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Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 2:37am

preference
"its alright theyll love u" seth told me. he could tell i was nervous. nessie had shown me wat they looked like so i new wat to expect but i was still nervous. i was just glad seth was here with me.

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 3:27am

chapter 1
i never realy liked my life. i hated bein the duaghter of a paster. i could never do anything! but now, as i fly to seattle, i would trade anything to have that life back.
just two weeks ago i was a normal 18 year old. ive always been tall, with blonde hair and an hour glass figure. the boys back home called me the green eyed angel. i never realy got along with girls all that well. they tended to avoid me becuase of how my father was. everyone thought i was this perfect little good girl, that i was daddies girl. but only becuase i was never aloude out.
then my father decided to take us on a camping trip. i was so angry at my dad for not letting me go to the movies with some of the girls id met there. mum called us in the caravan for dinner ut i didnt wont anything. so i sat outside by myself.
if i was aloude to have a phone i would have been texting my friends, but my dad didnt wont me to have a phone. so i just walked around in circles. i sat on the table n staered into the trees. i had to admitt it was kinda pretty out here.
i heard someone whiltling in the trees. a guy was walking throw the forest. he was gorgeouse! the most handsome guy id ever seen!
i stode up n he looked at me. he smiled the most gorgeouse smile id ever seen. i blushed and looked down. when i looked up he was walking towards me. i looked back at the caravan, my dad was still inside. i smiled and walked a couple of steps forward. he walked strat up to me n touck my hand.
it was amazing. his hand was so cod but i barely noticed becuase whe his hand touched mine it was like n ellectric current ran throw my entire body. he led me to the closest tree. he placed one hand on my neck and traced down over my collar bone. he kissed me and another ellectric current ran throw me. he kissed down me neck and then there was a sharp pain. i screamed. hed bitten me. i could feel him sucking the life out of me.
my perants and my little brother came bursting out of the caravan. my mother screamed and my father came at the guy with a bat. he dodged it and hissed at my parents.
i fell to the ground in pain. i couldnt understand wat was happening. it felt like i was being burnt alive! i colud see wat was happening to my parents and i couldnt help. i saw him twist my fathers head and watched him drop, lifeless to the ground. i could see he was about to kill my ittle brother when suddenly he sniffed the air and jumped on my mother. as i watched in pain i knew wat he was. i couldnt believe they were real. but here he was infront of me draining the life from my mother.. a VAMPIRE!
the pain was to much. the last thing i remember before waking up the way i am now was my brothers voice, frantic in my ear. and being pulled somewhere.

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 3:47am

thanx....
im writting more now..

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 4:16am

chapter 2
the pain was unbareable.
it felt like i was being ripped appart in all dirrections, like i was being burnt alive.
and if that wasnt bad enough, all i could think about was my parents and my brother.
i knew my parents were dead. it was to late for them even before i blacked out. but i had no idea what had happened to my brother. was hw safe? or did that thing get him to?
it hurt so much. i just wanted to die. i screame out in pain asking someone, anyone to kill me. but i had no idea if there was anyone aronud.
the fire got hotter and hotter. my throat was dry. i was so thirsty! my heart raced and the fire sped up to. it extended throw my whole body before snapping back to my heart. there was one loud, hollow, slow thud and my heart beat once. its last beat.
i couldnt feel my heart betting and the fire was gone. but the thirst! i sucked in a deep breath and there was the most appatising smell id ever smelt in the air. i opened my eyes and my brother rushed over to me.
"lizzy! lizzy! are u ok?" he was so scared.
the smell hit me hard again and within a quarter of a second i was on top of my brother. i saw the look in his eye as i hissed and i throw myself away from him. i hit the cave wall but it didnt hurt.
jamie looked at me, scared and confused.
i touck in another breath and that smell, his smell hit me again.
i stopped breathing. it was uncomfortable, but manageable. i realised i didnt need to breath.
there was a noise just out side the cave that caught my attention. i watched as jamies head turned and a huge bear strolled in.
the bear saw jamie and growled. jamie jumped up and back up towards me. the bear stood up when jamie did and touck a swipe at him. but before it could get anywhere near him i jumped in front of him. the bears paw hit me in the cheast and ripped my shirt.crape, thats my only shirt! i thought as the bear swipped at me again. but i was to quik. in a split second i was on its back and i could smell the sweet, warm fluid that flowed through its veins. it didnt smeel as good as jamie, but i sank my teeth into its neck and drained the blood.
it felt so good on my throat! it even soothed the thirst a bit.
i stood up from the animal and wipped my mouth. i saw jamie staring at me in disbelief. i remembered not to breath and touck a step forward.
"its ok." i said trying to sooth him. i marvelled at how musicle my voice sounded.
jamie ran over to me and throw his arms around me. thou i wasnt breathing i could still remeber how good he smelt and haveing him so close wasnt a good idea.
"lizzy im so scxared"he sobbed. i couldnt have him this close but i couldnt pull him off me now. he was only 14 and he was so scared. so i put my arms around him being carefull not to harm him and whispered "its ok".

