my story is going to be oriented around Leah and Jacob. i hope you like it, cuz these are my two fav characters.
Chapter 1: Leah POV
"go away, jacob!" i screamed. i stormed away in human form. i wasn't going to give into him, no way no how! these days i tried to stay human, to hide my thoughts from jake and seth. i marched right over to a tree and punched it. why? why couldn't i just be normal? why can't sam love me? why am i have weird feelings for jake? less than five minutes ago, i almost let him have me. what stopped me? i don't know. i sank to the ground, putting my knees. the tears slowly began. what good am i? so many questions i had, they were overwhelming me, constricting my lungs. i vaguely wondered if i held my breath long enough, would i die?
i heard the heavy thud of paws approaching. i looked up, seeing seth, his head cocked to the side with concern. i stared at him darkly, wishing i had something to throw. he whined a little. "what do you want seth?" i hissed. he backed off, and ran back in the direction of the house. i sighed. why can't i be nice? i love my brother, and i hated to see him run to a house full of vampires by himself. why did he have to imprint on that half bloodsucker? ever since she was born, he's been with her 24/7. it was bugging me more than it should.
i felt a shimmer in the air. seth was probably phasing. i looked up at the sky. another drizzly day in washington. maybe i should apologize to jake. he was hurting as much as i was, if not, more. i sighed. why did i have to be the one to add to his hurt? i got up and wiped my hands off on my jeans. my mom, on one of her recent visits, brought me some clothes. i wonder if her and charlie would visit today? they seemed to be getting pretty serious. ugh. more love. well, better find jake.
Chapter 2: Jakes POV
i knew she wasn't sure about this, before she pushed me, before she screamed 'go away, jacob!', before she stomped away. i wasn't sure about it either. she had already told me she wanted to let go of sam, and quite recently, i decided to let go of bella. no way was i going to be in love with a married vampire, esp one with a kid. i leaned against a tree. maybe love just wasn't ever gonna work out for me. maybe i should just focus on important things, like my father. last time i saw charlie, he said billy wasn't feeling too well. but love was important to me too. i know my life is going to be freakishly long, and i want someone to be with me.
i heard leah yelling at seth. poor kid. just trying to help. i guess he's probably back at the house by now. i can't believe seth imprinted renessmee. i can't believe those bloodsuckers were ok with it. i can't believe i've been talking to myself for the last ten minutes. i should probably find leah. i hope she cooled down enough for me to talk to her.
kay, sorry if that was boring. the next chapters will be more exciting. more love, war and vampires on the way!!!!!