The Twilight Saga

When The Sun Broke Through The Clouds - Jacob's POV [A Jacob and Bella Story] (Alternate New Moon) PG13

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As I watched Bella and Alice speed away in Carlisle’s car I couldn’t handle anymore, I’d tried to talk sense into her but do you think she’d listen? No! Silly, unselfish Bella - I ran into the forest, my body already trembling and phased. What the hell is she thinking?? Seriously? Who cared if that bloodsucker was going to get himself killed… he was the one that left her here, shattered and heartbroken. Why did she have to go running to him as soon as he got himself into trouble?

Jake, we are so sorry I heard Sam think in my head. The pack had already seen what had happened in my mind and were already up to speed with the whole situation. I was running flat out back to La Push, my mind was too overloaded with thoughts about my feelings for Bella and the pain - oh how it hurt so bad. I thought Bella and I were getting somewhere… if only Alice hadn’t seen Bella jump off that goddamn cliff and think she committed suicide. If only the blonde bimbo had kept her big mouth shut and not rang Edward to tell him that Bella was dead. So many ‘if only’s’.

Just before I was at the reservation I phased back into my human form. I practised making my face emotionless and tried not to think about Bella, although I knew that was going to be unsuccessful. Charlie is going to be shattered; Bella really can pick the days to take off chasing her bloodsucker to Italy. I mean had she completely lost her freaking mind? It was Harry’s funeral today - Charlie needed her.

As I walked up to the church the whole pack was there, come to think of it everyone who lived in the reservation was here including Charlie. The funeral was a quick but nonetheless extremely sad service. Charlie was the last to do his eulogy; and it was to say the least heart wrenching, everyone had tears in their eyes by the end. I looked over at little Seth and his older sister Leah - I felt so sorry for them, I knew how it felt to lose a parent: I still missed my mum everyday; although my memories of her were fading fast as I was only young when she had she car accident. Leah caught my eye but quickly turned away. I went up to where the Clearwater’s and Charlie were standing and gave them my condolences, Sam came with me and I could tell that he was feeling so dejected, after all he couldn’t comfort Leah but I knew that he felt rotten about what had happened between them even though it was out of his control.

As soon as I could I went home, staying in my human form because I had too much to think about and I didn’t want to share my thoughts with the pack. I felt like there was no hope anymore, I was depressed beyond belief. I knew if Bella and Alice were in time to save that leech then I would lose my Bella. My heart tore into tiny sheds inside of my chest, this ache was unbearable. It felt like I had been ran over by a semi-trailer and smashed into the asphalt. Ha, I wish I had. If Bella was going to choose anyone I knew that she would choose that parasite - the only thing I could do was hope and fight, oh how I would fight for Bella… if that bloodsucker came back then I would kill him myself - there was no doubt in my mind about that, definitely not after what he’s put Bella through.


I must of fallen asleep because I was awoken by the phone ringing constantly, Billy mustn’t be back yet or he would of answered the phone by now. I jumped out of bed and raced to the phone. ‘Hello?’ my voice was thick with sleep and I cleared my throat. ‘JACOB!’ Oh no, it was Charlie and boy did he sound annoyed. ‘Where the hell did Bella take off to?!?’ He roared into the phone. ‘Hi Charlie…’ I stammered. ‘Look she didn’t tell me anything, all I know is that the bl-,.. er Edward is in trouble and Bella had to go help.’ ‘Fine… look I know it’s not your fault Jacob, I’m just outraged that she took off like this… surely his family would be able to help him - what’s it got to do with Bella anyway? Well, she’s gunna be in BIG trouble when she gets home!’ He continued. Yeah, that’s if she makes it home I thought. ‘Yeah, sorry I couldn’t be much more help Charlie… I did try to stop her though.’ I replied. We then said goodbye and hung up. I sure wouldn’t want to be Bella when she got back. Charlie was gunna cut sick… ha, at least when she got grounded she wouldn’t be able to spend time with that bloodsucker.

I went into the kitchen and raided the fridge, I was starving.. I tried to remember the last time I ate but I couldn’t recall it. I grabbed out some left over spaghetti bolognese and reheated it. As I watched it go around in the microwave I couldn’t help but feel sorry for myself. What was I going to do if Bella came home and that parasite was with her? Surely she wouldn’t take him back so willingly, after all I could see some improvement in her within the last few weeks. She was finally starting to look less like a zombie and more like a human. She was slowly getting her spirits up again and I was making her happy. The microwave beeped at me and I forced the door open, nearly breaking it in my miserable state.

