The Twilight Saga

According to Nahuel, I’m supposed to have the body of an adult at my present age. I’m 7 years old but my body had not developed so much; grandpa Carlisle had told me that I look like a normal 10 year old kid; which is so good. Grandpa Charlie had been told the truth about us by grandpa Carlisle a few months back. It was hard for him at the beginning to accept that our family were different, but at the end, he finally accepted it and had come to see us as often as he can; he miss mom so much. I wish he could come and stay with us. He is the only human relative I can share all my feelings with. But being a half vampire and a half human, it’s not easy to live life when I have to deal with everything in the most secretive way. My mind, although had developed faster than my body. This made my father very happy. I was scared when they told me that I would have a body like mom at my present age. I was scared because I’d look same age with my parents, which would freak me out.

Grandpa had done so many tests on me over and over again. I’m quite fed up of being the center of attraction. My aunts and uncles always buzz around me. Sometimes I wish I could be away somewhere quite with my mom and dad only. Dad took us on a trip, once, to Isle Esme. How I love that place. I know that this place was where they had their honeymoon, and I respect that.

Of all the things I had come across, I find it hard to treat Jacob as my life partner. I knew I’ve been imprinted by him. He’s my best friend and he is nice and caring and understanding. But, I’m just 7 years old and he guards me 24X7 which sometimes can be very annoying. When I’m in a foul mood, I’d tell him to leave me for awhile; he does whatever I ask him. All my feelings about Jacob had been pure friendship and nothing like lover’s love. I don’t know if that kind of feeling would come later, but I’m not worried how fast or how late it comes, I have all the time in the world for that.

Grandma Esme used to tell me stories about dad. How he used to be lonely and not happy before he met mom and how he was changed after he met her. I like their story, it’s the best love story ever. Mom and dad are hopeless in telling me their story. They always elaborate the part where mom almost lost her life because I ate myself out of her. Yyeeeuuuu!!! But I did that, though I don’t remember a thing. Dad would tell me again and again how he was the hero in saving both my life and mom’s. Yeah! He is the hero in everything, I love him but sometimes I wish I hadn’t known all these things. Everything bad happened because of me. The Volturi came because they wanted to destroy me and my family. I remember that day very clearly but I have tried hard to not recall those days every day.

Dad told me that I’m like mom, humanly, about my curls and my clumsy moves. Sometimes my uncles and aunts expect me to behave like a complete vampire. How I hate being treated like a doll. The only people who understand me the most are my parents and my grandparent’s. Jacob understands that I’m not ready for the love thing but he’s cool with it. I love hanging out with him but having that vampire thing in you, sometimes I can’t stand his smell. Aunt Rosy would call him “Mutt” and I’d spring out to his defense. No friend of mine should be treated like that. He is my Jacob for crying out loud, my best friend and I’m sure no one would like it when their aunt’s call their best friends ‘mutt’ no matter who or what they are.

It is obvious that dad is still finding hard to embrace Jacob as his future son-in-law, but he’s trying very hard. The only thing that bugs me is my behavior in school. I’ve started going to school and when we play or do something physical together with my friends, I happen to use my vampire strength and last time I deflated a ball with my hand. I was lucky that no one was paying attention to me. But this is what I like about school, no one swarms around me to see the immortal child. Mom told me to be careful in picking friends and not to make too many of them. I play with Libby and Peter mostly. They are my best buddies in school. Libby had asked me to join their soccer team. I love soccer but I’m scared that I might expose my true identity when I get excited.

