This takes place when Edward leaves Bella in New Moon. That's all I am going to tell you. Enjoy!
Edward said he needed to talk to me. I didn't know why. Things have been so stressed between us lately. I bet he wants to get things back to normal, well as normal as things can be with a vampire boyfriend. I was sitting in the living room, reading, when I heard a knock at the door. It was Edward. I rushed over to the front door, and pulled it open. I smiled as I saw the love of my life, standing before me. He did not return the smile.
"Let's go for a walk." He told me, taking my hand.
"Sure." I replied, forcing myself to smile, though it came out as more of a twitch. He led me into the woods just outside of Charlie's house and walked about ten paces in. He stopped. Great walk, I thought to myself. I was about to say something, when Edward turned around. His expression frightened me, because there was no expression to be seen. His face was an emotionless mask. He looked straight into my eyes.
"We're leaving Bella." He told me, sternly. Somehow from the way he said it, I knew it didn't include me, but I still asked the stupid question.
"Where are we going?" I emphasized the word "we", and Edward took a deep breath.
"Not you Bella. My family and I are leaving." My whole world started to crumble, as I processed his words through my mind. I didn't want to accept it. I looked down at my feet as Edward continued to speak. "This is the last you will ever see me or my family." As those words sunk in I began to get angry. I couldn't believe that he was taking them away from me. Why did he have to take away my best friends? My family? I thought he loved me. I thought they loved me. I could feel the tears rushing to my eyes. I looked up at him the tears spilling over.
"Why are you leaving me? I thought you loved me?" I asked. Edward continued to stare at me, his liquid topaz eyes hardening.
"You're no good for me Bella. I have to stop pretending like something magical is going to happen. I don't love you like I used to. I don't want you like that anymore." I was angry now. I was angry that I believed that someone like him could ever love me. We were from two different worlds, and as much as I want him to love me, we don't belong together. He deserves so much better than a plain old human.
"I knew we were never meant to be. We're from different worlds, and you know what sucks the most about falling for someone you know you're not right for?" He shook his head slightly. My tears were falling like raindrops, tracing patterns down my cheeks. " You fall anyway because you hope they might be different." I choked out. I was bent over from the force of the sobbing now, and I could see Edward coming over about to touch me. I straightened up before he could touch me. "Good-bye Edward. I hope you get everything you've ever wanted. You deserve it, and please tell your family I loved them." With those final words, I turned my back on my world, my love, and the life I had chosen.
This is for her own good. I kept repeating to myself as I led Bella into the forest behind her house. She's the only thing that could be more important than my own selfish needs. She deserves better than just me, and now she'll have the opprotunity to get that. I led her about ten paces into the forest behind her house. We were far enough in to get some privacy, but close enough so that she could get inside quickly should she need to. I stopped, and rearranged my features, so that my face was expressionless. I turned to face her. She is so beautiful. Her long, loosely curled chocolate brown hair, her petite, fragile, perfect figure, her soft, smooth fair skin like a porcelain doll's ,her plump,luscious pink lips, her lovely heat-shaped face, and her gorgeous deep brown eyes that led to her soul. Her soul that needn't be tarnished with the bad impression of those who are eternally damned. I looked at her, my everything, and said the three words, I wished with all my unbeating heart, I would never have to say to her.
"We're leaving Bella." Her name felt so natural to say, as it passed through my lips. My Bella. I caressed her name. I savored the feeling of saying her name, as I knew this would be one of the last times I would ever be able to say it. She looked at me, puzzled.
"Where are we going?" She emphasized the word "we", as she looked me straight in the eyes. I took a deep breath. I have to lie. I have to tell her the most absurd, incomprehensible lie, the world could ever imagine. I have to break her heart, that's the only way she will let me go, and it's the only way I can get her to move on without me. I felt like I would die.
"Not you Bella. My family and I are leaving." Bella looked down at her feet. "This is the last you will ever see my or my family." Bella eyes began to fill with tears. I am a monster. How could I make this beautiful creature cry. I don't deserve to live.
"Why are you leaving me? I thought you loved me?" I got another stab to the heart as Bella small, beautiful voice rang through my ears. I'm leaving you because I love you more than anything else in my world, and you deserve a normal human life, which is why I have to tell you the most hideous lie tha could ever pass my lips, I have to set you free. My heart broke as Bella took in my next few words.
"You're no good for me Bella." Lie. You're the best thing that ever happened to me Bella. " I have to stop pretending like something magical is going to happen. I don't love you like I used to." Lie. The most magical thing that ever happened to me was meeting you, and I want to spend my forever with you. I want to marry you. "I don't want you like that anymore." Lie. I'll never stop loving you, even if you stop loving me. Bella was still crying, and I was feeling the most excrutiating pain, I had ever experienced in my entire life. It made turning into a vampire feel like a massage. Bella finally looked up at me again. Her eyes were red and swollen and tears were still dripping down her cheeks.
"I knew we were never meant to be." She whispered to me, her voice strained through the tears. " We're from different worlds, and you know what sucks the most about falling for someone you know your not right for?" I shook my head no slightly. I was in too much pain to do anything else. "You fall anyways because you hope htey might be different." She was sobbing uncontrolably, and I felt like more of a monster than I ever had in my entire life. I tried to reach out for her. To comfort her. To make her pain go away. She didn't deserve to be in pain. She deserved the best the world could offer her. She deserved a life. A life without complications like vampire. A life where she could have a family, and a future, and as much as I wanted to, I could never give her that. I'm her past. She straightened up again, avoiding my touch. "Good-bye Edward. I hope you get everything you've ever wanted. You deserve it, and please tell your family I loved them." With those final worlds, my whole life, turned on her heels and walked away from me, not turning back once, while I stood in the shadows like the monster Bella had just proved I was.
Okay this is just the first chapter so the actual purpose for the story will come a little later, but please keep reading! This chapter was kind of just establishing what had happened with the break up!