starts when bella gets back from Italy in New Moon. This is a team story. I'm mixing up Eclipse with this too, so feel free to do so. please send me ur post.
Chapter1:Apologize/ Fresh Start
Edward and i were driving down the street when he stopped the car abruptly and the tires screeched.i saw Jacob standing in the middle of the street.I guess he didn't care if he got run-over.Well, if i were him, i would've done the same thing after everything i put him through. i felt horrible. I mean, what kind of friend uses another just so they can go and save their beloved. Apparently, i was that kind of friend.Does jake know that i love him? Does he know i'm sorry? for hurting him.if i asked him, would he drop everything and run away with me? if i asked him could he love me, would he say yes? would he say better than Edward? did i make the right decision? choosing Edward. he said he would never leave me again,but should i listen to him or jake? i love edward, but i think i love jake more. not think, i know i love jake more.it's so easy being with jake.so natural. easy as breathing.Jake says i shouldn't trust edward.does jake know something i don't know? is edward trying to use me to get rid of jake,or is he going to say that he loves me only to leave me again in a few months? if that happens, i know jake will put me back together again. if it should happen again, i will finally try to move on. to love jake. to love him right. love him the way he's supossed to be loved. with all my heart. and never look back. and to be happy.
"Bella," edward asked snapping me out of my thoughts."He wants to talk to you."
"Bella, i was afraid he wouldn't let you come," jake said.
"What do you want,jake?" i asked.
"I want you to chose me instead of him.you wouldn't have to change for me.i love you." he said.
i had heard him say yes to that nagging question i've been asking myslef for months.i stood there thinking of something to say to him hoping i wouldn't hurt him again.
"Bella,come." edward interrupted.
"You don't speak for her." jake shot back.
he aprroached jake and flipped him. jake phased on the fly.jake stood ready to kill.when he saw my face, he stopped dead in his tracks. as much as he wanted to kill edward ,he knew if he did,that it would also kill me. not physically, but mentally and emotionally.he knew i'd never be able to forgive him. as for edward,he didn't care if he hurt me or not,he lunged for jake. and jake let him.was he really going to sit there and let himself get hurt or killed just so he wouldn't hurt me? edward wrapped his arms around jake and i heard bones crunch jake let out a blood- curling howl.i hoped the pack heard it.jake laid on the ground in agony.
"Jake!!!!" i screamed.
the pack came in time to see lying on the ground withering in pain.the pack was so distracted that Victoria came running at vampire speed and she bit me.i screamed in pain as the venom was spreading.i feel beside jake and somehow he miracously had the strength to suck the venom out.
"Sam, call carlisle.i don't know how much more of this jake can take.hurry." i said hoarsely. "I hate you edward cullen." with that he left.
i suddenly felt dizzy. it semmed like the world was spinning.then everything went black.
"Bella.Bella." i woke up to see sam sitting at the foot of the bed with a worried-look in his eyes.
"Follow me." he said.
we walked to my truck,and i got the keys out of my pocket,started the ignition,and we drove to jake's house in slience.i had hoped that charlie wasn't looking for speeding drivers.when we got there we were greeted by the pack.i could hear jake screaming bloody-murder in the background.
"Doc's re-breaking his bones." embry said shakily and i knew that even though he wouldn't admitt it he was crying.
that sound sent chills up my spine and i secretly hoped that i'd never hear it again.i know that nobody would ever admitt it to my face,but i knew it was all my fault.after all,i was with jake when it happened. i had insisted that i needed to talk to him. edward was my boyfriend. my sadistic, vampire boyfriend.
then carlisle came out out of jake's small house.
"I've given him some morphine, but his body temperature will burn it off. i'll come back later to set up a drip."
"thank you." billy said,shaking his hand.
then carlisle turned to me and said, "He's asking for you."
i ran in the house like lightning.i got to jake's room and i saw how the right side of his body was wrapped up in casts.he was sweating.
i walked into his room and sat down in the chair beside his bed.
"I was worried about you."he said.
"You were worried about me? i was worried about you.i'm so sorry jake. i'm such a jerk. if it wasn't for me you wouldn't be hurt.i love you jake."
""What about edward?"
"i'm going to break up with him as soon as i can."
"bells,i wish you'd consider me when choosing a new boyfriend."
now jake was crying. i don't know if iit was from the pain or what, but all i know is that it killed me to see him cry.
"that's why i'm leaving edward. i picked you. i realized i was lying to myself."
"bells, when i get better i promise we'll be togheter forever."
"jake, what if you imprint?"
he took his left arm and turned my face toward him.
"bells, i promise that no matter what happens, even if i imprint, that i would chosse you."
sam cam in the door. "jacob,i think you just imprinted on bella."
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