I've been writing a lot of poems lately about what's been going on and I thought I should share some of them. A couple might be a little depressing, especially if you've gone through the loss of a parent (or in my case, a grandfather who was my dad when I didn't have one) because I'm just trying to deal with my feelings in a healthy way.
Heartbreak, loss, and grief.
Pain beyond belief.
Thinking about you all day
But hardly having a word to say.
Remembering the night when you had gone
Now I feel so alone.
Picturing you healthy and alive
Sometimes makes me wanna cry.
Wishing you'd somehow come back home
So that I could let these feelings go.
Hoping you are somewhere safe
Standing in front of Heaven's gates.
Pleading for you to let me know
That you're okay wherever you go
So that I could have some peace of mind
Because I think of you all the time.
Sometimes I wanna break out and cry
But I hold back my tears, and I don't know why.
I miss you so much and it pains me to know
that you're gone from us and I can't let go.