should she listen?
i don't know..it could make things tense for the both of them....hm? lol
I can't believe he has more crap to put on my shoulders. He is going to kill me. I can't take this crap no more.
"Bella Please sit down." Edward says
"Ok." I say with a sad face.
"I don't want to you worry Bella. I don't want you to think that this is going to ruin our relationship." He says
"Ok. We will see." I say. He grabs my had. "If it has anything to do with Tania, we will see."
He gave me a frown. I shouldn't be mean. I put my hand on his and rubbed his back with my other hand.
"Ok. Tania and I dated for five years." he says.
"oh wow um..Ok." I couldn't say anything I was kind of shocked.
He looked at me and took a deep breath. Oh no what is he going to say next.
"We were together for five years and during our five year relationship, we were engaged for two years." Edward says at the end as a whisper.
"OK. So you are telling me that you Tania had a serious relationship like that!?" I say a little pissed that he didn't tell me
"Bella, Please. Don't get crazy." he says to me all calm and productive.
"Edward. We have been dating for a year now and you didn't bother to tell me about this?"
He grabs my arm to pull me closer to him. "Bella love. I am so sorry. I was going to tell you." he says
"Really? Well this just made my stress level hit the highest it could ever go." I say to him trying to keep calm
"Bella don't get too stressed out. We don't want anything to happen with the baby." Edward says upset.
"Edward. How could I keep from getting upset. Your just throwing all of this stuff at me." I say.
"I don't know." Was all he could say.
I start to stand up. Edward stands up with me. "I don't know what to tell you Edward." I say
"Bella just don't go nuts. I really need you here with me. I love you." He says the three words that would really set me off now.
"You love me?" I ask him
"Yes I do. why would you ask me that?" Edward got upset
"I am asking you that because, You can not be over Tania since you were together for five years and engaged for two of the five years together." I say to him with anger building up.
"I...I..um...I don't know Bella. I just...I..." Edward couldn't say a word. He was speechless.
"You know you love her in some sort of way. Until you figure it out, You let me know who you love more." I say
I start to walk away to grab my jacket.
"Wait." He grabs my wrist. "Where are you going?"
I look up at him. "I am going to my place. Until you could really give me a truthfully answer, I will sit here and listen to you." I say to him.
"Please don't go." Edward says as he pulls me close to him with out hurting my belly.
"No, I am leaving. Call me tomorrow morning." I say to him. I give him a peck on the lips and walk out of the room and started going down the stairs. Alice and Esme heard me coming down the stairs. They saw the anger in my face.
"Bella What's wrong?" Esme ask walking up to me.
"Well Edward just told me that him and Tania were together for five years and engaged for two." I say to them with so much acid in my voice. They both looked at each other very sad.
"Bella. I am so sorry. I thought Edward told you." Alice says concerned.
"We are all sorry that you are in the mess right now. We have been trying to get away from her for a while." Esme says.
"Away?" I ask a little confused.
"Well?" I say
"Lets go to the cottage to talk." Esme says grabbing her jacket and we started walking to the back of the house. The cottage was a five minute walk to get to it. We finally got there and Esme open up the door to the cottage. It was so beautiful. This could be another mansion. It's so nice.
"Have a seat Bella." Esme gestured to the couch. I walk over to the couch and sit down.
"Spill." I say
"Ok." Esme says.
Alice and Esme sat down next to each other and looked at each other, then nodded at each other.
"Ok well Edward and Tania started dating before Edward even got into college. They met their senior year of high school. They hit it off. He was so happy. They did everything together. Tania didn't have a family like us so we welcomed her with open arms. She lived in a foster home. So when she met Edward, she felt like he was giving her everything she wanted. We kind of took her in. It was great the first three years. There wasn't any problems. They went to the same college. It was great for Edward because he was lonely. He was the only one with out anyone." Esme looked at me.
I couldn't blink, I was in shocked they took this crazy girl in to their family. I just couldn't even move.
They both looked at me and just continued. Alice looked at me and started talking.
