Over You

Hey guys Alex here!! So I got this idea and I had to write it :)

btw i suck at summaries sorry :(

Summary: This takes place during New Moon. Edward leaves, and Bella is lifeless untill she realizes that he never loved her and he wont come back. You cant force someone to love you...right? Bella decides to change ... completley, she goes all goth rebelling against everything. Bella is just getting used to her life until someone or should I say some people shows up. Will thoose certain 'people' like Bella's change? Will Bella ever forgive these 'people' will she go back to being sweet shy Bella or will she stay like the cold,mean,rebel '' Izzy'' ???

ok guys I have the preface so im going to post it .....

Preface

''Bella, I dont want you to come with me...''

his words rang through my mind. He doesnt want me.
He doesnt love me.
As I started imagining his voice,his face,his .... My breathe quickend my stomach felt like it was fliping, the whole in my chest started to turn from pain to agony... I feel to the floor screaming. It has been only two weeks since 'his' family left, since 'he' took my heart with him. Breaking it along the way, even though he left without me he took a part of me that I know I will never ever get back....
My happiness........

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Permalink Reply by Alexandra Styles Cullen on March 28, 2012 at 6:38pm

thanks Ashley and Chris!!

Permalink Reply by Alexandra Styles Cullen on April 1, 2012 at 11:45am

Chapter 3 EPOV

Pain, Agony, a living hell. Thats what I live in, a living hell. Being away from my sweet Bella, my blushing,klutzy,shy Bella, leaving her was the most idiotic stupid and horrible mistake I have ever made. Just saying the words

" I dont want you to come"

Were painful for me. But it was for the best, She doesnt belong in our world. She could die and it would kill me to.

I know , I know I will have to visit her.... one day just to see how she is doing. My love for her will never change.

" I love you..."

I whispered and slid to the ground where I closed my eyes seing her face, I smiled and whispered 'I love you' once more..

BPOV

Once I was in Angela's car I closed my eyes and did my normal breathing routine.

" Breathe in, Breathe Out"

I thought to myself. Angela was still outside talking to Jessica about something.

" Bella?"

Angela asked softly, I nodded

" Bella we called Charlie and asked if you could stay over with me and he said only if you want to. So Do you want to come?? "

She asked me I opened my eyes

" Thanks Angela that would be awsome"

I smiled and she laughed

" Come on Jess were ditching! "

Angela called Jessica and she ran to the car giggling.

" Bella we are going to the mall! You need a total complete new LOOK!! "

Jessica yelled as she opened the window , stuck her head out and yelled

" FREEEDOOOM!! "

I laughed and in that moment I forgot all about him and all the pain vanished, I was finally having fun.

" Angela, I think I have decided something. "

I said once Jessica's head was back in the car.

" What?"

Angela asked

" I think I need to get over my breakup and be free again, no more pain, I need to forget about him and anything involving him and what other way to do that then being the complete opposite of who I am now."

I said, Angela was smiling but Jessica looked confused

" So.. What your saying is that You dont want to be a girl.. but a DUDE!! "

Jessica yelled I laughed

" No! Jess as in right now Im sweet ,shy and I let people use me all the time. But I want to change that, I want to be strong, outgoing, fun, I dont want to care about what people think of me I want to be... I dont know a differrent person "

I said Jessica was smiling and Angela looked like she was about to burst out with joy.

" BELLA YOUR BACK!! WE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!! "

Jessica squeeled and hugged me. By the time she let me go we were already at the mall.

" Ok first we are getting are hair cut, dyed and highlighted! "

Angela said as we linked our arms and walked inside.........

Permalink Reply by ♥OneDirectionInfection on April 2, 2012 at 1:51am

loved the chapter Alex! Please post more soon!:)

Permalink Reply by Santana on April 1, 2012 at 12:05pm

awesome chapter here comes new bella. post soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Permalink Reply by Alexandra Styles Cullen on April 1, 2012 at 12:25pm

thanks and I will ! :)

Permalink Reply by dmitri dixon on April 1, 2012 at 12:59pm

OMG................... Im completly speechless

Keep writing :)

Permalink Reply by Kelley Brady on April 1, 2012 at 2:29pm

great update! can't wait to see how the makeover turns out!

Permalink Reply by Tia Downs on April 2, 2012 at 8:29am

Alexandra

Great Update. I am so happy to see Bella coming back to herself. How is the new Bella going to be. I guess i will have to read the next update to find out. Update soon

Thanks

Tia

Permalink Reply by Ashley Jordan on April 3, 2012 at 2:12pm

Way to go Bella... Love the chapter!!

Permalink Reply by Alexandra Styles Cullen on April 4, 2012 at 8:24am

Chapter 4 New BPOV

We entered the hair salon and got to work.

" Hey Im Amber, what can I do for you? "

Amber asked us

" I want my hair cut in layers, dyed black, and I want red highlights"

I said. She nodded.....

****

When we had already paid for everything we ran to the bathroom. We looked at ourselves and at eachother and squeeled

" We look AMAZING!! "

Angela got red highlights, Jessica got her ends trimmed with Red highlights and I cut my hair in layers dyed it black and got red highlights.
Once we finished looking at ourselves we walked out the bathroom. All the guys were whistling and yelling

" HOT! "

We all laughed as we got closer to Hot Topic all the hoots and hollering had died down a little.
We entered Hot Topic and separated. I got a ton of black shirts, tank tops, and black mini skirts which were actually really cute. I got black makeup and bloodred lipstick.

When we were done Angela and Jessica only had two bags meanwhile I had about 7 of them. We were walking, talking and drinking lemonade.

" Hello shopers the mall is closing in 15 minutes! "

Someone announced from the speakers and we went outside to Angelas car and drove home.

***

" Ok, Now we are going to change your name! "

Angela said as we went up to her room.

" Change my name? "

I asked, she nodded.

" I got it!!! "

Jessica shouted as we walked inside Angela's room. We sat on the floor

" What?"

Angela and I asked at the same time.

" IZZY!! "

Jessica yelled,

Izzy really wasnt so bad

" I like it! " I said as I smiled.

" Ok, Now the biggest challenge of all!! Your attitude!! and the way you talk and act! "

She said, I rolled my eyes

" Ok then lets start! " .........

A/N : Sorry guys :( this really wasnt my best work.. but I am getting grounded with no computer for a week and I wanted to update ASAP. Hope you like and dont be shy to say in your comments that you hate it ! :)

Alex <3