Wow! I really need to read what happened!
It was dark, but then suddenly my eyes fluttered open. I was lying in a small room, it looked
familiar. Then I felt heat on my cold body, and immediatly caught the scent of Jacob. I got up,
and he did too... We were both sitting up.
"Are you okay?" he asked, I just gulped. "W-what happened?" I stuttered,
Jake wrapped his arms around me, "It's okay..." he mumbled, but I shook away
from him. "No! It's not!" I shreeked, I was feeling so horrible, yet I sounded
gracefull, it was too overwhelming.
"Don't worry Bells. He's gone..." he replied, I stared at him, wide eyes. "You guys...
you guys killed him?" I asked, and he nodded his head. "We got him. He was being
complicated, but we got him." he admitted, and I gasped.
"No way..." I whispered, still shocked. He nodded his head, "He was actually pretty easy...
but then again most of the time he ran." he mumbled to himself.
I just sat there, motionless, I could do it so well, that I looked like I was frozen. That always
scared Jake. Jake shook me, "Bella!" he screamed, and I finally snapped out of it.
"What's wrong?" Jake asked, I just sighed. Then I remembered everything, about how
Laurent explained that Victoria wanted revenge, to kill me. Mate 4 mate... I shivered
a the thought, and I gulped.
I started to calm down, Laurent is gone, he won't hurt me. But then again panic hit me
again, Since Laurent is gone, Victoria will get suspicious... She'll come back to Forks,
then she'll find me, alive. Victoria is going to kill me, I can't do anything. I don't know
how to fight for myself, to defend myself.
I just looked down, not sure what to do. Everything was going too crazy, just because
the Cullens came back. The Cullens wanted me to join their family... Laurent is gone,
killed by my friends. And Victoria wants Revenge, she wants me to die. And she would
have it... I would die.
"Bella!" Jake finally screamed, shaking me, he was really concerned. I looked at him,
and hugged him. "What's wrong?" he asked, and I just sobbed, no tears of - course.
He hugged me tightly, releasing heat all over me. And the smell of him, was normal.
"It's just..." again I didn't know what to say. "I think, I need to go see the Cullens." I
admitted, and he gave me a confused expression.
"Why?!" he asked, sounding surprised and angry. I sighed, So I can learn how to fight,
I answered in my mind. It was a good thing, Jake wasn't a mind reader.
"Because... I think, I need to forgive them." I lied, and he still looked at me surprised.
"Bella, are you sick?" he asked, I shook my head, still he placed the back of his
hand gently on my forehead, and I rolled my eyes.
"Jake. Vampires don't get sick." I teased, and he just looked at me. "Seriously Bella...
What's up? First you hate them, and the thought of them makes you upset, now you decide
to give in & forgive them. They should be apologing... & you shouldn't be forgiving." he
rambled off, I put one finger over his mouth.
"Jake!" I said, and he shut his mouth. I hugged him, "I think... I need to learn how to fight." I
blurted out, and he pulled away, looking more concerned. Probably not the smartest thing
I thought, but I had to be honest with some things to him.
"Why?" He asked, and I bit my lip. "I think it's time I learned. I mean, what if you didn't
make it on time. I wouldn't be here... I need to learn how to protect myself." I said, and
he immediatly replied. "No. I'll never be too late. I'll always be there for you Bella." I
shook my head, a little frustrated.
"Jake... Please, let me do this." I said, and he looked at me, trying to read me, but
he couldn't, no one could. Then he sighed, "Okay. Fine." he said, looking down. I smiled
and hugged him tightly, almost too tightly. "Can't breath." he choked out, and I pulled
away, patting his back. "Sorry... I forgot." I said, and he was still looking down.
"What's wrong Jake?" I asked, I really didn't want him to be upset, because of me
going to see them again. He looked up, his eyes were watery. "I just... I just don't
want you to get hurt." he replied, and I sighed. Then I wrapped my arms around
him once again, and his body heat rised...
I hugged him gently, and kissed him on his cheek. "I won't get hurt. The whole point
of going there is to learn to protect myself." I smirked, but he still was serious. "He
could hurt you." he said, and I shook my head quickly. "No. He wouldn't. He already
found someone else." I said, sounding angry & bitter. He looked at me.
"I'm sorry..." I said, "You don't have to apologize." he replied. I just looked down,
"It's just... I'm jealous," I admitted, "She's gorgeous. No wonder Edward is with her."
He sighed, "Bella, your more gorgeous than that blood sucker. Edward is stupid
for leaving you." he said, his voice tense.
I smiled, and just hugged him even tighter, luckily not too tight. We hugged for a while,
finally we pulled away, not sure what to say. We just looked at eachother, and started
to laugh, for no reason.
Soon enough we were out of Jake's room. Outside, it was bright, yet not too bright.
Some parts of my body was shining, it was a good thing I had on Jake's hoodie, it
was large over my small body.
"So what are you up to for today?" I asked, he sighed. "Gonna go hang out with
the guys. Do some cliff diving. Want to join?" he asked, I smiled. I remember when
Jake used to hate me, when I came along to the cliff jumping thing. I did it once and
nearly killed myself, the second time, I hurt myself by spraining my ankle.
Now he & I always did cliff diving, esspecially since I'm much 'Stronger'. "No. I
need to go see them today." I said, I could tell there was Remorse in his eyes,
he didn't want me to go, but I had to. If he only knew, but I couldn't let anyone knew.
This would be one secret I would always keep.
"Ya sure?" he asked, now sticking his hands in his pockets. I nodded my head, and pushed
back a hair piece. He half smiled, "Alright then. I'll see you later. Tell me about 'everything'"
he replied, making an emphasis on 'Everything'. Just then I spotted his friends, all shirtless
like him, runnning towards him with smiles on their faces. There was a couple of 'hi Bella'
I just waved and started to walk away.
So when I turned back to them, they were gone... But I could hear pounding, the sound
of paws against the ground. Then I turned back, and made my way into the forest. Towards
my house... First I should change... I have changed... Now, I did care about my looks, sometimes.
But that was only when I wanted to impress someone, and to my surprise, I realized I did
want to. And that one person was Edward, that made a chill go down my spine...
R&R hope you enjoyed it =)
loved the chapter!