Never again (Edward and Bella story)

Never Again

Chapter 1

~Bella's pov~

When I found out, they were coming back. I really didn't know

what to think, I mean what would they
think, when they'd see me as a vampire. It wasn't really my

fault though, I didn't mean to become one.

I just decided to go to the meadow, to relax & think & they

were there. Vampires, sparkling in the sun,
then it all happened so fast. I thought they would drain me,

but they didn't. To my surprise they ran,
leaving me there, shaking like crazy.

And then, I saw a were wolf. Later on, I realized it was a

friend Jacob. That's when I found out Jacob
was a were wolf. I remembered hearing him, "No! We have to

save her!" he repeated with fear.

But sadly, he really couldn't. He didn't mean to save me from

dying, he meant to save me from being a
vampire, Jacob hated vampires, but he still loved me.

Then everything went blank for a while, and all I could see

was Edward, which made me pissed. I was
angry at him, I didn't want to see him at all - I hated him.

So when I woke up, I was screaming.

I realized I was in Jacob's garage tied up, his grampa & his

were wolf friends were there. "Bella." Jacob
said, he was so worried about me. I struggled to get out of

the tied ropes, "What's going on?" I asked,
I nearly forgot everything.

Then Jacob kneeled down next to me, nervously and cautiously.

"Are you okay Bella?" he asked, I nodded
my head. "Of - course I'm okay. Why wouldn't I be okay?" I

asked, now the ropes started to feel less
tough. Then I pulled out of them, and they all backed away

from me. Except Jacob.

"Wow, she's strong." someone commented, I gasped as I spotted

a mirror near me. It was shattered, but I
could still see myself. My eyes were red, and my skin was

more pale. My hair looked silky & soft. I looked
amazing, I didn't recognize myself at all...

"Bella, how are you feeling?" Jacob asked, walking carefully

to me. "Oh no..." was all I said, and I started
to cry, I wanted to be a vampire, but not like this. Not when

I'm alone, not when they just left me. I don't
know what to do, I feel like a lost puppy, that would be

wondering alone. What about my dad, could I
stand being near him! I can't hurt him...

I just broke down, trying to cry... Then I could hear Jacob

kneeling, "Don't Jake!" Billy warned, but Jacob
ignored him. Then to my surprise, his arms wrapped around me.

And he actually smelled okay, much like
a dog, but I didn't care. I looked up to him, and he cringed,

probably from the sight of my red eyes.

"What am I going to do?" I said, still no tears were coming

out. But I continued to sob, and Jacob sighed.
"We'll do something Bella. We'll do something, Don't worry."

he said, now hugging me tighter. I hugged
him back, and he flew back like he was out of breath.

"Your right, she is strong." he admitted, and his friends

laughed. I half smiled and Billy just looked at me.
"Do you... Are you thirsty Bella?" Billy asked, I gulped.

"Truthfully. Yes. But I don't smell anything delicious."
I admitted, that was the first time, they realized I could

control my thirst.

Now, I was here, a house near the woods. Hidden, close near

La Push, but the good part was Jacob always
came over. So... Here I was, getting ready, for a 'Welcome

Back Party' for them. I can't believe I was actually
coming, but I do need to see them. I need to confront them, I

can't pretend like it never happened...

I put on some faded blue jeans, and a white long sleeve

sweater, along with a matching white scarf. It
was getting pretty cold, it was Fall in Forks, close to

Winter. I was outside, when I spotted Jake on my truck.

He jumped off, with a bright smile on his face. "Hey Bella."

he said, It was a good thing, I was controlled. Jake
still looked & talked to me like I was Bella. Even though, I

looked more different. He still loved me, and I still
loved him...

"Hey Jake, what's up?" I asked, pushing a hair piece behind

my ear. "I just wanted to see how your doing. Did
you hear?" he asked, and I already knew what he was talking

about. "Yeah. I'm actually going." I replied,
"Wow. Why?" he asked, Jacob really didn't want me to go, one

of my extra talents from being a vampire
was sensing emotions, kinda like Jasper... I had more, but

I'll explain them to you later.

