What Have I Done?

Here is a poem I wrote from Leah's POV. It's about when Sam left her and imprinted on Emily. I wrote this, along with a few other stories; so please read them. Here is my FanFiction profile: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/2018776/Rachel_Mantegna
Hope you enjoy!
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How could he do this to me?
He said forever
He lied

How could he do this to me?
He’s with her now
He left me brokenhearted for her

How could he do this to me?
He said he loved me
He loves her now

How could he do this to me?
He grew a few feet, got some more muscles
And he left me

For Emily
My cousin

The way he looks at her is sickening
Like she’s his everything

How could she do this to me?
She’s my family
She doesn’t care

How could she do this to me?
She said it wasn’t her choice
She said she loves him more than life

How could she do this to me?
I’m falling apart
I can’t hold myself together

How could she do this to me?
She’s the reason I am permanently scarred
Not like her, and her bear-scarred face

But inside
I’m being torn apart

Wait, what’s happening to me?
I’m shaking

Uncontrollably
As if there’s a fire that’s been unleashed

What have I done to myself?
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Rachel R. Mantegna