"Then there was the day that Edward proposed to her at one of our family dinners. It was a great moment. It was the best for them. i was honestly happy for them. I did like Tania. I did, now..well you know. They were only engaged for, I wanna say a year when things began to go down hill. Tania was being really shady. She wasn't around as much. When she would come around, she would pop in and pop out. It was random times. She would say she was going to a friends house, but she would show up late late at night coming home. It was the weirdest thing we have seen. I didn't put two and two together. When they were engaged Edward was very closed out. He wasn't telling us much. He didn't look happy at all. I tried to talk to him or even ask him what's wrong or is he ok. He would just say that he's alright don't worry about it. I would just let him be. Mom would be worried all the time but what could we do? Talking couldn't do much." Alice took a deep breathe.
"So...?" I say a little confused
"So it was around there two year mark of there engagement. Edward told us that he went home early one night from in internship. He thought coming home would make Tania happy. When he got home he walked in on Tania and another man." Esme says upset with anger.
"I..um..I am so.." i couldn't speak.
"don't worry about it honey. It's not your fault. Bella. It's great that he met you. When Edward finished with college, he knew he had to do something with his life. He had get her off of his mind. So Edward worked really hard to get where he is at right now. For working hard he owns his own business. He is so proud of his hard work and dedication. When Edward came home and told us about you, he was the happiest man in the world. He glisten like glitter when the sun hits it. He truly truly love you Bella...That situation is really hard for him to really get over and tell anyone. I understand you hate Tania and you had that accident how she made you really emotional. We are sorry that you had to deal with that. Just ever since he broke of the engagement and broke up with her, she has been calling us and hanging up, she has been calling Edwards job and hanging up. It's been a crazy couple of years. I don't know why Rosalie brought her here. We told her know but she doesn't listen to us well. She is miss bossy girl. We truly are sorry Bella. We are glad you are with Edward and we are glad that you have brought Edward back to life. We don't want you making decisions that could really hurt not only you and Edward but the baby as well when she comes in the world." Esme says
"Wow. That is so much to keep in my head. I am sorry about this crazy stuff I did. I just couldn't go through what i went through with Jake." I say sad.
"It's ok Bella." Alice says coming to sit next to me. " We love you! Don't worry." She hugs me.
"Bella, you are the best thing that cold happen to all of us." Esme says and walks over to me and hugs me.
"Thank you both. Love you both so much. Thanks for letting me know about this. This is really a lot to really think over. I think I owe Edward an apology." I say
"No Bella. You don't. You just have to give Edward the support he need. He just wanted to tell you about what did happen in his past." Alice says.
"Ok. Thanks again. I think I am going to go back to the house and talk to him." I say.
"Ok." They both say. "Good luck" They say.
"Thanks." I say and headed out the door and towards the Cullens main house. I hope Edward didn't leave. I hope he isn't mad at me. I get back in the house and it was empty. Good. I don't want anyone listening to anything we talk about. I start walking up the stairs to where Edward was. I walk into his room and I see him just sitting on the bed with his hands on his face rocking back and forth. I run over to him.
"Edward!" I yell.
"Bella" He whispers. "You came back." He says with a little excitement.
"yeah I know. Esme and Alice told me everything. I am so sorry that I left you like this without listening."
"Oh they did? That's great. They are awesome. It's ok Bella. I know it was a lot to throw at you. i am sorry." he say
"it's ok. I understand what you went through. I really am sorry. I hope I could make it better for you." i say to him
"yeah you can." he says and picks me up and put me on the bed.
"Wait..what you doing?" I ask a little confused.
"Well Bella what do you want me to do for you??" Edward ask.
"I want to know if you are ok?" I ask
"Bella Love, I am ok. I am glad you understand everything." he says and starts kissing me in every place that I love. That's what made me stop talking and the rest of the night was amazing. All i know is, this was the best night ever. He really was upset and wanted to make it up for me and himself. I just couldn't believe how this night ended. Overall it ended well.
I love Edward Cullen.
yeah it's great. i didn't want to make it that dramatic with Tania prego...it would of really made it really hard for Bella and Edwards relationship...lol thanks..glad you liked it
Tania is really the villain here... Well I am so happy that Bella knew the truth and she understands it..
Tania is evil always. don't worry she is going to keep trying everything. lol