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Nahuel got me daisies and I love them. Mom got orchids and they were beautiful. I’d water them before and after school. Jacob hates to see me doing it but I love daisies. I really do. Nahuel calls me Hope, so I ask mom and dad to call me Hope instead of Nessie. Mom and dad are ok with that but Jake was like, No way Nessie’s better, what kinda name is hope? That’s when I went over to the garden to take a picture of my daisies. I wish I could make Jacob understand that they were only gifts. I told him to leave it but he won’t. That’s why I gave him a kick on the jaw before I slapped him. Well, it was only to perk him up, nothing serious. The first time mom saw us wrestling like this, she thought that we were fighting and she came rushing, pinning Jacob to the big fir tree. I love wrestling with Jake. This is when I don’t have to bring out the vampire strength in me, it just came out naturally. Grandpa said that I could learn to use it on daily basis. Great! Uncle Em’s already had that huge grin on his face. He had longed to teach me wrestling since I was three years old.

Exercising, schooling, piano lessons, etc., etc., had become boring as time goes by. But I couldn’t get over my daisies. I know what they meant “Hidden Love” but I didn’t ask dad. I already knew that he knew and that he told mom. It was actually embarrassing. I’m just seven years old and men are already coming to my father asking for my hand. What a life? Jake was obviously jealous but I didn’t mind. He’s still my best friend. Since he hates the daisies so much I thought maybe I could give it a little rest. So I asked mom to water them for a week, for Jake’s sake. So what did I do with my spare time? I took on sketching. Grandma Esme said that it’s a good way to relax. Jake’s pretty much into it too. The first picture I drew was my daisies but I didn’t show it to him. I told him that the first one that I drew was Uncle Em. I drew a big round head, put two small dots in it, make the picture smile broadly, then, I drew big arms and a big body and big legs and there it was, Uncle Em. I gave it to him and he framed it and kept in the mantelpiece.

Jake drew my picture more than I could count. One day after school Nahuel appeared from nowhere. I was glad to see him. I did thank him for the daisies more than twice. But he was busy talking to dad. These days they are always talking secretly in dad’s study or in grandpa Carlisle’s study. I didn’t want to think about it, it was none of my business.

Jake was patient with Nahuel. I was not surprised. I have long realised that there was a tight air of competition between the two, over me, which is ridiculous when I do not have the slightest hint of being in love.

Dad once told me about love, I remember. He said that it was like breathing fresh air after being locked up in a stuffy room for ages. Well, I have not been locked up even for a day in my room, let alone a stuffy room. So, I can assure everybody that I don’t have feeling for neither Jake nor Nahuel, in a way as to say that I am in love.

I love the way Jake smirks and scowls when dad escorts Nahuel around the house or take him out for hunting trips. He had become a regular guest at Grandpa Carlisle’s house. I had asked dad why Nahuel won’t stay in our house even for dinner; he simply said that Grandpa Carlisle was very good in capturing people to stay at his house. Hmph! I sneered. It’s not fair. I knew something fishy was going on but it was adult business and I was not supposed to poke my nose into it, but I was tempted.

Dad didn’t tell me about the book but I saw it in my dreams. I saw Nahuel’s face as he left his old journal to Grandpa for dad. I saw his angel smile. But I knew that I should not tell everything to mom or dad because it would finally end with Jake. And this would only hurt him and I cannot afford to hurt my best friend. He is already wounded badly by the daisies.

I tried spending more time with Jake. So I left the sketching thing and took up wrestling again with Jake and Uncle Em. Last weekend, Uncle Jasper came to see me wrestle Jake. My human strength sometimes shows with my mom’s clumsy genetically inherited moves and I would trip every time I tried to heel myself backward to erect my posture. This made them laugh hard. Well, I could use a little consideration about the fact that I was only half vampire and I don’t have the skill or strength like they do; or like werewolves. But it never hit them. As a matter of fact, they would take advantage of it and hurl me or toss me around like a doll. This is one of those times when I wish I had Nahuel by my side to run to. I would cry my lungs out to him and he would understand me completely. I kicked the dirt straight to Uncle Em’s face and ran home. I cried on the way. When dad saw me I hid my thoughts at the back of my head and put up and act so perfectly that he didn’t even ask me what I was doing before I ran with full speed. I flew up to my room and cried bitterly, soaking my pillows.

