Summary: She first saw he movie, the she read the books, then she joined the site. She read and wrote stories,secrety imagening herself as the character. Living and immortal life with the love of her life and eternity. What will happen when she enters this world? Will she come back or will she be kicked out by her own lover...
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I ran. That what i was doing. Where was I? I was in a forest, thats for sure. It was cold, dark, mysterious but odly confoting, if you didnt count that i was running from soemthing i didnt know what it was. I just...came here. Then I heard something and ran. Thats what i felt liek doing. But being barefoot on a forest wasnt a good idea. i feel , my feet hurt i tried to look at them. Good, They werent bleading. i thought to myself. I tried to get up but my body hurt. I was tired, my legs hurt from all the running i couldnt even breath right. Soemthing was aprroching me, I felt the panic in me grown bigger and bigger.
I thoguht to myself, what will mom say? Tears fell from my eyes. I knew what she would say, I knew what everyone will say.
'Get your head out of Twilight, Michelle!"
"that isnt real! go back to studying and stop reading that nonesense!"
"she's a freak, nowonder her only friends are Edward Cullen and Jacob Black"
I cried harder, hearing all the laughs and screams from my past, I tried to see what was in front of me. I heard howls and wolves. Thats when everything went black....
okay everyone i want to tell this before i even start this story. You may all know me by Sofia, but really. Sofia is my character. Its the person I want to become. Everyday i look myself in the mirrow and, feel ...well that will be in the story and also about me and things that actually happen to me with the real people and how are they to me. I hope you like the story and.. actuallyhope you can understand,
What Twilight did to me... PS this only counts for the thing that are real for the others you will see its justa story ;)
Lets start at the begining. My name is Michelle Garcia, I'm from Puerto Rico, the most beautiful place and i'm proud to call it home, yeah we have economy problems a bad goverment but hey, where in the world isnt like that. Anyways. I'm 14 years old and my birthday is in February 12. My sweet 15, my mom is planning like a surpised party but she told me is just a family diner. Well I'm in a private, Chatolic school. im a freshman the graduating class of 2011. i have black hair, tanned skin , I'm 5'5 feet tall and I'm obese. in 200pounds. i know its sho king but its true. I look myself in the mirrow and say. What happen to me ? I remeber in the 4th grade, my teacher Ms. Cruz hated me. If I did something wrong, just the smallest mistake she will yell at me infront of the whole class. She was my homeroom teacher, my history teahcer and also my English teacher. She tried to fail me in English, but my mom and gradma stopped her, because I have been speaking English since I was born. One day I got mad at a classmate because they were trying a new group terray, meaning that the students willbe seated in table groups like in kindergarten, I remember it was that we all had to agree to a number we all agreed for number 4, so we could get the titleof the project, we wanted Respect, it was easier for us. But isntead of saying number 4 she sai nuber 2 I let my fist go agaist the table but then got over it, but Ms Cruz saw my reaction and said that because I disrespected everyone that i should work alone with no materials and so i could learn respect.Thanks to one of my friends Alex he gave me a copy of everything. I remember I was a jock, I did track, i was also a dancer, I was in the swimming team of my city (not offcial just practicing) and I played volleybal, i was skinny i was happy and I had a dream of becoming a singer. But that year, that teacher, those moths of ansiety, of depresion, of worry. In my school if you dont get a good grade they gave you a white,yellow and pink slip, That little piece of paper frightens me, Even today and I'm in Middle school going to hight school and still those papers still haunt me. I gained weight, quit on my activities so i could study, it got difficult and oi was but on a tutor education, i got better and I graduated with honor fro Elementary school with two medals one from music and other from honor. By then i weight 125 pounds. Middle schoo,a dn hight school were and are in the same building its called the Saint Joshep Hight school. I was afraid of it but eventually i got used to it, i was in advaced class i passed with difficulty bt i passed , i'm still in the Honors society, And actually the 9th grade has been the easiest grade ever except fro Geaometry but my life did change in this grade it changed 2 years ago, in the 7 grade or actaully in 2008. I remeber watching the Twilgiht movie more than 15 times. I imagend myself has Bella Swan, Being the freak, never fitting in, then Edward coming to my rescue. i smiled I wanted to be her, I wanted to be Bella. i begged my mom to buy me the books. She was trilled i wanted to read for the first time in my life, but the she got worried when i got obssed with it. I wanted to be in that world, I wanted to be a vampire, i wanted to be imprinted on , i wanted to be beautiful. i wanted to eb wanted and loved and protected i want to fall in love. I found out about the twilight saga.com and joined. i read a few fanfictions and notice d a character jsut right for me... Seth Clearwater. A werewolf, single, loves to smile, cares for other, indepent and a good friend ,and just 2 years older than me... perfect.Team Seth, but in school I was thje Twilgith freak. Most of my so called friends were Anti -teilight just because i loved twilight. I will always ask them,
Have you seen the move? Have you read the book? and the same answer.. No.
Jacob is gay, Edward is a drunk gay.And their abs are fake. Bella is sch a stupid girl and far worst things in other dirty words. I mostly ignore it but then comes a time when it just painful. I became.. a daydreamer. I block al sound, all feeling and just be in the story, not only in twilight but in my world.
Today I was in my room, After a day of work out ( going to start tommorrow toay i was studying for final exams)
I knew , i will change not for others but for me. I can see myself, healthier and happier with myself. I sewar to it. i fll alseep with one tear in my eye and a sad smile in my face. i hope this will change. I said to myself.
