What happened later?
Written by: Dog Hugger (aka Bella Cullen) and Euni
PREFACE
My existence was no longer in danger, but the
desire was stronger every time. My shield wasn’t strong enought since my loved
one had decided to break it. Breakable. That’s how I saw the “happily ever
after” that could’ve seemed eternal. Nor my husband, my siblings, or even my
own parents could do anything at the moment. The young girl I’d seen 7 years
ago with the kind and chatty personality of her grandmother was now saying “Not
anymore. Never. It never was. It never will be”.
And he kept bleeding. It was the blood of our
Jacob. While the love of my existence lost pieces of its being.
1. DINNER
Renesmee has been over at La Push a lot since she turned seven. Instead of the 3 year old image that only existed for a while has long gone, for she now looks like she is old enough to pass as 16. We have thought a lot about trying to get her a license but for some reason she'd rather run. The treaty was soon put to rest about a year after Renesmee's birth. Edward told me that the main reason Jacob had fought so hard to get the treaty to have a few exceptions is because of my daughter. I chuckled as I remembered that day when I nearly killed Jacob for imprinting on my daughter and calling her Nessie. The main reason for my outburst was because everyone thinks of the Loch Ness Monster, a.k.a Nessie as a monster and I didn't want my baby girl to be called a monster.
Now that the treaty is gone and the werewolves trust us, all of the Cullens are allowed to go to La Push.
''Oh, just a memory.'' I replied to her.
''Well, why don't you stop thinking about memories and tell me what you think of this dress!?'' Alice showed me a beautiful red dress.
''What is that dress for anyway?'' I asked her.
''It's for Nessie, I thought that she might need this dress for special occasions.''
''Like what?''
''Well, maybe one day she'll go to a prom or a party with normal teenagers.''
''That doesn't matter.'' Alice said back to me.
I followed Alice over to the register. The girl working at the counter looked at us with envious eyes. On her name tag was: Hazel. Her eyes matched the name. I couldn't see why she would be so envious of Alice and I. She had beautiful, loosely curled blonde hair and clean, fair skin. She had wonderful human beauty.If she ever becomes one of us - which I doubt - she'd be as beautiful as Rosalie and Renesmee.
''Your total is $87.24'' Hazel said.Alice handed the girl a hundred and said, ''Keep the change.'' We walked out of the small store and into her Porsche,then we drove away.
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Permalink Reply by jalisahoward on -
oh no she didn't ,she wouldn't have no lips if she kissed my man id be like' UH UH don't run now b**** '
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Chapter 4
"I have to go now, Jacob! Now! I can't believe I screwed up this hard"
"It can't be that bad, what happened anyway?"
His words were in my head, over and over. I'd always known I was an idiot, I just didn't think I'd get so far. In front of me, two entrances were defying me. Which one would be the most lonely? Maybe the one at my right, it looks older. The one at my left is too green.
As I was pondering the best cave option, I started to ask myself if what I really wanted was to be alone, with no one to talk to, nobody to discuss with, nobody to love... It would be like going back to the beginning, where I had screwed up and I just wanted to be buried alive if that'd been any help. I turned around to see the place I'd stay for as long as I was capable of. It was rather beautiful, the wide, deep blue river ran wild down the forest, making the most relaxing sound I could get lost listening to. Before. Unfortunately, it wasn't relaxing enough now that I'd done such a stupid thing. I felt horrible.
But, would I just be the coward that ran away? Yes, I'd made a mistake, but this wasn't what I learned, what my mother taught me to do. If I'd kissed Edward, I'd experience the consequences... right? I couldn't just run off wherever I wanted. Now, listening to the river sound, the echo of my steps going out of the cave I entered to wander and ponder, I knew that I'd go back eventually. Essentially because Renesmee had been the only one best friend I had. Who would think that a 7 year old vampire-human hybrid would be the perfect best friend for someone like me? I was so scared that she would hate me after this. I wouldn't blame her, though.
After a few minutes of trying to calm myself, I thought: Anyway, how do you handle the memory of the most perfect kiss you've ever had with someone who has a wife and a daughter? No sentence would be enough to describe the horrible pain I felt when I remembered his name. Edward. And then it was a different kind of pain when I remembered their names. Bella and Nessie. Again, I would've loved to be buried alive if that had been soothing. -
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Permalink Reply by Abbbbbbbby (: on -
Oh my Gosh!!!
This story just keeps getting Better and Better!
Can't wait for an update!
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Permalink Reply by Madison P on -
this keeps getting better and better,vwrite more soon, and keep me updated.
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keep me upddated :)
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Rain started falling, and for a moment, I wished I could cry. I remembered crying would make me feel better when I used to be human, it was comforting to remember that human side of me, but where would I go now to scape from myself if the only thing I knew about now was darkness and drizzle? After all, the sun always comes out again...
