Fan Fiction by TwilightLova
Chapter 1: Confused
“Renesmee,” my mother began. Even though she was about 20 yards away I could still hear her.
“Yes?” I asked. I was watching Jacob sleeping peacefully. I wanted to caress his beautiful face. I could tell my mother heard the agitation in my voice.
“Is Jacob awake yet? It’s almost time for the party. We don’t want to be late.”
“Mom,” I said impatiently, “it’s just some party for my birthday. I don’t really want to go to tell you the truth.”
“I know. That’s one thing you inherited from me for sure. You don’t like surprises
or parties as much as I do. But we don’t want to hurt Alice’s feelings, do we? Come on now. Wake up Jacob.” She
I sighed. Why couldn’t I have any time with Jacob? Something was always
interfering, whether it was his Alpha duties or he was tired or I had to do
something. It kind of sucked because I think it was his company I probably
craved the most out of my family. I bent my head to whisper in Jacob’s ear,
still thinking about the party that Alice wanted to throw me for my sixteenth birthday.
Alice was such a party planner. She wanted every little occasion to be big. I never understood why, but I believe this was why she was
my favorite aunt. She was so unique it was really crazy. But Alice was Alice after all. It made no sense to me though that she
still wanted to throw me a party. I had grown to look like a sixteen year old
teen about 8 years ago but I couldn’t enroll in school because I grew so fast.
So I was home schooled by my father. He’s insanely smart. He knows everything.
I swear he knows at least 45 different languages including sign language. But
then one day he decided to enroll me in Forks High School. I was to start in the tenth grade. This was last year.
I grew accustomed to it though. I made a few friends but my greatest friend was
Cindy. She was like me, born from a vampire dad and a human mother. Her mother
did survive, but I think that it was because of Nahuel. He saved her. Cindy’s
actually his daughter but she wanted to live with us in Forks after Kachiri and
the Amazons came and visited and brought Nahuel and Cindy with them. She’s
adjusted well with our lifestyle and she’s my best friend besides Jacob.
But Jacob’s more than a friend. He imprinted on me when I was just a few hours old.
He still says that he loves me as if I were his sister, but I think that he
loves me more than that as well. I believe he’s afraid though. Afraid of what I
might say if I knew the truth, but the truth is that I love him too. Not just
like a brother but seriously love him. I believe that my dad and mom are aware
of this but don’t want to bring it up. It sucks sometimes that my dad can hear
my thoughts because sometimes they’re embarrassing. But he doesn’t say anything
about it. I wonder why. I guess he realizes that there is no way to stop it.
“Renesmee, now if you mind.” My mother’s voice intruded my thoughts.
I bent closer to Jacob’s ear, but suddenly he grabbed me up in a hug that I could have escaped and held me against his chest.
“You were awake? Why didn’t say anything?” I complained. I wish he would have told me that he was awake. Maybe we could have taken a walk together.
“Yeah, but I didn’t say anything because I was listening.” He responded holding me closer.
I felt very comfy in his arms, as if they were made for me. It was kind of
weird and I felt electricity running through my nerves to every part of my
“Listening to what?” I asked curiously, looking down at him.
I blush a fury red. Jacob laughed and sat both of us up and looked me straight in
the eyes. I stared back. I could understand what my mother had felt and saw
when she looked in my father’s eyes.
“Come on. We have to get to the house for your party,” he sighed reluctantly. I guessed that he could have sat there and looked at me for hours.
“Oh okay. I’ll race you,” I teased and broke off into a sprint that would probably
have even beaten my father but Jacob kept up. It was hard to explain the
feelings that were rushing through me at the moment. They were so confusing. On
one hand I loved Jacob. I knew he loved me too. On the other hand I still
looked at him like a brother sometimes.
I wonder how my mom dad would take it if Jacob and I were to stay together for
forever. I wonder if it was even possible. What if we would live together for
eternity? I smiled just at the thought of it. I was still as confused as ever
but it didn’t bother me as much now. I concentrated very hard on my best party
behavior. I was glad that I inherited my dad’s acting skills rather than my
mother, or I wouldn’t be able to lie to Alice about how I really felt about this party she was
Chapter 2: The Party
“I’m going to go get dressed. See ya later and don’t you be late!” I scolded Jacob
when we reached the cottage even though I sometimes thought of it as a house. I
could already smell Alice inside.
“See ya then!” Jacob kissed my forehead and ran into the forest to phase. I could
hear the trembles his body made as he changed into the handsome, strong russet
Alpha wolf he was. I wanted so badly for him to be there in the house while I
got dressed but I didn’t say anything.