"Jake, I can't act scared. I need to confront them." I said,

I made my way to opening the car door. But Jake
stood in front of me, "Or you can just ignore them & let them

realize what they've done when they see you."
Jake replied, I just sighed. "Jake, they didn't do this. It

was other vampires." I said, he just looked at me. "Well,
they did something even worse, they left you. Bella, it was

their faults." he said, I just half smiled.

I loved it when Jake, acted protective. I hugged him tighty,

but not too tight. "Don't worry. I'll be okay. I just
need to see them, and maybe it'll be the last time I see

them." I said, he tried to get out my hold. But I was
too strong. I couldn't help but giggle, I pulled away & he

playfully glared at me.

"Not fair. Don't use your vampire strenghts." he said, I

laughed agian. And then pushed him lightly away,
and got into my truck. My truck changed a lot, it has a much

better paint job, more red & shiny. But sometimes
the motor acted up. "Okay, then. Do you want me to come with

you?" he asked, I smiled and he smiled too.

"No. I'll be okay. Anyways, I heard you guys are having

another bon fire thingy." I said, he rolled his eyes.
"It's okay. I can really come with - "I interrupted him, "No.

I'll be fine. Have fun. I'll see you later, okay?" I said,
Jake smiled and rolled his eyes. "Fine then. Bye." he said,

he ran into the woods and I could hear his light
fast foot steps, turning into loud thumping paw steps on the

hard ground.

Then I made my way to Dr.Higgs house. Dr.Higgs was a close

friend of Carlisle, and created the 'Welcome
Back Party'...

* * *

When I got to Dr.Higg's house, I hadn't realized how huge it

was, but then again he was a doctor. He was the
first person to greet me, "Bella! How have you been?" he

asked, he knew me alot, esspecially before I was a
vampire, I was very clumsy. "I've been good." I replied, with

a half smile. "I haven't seen you in a while. You
haven't changed, you still look young. You need to tell me

your secret." he said, I smiled.

"Well, I've just been hanging out at La Push... I have

friends there. And theres no secret, I'm just taking care of

myself."
I said, he smiled. "Charlie would be so happy to see you

right now." he said, "He'd be proud, you've grown to become
a beautiful young lady." he added, and I blushed well I was.

You can't really tell though, because of how pale I was.

Charlie died, three years ago. He died, when I was supposed

to turn 20... but technically I'm still 18 of course. He died
from a heart problem, it was hard on me, esspecially my mom.

I was surprised to see how much she actually cared for him.
But I still own his house, keeping it for memories of him.

My thoughts were interrupted by Dr.Higgs again, "You should

get a tan. You've become quite pale you know." he added
again, I smiled. "Thanks for the advice. I'll be going in." I

said, and he nodded. "oh, yes! of - course, I'm sorry If I've

kept
you standing here... Carlisle and his family are already here

too..." he added, and then I felt a pang of worry.

"Oh okay." I said, and slowly walked in, through his huge

house. I looked around slowly, I thought I heard my heart

beat
but it wasn't mine... Then I spotted Jessica, Mike, Eric &

Angela...

"Bella!" they screamed, they looked continued to look at me,

astonished. "Hey you guys." I said, they all smiled. Angela
hugged me, and I hugged her back gently. "Wow, you look

amazing." she commented, and I pushed hair piece back,
"Thanks. You too." I said,

"You look like you haven't aged! Where have you been?" Eric

asked, I shrugged. "Just hanging out at La Push." I admitted,
"We should hang out sometime." Jessica said, with a nervous

smile. "Yeah, like go to the movies." Mike added, it was

quiet.
I could sense Jessica, she was feeling a little jealous. Mike

was surprised. Eric was happy & Angela was calm. I wasn't
really surprised by their moods, they hadn't seen me in 3

years...

