midnight sun/love [a seth imprint story]

preface:love,its stronger than ever.

my heart races when i see his face!

how can this be?my life cant change like this,can it?

last year,if you would have told me id be a wearwolf in love with a wearwolf with a wearwolf family,id probably call you crazy.

but now,it hits me,i am what i am,what have i become,but no more questions.i want this i love this!this is my everything!HE IS MY EVERYTHING!

midnight sun by alexis carmona inspired by stephanie meyers the twilight saga,

it was early into summer and everything with the volturi just blew over.i was sitting at home watching t.v. with dad.then,the doorbell rang.dad went to answer it."hi",said a slightly high voice that was obviously a girl,"i`m lexi are you billy?"dads eyes widened."yes",he said,"im billy black.""well,im your daughter",lexi said,nervously,"please dont freak out i came here all the way from california."i then ran to the door.i had to say she shared a slight resemblance between our family."what are you talking about",i demanded."please dont yell,jacob right",she said,"im 13 and i learned that you were my dad early in the school year.""what that cant be",i said,"mom".she cut me off off there."she died 13 and a half years ago"she said"she had me 3 months before.""dad is this true",i asked."yes",he said."your mom wrote me a letter saying i had a daughter but shes in california.""wow",i mumbled,"i have a younger sister.""so you dont hate me,"she asked hopefully."ofcourse not,"me and dad said,simoltaneasly.we then took turns huggin her.we called my older sister who was here into the room.lexi had long brown hair and beutiful big brown eyes.her lips were full and she had that confident look.my sister came in and exactly what was hapening."oh my",my older sister chimed,"youre beautiful."she then hugged lexi so tight that lexi said,"cant breather."that reminded me off bella when she was human."dad"i asked,'can i take her to meet the guy,i think this is important."'yes,hurry back,"dad said and i saw lexi smile,beautifully.

"whos the guys",lexi asked on our way."oh.just some family friends",i her,"its important you know them.""oh okay,"she said.when we reached emilys i hid lexi behind my back."jake,"paul yelled.i felt lexi jump."whos that behind you",paul growled."careful,paul",i cautioned him",she got here a while ago."paul and the other guys stared when lexi stepped out from behind me.seth was staring most,i wondered why."hi,"lexi said in a cracked voice,"im,uh,im jakes sister.""what",all the guys said,simoltaneasly.she flinched and shut her eyes."its okay,lexi,"i calmed her,"they wont bite,"i glared at them.seth walked up and introduced himself,"hi.im seth".seth kisses her hand,we all stared then anger pulsed through me."hi,"lexi grinned then blushed."seth,"i said stern,"no.""im sorry,jake,"he mumbled.my fists balled and i started shaking."jake,no,dont,"sam yelled.i just my hand and threw it at seth,but then my hand was shakin so hard,it moved.i,accidently,hit lexi.she flew and hit the wall."oww,"she yelled.she hit the floor.she stared at me saddness rushing threw her."why,jake,"she sniffled,"i thought you were okay with me being here."she got up and ran for the door,i held her so she wouldnt leave."let me go,"she sighed,"someone make him let go."seth stapped in and made me let go."seth,"i yelled"what are you doing."

lexi and seth ran off into the woods."jake,"paul said,"thats your little sister,how could you?" "i didnt mean to,"i pleaded,"i meant to hit seth." "what,"sam demanded."hes imprinted on her,"i gulped,"shes to young,shes only 13." "theyre 2 years apart,"sam said. "im going after them,"i said then sprang towards the woods in wolf form and everyone followed.back in the woods lexi stood there in seths arms weeping."whyd he hit me,"lexi yelped,"he said he was okay with me being here." "i know,i know,"seth said.he lifted lexis head and pressed his lips soflty to her cheek.lexi screamed,"its them,the wolfs." "calm down lexi,"seth begged.they then heard a loud roar from my wolf.lexi jumped out of seths arms,i was happy about that.i then stepped up to lexi and the others made a circle around her."please dont kill me,"she wimpered,"ill leave jake doesnt want me here anyay,i m ight as well leave if u dont kill me first."i ran back and phased human."lexi,"i said,"i do want you here i didnt mean to hit you." "then why did you,"she asked,"how could you," "i was trying to hit seth,its a long story."i said,"i could tell he likes you,and i felt overprotective of you."