Walking into the house, I thought about what Jacob might look like when I saw him at my
party not even a few hours later. He would probably have an outfit that Alice would have picked out that emphasized his muscular
body and made him look even more handsome if that was even possible. Alice would have known what I would have wanted to have
Jacob wearing to my party. She knew what my tastes were.
“Nessie, I’m becoming impatient. Let’s get you dressed.” Alice’s voice drifted down the stairs to reach me.
“‘Kay Aunty Alice!” I called as I climbed the steps to my room. I was very happy when
Esme decided to add a couple more floors to the cottage. My old room was too
small. She, Uncle Emmett, Aunty Rosalie, and Aunty Alice built four more
floors. The top three were mine. The third floor was my actual room. It had a
lovely view of the forest and the moon. Two of my walls were glass windows that
allowed me to see the amazing view. My other two walls were the cool dark blue
night sky that I often gazed at when I was trying to find inspiration for my
drawings or stories. The rest of my room evolved around the night sky.
Dropping my coat on my bed I climbed the next set of stairs to find my wonderful
pixie-like aunt opening a garment bag and shifting through the other bags she
had with her. This whole floor was my closet and bathroom. Aunt Alice stocked
it with new clothes and shoes and other stuff almost everyday I was in school.
I still had brand new bags of clothes not even touched yet.
“Get in the shower and hurry up! You’re gonna be late to your own party.” She scolded.
“It’s okay to be fashionably late!” I teased back as I got into the shower. She laughed behind me.
An hour later I stood admiring myself in the floor length mirror that was on the
outside of my bathroom door. I had on a beautiful floor length, pale blue silk
dress. The dress hugged my body smugly and showed my curves wonderfully. It had
two slits that ran up my graceful dancer like legs. On my feet was my favorite
pair of silver stilettos and on my neck were some beautiful diamonds that were
one of my birthday gifts from Alice. I looked stunning and I saw Cindy and Aunty Alice
already dressed behind me smiling.
Cindy laughed, “Jacob’s definitely not gonna resist kissing you tonight. You look gorgeous.” Alice nodded her head in silent agreement.
Once we were finished, we straightened up (I don’t like having a messy room) and
went downstairs to the second floor to Cindy’s room. She quickly scooped up
something off her bed and something else off her floor and handed them to Alice. She nodded and zoomed to the big house.
When we reached the first floor, I could smell my father and mother walking in the door.
“Happy Birthday Nessie!” my dad called as he scooped me up in his arms.
“Thanks Dad! Where have you been?” I questioned. He had been gone for about a week now.
I missed him terribly, but at least I could have my thoughts to myself for
“He can’t tell you.” My mom interrupted giving him that I’ll-kill-you-tonight-if-you-tell-her look.
I giggled. Mom and Dad joined I gave them both a kiss and a hug and together we
walked to the river that was in the back of Grandma Esme and Grandpa Carlisle’s
house. I could instantly smell Jacob leaning against a tall spruce tree. As I
turned to look at him and say hi, I stopped abruptly. He looked so handsome, so
sexy. He had on a skin tight; button up, short sleeved, white shirt that emphasize
his muscular body. He had on a pair of new jeans that I guessed Alice had picked out for him. He had gotten a new haircut
and I absolutely loved it.
“Oh my god, Jacob!” I exclaimed. “You look so handsome!”
“Thanks, but I must say you look gorgeous.” He smiled as he scooped me up in a bear hug.
I buried my face into his chest and took a whiff of him. I loved the way he
smelled. I heard the wind rush behind me and turned to look to see the rest of
my family gone. I was very puzzled. Why did they leave?
“They’re gonna meet us at the house. They have to finish setting up. Let’s take a walk.” Jacob answered my silent question and my puzzled look.
He let go of my body only to take my hand and we jumped the river and began to
walk along its bank. I stared at his face. He hadn’t changed one bit from when
I was little. He looked extremely
handsome. I realized that at that moment nothing else really mattered except
that I was with him. I smiled. He turned and smiled my favorite Jacob smile.
“I thought they would have been finished setting up already. What are they doing?”
“They were. They’re giving us a little time together since I was sleep before.” He laughed.
“True. But you would have met me in my room or in my studio. What’s really going on?” I eyed him suspiciously.
“This.” He scooped me up again and pressed his soft lips to mine before I knew what was
happening. I kissed him back once I realized what he was doing. He smiled, his
lips still pressed against mine. We stood like that for maybe 5 minutes, hugging
each other and kissing each other with as much emotion as we could. He pulled
away and looked down at me, his eyes shining like stars. I gazed back trying to
memorize this moment.
