This is my new fanfic. I started it with a question.
What if Carlisle died. Where would Esme be.....what would happen to the kids....what kind of trouble would everyone get into.
This is after Breaking Dawn so Renesmee is alive. I hope you enjoy it! It's very heartbreaking and meant to be confusing in the begining.
Pleas of a vampire
“I HATE YOU! I’M NEVER COMING BACK!” I screamed at the top of my lungs as I slammed the door in his face and ran away! I hated him for what he had said about me!
I ran out of the house and into the crisp spring air. Small flowers that twirled off of trees and bushes fell around me and lay there like nothing in the world could ever go wrong. I once was like that. But I never will be ever again.
As I walked farther into the forest I realized the stillness it brought. The birds were not chirping their happy tunes and nothing stirred in the bushes except for a few squirrels. I looked up to see the trees forming a canopy, shielding the sky from my sight. All I could see was a few bit of the bright blue sky that I had come to enjoy.
I slowed down as I came across a small meadow. It looked very peaceful. I smiled slightly as I sat down on a fallen tree on the far edge of the meadow.
I had never thought Carlisle would ever say something like that….apparently…I had been wrong.
I sat for a while and thought of nothing. Nothing was really doing anything. I didn’t expect Carlisle to come running after me. I would be a fool to even think such a thing! I sighed and looked over at a deer that had made its way into the meadow with its fawn and ad begun grazing. I smiled but quickly frowned again.
I couldn’t stay mad at Carlisle forever. Besides….t was probably a misunderstanding. I should go back and talk to him. Tell him I’m sorry….. Then it hit me.
It hit me like a thousand bullets had just smashed open my skull and were killing me from the inside out! I gasped quickly and breathed in the air again. Just to make sure. Smoke….it was clear in the air….
Fear struck me! I ran as fast as my legs would carry me back to the house! I HAD to warn Carlisle! Nothing could stop me!
Nothing but the sight that stood before me as I exited the forest!
My eyes scanned my family as I watched my house erupt into a much larger flame! I panicked! 1…2…3…4…5…6…7…8…… Only eight…..
NO! I searched them even more closely! Edward….Bella…..Jacob….Renesmee….Rosalie….Emmett…..Alice……..Jasper……
I panicked as the house began to collapse!
“NO!” I screamed! I ran as fast as I possibly could in an effort to try to save my beloved whom was probably burning inside the house!
Emmett grabbed me and held me back! “NO! LET ME GO! LET ME GO!” I cried!
“Esme, it’s too dangerous! I can’t let you!” He replied calmly trying to calm me down!
“NO! CARLISLE! I HAVE TO SAVE HIM!” I protested with all I had and tried to pull away from his massive hands!
“I’m sorry Esme…..it’s too late…” Almost as soon as he spoke the house collapsed and everything inside with it! I didn’t even notice as my legs failed! And I fell to the blazing earth beneath me! I buried my face in the grass and let all of my emotions flow! I never even got to tell him I loved him! Let alone ask for forgiveness! But…..there was one…last thing I could do for him…..my last gift…to my only reason for living…
“OH God! I’m sorry…I’ve always had my back turned! I…I never really understood! I don’t think I ever will! Never in my life would I ever….ever wish for this to happen!” I sobbed then paused trying to regain myself….Then I continued.
“I will forever remember all you have brought upon me. Never again will I do any harm to you or your purpose. All I ask is not for myself……but my loving husband….whom…has tried….over…and over again….to get me to turn back…to you…..But it was me…me who refused….not him…..Please! I’m begging you! Please! Please except him into heaven! Let him walk through the pearly gate with happiness! Let him walk through the streets of gold! Please! He really loved you…..and deserves much more! But….I know you probably can’t even hear me……for I am bound to the deepest darkest depths of hell! But please…..if you do anything…….please…….please….do this…..he deserves it…”