I couldn't forgive myself. I didn't want to.
"That's how you love someone hopelessly, that's why you only give your soul once, later, life betrays your trust and you never go back to the way you were before" my mom once said to me, the lyrics to a song she knew in Spanish, when my dad left her and married the man who took her soul.
I bet Edward's already forgotten me, that's good, I hope things with Bella and him are well. Though, I just can't take it! I can't believe how bad I messed up! Now am I not only alone and back at square one, I'm feeling worse that before I went to see him and completely pointless in this world. Perhaps this was the best time to do something to provoke the Volturi... Who would stop me?! Yeah... I'm sick of this. -
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Permalink Reply by ashmeena sulaman on -
cool chap.. euni....good job wit the hysteria scenes!!!
hahah...lol...keep me updated and doog job!!!!!!!!1.........ashmeena. -
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Okay, okay, a little drama never hurts anyone, maybe going to the Volturi is too much. After all, just a few words and they'd kill me, it's not like I mean anything to anyone, and they'd know I kind of stole Edward's idea, they'd know all my story and then want me to talk about Edward, Bella, Renesmee...
Edward, Bella, Renesmee...
Edward, Bella...
Edward...
Edward...
Edward...
Edward...
Edward...
Each raindrop reminded me of him. I didn't want to get over him, but I'd have to make it through. Yes, I'd have to do something with my unexisting existence. Why couldn't he see what he was doing to me?
I started walking aimlessly for a while.
It had been a few days since I'd hunted something. I wasn't thirsty. I didn't want to be a vampire. I wanted to be human again, to be swallowed by a sea of tears, but I couldn't take the idea of Edward forgetting me. It hurt too much. I knew he regretted telling Bella about me. I knew if I were Bella, I'd regret meeting me. I heard something approaching as my throat suddenly felt the need that had been ignored for some time now.
"It's just me" he said.
I didn't stop to think how he'd found me. I wanted to be buried alive right there, even if I didn't need air, or water, or anything that made me crave to see his face one more time.
No, not Jim's, Edward's. Jim had been nothing but a false alarm, though Jacob said he'd come back for me sometime.
He hadn't appeared yet, but I smelled his scent approaching.
"Go away" I whispered, grinning, dark humoring myself, just expecting I would've lost my mind by wishing too hard. Just as I thought of running, he appeared by my side.
"Please, Annie... Just listen ----"
"Annie? Annie? Don't call me like that, and let go of my arm! You don't exist. You don't exist. You don't exist..." I interrupted him, repeating that last part to myself, childishly trying to erase him from the picture.
He smiled, almost mocking me.
"Please. Don't you understand that It was confusing when Bella said she wanted to meet you? I still can't understand why she did that, and then you agreeing so fast was even worse! If I couldn't think straight with her around, while I tried to decipher how she'd react to every little thing I said or did, having you there, also amazingly strange, odd... good... Well, it made it impossible for me to think straight" His words rushed, he'd been thinking a lot about what he'd say to me. I could see the pacing back and forth in the meadow where Bella and him used to hang out.
"And don't you understand that It was confusing for me to decipher that my heart and all my loving capacity belongs to you? Why don't you just do me a favor and leave me alone?" My voice sounded much more decided than my real desires.
"I didn't know I caused you such pain, I... I apologize" He let go of my arm, and then continued "It's weird what love can make you do... Irrational"
After a long silence where I debated myself about leaving or not, without apologizing to him and to Bella, I finally pulled myself together and managed to whisper "I'm sorry, I know it was confusing"
"It's okay"
I walked closer to him and threw my arms around him. He hugged me back, but I knew he didn't feel the same way I did while doing it...
"You'll never understand how special you are. But, I can't... love you. Not that much. Not that deep. Not the way you do. I do understand it, because that's how I love Bella and I don't know what I'd do without her..." He stopped and let go of me, as he turned his back on me, and punched a tree with an angry expression I'd never seen in him, before he turned to see me again and continued "If she doesn't recover, if she doesn't... forgive me... If she leaves me... Renesmee will be... I won't..."
"You're babbling, she would never leave you... she's crazy about you... she loves you... much more than you can imagine..." Suddenly, I was the one comforting him.... And there we went, again, the role of the mother who wants to comfort a son, instead of the girl who's madly in love with the guy. It wasn't the first time it happened to me. I remembered Christophe-Jens... My only human memory of love. Of course, (and as for usual) he didn't love me back. What a shock... But, getting back to the point, I continued "She knows what that would mean. She'd lose her real family---"
"Or I'd lose my family" he interrupted.
