The Twilight Saga

So Bella never jumps off the cliff. And ends up with Jake, and starts her future with him. Then Jake imprints on someone else and is forced to leave her because of his imprint. So now Bella has lost both loves.. What will happen?

Disclaimer: None of these characters are mine, well except the ones I may make up. The rights to them are Stephenie Meyer and I would never steal them from her because that is WRONG. I just am expanding to a paticular part if it went a different way. Thank you.

Prologue


That’s when I saw him, in all of his glory just as I remembered him. I should have waited for him. He is all I ever wanted, all I want forever. How could I ever think I could get over him?
I wouldn’t settle anymore. I couldn’t settle anymore.

Chapter One: Past
Bella’s Point of View


Remembering back to that day when I knew that Jake could be the one was a happy memory, it may have only been a year ago but I still remembered it as if it were yesterday.

I walked to the cliff by myself knowing that Jake wouldn’t be back for a little while, so then I could hear his voice another time. Keeping him fresh in my mind would keep me from falling apart. I couldn’t fall apart anymore, it was too hard on Charlie. But when I got up to the cliff I looked down. The waves crashed on the shore.

“Bella”

His voice it was back. I wanted to answer aloud but I simply said “Yes?” in my mind.

“Don’t do this.”

I laughed slightly then regained myself. “You wanted me to be human, well watch me”

“Please. For me.” His velvet voice sang.

I looked around at the shore, then the water. It was a long ways down to the water below. “But you won’t stay with me any other way.” I said in my mind.

“Please.” He whispered. [[New Moon, page 358]] Could I do it? Could I launch myself over this cliff and disobey what he told me? To be safe?

“BELLA!” I heard someone screech from behind me. “BELLA SWAN DO NOT JUMP FROM THAT CLIFF!” I was still trying to return from my daze when I turned and saw him. It wasn’t him. It was Jacob, he was coming to stop me. He was being my Prince Charming, and I was going to let him.

I was now nineteen years old and in love again. Not the same way I loved him, but still I was in love with Jacob. I was also expecting his child. Which was not in the plans. We had planned to wait till I was at least twenty to get married then start the whole motherhood stuff. But it happened and now I was three months pregnant. I only had to tell Renee, unfortunately.

Charlie’s death was unexpected and had never left my mind. He didn’t have anyone at home with him when he had the heart attack, I was in La Push. I will never forgive myself for not being there, not being able to say goodbye. It hurts everyday, never letting up. Losing him was almost as bad as losing him.

Jake helped Billy and I even though he never seemed to grieve himself.

That’s when I moved into the house with the Blacks. And in turn Jake and my relationship got more intense.

I was not happy nor was I too sad about having a baby. Yes, it would give others way more to mock me about but it would also being something that me and Jake created. We would have something to call all ours.

Being pregnant with a half-shape shifter was a bit different. I got way more hungry then I thought was humanly possible and that meant the morning sickness was unbearable. I didn’t seem to gain any weight, anywhere. It was helpful so that people couldn’t stare as much. But since Billy knew most people already knew, he was such a gossip.

The day that I knew everyone knew was the day Jessica’s mother came to me and immediately starting petting my stomach. I didn’t understand why she thought she could just do that but Jake just held my hand tighter as she touched my stomach like it was a toy. When we got home I had a few words to say to Billy and Jake about people and who they thought they were. Of course just sat watching my face and laughing which I found annoying and so I went to our room and locked him out. Needless to say he wasn’t happy and sat outside till I couldn’t hold my bladder and longer and had to come out.

When I ran to the bathroom, he snickered to himself and soon was out of sight. When I returned he was standing and reaching for a hug. I smiled and hugged back.

“I’m sorry, but I love you.” Jacob smiled.

“I love you too.” I mumbled.

“When’s your next doctor appointment?” He asked brushing back a strand of hair from the front of my face.

“Umm. Tomorrow.” I said with little confidence. I thought a little back to making the next appointment. “Yup, tomorrow.”

“Okay I will be there.” He smirked and kissed my forehead.

“You better. It’s yours.” I said sarcastic.

“That’s what I’m told.” He winked and took my hand, leading me to our bedroom and when we reached the bed he let go and flopped back onto the bed. I looked back to the front of the room and dug out a pajama outfit and put it on quickly. When I returned to the bed I snuggled close to Jacob’s chest, and slowly drifted into a deep sleep.