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 4:47am

chapter 3
i waited as jamie cryed himself out. it didnt take to long.
when he was finished he told me wat hed done. how mum had saved him by stabbing herself and how hed draged me away as that thing sucked the life out of our mother.
he told me how he had sat with me for the last three days as i screamed in pain for someone to kill me.
poor jamie i thought, having to watch me go throw that pain.
when he was done he asked me simply "what are we going to do now?"
"im taking you back to the camp site.people will be looking for us" i explained. "but im not going back. i cant."
"what do u mean you cant?" he asked confused."im not going anywhere without you."
"look at me." i said trying to explain why i couldnt go back. "that thing that killed mum and dad, he was a vampire. and he changed me jamie. didnt u see what i did to that bear?"
"but ur all i have left" he whimpered.
i walked him out of the cave into the forest and a stream of light hit my arm. my arm sparkled and glistend.
"look at that" i said to jamie pointing at my arm. "i cant stay with you in pheonix. look wat happens when im in the sun. ull b sent to live with either our aunty or uncle. ull still have family. but i have to go. its not safe for u when im around. the smell of ur blood makes me thirsty and when im thirsty its not a good idea for anyone to be around me."
he could see i was right but he still didnt wont me to go anywhere. "where will you go?" he asked me in a quite voice.
"im not sure." i said honestly. "somewhere with lots of cloude cover and rain i suppose."
"like forks?" he asked a little more animated.
forks was a little town in washington where our cousine angela webber lived. it was always raining there and when it wasnt it was overcast. it would be the perfect place for me only jamie would want to go there to be close to me.
"maybe. but i was thinking alaska" i said trying to get the idea of living near me out of his head." come on, ill take u back"
and with that i throw him over my shoulder as gently as possible and ran throw the trees.
i ran so fast it was amazing. i heard jamie luaghing with excitment on my back and i joined in. it was realy fun!
i stopped about a hundred feet from thecaravan site because i could hear people calling our names and i couldnt have them find me. i set jamie down on his feet and told him wich way to walk. "its ok, ill be watching you the whole time. nothing will hurt you." he hugged me before runnig off in the dirrection i told him to.
i followed him throw the tree tops and watched him until he was safely in the police car.
i smiled as the police laddy gave him a blanket and something to eat and drink. but the i felt as tho i was being watched.
i spunaround on the branch and saw him in the tree across from me. it was him, the one that killed my parents and changed me. he looked me strat in the eye and smile. then he looked down at jamie and crouched ready to spring.
anger washed throw me and i lunged at him!