"Let me finish! She'd lose her real family and the love of her existence, she wouldn't risk that much. She wouldn't risk the only thing that makes sense in her life: the love that surrounds her"
"Oh, Anouk... Why can't we be friends? Why can't you and Bella be friends? All the Cullens love you, Esme was thrilled when you played for Bella and me, remember? The dance... She was so amazed by your maturity. You're so young to be like that"
"Bella's better, I have to admit that" When I thought of Bella like that, like the friend I could've had, she was awesome. She was really the only best friend I'd found. I felt comfortable around her, and that time when we talked about Edward and Nessie, about her 'throwing me a party' with Alice as planner, about some random stuff to get to know each other, I felt like I'd known her forever. Why couldn't I go back to how things were back then? And to think it'd been just a few days ago... It killed me. "She's special, she's great, she's not egocentric, she's odd in her own beautiful way"
"I'm glad you think that of her. I'd just hope she didn't hate you"
"Yeah, I'd just hope I didn't hate you" Because I hated the perfection I'd fallen for. I never felt so helpless, because I had always been so strong, and then he just tore me apart without even noticing. The worst is that he did it when I was starting to think I didn't need any men in my life. -
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Permalink Reply by ashmeena sulaman on
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wow....euni..this is great!!!!!!!!!!......pls..pls.pls...continue soon!!!!!!!!!!
i am dyind here
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Permalink Reply by Euni on
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"How is she?" I asked.
"She's... She's Bella. She says she's fine, but I feel like I killed some part of her. We talked, she said she couldn't leave me, but I think she's considered the idea many times. I wouldn't blame her, I don't think I deserve her. She should hurt me now. I don't think I ever deserved her anyway" He said, lost in thought, staring at the beautiful landscape we were contemplating, the mountains covered in snow.
"Edward Cullen. Did I just hear you giving up on Bella?" Another voice said, behind the woods, hiding.
"Who is that?" I whispered, trying to recognize a beautiful, husky voice I never heard before.
"Oh, that hurts me! You don't remember me, do you?" The voice asked, I heard the smile on his voice.
"Uh... No, I don't. Who are you?" I tried to sound convincingly strong and not easily fooled.
"I knew she wouldn't" The voice whispered. A man came out, he looked very familiar to me, but I didn't remember knowing him. I looked into his eyes and then I knew it...
He was the one I'd been waiting for.
"You! You were the one who tried to hurt Jacob! How could you ---" Edward started saying, before he interrupted:
"I didn't try to hurt him!" Jim said, standing before Edward. Jim was taller than him, but still, Edward wasn't intimidated by him, on the contrary, he looked even more decided to fight him.
"What?! What's your problem?! What the heck did she do to you?! Why?!" Edward asked, obviously in response to something Jim had thought and something I couldn't listen. But as I had looked into his eyes, I already knew the story...
"He tried to hurt Bella" I began, with an even voice "because he... knew that I l... loved you and she was standing in the way. He had been following me since... Italy?!" I turned to see him and he nodded, a little ashamed, but I continued "he didn't believe I would ever turn around to see that he was standing right there... to comfort me... to be with me, so he wanted me to be happy with whoever I loved. First he went to find... Christophe-Jens, the guy I was mad about when I was human, but he was already married and about to die... really?" I turned to see him, a little bit sad of hearing that about Christophe-Jens, he nodded again. "So he thought that by killing Bella, I would be able to be with you. That was 8 years ago and he thought Bella would still be human so he brought a gun to...kill her, that night at Charlie's. Then Jacob appeared and smelled him, so he thought he should just kill him too. Oh My God! How could you think of that, Jim? Isn't he like your brother or something?"
"Not really, we just do the same thing" he muttered, now staring at the soil, just like Edward.
"And what about Bella?! What kind of sick mind wants to kill the wife of a guy that some other unimportant girl wants to be with only because she wouldn't know of the existance of the guy who wants to be with her?!"
Edward's face was panicked and it took a few seconds before he recovered and was able to turn to see Jim. In just half a second, Edward was already on top of him, on the ground, punching him so hard that Jim started bleeding before he could even defend himself. Though I knew Edward wouldn't kill him, my immediate reaction was to scream.
"Stop! Stop it now, Edward! Please! Edward! Don't!"
I fell to my knees and tried to think of something I could do, when I heard someone else coming.
"Yes, Edward Cullen, stop right now" I heard a tranquil, serious, bitter voice, that could only belong to someone. The least person I expected to come.
"Bella, let him do it" I heard another voice approaching "It's not like he deserves to live, wolves are not killers, we are protectors"
"Edward Cullen. I won't say it again" she repeated.
I stared in shock. From the ground, my Bella's perspective was a hero. A strong vampire who came to save her own enemy. Edward had stopped punching Jim. Jim was pretty miserable, down in the ground, curled into a ball. He was just 17 years old. He turned to look at me, from the ground, and whispered something almost inaudible: "I'm sorry", before he got up and attacked Edward from behind. But Edward immediately turned around and grabbed him by the neck.
"Come near either of all of us again, including Anouk, and you'll be dead, dog" He threatened, before letting him fall to the ground. -
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