When I woke the next morning I was surprised by the absent sour feeling in my stomach, maybe my morning sickness was subsiding. I stood up from the bed looking back to see Jake still sleeping soundly with his obnoxious snores filling the entire house. I giggled and got dressed then went to the bathroom to get ready to go to the appointment.

Within fifteen minutes the snores from Jake stopped so I knew he was up. I laughed knowing he would walk in any minute to give me my morning greeting that I got every morning whether I wanted to or not.

Right on cue, Jake entered the bathroom. “Good morning.” He smiled and kissed my lips.

“Morning. We have two minutes before we should leave.” I said quietly. I knew Billy wouldn’t be up yet.

“Oh. Okay.” He said in a rush and walked quickly to the bedroom and in less then a minute was back. “Ready.” He smiled. I just rolled my eyes at him and finished brushing my hair.

“Okay me too.” I said and started walking out the door.

At the doctors office it was very bland, besides a few posters here and there and a check in counter. It was a bit eerie and not very comforting in any sense. But when I saw the women behind the counter who had a bigger smile then anyone I had ever seen, I felt a little better.

“Bella Swan.” I said quietly.

“Oh, yes. The doctor will see you right away.” She smiled brightly.

“Thank you.” I said and walked away with Jake by my side.

“She’s a little creepy, huh?” Jake said looking back at the lady.

“She’s just nice Jake.” I laughed and followed the nurse to a room. I laid on the table and waited as patiently as possible for the doctor.

After five or ten minutes she entered.

Jacob sighed in relief. “About time.” He said under his breath but loud enough that everyone could hear it. I glared at him.

“Well hello Bella. I’m Dr. Rose and I’m here to listen to your baby’s heart beat.” Dr. Rose smiled at me, I tried to smile back but I was very nervous. “Just relax.” She smiled again taking out a small device and lifted my shirt so then my stomach was exposed. She rubbed around for a little, all I could hear was static noises.

“Um. I can’t hear it.” Jake said reading my mind.

“Well, um, I’ll be right back.” She said not smiling anymore. That’s when I knew there was something wrong.

Table Of Contents:
Prologue: Above
Chapter 1: Past: Above
Chapter 2: Island: 1
Chapter 3: Killian: 3
Chapter 4: Reliving: 5
Chapter 5: Return: 7
Chapter 6: Seeing: 8
Chapter 7: Apology: 11
Chapter 8: Imprint: 13
Chapter 9: Knowing: 16
Chapter 10: Sun: 19
Chapter 11: Snapped: 22
Chapter 12: Control: 25
Chapter 13: Dreaming Part 1: 30
Chapter 13: Dreaming Part 2: 30
Chapter 14: Inevitable Part 1: 31
Chapter 14: Inevitable Part 2: 31
Chapter 15: Black: 33
Chapter 16: News: 35
Chapter 17: Leave: 37
Chapter 18: One: 39
Chapter 19: Right: 40
Chapter 20: End: 42
Chapter 21: Wedding: 42

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Chapter Two: Island [[Part One]]
Jacob’s Point Of View

I didn’t understand why the doctor had to leave the room. She just had to find the heartbeat and we would listen to it. I looked at Bella and shrugged. She looked terrified.

“Bella, calm down.” I said confidently.

“I can’t.” She said shaking her head back and forth. “I just can’t.” Bella was my world, she had been since the bloodsucker left her in the woods. I tried not to think of that, the thought of her face when Sam found her. I couldn’t. I had seen it every time Sam saw her when we were in wolf form. That was a big downfall of being able to hear each other’s minds.

The doctor came in and walked over to Bella’s table. She had another doctor with her. The new doctor put the device on her stomach. Again there was static. I heard nothing even remotely sounding like a heartbeat. What did that mean? There was no baby in the first place? That I could live with. Was the baby dead? Bella couldn’t live with that. And neither could I.

“What is going on?” Bella asked frantic. “I just heard the heartbeat a week ago!” She said freaking out now.

“I’m sorry Ms. Swan. We didn’t mean to leave you out of this. But we are trying to figure it out.” Dr. Rose said.

“What is there to figure out? There was a baby in there, now why can’t you doctors hear her or him?” I said aloud. I was surprised how it came out but when I said it I knew.

“Well that’s because there is no more heart beat to hear. I’m sorry Ms. Swan, but your baby is gone.” The new doctor said sincerely.