"So, have you heard?" Jessica asked, I shook my head. "Me and

Mike are engaged." she said, with a smile. I smiled back,
"Congradulations!" I said, they smiled. "Thanks." Mike

replied, "Were getting married around April." Jessica added,

with
an excited smile. I couldn't focus on Jessica, because just

then I saw them.

There stood the Cullens...

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Never Again

Chapter 7

~Bella's pov~

That night I had a nightmare. It was memories of me and Edward... One memory
showed me and Edward about to kiss.

I was so close to touching his lips, when I woke up. I was screaming really loud, but not
too loud luckily. I stopped screaming, and started breathing heavily.

'It was only a dream' I told myself, and buried my head in my hands. I hadn't had
nightmares since 3 months ago. 3 months ago, I was over the Cullen's. I had always
missed them & thought about them, but that only made me
sad.

Finally I just let them go. And I returned to normal, everyone noticed. It's a pity Charlie
couldn't see me right now... or maybe he could. But if he does, I really hope he's proud of me.

Then I thought of the memories again! and soon enough I started to sob. Just holding onto
myself like I was about to fall... Then I heard a slight noise. I looked up, and saw my window
open, and there stood Jake in the moon light.

He immediately sat down next to me, and wrapped his warm arms around me. "Bella!
What happened?" he asked, I shook my head. "Nothing..." I murmured, from the tearless
sobs. He sighed, "I knew it! He hurted you. I need to go and beat his - " "No Jake!" I wailed,

He looked at me. "He didn't hurt me." I whispered, and he lifted my chin. "Bella, why are you...
crying?" he asked, and I sighed. "I just... had a nightmare." I admitted, he raised an eye brow.
"It must've been one heck of a nightmare," he said, "I heard you screaming nearly a mile away.
So I ran as fast as I could." he finished, and held me tighter.

It was a moment of silence. "What was the nightmare about?" he asked, I buried my head
in his warm chest, and felt him shiver slightly. "I don't want to talk about it..." I mumbled, he
sighed. "Fine." he replied and got up.

But before he could run away, I grabbed his wrist. "Don't leave... Please, stay here, till I fall
asleep." I asked, and he looked at me with sympathetic eyes. "Of - course Bella." he said.

I layed back down, and he tucked me in. He sat down right next to me, then I closed my eyes.
Then I felt warm lips kiss my forehead, "I love you." he whispered, and I whimpered, yet I didn't
move at all. And all through that night, warm arms were around me...

* * *
Then he quickly and somewhat gently pushed me to the ground. "I told you to watch out."
Emmet said, and I sighed as I got up. "Well how? Your pretty fast." I admitted. He looked
at me, "You need to concentrate..." he replied, I nodded my head.

It was weird to see Emmet serious... Finally after a couple more tries, I got the hang of everything.
I actually got Emmet to the ground for at least 2 tries. He was impressed as I was.
"Good job Bella!" he said, when I got a hold of him, then he quickly got out of my hold.

"But if this was a real situation. you have to really hold that person." he added, I nodded
my head. Then Emmet & I went inside to just relax.

Me & Emmet met up with Edward & his mate. He was on the piano, and I immediately felt
a pang of jealousy. "Hey Edward." Emmet said, Edward looked up and spotted the both of us.
"Oh hey..." he said, and started to play a melody.

"So how was practice?" Edward asked, he was looking at me. I was surprised, so
it took me a while to reply back. "Oh... Well... I think I did good." I mumbled, he
half smiled. "That's good." he said, then went back to playing the piano.

Just then Alice appeared at the top of the stairs. "Bella!" she said, very excited. I gave
her a weak smile. "Oh, hey Alice." I said, and she was immediately a couple feet away
from me. "Common! I wanna show you something!" she said, already pulling me upstairs.
"Okay...?" I said, while she pulled me.