I rammed the food down my throat in a hurry to get out of the house - being alone was starting to get me more and more rundown. After I quickly washed and dried my dishes, I stomped out of the house and run into the forest. I phased quickly and noticing the other minds in my head I concentrated on my surroundings and the thump of my massive paws hitting the forest floor. I tried to block the other wolves thoughts out of my head but without success. We can always go and rip the bloodsuckers to shreds I heard Quil think with quite a lot of enthusiasm. I might just take you up on that offer bro I laughed. I continued through the lush green forest not taking much notice to where I was heading. Suddenly I came across I scent. I stopped dead in my tracks. It was a vampire, but it wasn’t that red head - it was a scent I hadn’t smelt before. On our way Quil said and I could hear in the distance, Quil, Paul and Embry running to meet me. Within a minute all three wolves joined me. What do you suppose this means? Do you think this ones after Bella too? Quil wanted to know. I don’t know I was worried now though. We followed the scent, this new vampire seemed very erratic the trail was going all over the place. Eventually it ended outside of Bella’s house. Well at least that answered our questions this new leech was after Bella. Boy, that girl has so much bad luck. Hopefully we will be able to kill this monster before Bella comes home.


Bella came home three days after she took off. I was glad that she didn’t get killed but I wasn’t so psyched about the rumour of the bloodsuckers being back in town. We hadn’t been able to catch that unknown vampire, not due to lack of trying - we had been running patrols 24/7, the leech just never returned. I phoned Bella on the day she got back but Charlie said she was asleep so I was waiting for her to call back.

I still hadn’t heard from her the following day so I decided to pay her a visit. It was around midnight when I finally finished my patrol, so I made my way to her house. Well the rumour was true about the Cullen’s being back in town, Bella’s house reeked of vampire. I could hear Charlie snoring loudly, so not to disturb him I climbed the tree outside Bella’s window. I heard a hiss from within Bella’s room and sure enough that bloodsucker was at the window What the hell is he doing here. ‘I am here because Bella wanted me here, Jacob. What do you want?’ ‘I need to talk to Bella’ I whispered. Looks like Bella has already made her choice I thought sourly. ‘Firstly Jacob, Bella has not decided if she wants to take me back and secondly, you’ll have to come back later because Bella is asleep.’ Bella started to stir then and Edward glared at me. ‘Edward?’ I heard her whisper ‘I’m right here Bella’ he replied as he quickly made his way to her side. ‘What were you doing at the window?’ ‘I was talking to Jacob’ ‘Jake’s here??’ She seemed pleased by that. See bloodsucker, she wants to see me. Edward just sighed and turned back to Bella. ‘Yes, he wants to talk to you. I need to go check in with my family so I’ll leave you two to it. Would you like me to come back Bella?’ I wondered why he was asking her that, wasn’t it obvious that she would? But Bella surprised me. ‘No Edward, I’ll be fine… thank you for staying with me, I’ll call you when I want to see you again.’ My mouth fell open, I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. Maybe I do have a chance, ha! Edward let out a low growl that Bella couldn’t hear and started across the room to the window where I was still standing. ‘Outta my way, mongrel.’ he spat at me but turned to Bella and attempted a smile ‘Bella… Don’t be upset with telling me how you feel… I understand, I was expecting this… just contact me when you are ready to talk OK?’ and with that he leapt out of the window and disappeared. ‘Bye Edward’ Bella called softly.

She motioned me to come into her room, and I climbed through the window. She smiled at me but the smile did not reach her beautiful eyes. I crossed the room within three strides and scooped her up in my arms. ‘Don’t be sad Bells, everything will work out.’ I then leant down and kissed her lightly on her cheek. She exhaled slowly and this time gave me the smile I wanted to see. I placed her back on her bed and sat on the side. ‘I’m glad you came to see me Jake’ she cooed. How does she do that? How does she make me feel like I am the most important person in the world, oh how I loved her. I grinned down at her. ‘You spoke with Charlie yet?’ Bella shook her head ‘Not yet, but I know I’m gunna be in a lot of trouble.’ She sighed. ‘So anything happen while I was away? Did you find Victoria?’ She asked. ‘No… but here’s the thing Bells, we came across a new scent - not sure who this new vampire is but their trail lead here…’ I trailed off eyeing Bella. She just looked up at me and smiled weakly. ‘She’s going to catch up with me sooner or later - I wonder who this new vampire is though and why they came here… do you think they are with Victoria?’ She asked. I didn’t know what to tell her, well obviously I didn’t know what they wanted, but it wasn’t good that was evident. I just looked at her ‘I don’t know Bella, but nothing is going to happen to you. I’ll always be here protecting you and I’d do anything in my power to keep you safe.’ ‘I know you would Jake, but it’s not necessary… I got myself into this mess, I should get myself out of it. I just have to work out how.’ I looked at her in awe. Why did she have to be so willing to get killed? She was so stubborn, I didn’t even bother arguing with her about it because I knew it would be worthless and she was beginning to look tired again.

I got up from her bed and stroked her cheek. ‘I’ll let you go back to sleep now Bells.’ ‘Awww… don’t go Jake, please? I’m really not that tired.’ She fought back a yawn. I chuckled under my breath Bella was so bad at lying, I don’t even know why she bothers. ‘You are tired hon’ I stated as I walked back across her room towards the window. She started pouting but then grinned cheekily and stuck out her tongue at me. ‘You’ll come see me again won’t you?’ she whispered while her eyes started drooping. ‘Of course, Bells’ I replied. I just had to know one thing, so I quickly asked her before she became unconscious ‘What is happening with you and the leech?’ A frown came across her face. ‘I don’t know Jake… I’m kinda confused with my feelings at the moment. I mean when Edward left me I started falling for someone else. But I’ll let you know what happens - I promise.’ ‘Wow…’ I gushed before I could restrain myself ‘Um… OK Bells, good night, sweet dreams.’ And with that I climbed out of her window. ‘Night Jake… miss you already’ she whispered.


