I can't escape this Hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
I held her in my arms, tears falling down my face slowly. How could I have done this to her?! I loved her!
Iris's eyes were wide, but blank. Her face was pale, almost blue. There was nothing left of her now. It had been an accident. But I had taken her life away.
" Help!" I finally managed to cry, even though I knew it was too late.
I knew I couldn't stay here now. They would never want to help me learn control. They would think I killed Iris on purpose. No one would believe it had been an accident. They wouldn't believe I had loved her.
I would never get close to anyone ever again. It was far too risky. I should have known that before. But I couldn't stop Iris from loving me as well.
My hands shook slightly as I brushed her brown hair from her face. I could hear them comming now. So I knew I needed to leave. I pressed my lips to her cold ones briefly, then let her lay on the ground.
They were getting closer now. But I closed her beautiful eyes gently first. She looked more peaceful now. But it only made more tears fall. I had no choice but to run.
Stumbling through the woods, I heard them get to her. I kept going without looking back, knowing I could never go back there again. Rob the Virtuous would know what I had done. Hatred flared through me just from thinking about him.
The sirens blared around me already. I ran faster, desperate to get away. The police were already comming. I whiped at my tears furiously, trying to keep my vision clear. But I finally tripped and fell to the ground.
The flashlights were only yards away. Now I knew I couldn't get away. So I just curled up on the ground and waited for them to take me away, wishing I could just die like Iris.