The Twilight Saga

This is my first fan fic so go easy on me, you know how people say this is
an all human story, well this is an all inhuman story! But Bella is not
really a vampire, so what is she? will Edward learn to leave with it
and the burden that she carries? Or will their different worlds set
them apart?







1. Meeting (EPOV)

I could feel the softness of the leaves as I stepped on them running at full speed, the leaves where a healthy green this time of the year and everything looked just like one big green blur to me. Of course, I never hit one tree nor accidentally stomp a creature, running was in my nature it was so easy and the sense of release it gave me had no comparison. It was the feeling of leaving everything behind; going at such a speed that nothing could catch up with me not even my past. To be honest, today I was running from my family. I was trying to give them the privacy they deserve at such intimate moments that I’ve never experienced and probably never would I thought wryly to myself. You have to me mated to know how they felt, that total love and devotion towards each other. I truly felt like an outsider in my family, a third wheel or in this case a seventh wheel, what mattered was that I could be spared. I knew how much they loved me, how much I would hurt them if I ever went away again but, what could I do? I was always ill-tempered and belligerent like the resentful old man that I should be by now. I could hear Carlisle and Esme always blaming themselves, in their heads it was their fault that I was alone and miserable but truly I was alone by choice. It was not a problem of nurturing, they shouldn’t be kicking themselves like that, it was agonizing to hear how they dwelled in pain over their first son. Many vampires had expressed interest in me over the years but I would always politely turn them down, they weren’t what I was looking for. I’ve seen it with Rose and Carlisle, when the one came along I’d know right away. It was just how it worked with us vampires; you fell in love head over heels just once and there is no turning back. That was how I knew the girls I turned down would be okay, because I was not the one for them and they were not the ones for me, neither one of them. I’m too good of a liar if I can convince myself that is the only reason I turned them down, it was true that I wanted neither of those girls but I can’t deny that for me I was a monster. I didn’t deserve to be happy after everything I’ve done, I was a low life creature who could never aspire to be love. Everyday the list was there, I may have come back to Carlisle and his way of life but I could never bring back all those people. Even if my victims were barely humans and resemble more to monsters, it was wrong playing god and I had deluded myself into thinking it was right. Emmet keeps telling me to stop beating myself up but I can’t, during those dark years I lost myself and gave completely in to the monster inside of me.

I was lost in my train of thought when I saw her, the wind was blowing her scent in the opposite direction and that’s why I hadn’t smelled her. I froze there standing completely still, a human girl was standing in the middle of my meadow. She stared at me with her head cocked to the side and her eyed reflected confusion like something about me was off. I was too staring at her, she had very pale skin for a human, her straight brown hair cascade down her back gracefully curling at the ends and her frame was slender. She was quite a sight but I couldn’t take my eyes of hers, those oddly deep brown eyes like pools of melted chocolate pierced through me with their bewilderedness. I was pinned to that place, I just stood there examining her face and I couldn’t make myself leave. I was suddenly anxious to know what she was thinking, did she saw me coming at an inhuman speed to the meadow? Why did she seem so confused? Was she afraid of me? What did she think of me? What was she thinking? That’s when it hit me, I hadn’t been interrupted by any thoughts when running or even now as I was staring at her, the only train of thought in my head was my own. I felt really vulnerable and frustrated for the first time in my vampire life. I never had to try to hear someone so I felt ridiculous as I penetrated her eyes extremely focus giving her an intense gaze of my own. I was pushing with all my mental strength an imaginary barrier over her head but nothing. I couldn’t hear even one word, not even the tenor of her thoughts, this was just exasperating. Who was this girl?

