WHY ME

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Permalink Reply by paige on July 27, 2010 at 10:56pm

hello bells????? are you going to contnuie writing this story??????

xoxo
paige

Permalink Reply by Bells on July 28, 2010 at 1:39am

Chapter 14 Bella’s point of view

Waiting, shopping, presents and surprises are some of the things l hate, actually l loath them and thanks to my shadow Billy, the Boss is aware of this and l’m sure he is just busting at the seems to find out how this new revelation might help him to find a weakness in my ability to maintain control of my emotions.

So here l am standing in the Boss’s office awaiting my so called present. There probably isn’t even a present l bet It’s just a test to see how far, they can push me, they are probably watching me right now, from some hiding hole or secret compartment somewhere in this room study my every movement and reaction l might have just like scientists watch monkeys when doing experiments. But l’m not that stupid, l was to smart always thinking one step ahead, never thinking that any situation was innocent, l was always on my guard prepared for the unexpected, never ever trusting anybody, no matter what, that was my motto. So before l walked into the office l had my game on l made sure to hide my true emotions and extrude a calm relaxed exterior, although l was as irritated as hell, l had to make it seem to those watching l couldn’t care less and they were, l could tell by the way the hairs on the back of my neck where standing up, giving me shivers down my spine the kind that told you that you are being watched.

One hour passed then two and still no boss and no bloody present just waiting ahhhhhhhhhhhh l hated waiting and it was starting to really play on my anger, l could feel my body getting hot and little bits of sweat slid down the back of my spine from being so pissed, my legs were aching from standing in the same spot for so long. I was desperate for a distraction and determined not to waver from my calm appearance, l was not going to loose control, not today, not any day, l would not give them the satisfaction of seeing me weak. I had to suck it up and find away to overcome rage before l self destruct, l quickly scanned the room and found my perfect outlet It was an old bookcase leaning up against the far back wall. All l wanted to do was lash out and rip every book from the shelves and tear it to shreds, then kick and punch at the bookcase till it collapsed, but instead l strolled over to it keeping up my calm charade, l lifted my hand up to the books and dragged my fingertips gracefully along there spines, l then chose a book from the shelf and walked over to where l saw some chairs, l sat down and got comfortable, l opened the book and read the first couple of pages, just in case they asked me later what the book was about.

Four hours have ticked by and l was beyond being mad, pissed, angry, furious, even passed the stage where my rage was so intense l just wanted to inflict pain on someone, now I’m just siting here with my prop, book whatever you want to call it waiting, friggin waiting the rage l have endured internally from siting in this office waiting for four long hours has blown every nerve ending in my body to shreds and now I’m just NUMB.

I never thought l could possibly be this strong and get this far without being able to break my act and keep my inner rage inside without faltering my calm exterior, but l have and now l feel l have reached a new level of self achievement and control.

Suddenly the office door opened and the Boss man himself walks in and stands before me. All l want to do is launch myself across the room at him and gauge out his eyeballs, how dare he keep me waiting four friggin hours, but I’m better then him and will not allow him to win, so l slowly lift my head and give him a sweet as honey smile, he grumbles and frowns and at that moment l know VICTORY IS MINE l felt like poking my tongue out at him and saying nah hah, then jumping up from my chair and shaking my arse right in his face then turning around and air punch the air and yelling out WHOO HOO, but that would be childish although It would be lots of fun to see his reaction l will just have to imagine it for now.

Before l had the chance to get out of my chair l heard a high pitch squeal, then l was struck by someone throwing themselves at me at one hundred miles an hour, causing me and my chair to fall backwards with a thud. I react quick as lightning, and recover taking up a defensive position, ready to attack.

‘Stop Swan’ yelled the Boss, l looked over at him and notice a girl about my age, short, petite, spiky hair jumping up and down giggling and clapping her hands, her back was to me and she was looking at the Boss. Waiting for something, the Boss let out a breath, then looked at me, oh god what have l got my self into

‘Swan, meet my daughter Alice, Alice this is Swan’ he said pointing to me, the girl giggled again then turned around, that’s when l was struck by green eyes, looking at them for some reason, there seemed to be something there it was as though l was looking into his eyes the exact same ones, how could that be, the color and even the way they held their sparkle was the same. My body froze as it was suddenly hit by all the memories of him, how he hurt me, my hold on reality started to weaver as l took a deep breath and started to remember, things he said and done, he was meant to be my friend, best friend, l was loyal and honest to him, but he threw me to the wicked witch Tanya who tortured, terrorized and bullied me to no end. I trusted him more then l had ever trusted anyone in my life. I had let him into my heart, l loved him and he broke me beyond repair.

I was brought out of my thoughts by warm arms surrounding me in a hug. Alice was hugging me; l didn’t do well with people showing affection, l couldn’t stand the evasion of personal space, l had to protect myself, people are cruel and l refuse to get close to anybody ever again, that way l can’t get hurt.

