before I got the chance to open the window any further I heard Charlie’s voice.

“Hello, this is Chief Swan…my daughter ran away”

What?!?!

Charlie

As I made my way inside the house everything was dark.

“Bella!” I yelled

“Bells, I’m home” I yelled again.

She did not respond. I made my way up the stairs “Bella, are you their?”

No response.

I knock at her door, but got no answer. So I opened it. She wasn’t there. I saw a piece of paper in her bed. I graved it and read it:

Daddy,

I’m very sorry for doing this, but I am running away from home. This is the last time you will see me. I cannot tell you why I left. But just know that this is for your own good. I love you daddy and please do not be sad about this. Just remember that this is for you safety. I love you so much. Just tell my friends that I’m so sorry for not saying good-bye and for leaving them. Take care, and please don’t come looking for me.

Love you so much your daughter,

Isabella

Isabella left. What? Why? Why would she do this?

I called Renee and told her everything. I just asked her to call me if Bella went over there.

“Hello, how can I help you?”

“Hello, this is Chief Swan…my daughter ran away”

“Chief Swan we will send someone over”

“Thank-you” I need to find my baby girl.

Isabella

I have to get away. I have to get away. I got up and went to my closet. I grabbed a bag and threw some clothes inside it. I grabbed the box that was under my bed and grabbed the money inside of that I had saved throughout the years.  I had enough for a couple of months.

I sat down on my desk. I had a piece of paper in front of me. I started to write;

Daddy,

I’m very sorry for doing this, but I am running away from home. This is the last time you will see me. I cannot tell you why I left. But just know that this is for your own good. I love you daddy and please do not be sad about this. Just remember that this is for you safety. I love you so much. Just tell my friends that I’m so sorry for not saying good-bye and for leaving them. Take care, and please don’t come looking for me.

Love you so much your daughter,

Isabella

I folded it and put it on top of my bed. I walked out the door and down the stairs.  I open the front door “I’m sorry daddy” I open the door “This is for your own good” I closed the door. I walked for what felt like hours. I did not even know where I was.

Chap 25 Charlie

“Please calm down Charlie, they are doing the best they can” it was been nearly 2 weeks since Bella Ran away. I know she told me not to look for her, but I have to she is my baby girl after all and I did not want her alone in a place she may not know.

“Charlie I think we found something” I ran over the officer. He was holding a little stuff penguin. I looked at it closely I then remember this was Bella’s toy as a child.

“I think we are getting close” I hugged the little toy “Where could you be baby girl?”

Edward

“Mr. Cullen have you heard anything new about Bella?” Angela asked. She was close to my Isabella.

“No, but I heard that they found a place she was and are getting closer to finding her” she has been gone for 2 weeks now. I missed her so much. I miss seeing her smile. Holding her at night when I will go and see her. I miss my wife.

I will never understand why she ran away. But when she gets back I’m going to deal with her.

Isabella

2 weeks have gone so fast. I missed my friends and I miss my dad. I was a couple of hours away from Forks. I knew that they will never find me here. People know me as Marie and not Isabella.

I even looked different I bought a wig, which was red and got blue contacts. I put some makeup on. I didn’t even recognize myself.

I rented a little apartment that was just across the street from the dinner where I work.

My stomach has grown a little

“I’m sorry” I whispered to my tummy.

Edward

Me and Charlie have been driving all around asking people if they seen Isabella, but no one has.

“Are you hungry?” Charlie asked.

“I could eat” we parked at a little dinner. We took a seat and only had to wait a couple of minutes for a waitress. I look up only to see a young girl around Isabelle’s age. The thing with her is that she had red hair and blue eyes and wore a lot of makeup. She wasn’t my Isabella.

“What can I get you two?” she sounded nerves.

“I will get the number 3 with some black coffee” Charlie said.

She turn to me “I will get number 5 with some orange juice” she nodded and ran to the kitchen.

A couple of minutes latter a different waitress came to our table “I’m sorry for the tardiness is that your waitress had to leave a little early” we just smiled and thanked her for serving us.

~~~o.o~~~

“I say we call it a night. We will start right here tomorrow”

“You know what I think I should stay and ask around. You now for any near trains, bus stations; stuff like that” Charlie nodded and walked off to his cruiser.

“Thank-you” he said and drove off. I ran to the dinner. I saw Marie was sitting on a stole talking the Cathy.

I walked up to her, gently tapping her on the shoulder. Slowly she faced me. Her eyes got big and she was slowly shaking.

“What do y-you want?” she sounded nerves.

“I know that I have seen you somewhere” I told her. I looked down but something caught my eye. It was her stomach. I was going to touch it but she moved “You’re pregnant?”

“Yes, now can you please leave me alone?”

“I’m sorry I…I did not mean to bother you. Is that you look so familiar” she just looked at me. I walked out of the dinner and notice that it was getting dark.

As I made my way to the hotel right across the street I notice that Marie was walking in the same direction as me.

“What are you fallowing me?” I joked. She stayed quiet.

“Look, I’m sorry if I scared you. Is that my wife has gone missing and you reminded me so much of her” still nothing “Only thing is that she is not expecting a child” still nothing.

As I was checking in I saw her go up the elevator.  There was something about her that wasn’t right.

Isabella

What were they doing here? I go to work and I see my father and Edward sitting waiting to get served. I almost broke down crying just seeing my dad. I wanted him to hug me and say everything will be alright. Only thing was that he did not recognize me. On the other hand, Edward kind of did.

He came back to the dinner asking me where he has seen me. He stops with the questions once he notices my stomach, and after I leave work he telling me he is sorry, and how his ‘wife’ is missing. Only if he knew that he was staring at her right in the face.

“Why now? Why did they have to be here? Why did he even stay?” I asked no one. As I was getting ready for bed I kept n thinking about everyone in Forks. My dad of course didn’t listen to me. But that is why I love him so much.

I looked at the phone that was right next to the bed.

“Hello?’ I heard my dads’ voice over the phone.

“Daddy, it’s me Bella”

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