I practically skipped all the way home, staying in human form. I was ecstatic. I hoped this meant that I might be lucky to have a chance with Bella. She obviously meant me when she said that she had started falling for someone else. Well halleluiah! There must be a God. I couldn’t sleep that night, I was too keyed up. I almost ran back to Bella just so I could be around her and watch her sleep, but I stopped myself just in time - I didn’t want to seem too eager or fixated.

Instead of laying in my bed wide awake I decided to go down to the beach. I laid down on the sand, putting my hands behind my head and stared up at the night sky, uncommon for Washington there was not a cloud in the atmosphere and I could see all the stars and the full moon shining bright. The water rippled as a slight breeze blew across the sea, it was so peaceful here and the serenity was needed. All my thoughts were consumed with Bella. How I wanted to hold her in my arms forever and never let her go. Just as I was daydreaming about making love to beautiful Bella I heard a wolf howl - it was Sam. I stood up in one movement and sprinted into the forest. He was calling a meeting, it was urgent. I noted that the sun was rising over the horizon… ha, I am going to be so tired later. When I was far enough in the forest I took off my old faded jeans and phased.

Once in wolf form, my head was confused with so many thoughts at one time. I tried to concentrate on the one mind, the alpha. That unknown bloodsucker is back - she just crossed the treaty line into Forks. What the hell are we doing nothing for then? We have to protect Bella! I screamed. I couldn’t understand why the hell Sam was calling a meeting and not being proactive about this. Who cared about the treaty, I sure didn’t. I would do anything to protect Bella and if that meant killing some of the Cullen’s in the process I say bring it on! I would thoroughly enjoy causing pain to Edward especially. I smiled at that idea. Jacob! Are you listening? Sam growled. I shook my head, clearing my thoughts and tried to pay attention to Sam. All we can do right now is spread out across the treaty line and hope she comes back, we tried to attack her before but she was too quick and kept changing directions. What the hell? Sam must be losing his mind… we can’t just stand here and do nothing. We have to at least warn the Cullen’s. I whined. And explain how we are going to do that? Sam continued. Our job is to protect humans, had Sam forgotten that? No Jacob, I have not! I know that that is our purpose. But there is really nothing we can do. Like hell there is.

I started running as fast as I could in the direction of Forks. This bloodsucker shouldn’t be too far in front of us, if I could get there just to surprise her. Bella might be OK. I pushed my paws into the ground harder and pumped my legs as fast as they could go. Jacob! Get back here right now! Sam snapped in his Alpha voice. I stumbled as I heard the authority within his words. But that wasn’t going to stop me now. Not with Bella in trouble, not when I had promised to keep her safe. After the initial shock of me taking off I heard the pack chasing me. I pushed harder, I had never seemed to make myself run this fast. I think it must have been fear for Bella’s safety. I got to Bella’s house within 10 minutes. I could smell that bloodsucker. I let out a warning howl, hoping Bella would hear and praying that Charlie was at work already and wouldn’t come and shoot the wolf outside of his house.

‘Get away from me!’ I heard Bella scream. ‘I don’t know what he saw in you’ the leech hissed. ‘Sara, please calm down. There is no need for this.’ Edward said persuasively. Edward? What was that parasite doing here? Well at least Bella was safe for now. The rest of the pack were pulling back now and staying within the trees. I ran straight up to her front door and was nearly knocked down as the door flew open, hitting me in the process and Bella rushed out the door. ‘Oh Jake!’ She threw herself at me. I stepped around her so she was behind me and leant back on my hind legs, ready to pounce. Bella looked petrified and tears were welling up in her eyes. ‘Jacob, relax. Everything is fine.’ Edward said as he struggled to restrain the bloodsucker which he had in a restrictive hold. Whatever, Leech I spat. A deep growl ripped through my throat as Edward and the vampire made their way out of Bella’s house. ‘Edward take her away! She has no right to verbally abuse me in my own home! I have done nothing wrong!’ Bella cried as she stared wide eyed at the female. How dare she abuse Bella in any shape or form! I lunged forward snapping at the female but I didn’t connect because Edward jumped backwards as soon as he saw what I was doing. Jacob! You will not fight them! Sam ordered. I wasn’t paying attention. I started circling them as Bella walked backwards into the forest towards the pack. ’Jacob. Stop. Now!’ Edward shouted sternly at me. ’We are leaving.’ He looked at Bella sadly, pleading with his eyes. ’I am so sorry Bella. Please forgive me.’ The female was struggling to get out of his hold. ’Sara!’ He growled. ’Compose yourself!’ He looked at me one more time then back to Bella. ’We’ll talk about this later.’ He whispered to Bella then turned around dragging the female away.