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 5:30am

chapter 4
he wasnt quik enough to jump out of the way. we crashed throw three trees before we landed on the ground. as we flew through the air he hda managed to brake free of my grip and whe landed across from each other.
i crouched ready to spring at him again but he just stood up right,
"im glad i didnt finish you off. imortality looks good on you." he laughed as he stepped closer to me.
good i thougt, come closer it will be easier to kill you. i hissed at him when he was a few feet away.
"calm down love." he said raising his hands in the air. "you dont wont to hurt me. your just angry at wat i did. but ull learn. foods food."
i growled at him. how dare he talk about my parents that way!
he luaghed and walked closer still.
"itll be ok. ill show u how our kind live. ill show u how to hunt and where to get clothes." he looked at my shirt and i followed his gaze. i had to admit i did need a new shirt.
when i looked up he was right in front of me. it startled me a little having him so close. he grabbed me and pulled me close. wat did he think i would just get over the fact that he killed my family? that i would live with him? hunt humans with him?
he steared me strat in the eyes. his eyes where a deep red. and so where mine. i could see myself in his eyes. i was a monster becuase of him. i couldnt be with my brother becuase of him. my rage fleared again but i kept my face under control.
"im damien. i have the perfect first hunt for u lizzy." and he poited at a women just a few undred feet from us. i could see her through the trees but worse i could smell her to.
"just let ur sense of smell take control. follow ur instincts" he whispered in my ear.
the sound of his voice so close sent my anger throw the roof. "follow my instincts?" i asked him. he nodded. i smiled. "if ur sure."
i wrapped my arms around him and squeezed with all my strenght. i herd his bones crush under the pressure and i smiled even widder. he looked at me in disbelief, pian runnig across his face. he tryed to scream but there was no air in his lungs.
i dont realy no why but i sunk my teeth into his sholuder. i guess i was just letting my instincts take over.
i ripped him apart until he lay in pieces around me. i sat ther for a little while thinking. he was goin to go after my brother. if i hadnt of stopped him he would have killed jamie to. he tryd to get me to join him. he tryd to get me to kill someone. i looked over my shoulder without breathing at the woman he had wonted me to kill. i didnt no her but she was someones mother, or sister os duaghter. i couldnt do to her family wat he had done to me and my brother. or anyone else for that matter. i couldnt kill a human just to satisfie my thirst!
i remembered how good the bear felt on my throat. animals i thuaght. i ate them when i was human, i could live off them now.
then something happened that shocked me. the pieces of damien started to move again. it was like he was pulling himself back together.
'NO!" i screamed.
wat do i do? i thuaght franticly.
burn them, burn every little piece.
i didnt no if it would work, but i had to give it a shot.
i ran over to the campsite and found a lighter. i did my best not to breath the whole time i as there. and noone saw me, i was to fast.
i moved the pieces to a more open area and pilled them up in three seperate piles. i burnt them all, every last piece of him.
the most fowllest smelling black smoke came of them and i stayed to make sure the fire didnt get out of control. i collected some of the ashes and threw them of a cliff. i got the second pile and threw it into the stream just to be safe.
but wat if he still came back? i thuaght. would jamie be safe? would he go after my brother to get back at me?
i had no idea but i had to find out where my brother was to be living so i could watch over him and protect him.

