The Twilight Saga

Bella's POV

    I was running, searching desperately for the only thing in my life. Jacob. I was tired of being the only one that couldn't hear miles away, that couldn't see beyond the horizan, that couldn't run at the speed of light. For a split second I wondered that if Jacob bite me would I turn into a werewolf. Then I remembered it was genetic. That I would have to be part of the Quileute Community. Like I always wanted it. Jacob and I being family...not this crazy love friendship. 

   It was twilight. I cringed. Edward once told me that twilight was the safest time of day. I didn't want to think of that. I wanted to think of now and not get caught up in the past. Another lifetime.                

     I kept running. Running wild. Should I give up? He would find me. Right? Yes! He was my personal sun. The gravitational pull he felt toward me would bring him here. He was like my moon. My full, bright moon. So, I would give up and he would find me. He would find me. 

    I woke up the next morning wet and cold. My shirt was stained with tears. He didn't find me? How was that possible? He was my moon. He'd finally realized that I was a lost cause. Jacob had broke the laws of physics. He had broken our gravity. Had he found his true other half? Had he seen the sun for the first time? 

    I got up and kept walking someone would find me. If I was lucky Jacob would remember me. He would at least send one of his pack brothers to find me. 

    I was alone again. How much pain can one person go through? I was sure I was past the limit. Mabey my time was up the first time. The one of many times Edward saved me. The times when Jacob risked his life for me. I was doomed to live and suffer. I would never reach that peace of being dead. No. I was already dead. So where was my peace? 

    After about 3 hours of aimless wandering I reached the baseball clearing. The place where the Cullens had fun in the thunder. The place a vampire hunt ,with me as a target, started. I didn't realize that I had come this far.This was a sign. Why was I there? I half expected James or Edward to walk in on the other side of the clearing. Then I saw something. A massive red-brown wolf walked out to meet me. 

Jacob!"Jake!" 

He went back to the bushes. To change back I assume.

 "Where've you been Bells?" Well at least he hadn't forgotten me. 

"Looking for you. I'm not as fast as some people." 

"Oh. Well I...ummmm...ran into...Edward." 

Edward? Edward! He came back for me! No. He didn't come back for me. He probably forgot something.

 "He told me to mention it to you."said Jake."He wanted me to tell you he was sorry and that he wanted you back."Jake was making a face. A face that was so sad that it brought me down, even in this most glorious of moments. 

"Jake? I love you." That made him happy. I know this would kill him.

 "But you know what this means. I'm going back to him. He is my soul mate." 

"NO!" he almost growled.

 "Jake I love him!"

 "But you love me too."Well that was true but like a brother he just misinterpritated me. 

"Bye Jacob."

 "You belong with me. If you would've came a few years later you'd be with me."

 "No Jacob. If it weren't for him I wouldn't have come to see you." 

    He was shaking now. I knew what that meant. He was going to exploded into a wolf.I ran to the safety of my truck. I knew it wouldn't do much protection but it will delay him from killing me.         

        "Goodbye Jacob Black" I half shouted out the window though I'm sure he would have heard me with the window up and I have whispered.

This wasn't the way our goodbye should have been.

 

                                                                                                                     To Be Continued...

 

 

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Bella's POV

I hadn't realized i had brought my truck to this place. Oh, then again I remember I was looking for a place I would see Edward. Ironiclly I do get to see him for coming to this place. Jacob is running after me. I see him in the rear view mirror.
I almost start crying. I love him. If only he knew it wasn't enough. I love him but as family. Unfortunatley I love Edward more. I love Edward so much it hurts sometimes,
Jacob's gone from my mirror.
Bella's POV