I could hear Bella sobbing. I ran into the forest to phase. ‘No Jacob! Please don’t leave!’ Bella cried harder. I put on my jeans and walked back out from behind the trees. I didn’t care what Sam was thinking and what the repercussions were for my behaviour, I’d deal with it later. Right now my main priority was Bella. ‘Jacob!!’ Bella ran to reach me, nearly tripping over a log in the process. ‘Easy Bells’ She flung herself at me and wrapped her arms around my waist. I breathed in her scent as I kissed her hair. ‘Thank you Jake… thank you so much.’ She sighed whilst slightly pulling herself away from me so she was able to look up into my eyes. ‘What was that about Bells? Who was the psycho leech?’ I wiped away the last remaining tears. ‘Her name is Sara… apparently she knows Edward. She just stormed in the house and started yelling at me about how I don’t deserve Edward and how badly I hurt him… and…’ She started to break down again ‘It was horrible Jake, I thought she was going to kill me.’ She whimpered and buried her face in my chest. ‘Hey… shh… it’s alright hon, I won’t let anyone hurt you. I’m sorry I asked, we don’t have to talk about it.’ I soothed her. Sam came up to me and nudged me with this nose. I turned around to him ‘Deal with me later Sam… I am going to be spending time with Bella today.’ He gave me a harsh look, nodded his head and went back into the forest. ‘Jacob you’re gunna be in so much trouble with Sam now. I’m sorry.’ ‘Bella, I am seriously not upset in the slightest about that. I am concerned about you. You’re my number one worry at the moment. So let’s relax and try make you forget all about that bloodsucker.’

I asked Bella what she wanted to do and she said she wanted to go to La Push and hang out at the beach. We got in her truck, and as I was backing out of the drive way Bella let out a squeal. I whipped around to face her to see what was wrong. And there stood Edward. What the hell? He was getting on my nerves. I should just kick his ass right now. I jumped out of the truck and stomped around to the passenger side door where Edward was standing. I was trembling. I was so angry, couldn’t he just leave Bella alone for one minute? He’s caused her enough torment for one day. ‘What do you want?’ I snapped at him. ‘I want to talk to Bella.’ ‘I don’t want to hear it Edward.’ Bella stated. ‘Please… let me explain.’ He pleaded. ‘She said she doesn’t want to talk to you, you parasite.’ I took a step closer to him. ‘Jacob, stay out of this. It has nothing to do with you.’ Whatever. If it affects Bella it has everything to do with me. ‘Bella please, it will take 5 minutes to explain.’ ‘No. I don’t want to talk about it now… maybe some other time.’ And with that she turned away from him. Edward started to open Bella’s door then. I grabbed his arm to stop him. She said no, now GET LOST! Edward faced me and flung me across the drive way and I smashed into a tree. I felt a sharp pain and there was a loud cracking sound at the same time. Damn, that was my rip. ‘Jacob! Oh my god!’ Bella cried as she jumped out of the car, pushing pass Edward and raced toward me.

‘Edward! How could you! I can’t believe you are being so irrational - what the hell has gotten into you?’ She was staring at Edward so annoyed. He looked emotionless, dead. Like he had lost the will to live. His eyes flickered and I saw a look of despair. ‘I do apologise Jacob… Bella I am just so upset, I didn’t realise I had so much force behind me when I tried to shake Jacob’s hand off my arm.’ Things weren’t looking so good for Edward. ‘Won’t you come back home so Carlisle can take a look at you?’ ‘HA! You’ve got to be kidding me!’ I snorted. I was already healing, it was already beginning to become a dull ache. ‘Jake, are you sure?’ Bella whispered. I nodded. ‘Edward, you should go. We will talk later.’ She continued not even looking at him. His face fell for a split second then he reconstructed his features and simply slumped away.


I had been sitting in my room, drowning in self sorrow when all of a sudden Alice came barging through the door. ‘Edward!’ She gasped ‘It’s Bella’ She didn’t bother saying anymore, I read her thoughts. She had had a vision of an unknown vampire breaking into Bella’s house and killing her. Little did she know that I knew this vampire - it was Sara. Sara with her perfect features. She had shoulder length curly blonde hair, topaz eyes and cheek bones that stood out profoundly on her flawless face. I had met her whilst I was on my journey of trying to stay away from Bella, I had spent over a month with her and we had remained in contact once I continued to travel. We had quickly became well acquainted and I soon considered her as a close friend. Sara, however did have overwhelming feelings for me which I could not return. It was a shame that I was madly in love with Bella because we got on so well. Sara was a ‘vegetarian’, she was intelligent and musical and fun to be around. She was also rather overprotective of the people she cared about, which was probably why she was here.