2. Eyes (EPOV)

The frustration was pouring through me, I was still looking but not really seeing the girl lost in my mind. Could vampires get sick? I felt fine, like I always do, so why can’t I hear her? This has never happened to me before. I heard her let out an angry sighed and forced myself to see her again. She too seemed really frustrated and I didn’t understand why, suddenly I found myself imagining what she was thinking. Every guess seemed worst and less likely than the one before. I took one unconscious step in her direction and her eyes narrowed in suspicion. I glanced at her, clearly she knew I was dangerous. One second was all it took to change everything, the wind blew her scent in my direction and I smelled her for the first time. My throat was burning hotter than the flames in hell, my whole body ached to attack her and my mouth was singing with the venom. I’ve never imagine such a scent existed, if I knew I would have search the entire planet for it. No! I was better now, I couldn’t do this to Carlisle, destroy everything he had work so hard on and let him down again, that was not an option! I knew he would understand, his patience was endless but the thought of my eyes turning crimson with her blood and adding another name to the list had me running away from her. I was the fastest in my family and suddenly I felt like I was about to break a personal record or something. I only stopped when I reached the mountains, there was a valley that I liked to go to when it was autumn as the meadow was dry and lifeless.

I sighed, everything is going to be alright, everything is going to be alright she’s not here; I chanted this over and over again to myself. I sat there and grasp the grass, don’t turn around and look for her, think of your family. This was so hard, I could still remember vividly her smell in my tongue. I didn’t dare to move, my body could betray me and run after her. I closed my eyes but all I could see was the girl staring at me with her bewildered eyes, there was a spark of recognition there hidden; but recognition of what? Wondering what she was thinking was pushing me to the edge, I wanted to run back to talk to her and figure out her mind. What was she thinking? The question was torturing me, my curiosity was inflamed. A nagging puzzle that I would never get the chance to put together. Ug! This was impossible, I could smell her and hear her heart pounding in front of me. I thought it was just my imagination, no human would be able to get here that fast! I opened my eyes and there she was, standing in front of me with here arms secured around her chest and her expression was still frustrated but resigned. I sat there hypnotize by her gaze, she walked with slow but determined movements in my direction. I cut the flow of oxygen to my lungs, I didn’t need it and I knew it would be unbearable for me to smell her and not sink my teeth in her. She kneeled before me, from the first second I saw her she has pierce into my eyes never looking away from them. The girl lifted her hand and stroked my cheek gently with her finger tips, her eyes never leaving mine, it felt like an electric current pulsed between us when she touched me. She exhaled heavily and her warm breath brushed my face almost caressing it while she dropped her hand.

“I give up”. She finally spoke, her voice was so beautiful, not in an inhuman way like a vampire but it was sweet, warm and soft. “Would you please tell me why your eyes are gold?” I was lost in the sound of her voice, it took me about five seconds to process what she was asking and another to realize she was waiting for me to speak.

“I don’t understand your question” I hated to say that aloud, how I wished I could understand what was going on behind those chocolate brown eyes.

“I was sent here for a coven of vampires but something is off. Your skin is pale, hard and cold; you’re breathtaking beautiful and run inhumanly fast. But your eyes… they are supposed to be either black or crimson. So would you explain to me why your eyes are golden?” She seemed even more frustrated to say it aloud. I couldn’t answer her I was in shocked. She knew.



Chapter 3- "Explanations"

Chapter 4- "Another World"

Chapter 5 and 6- "Confusion" and "Reunion" 

Chapter 7 and 8- "Family" and "Interrogation" 

Chapter 9- "Guest"

Chapter 10- "Interruptions"  

 Chapter 11- "Departure"

 Chapter 12- "New"
Chapter 13- "Understanding"
Chapter 14- "Selfishness"
Chapter 15- "Complications"
Chapter 16- "Appearence"
Chapter 17- "Past, present and future"
Chapter 18- "Worth"
Chapter 19- "Friendship"
Chapter 20- "Time's up"
Chapter 21- "Above"
Chapter 22- "Ghost"
Chapter 23- "Decisions"
Chapter 24- "Bleeding Heart"

Chapter 25- "Letters"

Chapter 26- "Wrecked"


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Aww.... poor Eddie-boy :(
It's so sad... :/
Jose, can you please please please make me smile in the next chapter?? :D
I'm just joking, you do it in your own time, I just enjoy reading this (=
You're so damn talented, I just wish you would write that damn book and send it to me!!
Wait, you don't know where I live... Dammit... ;)
Ahaha, hurry, please, I look forward to read more from you!!
Sorry for not reading sooner, have had a lot on my mind... So annoying, but it should be better, even if my vacation is over in 3 days... that just sucks.. :(
I really hope I can update soon as well, but until then, you just write and then make lots of people happy (=