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 7:16am

chapter 5
i knew where home was. i knew witch roads to take to get there. and at the speed that i ran i got there in about two hours.
there wasnt many trees around my house or my street for that matter. but thankfully it was overcast today.
i jumped from tree to tree between yards. for some reason there was no1 in my street except those of my family who where collecting the things from my house.
i listened to my brother talking to my cuosin ian and our uncle andy. he was moving a whole three streets away to live with them. i kind of new that. it made sense. it wouldnt mess up his schooling that way. but it ment i couldnt watch over him.
"but i dont want to stay so close to our huose!" he complained. it made me smile. it would only be a matter of time before he would get them to send him to forks.
my window was open so i ran up the side of my house. i needed a new top n i wanted a cuople of things.
could hear people in my parents rooms n in jamies to, so i was as quik as possible.
i grabbed a small bag and put a jacket two warm tops and a change of pants in it. i grabbed the stash of cash id saved up from my job, i had about two thousand. that would be more then i needed for a plane ticket to seattle. so i touck out five hundred, id leave it for jamie. id put it in his room before i left. i knew where to put it so hed find it.
i changed my top quikly, grabed my brush a pair of sunnies so people wouldnt see my red eyes and the photo album mum had given me recently. it was small enough to fit in my jeans pockect and i put my purse in the other.
i looked around my room for the last time and climbed out of the window. it was getting dark now so i could hide on the side f the house while i waited for ian to get out of jamies room.
when he left i climbed throw the window and found the book i used to read to jamie when he was younger and put the money in it with a note saying id see him again one day and not to worry becuase id look after him, n that i wouldnt let any thing happen to him. and then i made my way to the air port.
i stood in a aley across from the air port thinking. this was faster then running, but could i trust myself not to kill anyone?
id only been a vampire one day. i could hold my breath. but wat if someone wanted to talk to me? i would have to breath then. and people would notice if i wasnt breathing.
so i sucked in a deep breath and i tested how much i could say before i would need to take another breathe. i could talk for three minutes strat without needing a second breathe. that was ok.
then i worked on moving my shoulders so i looked like i was breathing when i wasnt.
i could do this i told myself. its just a short trip on the plane then i wouldnt have to be near people again. forks was surronded by forests. i could live there feeding off the animalsthere and in surrounding forests to.
i can do this, i can do this, i repeated in my head as i walked into the airport.
it wasnt hard to get a ticket and it was cheapper than i thuaght it would be.
there werent that many people on my flight so i was able to get a seat away from everyone else. i sat back in my seat with my sunnies on and pretended to sleep.
and thuaght about what had happened.
the flight was over pretty quik and i got a taxi to the edge of the city. it was harder in that small space with just me and one human to resist. but i managed. i paid the man giving im a large tip, wat was i going to need money for realy?
i walked towards the trees and as soon as i was out of site of anyone i started running.
it didnt take me long before i could smell the salty sea air of first beach. i used to lve it there, but now i would never be able to go there ever again.
i could hear cars on the highway. i was getting closer to forks when out of nowhere a HUGE sand-coloured wolf. it touck me down but i punched it in the ribs and it jumped back. i jumped up into a crouch ready to fight when suddenly an even bigger black wolf and a gray wolf were on his flanks. they all growled at me and my head cleared.
i didnt think of damien. i didnt think of jamie or my parents. i could see the monster these animals saw in there eyes.
i dropped to my knees and touck out my photo album. the sand-coloured wolf had hert me when it attacked me, maybe it could kill me. it would save so many lives that i could acidently kill if i lost control of myself even for a moment.
so i held the album close and whispered "kill me please."
there was a puase and i felt a slight shift in the air. and i could smell somethin.. it was so sweet.. the nicest thing id ever smelt and yet it didnt ripped at my throat or make me thirsty. i looked up to see that where the sand-coloured wolf was there was now a boy. he was gorgeouse! short black hair, huge muscles and the kindest eyes.
he walked towards me and i held my breath and looked away.
this boy must be crazy! there were to huge wolves behind him (and i had no idea where the third was) and he was walking towards me! he new i wasnt human and yet he walked towards me!
"why did u ask us to kill you?" he spoke in the sweetest voice, and for some reason i felt safe when i herd him speek.

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 8:12am

sorry about chapter 5, its not the best... lol..

