I saw the familiar doors i went through every day, but i dont pay much attention to them.
I stepped out of the car, and walked towards them.
And I wasnt expecting much to happen today, but i was wrong.
I was heading for homeroom, when I noticed my head started hurting, and then it started to grow.
From my forehead, to my eyes, to my temples, and then i blacked out.
I felt my back hit the wall, and I slowly lowered myself, trying to take control. How did this happen? This stuff never really happened to me.
"Whats her name?"
I dont know that voice, but it soothed me, the thought tht someone was paying attention to me.
With the thought that, somebody was helping me.
I felt the cold ground beneath me, then i couldnt remember, remember anything, what is happening to me? What will happen to me?
Then i felt mor people, surrounding me."Someone get a nurse, and hurry up."
"L-acy?" i choked out the words.
"Yea, it's k Hayley."
I didnt know Lacy tht well, but she seemed so protective over me, like shes known me for so long. Then i started concentrating on my eyes.
They wouldnt open, and the pain grew sharper and more piercing.
I let out a moan, and drifted off.
I was slipping in and out of contusness.
Every flash of tht dream i had, i didnt know.
I was moving now, but who was holding me?
I cracked my eyes open with all of the strength i had, but i didnt see who was carrying me, i only saw who was waching me drag out of the room.
i saw him whisper something at the nurse, while he was looking at me at the sam tim.
"Yes, shell be fine." she said.
"You can put me down now." I said, forcing my eyes opened. I never looked at his face. "Are you sure?"
"Yes." He put me down, and then I stumbled. "I think I should-"
"No, I'm fine. Go...do something." I started walking, but I kept stumbling. What was wrong with me?
Then, he put his arm around my waste and started leading me somwhere.
Then my eyes anchored closed again.
I was having more flashes of dreams, and they were of him, the one that was watching me go, and before i new wat was happening in it, i lie awake, in a bed in the nurses office.
The nurse called my mom, but she was at work, so she asked her frend to pick me up and tak me to hr house.
"What time is it?" i asked "11:01." the nurse replied. Its been that long already? I got here at.... What? nine? Ive been sleeping in this crappy school nurse bed for 2 hours? What a joke.
Then the thot of who took me here popped up in my head.
Hesitating, i said,"who took me here?"
"Brandon." the nurse replied
"oh, ok." i said back
Whos Brandon??? Well, I dont no.
All i wanted to do was get out of here.
"Thanks, Ms. Angie." i was lying in the back seat of the car. we took off away from the school about 10 minutes ago.
"No problem, anything for my best frends daughter, oh, and call me Angie."
"Yea, thnx, Angie" we wer on the highway now.
it was silent then, i fell asleep to the hum of the car.
I had dreams of tht stranger agen, strange dreams, some wer blurry, and i still cudnt tell wat was happening.
Then we pulled into the driveway.
"Sweety do u need me to carry u?"
I was stepping out of the car with my hand on my hed.
"No, im fine"
"R u sur?"
as soon as i stood up i collapsed.
"Hayley, atleast let me walk u."
"ok, thanks agen Angie"
We made it into her beautiful house with a faint smell of roses. The house was neatly decorated, with some kind of clutter that i liked.
"Do u want something to drink?"
"No, im fine."
she led me to the couch wer i fell asleep agen, and the endless dreams returning.
I was laughing so hard. Our fingers locked together, and we started running. I trusted him. I wanted him. I was breathing hard, and then I hated him. I just did. I didnt know what was happening, but I hated him.
I was finally home.I woke in my bedroom spreaded out on my bed. i felt like calling someone, to tell someone about my dream, about everything, I need som1 to trust. But who? And then i realized with the littlest effort, tht my hed wasnt hurting anymore.its my eyes tht wer feeling funny. i walked up to my mirror and stared at my eyes. They were now hazel, instead of my green, they were the prettiest hazel ive ever seen. i was wondering how the color changed. Was tht y my eyes wer feeling funny? And wat about those dreams? I was trying to answer my own questions. Then without thinking, I grabbed the fonebook and started searching 4 the name 'V'. Then I found only 1 number. "This has to be it" i whispered to myself. I dialed the number, and a male voice picked up. "Hello?" he said "Hi, umm... Is Lacy there?"
I rushed downstairs, seaching for my mom. I was running so fast I almost ran into the wall.
Then I saw my mom.
"Pretty soon ill probably find you dead in the hallway"
"very funny mom"
"One of my natural talents"
"Can I go out, ya know, for a walk?"
"Sure but only if you feel better"
"I feel fine mom, thanks, i love you"
"Love you too" I raced out the door and to my surprise, the sky was grey. Not normal for a day in California.
Not like i was expecting to see the sun anyways.I was walking down the road when something caught my eye, something i wouldnt have normally noticed.
It was somekind of note,I opened it carefully, like it was worth millions and it read Meet me in the woods. Was this for me? Or was it just some random person looking for someone else? This got me thinking. I shoved it in my jacket pocket.
I was walking ahead, straight towards the woods, when not long after i found the first one, i found a second one, like it was just waiting for me. I read this one, and it sayd "You may not know me, but that depends on your definition of "knowing. Your going the right way, Keep going. I put this one in my pocket too. I wanted to know so bad. My head aching for answers.
This time I ran towards the water. I wouldnt stop, I never stoped until I thought wat i was doing was stupid,its just some guy looking for his girlfriend i thought,until I saw the next one, folded up, and on the front with my name in capital letters.I knew it was all for me. I read this one without thinking at all. I can see into you, your confused, curious. I can see into your new eyes, I can see wats in your mind, whats in your dreams. I can see through you. Your wondering who I am, youll find out soon enough. Maybe.
Ive never wanted to go to school as much as I did now. How could this person know so much?How did this person know about my eyes? Will I see this person? What if it was that boy? The one I keep having dreams of?This really got me thinking. I needed answers, and if i didnt get them, I dont know wat ill do.I felt all three notes in my pocket.Nothing was making sense.
(Sorry for the crappy writing and spelling. I wrote a lot of this, about 2 months ago, but then I was suspended, so Im re-posting it. The writing gets better, and sorry if it's confusing lol.
i feel really sad now :(
she is moving away and cant see Sean for like 2 years
post more soon