‘Alice I’ll take care of this. Tell Emmett and Jasper to stay here - this isn’t to do with Victoria… I know this girl.’ With that I leapt off my lounge and out the window. I ran as fast as I could to Bella’s house. I could hear Sara as I got closer ‘You don’t know what you’ve done to him, you selfish little human’ she hissed. ‘I don’t know what you are talking about’ Bella choked. ‘You made him fall in love with you, with your pathetic little facades of continually getting yourself into danger and nearly getting killed. You make him feel needed, he has some strange desire to protect you. He doesn’t need the torment of being around you, every touch, every kiss causes him pain. You do not belong in our world!’ she bellowed. ’SARA! STOP THIS INSTANT!’ I shouted as I flew into Bella’s house at inhuman speed. We heard a wolf howl then. Jacob. He came to protect Bella, I had everything under control though, he didn’t need to be here. He had broken the treaty but I had already decided to let it slide as I knew he only had Bella’s best interests at heart. ’Get away from me!’ Bella screamed, Sara had got right into Bella’s face and was snarling continuously. I jumped in front of Sara and glared at her. She needs to be taught a lesson Edward she smirked, her eyes were as black as the ace of spades - she obviously hadn’t hunted in a while. As soon as Sara thought about making a grab at Bella I wrapped my arms around her and twisted her arms so they were behind her back. ‘I don’t know what he saw in you’ Sara started again. ‘Sara please calm down. There is no need for this.’ I tried again persuasively.

All of a sudden Bella side stepped us and ran out the door. ‘Oh Jake!’ She cried as the door hit Jacob. I got a little satisfaction over that, I hope it caused the dog a little discomfort although I knew it probably hadn’t hurt him in slightest. Jacob stepped around Bella so she was behind him and he leant back on his hind legs, ready to pounce. ‘Jacob, relax. Everything is fine.’ I said as Sara struggled to get out of my restrictive hold. Whatever, Leech Jacob spat. A deep growl ripped through his throat as Sara and I made our way out of Bella’s house. ‘Edward take her away! She has no right to verbally abuse me in my own home! I have done nothing wrong!’ Bella cried as she stared wide eyed at Sara. Jacob saw red he lunged forward snapping at Sara but it didn’t connect because I had jumped backwards as soon as I saw what Jacob was doing. Jacob! You will not fight them! I heard Sam order. Jacob wasn’t paying attention. He started circling us as Bella walked backwards into the forest towards the pack. ’Jacob. Stop. Now!’ I shouted sternly at him. ’We are leaving.’ I looked at Bella sadly, pleading with my eyes. ’I am so sorry Bella. Please forgive me.’ Sara was struggling again to get out of my hold. ’Sara!’ I growled. ’Compose yourself!’ I looked at Jacob one more time then back to Bella. She looked miserable. ’We’ll talk about this later.’ I whispered to Bella then turned around dragging Sara away.

I didn’t let go of her the whole way back to our house. She had made everything a whole lot worse for me. I know she didn’t realise but this wasn’t going to help me win back Bella’s trust. It in fact deflated it ten fold. ‘What did you think you were doing Sara?’ I scolded her ‘I had to tell her Edward, it infuriated me so much when I found out you went to the Volturi and asked to be killed because of her’ she spat bitterly ‘she doesn’t deserve you anyway. You need someone of your own kind.’ She continued. ‘I don’t want anyone else Sara’ I replied ‘but I am positive you just destroyed my second chance with Bella, considering it wasn’t looking too crash hot before you came along. I don’t think there is much else I can do.’ ‘What’s that supposed to mean?’ She demanded. ‘Never mind, Sara.’ I said as I held the door to our house open for her.

As we walked in a calmness washed over us. I locked eyes with Jasper and silently thanked him. My family were all standing around the entrance way. Is Bella OK? everyone except Emmett and Rosalie asked. Emmett was too busy thinking about how hot Sara was and Rosalie was envying how beautiful and perfect Sara was. How they were just so right for each other - self-absorbed individuals. I sighed and answered my other family members ‘Bella is fine, Jacob is with her.’ I continued on with introductions and once we had decided that Jasper and Emmett were going to take Sara hunting I quickly made my way back to Bella’s house. I had to explain or at least try to.

I got to Bella’s just as her and Jacob were backing out of the drive way, walked up to the passenger side door where Bella was, I must of scared her because she let out a squeal. Surely I didn’t terrify her that much did I? Jacob was not happy, he jumped out of the truck and stomped around to the passenger side door where I was standing. ‘What do you want?’ He snapped at me. ‘I want to talk to Bella.’ I said simply. ‘I don’t want to hear it Edward.’ Bella stated. ‘Please… let me explain.’ I pleaded. How could I explain to her if she wasn’t even going to give me the chance? ‘She said she doesn’t want to talk to you, you parasite.’ Jacob took a step closer to me, he better watch himself, silly young werewolf. ‘Jacob, stay out of this. It has nothing to do with you.’ I glared at him. Whatever. If it affects Bella it has everything to do with me. He thought ‘Bella please, it will take 5 minutes to explain.’ I said as I turned back to her, trying to use the full force of my eyes that made her head spin. ‘No. I don’t want to talk about it now… maybe some other time.’ She said and with that she turned away from me. At that stage I was thinking I had to at least try and make her listen so I started to open Bella’s door. Jacob grabbed my arm to stop me. She said no, now GET LOST! I turned to face him and meant to just shake his hand off but I was too distressed and I flung him across the drive way and he smashed into a tree. I heard a loud cracking sound, great now I just hurt the wolf. ‘Jacob! Oh my god!’ Bella cried as she jumped out of the car, pushing pass me and raced toward Jacob‘s side.