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 8:10am

chapter 6
"why did u ask us to kill you?" he spoke in the sweetest voice, and for some reason i felt safe when i herd him speek.
i looked up in disblelief. what did he mean 'us'? was he saying he was a wolf? i wasnt sure wat to do.
i looked down at the album and opened it. i found the most recent picture of my family and held it up to him.
he touck it from me. he looked at it and said"i dont understand."
i almost giggled, but i stopped myself. ofcourse he wouldnt understand i hadnt told him yet.
"thats my family, well, was." i began. i looked up. he was so tall. "my father decided to take us on a camping trip for the long weekend. when we where there i had a fight with my parents and i refused to have dinner. when i was sitting outside trying to calm down this guy came out of nowhere. he was very handsome and hand a gorgeouse smile. he touck my hand and i felt an ellectric current ran throw my arm. he kissed me than i thuaght he was goin to kiss my neck but instead he bit me." rage flew across the boys face and the two wolves growled.
"i screamed and my parents ran out to svae me. the guy killed my father and was about to kill my little brother but mymother stabbed herself to save him." the boys face was shocked, he turnned to look at the two wolves. he looked back at me still a little shaken. something i said must have struk a cord with them. maybe his mother was killed by one of my kind. that must be it. thats why hes going to let the wolves kill me after i tell my story.
"i couldnt help them. i was in to much pain. my brother dragged me away and sat with me for three days as i screamed in pain for somw one to kill me. and then when the pain was gone i woke up. now i was hungry, or i should say thirsty i guess." i dipped my head in shame as i said, "i almost killed my brother." i looked back up to the boy and spoke fiercley. "but i didnt, i would never hurt jamie!"
i calmed myself before continuing.
"i knew it wasnt safe for jamie to stay with me so i touck him back to the camp site. i knew there would be people ooking for us. and i knew i couldnt go home with jamie to. i watched as he was put in a police car and given some food. then i felt like someone was watching me. i turned around and there he was." as i spoke discust and hatred coloured my voice. "the one that killed my parents, the one that had cursed me to this life. he looked at brother and back at me and smiled. i lost it and lunged at him. he tryed to tell me that wat hed done was normal for our kind." i spatt on the floor. "he tryd to get me to hunt a woman, telling me to give into my instincts. so.. i killed him! how could i kill that woman? she was someones mum, someones sister, duaghter, cousine. i coulnt kill her or any human. how could i do wat he did to me and my brother to anyone else? i ripped him into little pieces. but then they started to move, like he was pulling himself back together. so i did the first thing that came to mind... i burnt every little piece of him. and i scattered the ashes just in case. i have no idea if he'll come back but i decided i would look after my brother. just in case. i would watch over him and keep him safe, not only from him but also from any other of my kind that ever tryd to harm him. hes in pheonix now, but he knows i cant go anywhere with sunlight without atrackting attention so he'll do anything to get sent to live here in forks with my cousin angela."
the boy looked at me, then at my photo. he reached out and removed my sunnies.
he looked me strat in the eyes. his face went blank then it was confused and pained. he dropped to his knees. he touched my face, his hand was so warm, it was nice. i leaned my head into it. he looked at his hand even more confused and then at the wolves behind him. they growled and he was suddenly standing infront of me in a defensive crouch.
the two wolves looked shocked, i think. the black one looked ta me then at the boy. he nodded and both touck off.
i watched in disbelief as they left.i didnt no wat had just happend, but i was still alive.. well.. kind of. i could still look after jamie.
the boy turned back towards me and sat down.
he smiled sweetly at me and said, "hi. im seth. and u r?"

Permalink Reply by tennea on April 11, 2009 at 2:52pm

wow this is realy good pls rite more soon :)