"Michelle!!!!" Someone scremed, I ran to the voice but then ?i saw myself in the water relfection i was beautiufl, I was skinny but not just that my eyes they were my broen eyes but with a few golden sparks. I saw a sand colored wolf behind me and he smiled at me
"Seth?" I whispered
I woke up, I looked at my clock 3:18 am. Just a dream...
A/N Sorry if long just wanted to let a few things go :) i hope you liek it and the coments keep coming more ASAP after i finish my exams on Wendsday
Keep up the good work, it's AMAZING!
~ ☮♡☺ Ale(:
Wow! Update soon!
It's very detailed..I'm anxious for more
i loved it cant wait for the next chapter
hanks more comments but loving it :)
hey sofia....this new story of urs is very nice....i can relate to it in a way...i totally understand the need to just block everything out and be in ur own little world......sry bout the bullying and rudef riends...but....i am here...lol...~smile~
keep me updated....thnaks...for being my friend and for being understanding...Always...ur friend...Ashmeena.
Hey uys Happy New Year: Sorry i havent updated since last year (LOL) but here it is chapter 2 hope you like it.
"10, 9, 8, 7, 6,5,4,3,2,1... Happy New Year!!" Everyone hug,couple kissed and some dance. That was what i was seeing threw the TV. i was with my family, well my dad, om, two brothers and my grandma. i was some what happy. i saw the fireworks, and celebrated the New Year with my family, yeah it was good, but i still felt like something was missing. But I ignored the feeling and enjoyed my time. At nights, I kept having the same dream but something always was different but i couldnt know what. School started and an d everything was back to normal except the anti twilight, yeah it came once in a while but it isnt that bad (okay im stil on wonter vacation so this is my prediction and i'm 100% its coming true)
Anyways the only problem are my brothers, annoying in like always but this year their resolution was to bother me more. i go threw it but I feel worse inside. School wasnt that hard, just a routine. I think that was the problem.
Everyday a routine. But there was somethingi was waiting for and its very close. My 15 birthday. (Still waiting for it) its like a sweet 16 but in 15. i had a beatufil blue dress and my crown and the place, everything was set up. it was going to be a small gatherin just close friends and faily but i was actually happy for it
***** February 12,*****
Today is the big day, i feel like a.. lie a ... Princess. i feel like Alice came to me and made a extreme make over. i lost ome weight and felt great and i looked beautiful. i felt beautiful. We ate dinner and i changed to the bleu dress and did the traditional Quincea~era things and i dance, i laughed and I was embarrassed when my brother actually made a contest of the worst dancer... 9okay my lil brother say hes going to dnace like a feak and do the worst dancer contest hpe is not going to be true LOL )
But i actually enjyed the party, i had my crown own and i took of my heels, and cute sandals on. But then i felt soething starnge.
"Sasha?" i aksed my best friend
"did you feel that?" I asked her i felt soemthing strange was going to happen"
"No, whats wrong?"
'Noting just feel engy, you know" she smiled and laughed
'Well your brothers is stilll dancing agaist Joe so i think thats it." She turned back to those to still dancing. i sighed
"Yeah, i guess thats it"
********************************** after the party*****
After all the party and everything and drinking champage some of the adults got to drunk so most of them left and my family and a few riends stayed at the hotel. I chnaged into a my pajamas a purple and black shirt with sweatpants. I still had my crown with my hair down and no makeup the girl were watching movies but I wnated to write on my stories. So i wrote while the other fell asleep watchig the movie. at like 2 am they were alseep and i started to sleep But even if i tried i couldnt i still felt that strange feeling, the i heard something.
"Sasha, Aly, did you hear that?' Sasha mumble something then she fell asleep again, Aly looked around and said
"What? .... its nothing i'm going back to Richard" i looked at her like she was crazy
'Whos Richard?" i whispered to her. she blushed in her sleep.
"I love you Richard" she whispered and fell aslepp" okay awkard but sweet moment. I stod up and went ut side but i looked myelf in the mirror,i never knew who it could be. i rolled my eyes at my own thoughts.
Yeah, Michelle. You will meet the guys of your dream at 2:30 am in a hotel, i chuckeld. When i went outside to the hall way. it was empty. I kept walking,and nothing. I went to the elevator and to the pool. i didnt know what i will find there but it was empty just a few employes but none of them looked at me. i kept walking.
"what am i doing?" i whispered to my self. i looked up and smiled. My island was beautiful. There was a full mooon but you couldnt see starts i could see the city and some clouds "
"Beautiful" i said. it was it realle was. Then out of nowhere The wind started to get harder I had to hold my crown so it wouldnt fall of. The wind started to get so heavy i couldnt even see. i started to look around and food a door, maybe it was the door to a bathroom i ran to it and tried to open it but could . I tried to twist the nob but it wouldnt turn. I heard lightning. What was happening?!?
"Please open!!" Then it open and ir an inside and closed the door, i closed my eyes and and rested my back to the door. I took deeps breaths.
What was that? I have never seen something like that. But- I moved my feet feeling what was underneath.
"Dirt?" I opened my eyes and saw my feet and saw the eart ground under them I looked around me and the only thing i saw were trees. And the door When i took a step away from it, it dissapeared. i gasped.
Where am I?
okay guys here is chater 2 sorry if boring i just wanted to get her into the portal and now in the next chapter the fun begins ..... :)
hey Sofia!..that was very very nice..sooo magical..where she goes outand sees the moon....pierto rico is soo magica in the night with the mooon..lol...i totally love the blue dress..the pics r awesum...r u ok?...uve been away fro a while and hapy new yrs to u too!!!
pkay...take care and keep me updated!....update soon pls??!!
ok....love Ashmeena...LPT...always ur friend...bye!