I made it back to Charlie's. I realized before I opened the door that if Edward was coming back he wouldn't come here.
I quickly ran to my truck and restarted the engine. I had to go to the house by the river. That beautiful house filled with vampires. Then I thought that just because Edward was back doesn't mean the rest of the Cullens were back.
Edward.I reminded myself thats all that mattered.Though Alice would be...No stop right there! I wouldn't set myself up for disapointment like that. Edward was more than enough. More than I could ever ask for.
Now I was winding up the Cullen's drive. I was surprised to see that it was clear. The last time I came here it was so overgrown I could barely see a cars length in front of the truck. That didn't matter now. I was almost bouncing with excitement.
I pulled into the small meadow that was the Cullen's yard. There was no cars in front of the house.
I was considering two options: 1)Edward's car was in their garage 2)Edward was out looking for me.
So I would go inside.If he wasn't there I would simply wait.
I opened the unlocked front door. The room was empty.I gasped. Then I figured If it was just Edward there would be no furniture.
I waited and waited. Then it was about midnight. Charlie would be worried. I reluctlently got up off the floor and went onto the porch.
Then something hit me.
Jacob lied. He was testing me. He wanted to see if I was truly with him just to be with him.
I was infuriated until I thought of how Jake must feel.No less than I must have felt. Okay, that's a lie. He'll probably deal with the pain. Still he's hurt and I'm mad at him.
Considering his distrust in me he deserved it. I wasn't going to apologize. Well, at least not now I was too mad.
Jacob knew how much I loved Edward.How much I trusted him to never bring Edward up. He broke the sacred rules and that's not easily forgiven.
Jacob just has to deal with the silence.
wow, damn this is good
The whole in my chest was ripped open. Almost as bad as the first time. It was throbbing and bleeding. I was about to colapse. I was like swiss cheese. Not only do I still have Edward's hole but no Jacob's hole was back.
I made it back to Charlie's alive. Charlie was half asleep on the couch. I almost made it to my room when he caught me.
"Bella?" he grunted.
"Yeah?" I whispered hoping he wouldn't hear me.
Charlie got up with a few grunts and moan, for him and the couch. "Where have you been young lady?"
Darn!"Ummmmmmm...Jake's?"
He was glaring at me from the bottom of the stairs."You don't seem so sure."
"Well, I also stopped by Angela's."I was surprised to see how easy the lies came.
"Don't lie Bella, I called everyone. No one has seen you for hours."
"Okay,okay... I was...hiking. I got lost." A lie on top of a lie.
Charlie's glare turned to shock then anger.
"WHAT?! Why were you in the woods? Bella the wolf bear things are still out there. People are hunting them. You could have been hurt."
"Well, I was looking for a place. I was with Jake but it got dark to soon and we got seperated."This was true.Just not the dark part.
"Jake was with you? Is he okay?"he wondered.
Phew. The focus was off of me.
"Yeah I ,eh, just dropped him off."
Charlie looked relieved."Oh, okay."
He went back to the living room to turn off the TV. I walked to my room. When I finally got there I plopped on to the bed. I felt like crying and screaming.
Jacob had hurt me. More than he would ever know. He was gonna have to come to me if he ever wanted to talk to me again.
I was going to make him know the consequences of his choice, his test, his lie.
wow this is getting better and better as it goes. now i really cant wait for the next one
so whens the next one commin up?
It's been a week since I've seen Jake. Though I missed him I had my mind set on making him pay. Just then the phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Bella!" It was Jake's familiar voice.
"Oh, hello Jacob." I replyed with no feeling though on the inside I was screaming.
"Oh man Bella! I'm so sorry! I mean it! I hope I'm forgiven!"
I almost laughed. He was the lovable Jacob I always knew. "Jake you toyed with me. Why would you do that. You know how much i loved him and how much I trust you. Why would you do that?" My voice was creeping into a yell. I hadn't relized how mad this would make me.
"I...I...I just needed to know."
"You already know Jake. You see me cringe. You see the emptiness in my eyes. Of all people you should understand."
I could physically feel him cringe on the other end of the phone. "Bella I love you. Why do I constantly break my promise. You'd think after all of this I would learn." His voice was full of remorse.
"I miss you. I dont want to be mad at you. But sometimes Jake you make it hard."
"Bella we sholud talk. In person."
Then I heard the phone click.
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OMG...ruby!!!!!...that was great!!...this sounds good and i hope to see more as soon as u get the chance...caus of ur broken computer and all...but ls keep me updated and know that i wil be reading it until first week of september caus of ramadan and so on...so u take care till then and keep me updated!!!!...once again...good job!..luv it!...ur friend....Ashmeena!!!
this was good, i liked it
i love this alot... very interesting... i can't wait to hear more....
hey ruby,,...this was great...keep me posted and even though u don have alot of fans....pls don not give up...this story is going great and i will keep reading tothe end!....pls update soon!!!!!

really luking forward to it!...ok.....hope to speak soon....ur friend...Ashmeena!

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