‘Edward! How could you! I can’t believe you are being so irrational - what the hell has gotten into you?’ She was staring at me so annoyed, and was that also I look of hatred I saw in her eyes? God, I didn’t want Bella to hate me, even if she didn’t want me, I couldn’t have her despising me. ‘I do apologise Jacob… Bella I am just so upset, I didn’t realise I had so much force behind me when I tried to shake Jacob’s hand off my arm.’ I tried to explain ‘Won’t you come back home so Carlisle can take a look at you?’ ‘HA! You’ve got to be kidding me!’ Jacob snorted. Bella looked at him worryingly ‘Jake, are you sure?’ She whispered. Jacob nodded. ‘Edward, you should go. We will talk later.’ She continued not even looking at me. I felt my face fall for a split second before I reconstructed my features and simply slumped away. I had to try and find a way to plan my next ‘attack’ Jacob Black was not going to take my Bella.

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Bella was trying to pull me up with no success so I pushed my hand into the dirt and slowly stood up. A let out a low groan. My rib was going to be a pain in the butt. I walked slowly over to Bella’s truck. ‘So you still wanna go to the beach Bells?’ I asked her. She looked at me hesitantly ‘Are you sure Jake? We can stay here if you want.’ ‘Nah, it’s cool… my rib is practically healed now anyway.’ ‘OK, but I’ll drive.’ She said. We got in her truck and started driving to my house. I was watching the trees fly past, it was strangely calming. We turned into my drive way and Bella stopped her truck, she jumped out of the driver’s side and raced around to help me out. I chuckled. ‘Bells, I’m fine. Honestly.’ She tried to help me anyway and grabbed my wrist. I wrapped my arm around her shoulders. ‘So Miss Swan, I’ll race ya to the beach.’ I grinned and took off running. Bella was a little late to react and she chased after me laughing. ‘Jacob! You’re such a cheater!’ I slowed down to a jog then and let Bella past me, she stuck her tongue out as she turned around and put her arms up in the air triumphantly. I laughed.

As we reached the sand the sun came out from behind the clouds, it shone down on us warming us up instantly. We walked down near the shore and I picked up a rock and skimmed it across the water, it jumped five times before sinking. Bella was looking at me ‘Thank you for coming today Jake’ her eyes were full of gratitude ‘You are more than welcome Bells.’ I replied and before thinking about it I wrapped her up in a hug. She didn’t hesitate and hugged me back just as forcefully. ‘Ya know what Jake?’ She asked ‘What?’ I placed my arms back to my side. ‘I’m really not looking forward to speaking with Edward, I just need time to think…’ she admitted but before I could respond she continued ‘I mean, I know that sounds really bad…’ she sighed ‘Bella, you don’t need to explain anything to me… When do you think you’ll have to talk to him?’ I asked. ‘Well, knowing Edward probably tonight.’ She looked down kicking her foot in the sand. ‘You could always stay with me the night?’ I suggested. That would have the bloodsucker’s blood boiling, I laughed internally. Her eyes lit up at that idea but quickly was replaced with hopelessness. ‘I don’t think Charlie would allow that, we spoke this morning and I am grounded indefinitely.’ ‘Oh… am I still allowed to come visit though?’ I was expecting Bella to be in trouble but I had completely forgotten about her taking off to save the leech. ‘Yeah, I guess… Charlie does like you’ She smiled. We walked over towards the log that I had told Bella the stories of my tribe. She sunk down into the sand and I laid down next to her. She was busy thinking, I could tell she wasn’t in the mood to talk so I closed my eyes. I was so tired, all the lack of sleep was taking its toll. I quickly drifted into unconsciousness.

I was awoken by Bella gently shaking me. ‘Jacob, wake up.’ My eyes flew open. Damn, I didn’t mean to fall asleep. The sun was setting over the horizon, I just wasted the whole day with Bella. ‘Oh Bells, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to fall asleep. You should of woken me.’ She just looked at me. ‘What?’ I demanded. ‘How could I wake you when you look so peaceful when you’re asleep. Plus I was able to contemplate a lot of things. Anyway the only reason I did wake you so soon was cause its getting late and I need to be home before Charlie gets there.’ I stood up. ‘OK no problem.’ I held out my hand to help Bella up. I was feeling rather childish so I swiftly swung Bella around and propped her onto my back. ‘Jake, what in the world-’ I took off running. She started giggling. We were nearly back at my house so I slowed down to a walk. ‘Jacob Black! You can put down now!’ she said delighted by my sudden outburst. ‘Oh no not quite yet young lady!’ I cackled, I walked her over to her truck and then gently placed her on the ground. I smiled down at her. ‘OK well I guess I better get going.’ Her eyes went glassy and she looked down. ‘Bella, what is it?’ I asked as I put my hand under her chin and gently lifted her face so she had to look at me. ‘It’s nothing…’ She sighed. Of course I didn’t believe her, but I knew her better than that. It was that bloodsucker. ‘Smile Bells,’ I placed my index fingers to the side of her lips and turned the corners of her mouth up to a smile. She grinned at me. ‘If you need me, just call and I’ll be there as soon as possible.’ ‘OK. You truly are amazing Jacob Black. What would I do without you?’ She hugged my torso and I leaned down to smell her hair. ’You’ll always have me Bells’ I whispered. She then got in her truck, gave me a half-hearted smile and drove down my street. I stood there until I couldn’t hear her truck anymore.
that was really good!!! i wonder whats going to happen b/w edward and bella!!!