She pulled me into her room. Which was neatly decorated. Her bed was huge, and everything
had matching colors... It looked like a very elegant room. She even had a huge mirror, and I
spotted her huge closet door, which was open.

"Wow!" I said, she smiled. "Yeah. I changed my room a lot." she admitted, and she led me
to her bed, which I now noticed a couple of clothes were scattered on the bed. "I wanted
to give you some clothes." she said, with a sweet smile.

I again gave her a weak smile. "Um... you don't have to do that." I said, "No. It's okay. We're
friend right?" she asked, I slowly nodded my head. "And friends do this. So here..." she said,
handing me an all green, silky, short dress...

Then I spotted a picture, it was a picture of all of the Cullen's, along with Edward's new mate.
"Wow..." I said, now walking up to the photo. I picked it up, and looked at it for a while.
Edward looked... not like himself. He had a blank expression, and everyone else was smiling.

"Oh, that picture. It was taken in Italy." Alice added, now standing next to me. Then I looked
at his new mate, "Is that where you guys met her?" I asked, and Alice nodded her head.
"Yeah." Alice just replied. "Why don't you tell me about her?" I asked, and Alice just looked
at me, nervously. "Okay... Sure?" she replied, sounding a little confused...

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hope you enjoyed R&R

Permalink Reply by Xena Marie on August 20, 2011 at 12:49am

i love it cant wait untill u update

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Keep me updated!!! I love the story!

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Permalink Reply by Ashley Jordan on August 20, 2011 at 7:12pm

Amazing..

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awesomeness!

sorry i havent commented :( but i didnt know you posted so its whatever

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*new reader*

post more soon love it keep me updated...but chapters 2-4 r missing :(

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actually its on the first chapter ,just scroll down to the attached chapters, youll find it =)

Permalink Reply by Bells Swan klutz =) on August 23, 2011 at 12:14pm

Never Again

Chapter 8

~Bella's pov~

She lived in France, Germany, Italy & now Forks. She used to be a model centuries
ago, till someone got to her... He was an obsessed vampire, who wanted her for his
own. But she ran away, and killed many because she was only a new born.

She could sing & play the piano. She became a vegetarian, after a century & was a nomad.
She had strawberry blond hair, and golden brown eyes like all of us. She hated vampire groupings,
she liked to be alone. Then she met Edward & 'fell in love' with him. She once went to Asia,
and learned Tai Chi & other martial arts...

After hearing so much from her to Alice, I could tell she was an amazing person. Alice
couldn't stop smiling, when talking about her. "She seems.. Amazing." I whispered,
Alice nodded her head. "I'm mean she even helped Edward in..." her voice faded and I looked
straight at her.

"How'd she help Edward?" I asked, sounding curious now, but she shook her head. "Never mind."
she replied, and got up. I got up too, and she handed me the clothes again. "But anyways...
we should go down now, and see what everyone is up to." she said, with a weak smile...
I wondered what she was hiding? What did she help Edward in?

When both me and Alice got downstairs, which was fast of - course. They were all talking...
"Bella!" Carlisle said, a huge smile was on his face. "Um... Yes?" I asked. "We just want to say,
your fighting is improving. Even though you've only been here for a day." Jasper said, and
everyone chuckled, except for me, I just smiled.

"Uh... Thanks. But I don't think I'm that good..." I admitted, "You are good Bella. It's pretty
impressive for a beginner... Are you a beginner?" Emmet asked, I rolled my eyes. "Of - course,
Emmet." I said, he smiled. "Just checking." he added, and everyone chuckled again.

Then it was quiet. "Well... I should get going now. Thanks for the help..." I said, and made my
way to the door. But before I could even leave, Alice pulled me into a hug. "Don't leave, without
giving us a hug!" Alice exclaimed and I quickly hug her. But once she hugged me, they all started
to hug me. Then it was Jasper, he seemed tense though. Then Emmet, boy is he strong, he gave
me a huge bear hug. Then Rosalie, she hugged very cautiously. Carlisle then Esme...

