This is a story about Nessie and Jake and I know that people might be getting sick of hearing about it but I LOVE TWILIGHT and hope that the story contintues.. I wanna know what will happen.... But heres chapter 1 of Love Forever...
I've really never looked at my daughter before... She's all grown up and now that Jacob wants to tell her about the imprinting...I'm afraid. I’ve never really given it much thought that anyone could be scared for there child to grow up. I always took care of Renee. Did she ever had to feel this way when she met Edward for the first time? When she saw how perfectly we moved together? Just the same as Renesmee does with Jacob now? She worried but I don’t think in the way I’m worried for my daughter.
I’m just afraid that having Nahuel here visiting, is the reason that Jacob wants to tell Renesmee about imprinting. They start school this fall and knowing Jacob, he’s going to be signing up at Forks High School. Edward knows that Nahuel will take a liking to Resnesmee but he also fears the fight that might come out of it. Jacob wont like it if someone else tries to take her away from him.
"Edward?" I whispered a little shaky and now biting the bottom of my lip.
"Yes, love?" Edward said looking confused about my expression on my face.
"Do you ever worry about what is going to happen with Renesmee and Jacob? Or even if Nahuel takes his liking beyond his thoughts?" I asked looking down while playing with my hands.
He placed one hand on my mine and used the other to pull my face up to meet his gaze.
"Sure I do, but she’s mature enough to make good choices. But she might be stubborn like her mother." He said with that crooked smile that I love so much.
I smiled back at him. How could I not? Then without a thought I leaned in and pressed my lips against his. Thinking about my darling daughter, where was she? Was she at the main house...?
"I'm going to talk to Esme. I haven’t seen her since yesterday and I'm starting to miss her." I said but I know that I wasn’t fooling him.
"She's ok, Love. Jacob wont let anything happen to her. She's safe.” Edward assured me
"Your safe isn’t the same as my safe. How do you know that nothing is happening right now?" I asked with disagreement in my tone.
"Because she's our daughter." He said with a smile that was a little smug
"Still I'm going to the main house." I said while I was getting up from the bed.
But Edward didn’t let me go that fast. And yet again I found myself utterly distracted but him… dazzled. I couldn’t help it. He always had that affect on me. No matter what I was worried about. And today was no different. I would continuously worry about my Renesmee. And there would nothing I could about it. If she was meant for Jacob or even Nahauel, then I hope that she chooses what she feels in her heart .
In the main house we has company. Some people that were from the Amazon. From what I’ve heard they were the ones who talked the Volturi out of killing us all. There’s a boy who they had explained that is half human and half vampire like me. And that he and his aunt who is a full vampire roam down in the Amazon but came to pay us a visit to see how I had grown. I think it was mostly Nahuel who wanted to come here, just because his aunt didn’t seem to like being out in the open. But his presences wasn’t one that is pleasant. Mostly its because the way he would watch me. He looked at me like he was waiting for something to happen.
But I was in love with Jacob…
I like being with Jacob. Jacob was my best friend.
And I didn’t think anything would make me see him differently. Until this summer. We were in his car going to the beach with some of the other guys from the pack and their girlfriends. And that’s when I noticed everything about him. It was like I was looking at him for the first time. Like the way when he smiles, its like his happiness emanates off him. Or the way his muscles just flowed and didn’t seen to have a stopping point. And his skin… Its beautiful. The russet color is something that I could never forget.
I don’t know why but I’ve even been feeling weird about him. I keep having these dreams that are so passionate and breath taking. Ones I couldn’t to talk to my mother about or I would be embarrassed. And I don’t think that my dad noticed. But he always tried to give me as much privacy as he could. And I knew that talking to Aunt Alice or even Aunt Rose about it would be just as
embarrassing. I don’t want to take that risk..Nope not a chance…
But for now, its just Jacob and me. Jacob said that he had a surprise for me or well something important to tell me. I didn’t think that it took that long to get to La Push from our house. Or maybe it just feels that way. I watched Jake as he drove. Everything about had changed and I couldn’t put my finger on what had made him look so different to me. Jacob was what made me realize I was staring at him.
"Nessie, what’s wrong?" Jacob asked as we stopped in front of his house.
"Oh, its…its nothing. I was just thinking about something." I said a little embarrassed. Looking down at my hands and feeling his eyes on my face.
"Ok. Ready?" He asked while a smile broke across his face.
"I wonder how soft his lips are." I thought to myself.
OH GOD! I shouldn’t be having these thoughts but I couldn’t help it. I couldn’t help but have the feeling of wanting him. But I’m afraid if I tell him then he wouldn’t feel the same way as I do for him.
I know how that Nahuel looks at Nessie.. And I don’t like it. I don’t like the fact that just because he’s half human/vampire breed, that entitles her to be his. Shes the reason I live. She means everything to me and I just cant… I wont let anyone stand in the way of it. So…
Today I’m going to tell her about the whole imprinting thing. I need her to understand. I need her to know that I loved her from the very beginning. For her to know that not matter what I would never leave her. That I would never hurt her and I could protect her from anything.
So now she’s older and I know that she noticed the change of the connection between us. I could tell on her face. Well I hope she noticed. I could feel the connection getting stronger with every passing day and every minute that we spend together. And it will only be moments before she knew.
I talked to a few of the pack and some of them say if i don’t tell her, then the connection would get to the point that its will be unbearable. For me at least. I have been having dreams and the tension is quite strong.
So today is the day I’ve been waiting for. I get to be with the love of my existence...
Please let me know what you think.. Tell me if theres anything I should change or add in for other chapters...