A minute later, I felt my mom’s cool hand on my left shoulder. I didn’t say a word as my mouth was dry and my throat was hurting so badly. Then I heard dad’s velvet voice trying to coo me away. But the pain I felt inside was deep and excruciating. I am an immortal child, dreaded by the most powerful vampires. But I am useless and I am worth nothing, I bring bad luck to my family and all those who are around me. I questioned myself at that moment; why did I exist? Mom should’ve listened to dad while she had the chance to cut me out from her. Dad was right; I was a thing that should’ve been killed ages ago. At that moment, I want to die.
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In my whole seven and half years I have never felt so much pain as I had yesterday. My best friend and Uncle Em had a long conversation with dad. I don’t really care if he rips them apart. But as I thought about this again and again, it was me that I hate so much, not them. Still I didn’t give a damn if he chases them off to wherever. I was relieved when mom took me out to the garden. I miss Nahuel. Dad had offered me the phone to talk to him but I knew well that I won’t be able to talk to him unless it’s in person. I simply refused the phone call. Nahuel will be coming this weekend to see me. I told mom and dad that it was unnecessary to call him under his busy schedule but dad insisted, so did Grandpa Carlisle.

I told mom that I want to stay with Grandpa Charlie for a couple of days and she let me. I packed my stuffs as quickly as I could and rush off to the garage where grandma waited for me in the car. We took grandpa Carlisle’s car up to the airport, I like it most. I called Grandpa Charlie and told him that I’d like to stay with him for a day or two, he was pleased, but he didn’t know why and he didn’t bother to ask, I was glad.

I was tired after a long flight and drive and went to mom’s old room right after dinner. Grandma didn’t leave until I fell asleep. Well, I pretend to fall asleep. I knew that they were going to talk about things after I’ve gone to bed and I wanted to know what they were saying so I crept out of bed and eaves drop from the balcony. I couldn’t hear the beginning part of it but as the night grew quieter I could hear them clearly.

“Nessie has been acting a little strange lately. We were so worried when she said she wanted to die.”

I could hear grandpa gasping, breathing heavily in shock. Grandma continued-

“She has been going through a lot the past couple of weeks. I believe she has noticed that Nahuel had had a thing for her and he sent her flowers as well. And Jacob’s been hanging around as usual. Her emotions and feelings are developing faster than her body. It’s hard to watch our little angel feeling so desolated and lonely when all of us are around her. Edward told me that she felt like she doesn’t belong to anyone of us. My poor baby...”

Her voice faded and I could hear nothing from grandpa except for the heavy breathing. My family knew me well, I thought and all of a sudden I missed dad so much. I could lie next to him without talking and he would hear whatever I was telling him in my head.

I crept back to the bed and lay awake. I have missed school for two three days and I missed Libby and Peter; especially Libby. I wanted to invite her over to our house and show her my daisies; I wanted to show her the meadow where mom and dad used to date. Dad took me there once and I have sneaked out twice to see that beautiful meadow.

I thought about Jacob and Uncle Em. I wanted to know what dad told them but I couldn’t call Jake or Uncle Em at this hour or this condition. I was still angry with them. I missed mom. And I missed dad. I wanted to go back but I heard grandma already speeding away to our old house. Ok, I’ll stay tonight but I’ll go back tomorrow, I told myself. I could hear grandpa’s footsteps climbing the stairs and I rolled over the sheets, again pretending to sleep. He came in and sat on the edge. What is he doing? I thought; then he started speaking.

“You look so much like your mom Nessie. I miss her. I wish she had come with you and I wish you’d stay for at least two days.”