Then I spotted Tanya & Edward... They just looked at me. Then to my surprise, Tanya moved
towards me. And she hugged me, I kind of gasped, when she pulled away. I looked at her
pure beautiful face, she was amazing... I felt more envious & jealous. Then when Edward hugged
me, I felt like I couldn't breath. I tried to remind myself, of what he did to me, but all my thought
went away... I felt... like I was enjoying the touch of him, his hug... and he wasn't even really
hugging me, yet I was enjoying it? What is wrong with me?

I quickly pulled away, and gave a weak smile. "Um... Thanks a lot. I'll see you guys soon..." I said,
and quickly walked out of the house... When I was outside, I was breathing like crazy... which isn't
normal at all, I mean for god's sake I'm a vampire, vampires don't have breathing problems...
Then all the memories came back again... Edward kissing me... Edward saving me... Edward staying
with me at night... Edward & I in Biology class... I felt stupid & even slapped my face.

"Don't Bella..." I said, as I walked home. "Dont' fall for anything stupid. Not again." I told myself,
then I heard a noise, and I froze. I didn't want to listen, or look, I started to run as fast as I could.
Then I could hear it, so close from behind me. I was about to turn around, when I hit myself against
a tree, and flew back. Then I screamed, I could feel it's presence right next to me.

I screamed with fear, and was thinking about how 'glad I was that I was far from The Cullens house'.
Hopefully they weren't hearing me... I really didn't want them to find out. Just then, finally I heard
a familiar voice. "Bella?" he said, I opened my eyes. There stood Jake... I stopped screaming,
and sighed with relief.

"What's wrong with you?" he asked, pulling me up. I fixed my hair quickly, and forced a laugh.
"Oh my god, Jake. I didn't know it was you.. I thought you were a... uh squirrel." I replied, hugging
him. He looked at me, confused. "Your scared of squirrels?" he asked, I pulled away and nodded
my head. "They really terrify me." I added. He continued to look at me, I gulped... I don't think
I was convincing him.

"Bella, last year you ate a squirrel." he said, and I smiled nervously. "That's when it all started." I
replied, he still looked at me. "Bella, what's really going on? Why were you running? Is something
after you?" he asked, now sounding concerned... "No. Jake. I promise you, I'm fine." I said, finally
he sighed... "Okay. Why don't I take you home, In case you get jumped by a family of squirrels."
he joked, and I laughed... but he didn't. I could tell as we walked home, that he still wasn't convinced...

* * *

There he was... He just stood there. I looked so serious, more serious than I've ever seen him.
"Were leaving." he said, and then all the memories flashed back. Him kissing me on my
forhead, him walking away. Me running after him, after he left. Me screaming, and not being
able to find him. Me laying down in the rain... Me curled up into a ball, in the woods lost.

Then I sat up, screaming from my bed. "NOOO!!!" I screamed, then stopped when I realized
what I was doing... I thought I saw Edward, so I closed my eyes and when I opened my eyes he
was gone... I sighed, and felt so stupid... "No Bella! Stop it! Your not going to be stupid again."
I told myself, and to my surprise, I started to sob... I just couldn't take it...

'Maybe I should'nt go over there...' I thought, 'NO! I need to, or I won't be able to fight Victoria'
... 'I can't die... Not when I have so much to live for...' ... I sighed, and layed back down...

"What is wrong with you..." I asked myself, hitting myself on my forhead. The image of Edward
kissing me on my forhead played in my head, and I shuttered... "No... Your going to be strong. He's
with someone else, so you have to get over him." I whispered to myself, then froze...

I just realized, I admitted everything... I was still in love with Edward. I thought I was over him, but
seeing him again, made me realize everything... So now I had 3 problems. Victoria was after me,
to kill me. I am still in love with Edward... And Edward already has fallen for someone else, named
Tanya...

Doesn't it get better & better by day...

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