As I was driving home I still couldn’t stop thinking about the previous events. This afternoon with Jacob had been perfect - like always. He had a way of making me feel so relaxed and as I watched him sleep I was almost able to forget my worries. I still didn’t fully understand what was with Sara. How did she know Edward exactly? He had never spoken of her before. She seemed quite furious with me, yet I still don’t know what I had done wrong. Maybe they had a relationship while Edward was away… that would explain her hostility toward me. But would he really have another relationship with someone else when he continually told me how much he loved me and was sorry? I would have to ask Edward when I finally spoke with him.

I pulled into our drive way and walked quickly into the house, I had to start dinner straight away Charlie would be home soon. I grabbed all the ingredients needed and starting preparing the casserole, as it was stewing in the pot. I walked into the lounge room and aimlessly turned on the TV. I flipped it over to the sports channel, saving Charlie the hassle later on and sat down in the recliner. I don’t even know why I bothered turning on the TV because I wasn’t even paying attention to it, I guess my purpose was for the background noise. My thoughts once again drifted. I heard Charlie’s cruiser pull up out front and I went back into the kitchen to start to serve up the casserole. ‘Hey Bells’ Charlie called as he took off his holster and hung his gun up. ‘Hi Dad’ I smiled ‘dinner is served.’ ‘Thanks - how was your day today?’ he asked as he started eating. ‘Uneventful.’ I simply replied, why bore Charlie with the details? There was little or no conversation throughout the duration of dinner. After I had tidied up and washed the dishes I quickly retreated to my bedroom using the excuse of excessive homework.

I walked up the stairs and decided to have a quick shower. As I was drying my hair I could hear Charlie talking to someone. ‘No, I don’t think that is appropriate… Look you will just have to see her at school. Yes, that’s right, she is grounded and no one is allowed here including you… Well Jacob is always welcome here, he is family… I do not see how Jacob being allowing here has anything to do with you. Fine, I’ll let her know. Goodbye Edward.’ I then heard Charlie mumbled something and stomped back into the lounge room. I walked back into my room. Since Edward had called I guess I should probably get our talk over as soon as possible. As I was closing my door Charlie called out that Edward had called.

I threw myself onto my bed and picked up my mobile phone. I sent a text to Edward. As soon as Charlie had gone to bed and was snoring loudly Edward appeared at my window. ‘Hey’ he said as he climbed through. ‘Hi’ I attempted a smile but am sure it came out as a grimace. Edward came and sat with me on my bed. ‘Bella, I am so sorry.’ He gushed. ‘So tell me about Sara.’ I demanded. Edward sighed. ‘She is just a friend, I met her while I was away.’ He explained. I remained silent, was he going to elaborate further or was that the only explanation I was going to be given? ’What are you thinking?’ He asked looking deep within my eyes. ’I want to know why she came and abused me, for no apparent reason.’ ’She doesn’t think that you deserve me… she says I should be with someone of our own kind.’ He explained. ’Well, that seems fair enough but it still doesn’t give her a right to try and kill me… I have enough psychotic vampires after me, I don’t particularly want another one.’ I shivered at the thought of Victoria. When was she going to come back for me? He reached out to touch my face but I turned away. I couldn’t have him touching me… not just yet. His eyes flashed with remorse. ’Bella’ He whispered so low I could hardly hear him and I had to strain my ears. I looked into his eyes. ’What is going to happen to us? I cannot live without you, I have already tried but to no avail.’ All of sudden I was furious. He left me here to carry on my life without him. ‘It’ll be like I never existed.’ That is what he told me. I know I had gone to save him but I did that because this world could not have Edward in it. Did he think I would so willingly take him back? I mean I love him, yes. I always will. He was my first true love. Isn’t having your heart broken a part of being ‘human’. After all Edward was the one who didn’t want me to miss out on any human experiences, well I certainly didn’t miss out on having my heart ripped out of my chest and trod on. ‘I don’t know Edward.’ I answered simply. ‘I can’t stand the thought of you leaving me again.’ ‘But Bella, I won’t be going anywhere. I promise you this. If you decide you don’t want me, I’ll still be here. I’ll be here waiting. You and only you will always have my heart.’ How could I ever fully get over him when he said things like that? I had to make a stand, I had to see if I was strong enough. Would I lose Edward forever by taking a chance on continuing my life without him? He said I wouldn’t, I guess I would have to wait and see. I had decided. My mind was whirling, I started to cry. ’Bella? What is it?’ His velvet voice sounded lifeless. ’I can’t be with you’ I choked out. Edward stood up abruptly, he was a blur as he fled to the window. ’I thought as much, just remember I’ll be here.’ With that he launched himself out the window. ’Jacob Black will not take the reason for my existence away from me!’ He snarled, and it echoed in the calm night. Oh crap, I didn’t even realise that Edward would assume I would want Jacob. But in my heart I did. Didn’t I? As soon as I thought Edward was out of ear shot I put my face into my pillow and sobbed uncontrollably.
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wow that was really go-od you should write more