Then he left and closed the door. I was surprised to hear grandpa saying such things. He knew that mom had become a vampire but he still loved her dearly and so did mom. I felt pity for grandpa; he had been alone for the greater part of his life. I realized I had to stay with him at least till tomorrow; he missed me badly, I knew. Then my mind was filled with Jacob’s face.
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Aftre a loooong break, I have decided to continue writing this FF, hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it. The story breaks up in pieces, the missing pieces are in Edward's Diary FF, here is the link:

http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/group/fanfiction/forum/topics/a-page...




Here is the UPDATE

In my whole seven and half years I have never felt so much pain as I had yesterday. My best friend and Uncle Em had a long conversation with dad. I don’t really care if he rips them apart. But as I thought about this again and again, it was me that I hate so much, not them. Still I didn’t give a damn if he chases them off to wherever.

I was relieved when mom took me out to the garden. I missed Nahuel. Dad had offered me the phone to talk to him but I knew well that I won’t be able to talk to him unless it’s in person. I simply refused the phone call. Nahuel will be coming this weekend to see me. I told mom and dad that it was unnecessary to call him under his busy schedule but dad insisted, so did Grandpa Carlisle.

I told mom that I want to stay with Grandpa Charlie for a couple of days and she let me. I packed my stuffs as quickly as I could and rush off to the garage where grandma waited for me in the car. We took grandpa Carlisle’s car up to the airport, I like it most. I called Grandpa Charlie and told him that I’d like to stay with him for a day or two, he was pleased, but he didn’t know why and he didn’t bother to ask, I was glad.

I was tired after a long flight and drive and went to mom’s old room right after dinner. Grandma didn’t leave until I fell asleep. Well, I pretend to fall asleep. I knew that they were going to talk about things after I’ve gone to bed and I wanted to know what they were saying so I crept out of bed and eaves drop from the balcony. I couldn’t hear the beginning part of it but as the night grew quieter I could hear them clearly.

“Nessie has been acting a little strange lately. We were so worried when she said she wanted to die.”

I could hear grandpa gasping, breathing heavily in shock. Grandma continued-

“She has been going through a lot the past couple of weeks. I believe she has noticed that Nahuel had had a thing for her and he sent her flowers as well. And Jacob’s been hanging around as usual. Her emotions and feelings are developing faster than her body. It’s hard to watch our little angel feeling so desolated and lonely when all of us are around her. Edward told me that she felt like she doesn’t belong to anyone of us. My poor baby...”

Her voice faded and I could hear nothing from grandpa except for the heavy breathing. My family knew me well, I thought and all of a sudden I missed dad so much. I could lie next to him without talking and he would hear whatever I was telling him in my head.

I crept back to the bed and lay awake. I have missed school for two three days and I missed Libby and Peter; especially Libby. I wanted to invite her over to our house and show her my daisies; I wanted to show her the meadow where mom and dad used to date. Dad took me there once and I have sneaked out twice to see that beautiful meadow.

I thought about Jacob and Uncle Em. I wanted to know what dad told them but I couldn’t call Jake or Uncle Em at this hour or this condition. I was still angry with them. I missed mom. And I missed dad. I wanted to go back but I heard grandma already speeding away to our old house. Ok, I’ll stay tonight but I’ll go back tomorrow, I told myself. I could hear grandpa’s footsteps climbing the stairs and I rolled over the sheets, again pretending to sleep. He came in and sat on the edge. What is he doing? I thought; then he started speaking.

“You look so much like your mom Nessie. I miss her. I wish she had come with you and I wish you’d stay for at least two days.”

Then he left and closed the door. I was surprised to hear grandpa saying such things. He knew that mom had become a vampire but he still loved her dearly and so did mom. I felt sorry for grandpa; he had been alone for the greater part of his life. I realised I had to stay with him at least till tomorrow; he missed me badly, I knew. Then my mind was filled with Nahuel’s face.
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Was thinking of deleting this story coz I don't have much time to put thoughts into it. It sounds like a crappy story after I re-read it. But if you wana read what came in between the stories you can check out my other fanfic called A page from Edward's Diary. Thnx

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