“What do you mean gone?” I asked quickly.

“We mean the baby has passed away.” Dr. Rose said quietly. That’s when I looked over to Bella, her face was like stone and paler then usual. Our baby was gone. It seemed like everything that she ever loved left her. But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t.

I might have lost the Bella I knew, the Bella that was happy. She wouldn’t be happy anymore. She would be like she was when the leeches left. Bella would go on the island in her mind that no one could get to. I would try but it wouldn’t work. I watched her movements as she pulled down her shirt and started out the door. The doctors just watched her silently.

As I followed outside of the room where they examined Bells I wondered how many times that room had a family that was given the same news. I wanted to have that baby and to be a family. And eventually make Bella mine forever. But all that was shattered by this room.

Bella was sitting in the car when I got to it. I was surprised she didn’t try to walk to the house on her own. She liked dealing with things on her own better than letting anyone in. She had no faith with anyone, we all could leave her.

I started the car and began driving the roads that lead to La Push. Bella looked at me and shook her head. “I want to go to Charlie’s.” She said softly. I wished she would stop going there and just let it be sold to another family, but she refused to sell it and worked extra hours so then she could keep the house. It didn’t make sense but I turned around and headed to Charlie’s old house.

I wanted to talk to her but I knew anything I would or could say would only make it worse. Or just make her distance herself. She just quietly left the car and then went into the house. I decided to stay out in the car in my own thoughts.

I didn’t know what to say to my pregnant girlfriend who just lost our baby, and has lost her father and a bloodsucker family that she loved. There isn’t a thing to say except that you are sorry. Show sympathy. Wow, what a plan. Anyone could do that. Maybe stay out of her life for a little while so she could lose everything and then regain it. That was a worse idea.

Last time, I let Bella go into Charlie’s alone she took hours. So I decided to take my own little soul searching trip. I exploded into a wolf as soon as I hit the woods. I knew soon I would hear the voices of the pack.

Oh my gosh. Sorry man. Paul said in his obnoxious mind. He always had something to say. You’ll get over it.

“I will not get over losing my child!” I said in my mind.

Chill dude! I meant you’ll get over my “obnoxious mind”.Reply to This Paul said quickly.

“Oh. Well still I don’t need sympathy. Bella doesn’t so I don’t.” I thought.

How do you know she doesn’t need sympathy? Leah came in.

“Shut up Leah! I know what she wants.”

No you don’t! She is a women. She just lost her child. You can’t even imagine that!

“Neither can you!” I snapped. I felt the harshness within my mind. Soon I felt the sadness of Leah. She held back everything from me and started thinking of something else.

Jacob, knock it off. I’m sorry that Bella lost your child but that doesn’t give you the right to snap at everyone. I don’t want you to leave Bella alone for too much longer… She isn’t the strongest, mentally. I will never forget the day that Edward left her in the woods. Sam said within his mind.

“And neither will I. You know that Sam. But her being alone is what’s best for her.” I said cautiously. “Wait I’ll be right back. There is someone in the woods.”

I went back to human form and looked at the girl. She was beautiful and just everything about her was perfect. Her smell drew me in, everything about her drew me to her. And everything and my body longed to touch her. Hold her. Make me forget about Bella. No! I couldn’t do this. It’s not natural. I can’t do this. Why must she do this to me!? I needed her. But I needed to help Bella. Please don’t do this!

But I knew I couldn’t stop what was happening. All my strings to Bella were being broken and attaching to this girl I’ve never even seen before.

“Hello?” I asked her. My voice cracked a bit.

At first she smiled and then she beamed. “Hello.” She glowed. Her accent was definitely not from around here. Maybe Irish? Well at least it looked to me as if she was glowing.

“I’m Jacob.” I said. I couldn’t help but smile. She just made me want to.

“I’m Killian.” Killian smiled. Her green eyes sparkled more then her red-bronze hair. Her skin was a cream color. Her name was Killian and she was the girl that I imprinted on.
awe poor Bella =( =(

good story tho! bye baby=(
holy cow!!!! how could he do that to her .... i know he cant help it but still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pooor bella !!!! write more!!! please
There is if you keep going! There is even a second book! :]
aww wonder how bellas gonna take it?

write more
Please try to watch ur language btw. No offense but I just don't want my ff to get deleted.
Thank you.

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