Lou =P
Hi Lou, sorry about Edward... wow everyone truly agrees in this chapter with that statement. I know it was not a cheerful chapter but I've given you some happy chapters in the past that will eventually come back but I think I can pull off one tiny smile for next chapter with an idea I've been toying around with. Thanks Lou, it means a lot to me knowing that after all this time you still enjoy reading this. Hahahah I'm writing the book but I don't know if it'll ever be published, I'm having a hard time dealing with changes the editor wants to do. I love leaving somethings that are clues of what's to come and he just wants to cut that right out so of course we end up fighting, it frustraste me to no end. If I ever finished it and by some miracle agree on how to publish it I'll ship it to you hahaha. You're right no idea where you live =P I'll do my best to hurry and don't worry we are all busy, I don't expect you to read as soon as I post. Awww sorry to hear that, I just hate when vacations come to an end. Yes, madam hahahaha. I'll try and you try to post too cause that will make me very happy!

Love always

hahaha, he is so pushy at times I just want nothing more than to smack him with his little netbook. I swear he is trying to drive me insane and will eventually succeed if he keeps it up, how many times does he want me to tell him it is relevant for the story to have somethings even if we don't know it yet. Hahaha, I knew you would be just as me in this particular subject. I agree with you just let me do it my way and it will get done so stop bothering me! That is not hard to do! Hahahahaha, I cant believe a teacher actually said that to you! Now that is just wrong. I am working on the smile but it will not all be a field of roses since after all it is Edward we are talking about. Awwwww! That is the sweetest thing you could have told me Lou! Thank you, it means a lot coming from another fantastic writer. I think an endless beginning was one of the first fan fics I read here and I still love it.

Love always


Hi Hannah! I've updated so you might as well go check it out! Sorry for the long wait!


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poor bella and edward
so sad i cried again
i just want them to be happy together
still love the story
cant wait to read the next chapter
please post soon

I'm sorry Sherry, I know it's pretty sad. They will at some point be happy together but rough times are ahead so hold on tight. I'm sorry I took so long to post but I'm about to do so!


Love always



Hi Always a Story Lover! Thank you, you're so sweet! And yeah I'll continue writing this... I've grown to fond of the characters to let them go. Of course I'll keep you posted!


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OMG! I am lyk literally crying mi eyes out. My brother is tryan figure out whats wrong. I cant believe it. Bella is a strong person. I hope that they can find a way thru this. I am glad that Nate is gonna help Bella n the Cullens thru this. Yaaay! He's gonna walk Bella down the isle. Awesome! Bella has a lot of self mastery. If it was me I wouls show the Board exactly what thye have done. I would show them what thye created. N I would unleash everything I had on them especially on Jenny!!! She wouodnt wanna b mi frined after that. Lolz but mi heart is hurting for Edward n Bella. Bella is a good person. Even though it wasnt allowed Bella took Renee to c Charlie. N she gave up her heart to help save people. SHe has more strwngth than I do. I wouldnt know what to do in that situation. I feel her pain n it hurts badly. It really does. But great chapter. Cant wait to c what happens next.
Twilight Lova
thats sad i hope they get to be together update asap please need more
Hi Maddy! It was a really gloomy chapter this one but things have to get better at some point, I'll update soon. Don't worry, I need to know where this is going too! Thanks for always being here Maddy!

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Hi Twilight Lova! Don't cry, please don't cry it seems all I'm able to do lately is make all of you cry. Tell your brother sorry that it was my fault that he had to see you like that but it's just where this story is going, at some point it will get better. I know Nate is awesome, I love him with all my heart and I know he'll go out of his way to get a solution and it felt so right to write that he was gonna walk her down the isle. I know she's a very strong person and I honestly don't know how I would reacted if I was in her situation but she handled it with as much grace as she could. Ugh I hate Jenny but sadly she'll appear in this story again, I think I'm gonna mess around a bit with her hahaha. I'm hurting too... *sigh* It warms my heart to hear you speak so highly of Bella, she's a fantastice person and I hope things work out for her I really do. Thanks and I can't wait to hear what you think next!

Love always

what an incredible chapter! Bella is facing so much--first being torn away from Edward and then dealing with her parents . . . I hope her happiness returns soon!


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