I had been extremely busy over the past week. We had caught Victoria’s scent again and we were flat out trying to track her and stop her mission. I was beginning to worry about Bella because I hadn’t heard from her all week and although I’d tried calling her, there was never an answer. She probably had spoken to the parasite and they had gotten back together, that would make sense as to her sudden silence. I was planning to go visit her later this afternoon considering it was Saturday and I knew she was working this morning.

I was laying in my bed, listening to the rain hit our roof, wondering what I could do to pass the time when I heard a knock at the door. Who the hell would be here at 7am? I dragged myself out of bed and stomped to the front door. I opened the door and there stood Bella, she was drenched in water and looked freezing. She gave me a little wave. I quickly motioned for her to come inside. ‘What are you doing here Bells?’ It wasn’t as if I wasn’t happy to see her I just wasn’t expecting her. ‘Oh, sorry Jake did I wake you?’ She looked sheepish. ‘No, not at all. I just wasn’t expecting to see you.’ I explained. She shrugged off her rain jacket and hang it on the hook. ‘Just wanted to see my favourite person.’ My heart skipped a beat. Her favourite person, what did she mean by that exactly? I picked her up and drew her into a massive bear hug. ‘I’ve been trying to contact you all week, I was worried about you.’ I placed her back down on the floor. ‘Yeah, sorry about that. I just never felt like talking to anyone. And I just assumed it would be Edward.’ I flinched at his name.

It was good news that she didn’t want to talk to the leech though, for me anyway. ‘Speaking of the leech,’ Bella glared at me ‘Sorry I mean Edward, have you had your little chat with him yet?’ I was so eager to know, but tried to play it cool. I pulled her onto the lounge and was now looking at her waiting for her answer, she refused to hold my gaze. Perhaps she didn’t want to tell me they were back together. I stood up trying to repress my rising anger. Bella stared up at me bewildered. She still remained silent. I started pacing our small lounge room, she was killing me here. ‘Just say it already!’ I said a little to fiercely. Bella looked further confused ‘Say what Jacob?’ Her voice was quiet but confidence reigned through her words. ’That you and that bloodsucker are back together.’ I hissed. Out of nowhere she started laughing. I stopped dead in my tracks and stared at her mystified, why the heck was she laughing? Was my heartache that hilarious to her? ‘Bella-’ I started but she held up her hand, motioning for me to give her a second. ‘Jacob Black…’ She smiled widely at me. ‘You get irritated too easily.’ She patted the seat next to her, I immediately obeyed. ‘Sorry’ I mumbled. ‘Now, before I answer your accusation I am going to explain why I have been unavailable.’ I nodded for her to continue. ‘The reason I have not wanted to talk to anyone is because I’ve been thinking about an awful lot of things and also because I have been quite unhappy I didn’t want you to get more worried than you already were… you don’t need to see me depressed again Jacob.’ She gave me a apologetic smile. I squeezed her hand. I hated seeing her like that, it hurt me to see her so miserable. Although I wish she would of called me I understood why she hadn’t. ‘Anyway, the day Sara came to try and kill me was the night I spoke with Edward.’ She gulped and broke my gaze. I frowned, I really did wish she’d get it over with. ‘I told him I couldn’t be with him.’ I hadn’t heard correctly, my mind had told me that they were back together. ‘If that is want makes you happy Bells, so be it.’ I sighed. ‘Huh?’ She was confused. ‘Did you not hear what I just said Jacob?’ She asked. ‘Oh yeah, I heard perfectly clear Bella. You and Edward are back together. Congratulations.’ I stood up but Bella grabbed my hand with all her might, which made her stand up with me.

She was looking me up and down. Was she checking me out? Don’t be so goddamn stupid Jake! She is back with that leech. I noticed then that I still only had my boxers on from the night before. She probably thought I wore as little clothing as possible around her. Ha. I flexed my abs. Show her what she will be missing Oh God, I was getting a bit of a complex from all the girls checking me at school. ‘Jacob!’ She almost screamed at me. I snapped out of it and looked at her. ‘What?’ I demanded. ‘I am not with Edward.’ Bella stated. Huh? What did she just say? Bella. Isn‘t. With. That. Parasite?. No way. She didn’t just say that. I was stunned. Bella let out a giggle then started leaning up on her toes. What the hell was she doing? I instinctively leaned down towards her, wondering what she wanted. Bella was looking into my eyes. What emotion was that I saw? Love? Desire? Nervousness? Vulnerability? I could smell her freshly shampooed hair, I breathed in. Bella always smelt so nice. She continued looking deep within my eyes her lips were closing in on mine. Was she about to kiss me?
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