The day we have waited for its finally here, The sequel for Does Love Really Exist, If This Isn't Love is here, Thank you so much for all of my readers for being patient with me! You guys are the best :) If you haven't read Does Love Really Exist, this story won't make much sense so i think you should read it http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/group/fanfiction/forum/topics/does-l... -jAYNEll lOVE
As I looked at the love of my life on the right, and our children on the left, I can’t help but think, how lucky I am to have them in my life. Nothing, not even these idiots in front of us will stand in my way of keeping my family safe. I licked Ali once before turning my attention to the people who tried to tear my life apart. Well now it’s my turn.
Chapter 1 – Remorse
I can hardly believe myself right now. I kissed her and left.
To tell you the truth I had no idea were I was going just wandering hoping I could make sense of the confusion of thoughts in my head. Yet all I could think of was the fact that I left her.
I left her knowing she was pregnant and I didn’t tell her. I left her knowing that it wasn’t a baby she was having, but a pup. Another reason why coming into her life was a mistake, I mean come on how many people go around saying in with puppies instead of I’m with child. It's just wrong.
I was the reason for everything that is going on in her life now, and for once I just couldn’t stand by and let myself think it was okay anymore, I had to separate us no matter how much it hurt.
The blur of trees surprised me I don’t even know when I started running but I knew where I was going for once and it made me smile. It seemed like lately I was going around in no direction just going with the flow of things. But I’m a father now, I have to have a reign on things.
I ran to my father’s grave because one thing was for sure, he warned me this would happen, he was the one person who knew my destiny.
He told me constantly that Leah and I were special. Of course at the time I thought that by special he meant that she’d be the first girl in the pack and I’d be the last one to imprint from our pack.
Now that I think about it different is the word he should have used. I was different and boy did I know it.
I finally made it and I knelt down and cried. I wasn’t even sure what I was crying about anymore, but everything that has happened since Ali moved just crashed on me and now seemed like the perfect time to let it out.
I guess the wolf had other plans. My wolf, who even though he lived inside of me. Felt like a totally different personality to me. It was almost like he was my alter ego.
Right now my alter ego was shouting at me to suck it up and help our mate. He was excited and proud of Ali for being able to carry the pups and thought I was stupid not to feel the same. The problem was I couldn’t shake of the feeling that something bad was going happen and it had to do with Ali and possibly the pups.
I was concerned from the start. When she told me that I was a lone wolf I knew that she had to be pregnant, and I could smell the difference in her blood. Her body was already planning ahead of herself for the pups.
I remembered the day me dad told me the story of the lone wolf.
“Seth, we are the many generations that have the wolf gene, but we are not actually wolves. We could have been eagles or dolphins for that mater. There are people out there Seth, and I’m not talking about the children of the moon, but people who are really descendents from Wolves. They can’t control when the change comes, it’s not when they get angry but when there body feels it’s ready for it when they change.” He said while slipping a fish into the pan.
“They have the personalities of real wolves living inside of them and when they come out it may not be a pretty sight. It all depends on how much the wolf controls them. Eventually the more experience you have the more you and the wolf will fit together like puzzle pieces, perfect matches.”
“The first complete change usually comes when they find their mate. They don’t imprint, but you find things you like about them until your bond with them is as strong as and imprinting bond. Legend says that each generation will have a lone wolf. They come from a special family and are the last to find happiness. They will change and leave the pack to have their own. They don’t patrol or protect the people of the city, but the people in the pack.”
He flipped the fish over. “They almost never have actual wolves in their pack, they have the people they are closest with and care the most about. They will be very important one day and will save many lives. The first day the lone wolf and the mate interacts, well in things you definitely shouldn’t do, the mate gets pregnant, no matter what they try to do to protect themselves. As long as she can carry she will conceive pups.”
He finished the story the same time he finished his fish fry.
Well boy wasn’t I living the dream. The moment I set eyes on Ali I knew we had something special. We never really imprinted, instead we mated and now she was pregnant. She was suppose to go to school, do something with her life, not be secluded to a life confined with secrets. We were suppose to be normal, something I haven’t been for about 17 years.
I guess I still felt like myself, but now that I knew for sure what was going on I could really sense him now. He tells me what I should do, and he feels like I trap him too much. When he thinks he knows what to do he begs me to let him out, just like the day the ghost goddess took over Ali’s body.
It was hard phasing because for once I wasn’t phasing, I was changing into the wolf. I knew I would have to work on that, I if needed to change quickly I wanted to have the confidence to know that I could do it. It was going to take some getting used to but it had to happen if I wanted to protect my family.
I’m not sure how long I was here, but the tears stopped almost as quickly as they had come, now my head was resting on the tombstone. I wondered what I should do now, I wanted some more answers, why would I be important, what was the point of me being a lone wolf.
I was so lost in thought I almost didn’t notice a little person come and sit in my lap. Almost.
My wolf sighed happily that she was in my arms and safe. I wrapped my arms around my mate and absentmindedly rubbed her tummy. I wondered how many pups we were having. I kissed her cheek. “What are you dping here Ali, you should be resting?” I said but not so ready to let go if she decided to go back and rest.
“Well,” she replied as if nothing crazy has happened in the past hour or so. “ I can’t rest when I’m worried about you, or our pups that I have to take care of, or when your crying your eyes out and the only blood source I have on this earth left me in a house of people I met a day ago when he knows I have abandonment issues!” she finished with a giving me a glare.
I couldn’t help the chuckle that left me lips as she was trying so hard to be mad, but looked more like a kitten imitating a lion, she couldn’t pull it off.
Her words actually processed in my brain as I realized what she said. The chuckling stopped and the color drained from my face. My heart was beating out of my chest I was surprised she didn’t hear it. “How did you find out?” I asked. She shrugged again. “I have a little bump in my perfectly toned body and trust that scared the daylight out of me, I thought I was getting fat. Also we didn’t use protection, and well the easiest and most simple way I found out was that you’re dad told me.” She said.
“M-my dad…t-told you?” I stuttered feeling a little scared as to how he managed that. She smiled and taped her head. “Necromancer remember?” I nodded. Dang this is soo, the longest day of my life.