‘l’ll leave you two to bond l just need to get some paper work done’ whilst Alice and l where bonding, yea right, the Boss made his way over to his desk and started shifting through some paper work. I quickly removed her arms from around me and took a step back, that’s when l heard her say the words l dreaded most

‘I just know we are going to be best friends’ Alice said jumping up down at the same time l saw the boss get up and grab a Bottle of water from his little bar fridge, l just gave her a frown and said

‘You don’t even know me, so don’t assume anything’ she just smiled and shrugged her shoulders. Next thing l heard was water being spat out from the boss’s mouth, coughing and spluttering, l shouldn’t be so hopeful to think he might choke, suddenly his fist came slamming down on his desk as he said

‘Alice do you mind leaving the room for a while, l have a few things l need to discuss with Swan here’ haha l think daddy might be mad at the way Swan spoke to his daughter, Alice looked at her father all jumping and smiles gone, she had her hands on her hips and she even stomped her foot, yes her foot, who does that, she then rolled her eyes at him and turned abruptly and stormed out of the room slamming the door behind her, mmmmmmmm l think little Alice might be having a TANDY.

I looked at the Boss; he took a deep breath and began

‘Swan, there are a lot of things you don’t know, one of these things is that l have a lot of enemies, the kind that would do anything to find a weakness in me somewhere, well Alice is my weakness, she is the most important thing in my world, she is the reason l get up every morning. Her mother died whilst giving birth to her, so she is all l have left. She has been at boarding school, up until recently, one of our sources told us that some how someone had found a loop hole somewhere in our secret filing system, this only meant one thing we had a breach of security, a mole or traitor, who ever It was hacked my personal details and tracked Alice down, and was ready to take her out, l was able to get their and pull her out before anything happened thank god. I brought her here to the island to lay low for a little while, just until things cool down, Once the heat is off us l'll will send her to her Aunt’s , were she’ll go to school with her cousin. Alice will be your first assignment, you are my best Seeker l have, and who happens to be the same age and sex as Alice, do you know how lucky l’m feeling right now, god only knows what it would have been like if one of your over hormoned team mates where better then you .’ He smiles at me, shakes his head and continues with a serious look on his face ‘Alice knows nothing about what we do and l liked to keep it that way, as far as she is concerned this is a camp for troubled teens, deal.’

‘Deal. But please enlighten me on what it is we do exactly, because no one has ever told me, and why did you call me a Seeker.’

‘Swan we are called Seekers because we seek and take out the bad guys, the ones that normal law enforcement can’t. The untouchables the worst kind of predators that prey on the innocent committing crimes you could not even comprehend right now. Unfortunately you will see with your one eyes how barbaric and sick humans can truly be and It is our job to stop them and to protect the innocent.’

‘When you say seek you mean track them down, right ‘

‘Right’

‘But when you say take them out what do you mean by that’

‘Swan l know you are still very young but you were born for this, you are a natural, when l say take them out, l mean we dispose of them, you have to understand most of the time with the untouchables its kill or be killed and in time you will see this.’

‘l spose that explains all the intense training, does any of my team mates know any of this’

‘No they haven’t finished there training yet and are not ready, they will be told when the time comes for them to know. But that’s not your concern, keeping my daughter safe is, she will be staying here for two weeks in that time she will be with me so you don’t need to worry about protecting her, but, l suggest you make an effort to get to know her seen as though you will be spending one month shopping in New York with her before she leaves.’

‘What’ l yelled ‘shopping are you trying to kill me’

‘No Alice loves shopping’

‘Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh’ I HATE SHOPPING

‘Swan remember to keep your cover at all times, act as though you are her friend even if you are not , but l have to give my Alice some credit she is hard not to like, please keep your guard up and protect my baby and if by the end of the two weeks, before you leave, l feel any of your team mates have finished there training and are ready, then I’ll let them go with you.’

‘So l have finished my training’

‘Yes, awhile ago actually, which brings me to the real reason your in my office, your present.’

‘Present, l was hoping it was all just a joke.’

‘Swan, l don’t joke, so here’s the plan you are going to go see Wizard, he will be waiting for you, with your present, It’s a tattoo, l designed it myself, it will represent your new life as SWAN, It will cover your entire back mostly your shoulders and it will be all black but various shades, the tattoo will take about a week and a half to two weeks of intense ink sessions, so you might be in a bit of pain. for your trip to New York with Alice but I’m sure you can handle it, l mean It can’t be as painful as shopping right .’

‘Right’

Permalink Reply by Sofia Michelle Clearwater on July 28, 2010 at 2:37am

tattos??!?! cool :) Jazz is going to meet Ali!!! :D more ASAP

Permalink Reply by DaneiMarie on July 28, 2010 at 2:38am

Cant wait for more!

Permalink Reply by Music Saves my soul on July 28, 2010 at 9:02am

aww I love it!! Bella should be more open to sweet little Alice!!

Permalink Reply by Twilight Chick on July 28, 2010 at 6:02pm

This is amazing.Can't wait for more.I hope there is more Edward coming up.

Permalink Reply by jΑϒNΣll lØVE ™ - ツ on July 30, 2010 at 1:54am

poor bella =( hehe well alice is here, and jasper might finish his training and meet her =D loved it can't wait for more =D

Permalink Reply by Mandiberry on August 3, 2010 at 11:26pm

O...M....G...Best chapter yet...I love how you describe things...lets us really get into Bellas mind...I love Alice...Im glad she's made it in the story... :D soooooooo happy....cant wait for more

Permalink Reply by Twilightlover on August 23, 2010 at 10:23pm

this is really good, post more soon and keep me updated, plz

Permalink Reply by sherry williams on September 17, 2010 at 12:47pm

omg
love it
cant wait for more
please update soon
please keep me posted

Permalink Reply by MRS TWILIGHT on July 28, 2010 at 1:56am

love it

Permalink Reply by Bella Marie Swan on July 28, 2010 at 2:31am

love it

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