‘Thank you Mom and Dad. This was the best gift you could have given me.’ I thought
with as much force as possible, knowing that my dad could hear me. I starred
into Jacob’s brown eyes and said what I wanted to say for a long time.
“I love you.” I whispered.
“I love you too.” He smiled certain now that I loved him as much as he loved me. “Are you ready?” he asked me.
“Yes. Let’s go see what Aunty Alice has done for me. I must admit though I think I
feel better about this party now.” I said sincerely as we walked around the
house to the front, knowing that we wouldn’t want to go in the back way. He
laughed the whole way.
“Happy Birthday Nessie.” I heard many voices yell happily at me when I opened the door.
I jumped in surprise and took in the room. Standing the closest to me besides
Jacob were my father and mother, smiling hugely at the sight of me and Jacob
holding hands. Then it was my grandmother Esme and my grandfathers Carlisle and Charlie. I then saw Aunt Alice in Uncle Jasper’s arms and Aunt
Rosalie holding Uncle Emmett.
All of a sudden a cold set of arms engulfed me in a hug I couldn’t escape from for once. Everyone around me laughed.
“Hey Aunty Carmen. Could you, uh, let go now? I can’t breathe.” I gasped. Everyone laughed and she let go.
“Feliz Cumpleaños mi querida”
“Gracias Tia. Hola a todos.” I laughed and saw my whole family. I saw Tanya and Eleazar.
Aunty Kate was there with Uncle Garrett. Kachiri, Senna, and Zafrina were there
and so were Nahuel and Huilen talking to Cindy. It’s been a while since they
visited. Benjamin and Tia were in another corner, Tia on Benjamin’s lap and
both smiling proudly. Maggie, Liam, and Siobhan were there as well. All the way
in the back were the wolves. My wolves, all were wearing happy smiles, except
for Leah. I understood though, so it didn’t bother me.
Leah never did fit in with my family. I think it was because she didn’t like
vampires. The rest of the pack had gotten used to us. Leah never actually was
very happy around any of us. I think that she only came around because she was
Jacob’s “beta” as my mother called it. She probably just wanted to make sure
“Leah,” I said nicely. “If you want to leave you can. Thanks for showing up. I’m really happy you’re here.”
She looked at me. I couldn’t understand her understand her expression. “I’m fine
Nessie. I’m just worried about Jonah and Janai. I really wanted to come.” She
smiled at me.
I could tell I wasn’t the only person taken by surprise. Then Seth laughed and we all joined in.
Jonah was Leah’s husband. She imprinted on him 4 years ago. He was just 18. A year
later they had got married and had had Janai. She is just 3 years old and looks
just like Leah. Whenever Leah came up to the house with Jacob she always looked
frightened and nervous. I always though it was because of us. I guess now I
know it wasn’t.
I thought of all of this offhand. I smiled at Leah and she smiled back. I ran to my dad and hugged him. He kissed me on the forehead and hugged me back.
“Thanks Dad. You’re the best. Was this why you were gone so long?” I stated.
“Yes. I knew that you would like it if all of your family were here to celebrate your birthday.”
“But why did you go alone?” You should have taken someone with you.” I complained. I was very protective of my family, human, vampire, and wolf.
“It didn’t take long. I knew that if I took someone else you would get suspicious and would figure it out before I got home.”
“Thanks.” I smiled.
I heard the light rhythmic steps of Alice behind me. She had a camera in her hand and I heard
the flash go off. I heard her dance around the room, taking random pictures.
She made em turn and take a picture with my mom, dad, and Jacob. Then she took
one of just Jacob and me.
I had let go of my dad and was happily talking to my family. Alice had ordered food for the wolves, Charlie, Cindy and
I. My vampire family had hunted previously, I guessed. I was happy and
thankful. An hour later, Charlie, Uncle Emmett, and Uncle Jasper were watching
a football game. Aunty Alice and Aunty Rosalie were bringing down my presents.
I had so many. The wolves were playing tag on the lawn. Mommy and Daddy were
taking a walk along the river, where Jacob and I had done earlier. Grandma Esme
was drawing on her pad and Grandpa Carlisle was chatting with everyone else.
I was sitting on the love seat leaning into Jacob’s chest. He stroked my hair
gently. He was looking at me when I glanced up at him. I was about to kiss him
when I felt Alice pulling my arm, making me rise to my feet.
“Present time!” she cried excitedly. I laughed openly while everyone came inside and sat themselves were space was available.
“Okay, okay. Give me the first one,” I said, still laughing.
Alice passed em the first box and as soon as I grabbed hold, I blacked out.
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