Permalink Reply by a_wondering_soul on April 11, 2009 at 8:32pm

chapter 7
i sat there a little dumstruck. i had no idea wat just happened. i was about to die, then this beuatiful boy wanted to hear my story and now the wolves were gone.
"ur name?" he repeated.
"wat?" i was still trying to figure out wat had just happened.
"wats ur name?"he luaghed. "i thought the whole vampirisation thing was supposed to inhance ur sense, not make u slow."
i liked the sound of his luagh, it made me smile.
"im lizzy." i luaghed with him.
"well its nice to meet u lizzy. im sorry about before. its our job to protect the reservation and the people of forks. noone will do that again. theyll all no by tomorrow."
"no wat?" i asked confused. wat was he goin on about?
"right u dont no yet. im sorry im used to all my friends knowing."
i smiled then, i liked the thought of having a friend. he smiled even wider when i smiled.he smiled so sweetly at me.
"im a werewolf." he said matter-of-factly.
i looked at him scepticly."yeah.. ok."
he luaghed. "yeah thuaght u might react like that. but a week ago did u believe vampires existed?"
he had me there. but werewolf? it was still all to wierd.
"prove it then." i said cheakily.
he smiled."ok." he got up and started taking of his pants.
i turned my head."Oh MY GOD! wat r u doig?" i luaghed.
he let out a loud belowing luagh. "its not like my clothes pop in and out of existence when i phase. if i dont take them of theyll ripe to shredds."
i luaghed, it did make sense. i felt that same shift in the airi had before hed appeared and i turned my head back to see that huge sand-coloured wolf.
he pranced around me almost dancing. he stopped in front of me again an sat down with a huge wolfy grin on his face.
i couldnt help myself. i luaghed harder than i had in a long time.
he looked at something in the trees and i followed his gaze. i felt the shift in the air again and i knew he would be trying to get dressed as fast as possible. seth was nice. i liked him.
he cleared his throat and i looked back at him smiling.
"theres some people id like u to meet." he said as he stood, reaching out to take my hand.
"people?" i asked in disbelief.
he luaghed at my expression. "i guess people wasnt the best discription. there are more of my kind and more of ur kind that id like u to meet.the cullens are like u in that they dont hunt humans. they live off the animals in the surrounding forests. there my friends. they can help u ajust to ur new life."
i touck his hand and he lead me a few feet away from where we were. when he touched me t was like an ellectric current ran throw me. not like with damien tho. this was much better!
he let go of my hand and said,"im gonna phase cuase itll be faster if we run. just follow my sent and try to keep up. ur unuasualy slow for a vampire." he teased
"haha." i looked away as he phased. i looked back at him and he flashed that huge wolfy grin that made me luagh and touck off. i followed his scent, it was easier than watching him. i could have overtaken him but i didnt no where i was goin so i let him lead. i felt him phase and he had his pants on by the time i stopped next to him.
"um, seth... i dont mean to be rude or ungrateful or anything... but why are u helping me? i mean u said it urself. its ur job to kill my kind to protect the people that live here." i was still trying to work out wat had happened.
he smiled sweetly at me and touck my hand. "i imprinted." he said simply.
i was even more confused. i had no idea wat that meant.
he luaghed at my expression. "its a werewolf thing. its like love at first site only stronger. i looked into ur eyes and everything that tied me here, everyone that mattered to me just went away. when a werewolf imprints theyll do anything for there imprint. if they just wont to be friends they do it, it they wont more theyll do it. if they wont nothing to do with them theyll leave. ill leave if u didnt wont anything to do with me. if u cant handle this life."
"no seth no." i shocked me. i hadnt even thought about love and dateing once since i changed and now there was this beuatiful, sweet boy standing in front of me telling me that he loved me. he was telling me that if i didnt wont him, if i rejected him he would leave to make me happy and i didnt like that. i didnt no if i was ready for a relationship but i knew i didnt wont to loss seth. he made me happy when he was with me. he made me luagh and smile. he made me feel like id be ok.
as i thuaght seth moved in and kissed me softly on the lips. i froze in shock. he pulled away and blushed. "sor-" i cut him off when i jumped on him. it was wierd, like someone else was controlling my body. i jumped on him and kissed him back. we feel to the ground and seth luaghed in between breathes. as i kissed him something in me klicked. it was like i was having an epipheny. id only known him for a short time but i loved him to.
he rolled us over so he was on top and broke the kiss first. he luaghed and kissed my neck. i luaghed to.
he jumped back onto his feet. "we better get going. if alice has seen u comming shell be agry at me for keeping. she like making new friends." he reached out and i touck his hand. he helped me back up and we walked throw the trees.
we walked into an open area and i saw a big beautiful house. i stopped there. i wasnt sure about this.
"its ok lizzy. theres no humans here." he smiled at me.
i touck in a deep breathe and let it out. "ok.'
seth went to take another step but i didnt move. he looked back at me. "seth."
"yes?" he smiled. i felt a little more at ease.
"i.. um.. i love u."
next thing i knew hed picked me up and spun me around luaghing. he stopped and kissed me gently on the lips and said, "i love u to. with all my heart."

Permalink Reply by edwardlover1 on April 11, 2009 at 10:13pm

i LOVE your fanfic!
please write more soon!!!!!

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