"why would you hit seth"lexi yelled at me,"maybe i like him too." "no you dont lexi,"i demanded,"youre to young."lexis eyes widened and she started breathing heavely,"you.dont.tell.me.who.i.do.or.dont.like,"she screamed,"youre not my father."i wondered what brought on such an anger attack."i dont care lexi,"i sternly said,"youre my little sister."lexi walked over to seth and kissed him on the lips.i started rapidly shaking,she looked and screamed."jake,youre the wolf,"she wearily said.she hit the floor and fainted.i morphed back and ran to her side with the rest of the guys.seth was frozen from her ."seth,"i said,"get over here."he ran to us as fast as he could.i carried lexi back to the house.billy wheeled himself outside along with my sister beside him running."what happened,"billy said."she saw me phase and fainted,"i said."how long has she been out,"billy asked."about two minutes but its not the worst of our problems,seth has imprinted on her and she likes him too." "what,"billys eyes widened,"i forbid it,no." "sir,im really sorry,"seth pleaded,"its not my fault." "ill kill you,"billy said,"shes only 13." "i know,sir,im only two years older than her,not that long apart,"seth said,"sir,i love her even though we just met."seth took a back and me and dad both stepped towards him. "calm down,"seth pleaded,"please we wont get to serious,to fast,"he pleaded,"well take it slow." "what are you saying serious,"i said,"you better not mean anything bad." "i-i,"seth studderd,"ill treat her like a queen." i glared at him as dad did the same."if u ever lay a hand on her ill ill murder you,"i growled,"you better hope you cant keep your hands to yourself." "i can but if she kissed me does that count,"seth asked.

"What,"dad yelled.we heard a scream from inside.oh no,lexi was inside and my older sister! I was the first person inside and lexi was awake. "Are you okay,"i asked her,"whats wrong." "Im fine,i saw something in my dream,vampires and you,jake,together.i know i know,i sound crazy,but it was so real you were in a big white house in the woods with for walls,but vampires they arent real,right?",lexi asked. "Umm,do you want the truth,"seth said. Lexi nodded. "Yes,there are,"i said,"they are our friends." her eyes rolled into her head and she looked blank. "Whos the tiny one,"lexi asked in a trance,"why are you holding her." "She likes you,uh,shes ughh,and theres her dad,i dont like him,he smells,doesnt he,"lexi said. All of us wolfs exchanged a glance,how did lexi know this? "How do you know all that,"sam asked. "I saw it,in my head,"lexi said,"but bella,she seems like a sweet girl,is she." "Yes,"i said,"shes great." "You used to love her,didnt you,"lexi whispered,"she loved you but not the same way you loved her." "i got it,shes telapathic,"sam said. "What,'lexi said,"i dont understand." "You have powers,"i said,"youll probably be one of us soon!" "What does that mean,one of you,"lexi asked sort of worried. "Wearwolf or a shapeshifter as some call it,"i said. "But im a girl,youre all guys,"she sighed. "We have a girl wearwolf,shell be here soon,"i said. "Really,"lexi asked,"but i still dont quite understand,why me?" "Youre not alone,"said a voice at the door.it was leah. "Hey,hun,im leah,"leah said,"the female wolf." lexi whispered into leahs ear thinking we couldnt hear her,"um,dont your clothes rip off when you change?" "Yes,"paul,embry,quil,sam,me,seth,and collin all said. "They can hear that well,"lexi asked leah. "Yes,"she said,annoyed,"but dont worry,ill teach you to control your morphing,that way the guys wont see you and think about you all naked." "Ew,"i said,"leah,thats my little sister." "Not mine,"collin and seth said. I growled angrily and paul,sam,jared,quil,and sam chuckled. "Shut up please,"lexi said with attitude. They all went . "If i ever catch you guys thinking about me like that,well youll find out,"lexi growled. Wow,she was my sister!

Seth and collin just stared at her. 'Eyes up boys,"i growled. "Jake,calm down.I think i can handle them,"she smiled as she walked towards them. She leaned forward as to them ,but instead she slapped them. "Oww,"they both said. "Sorry,but you were being perverted,"lexi said,"i wont be treated that way," I was proud she had morals. Me and the guys laughed so hard at seth and collin,that we were on the edge of tears. "Guys,"collin and seth moaned,"lexi hits hard." "sorry,boys,"lexi said. "Its okay,"they said staring at her. "Slap me whenever,"collin said and seth punched him.collins nose started gushing blood. "Seth,what the heck,"collin growled,"you broke my nose." "You hit on my girl,"seth said. "Sorry,"collin gripped. "Your girl,"i repeated,"her name is lexi." "Sorry,jake,"seth said. "Jake,back off okay,god,"lexi said. "Lexi,"i growled,"just listen to what i say." Lexi began shakeing,she lost control. Her clothes ripped off her and her eyes widened. I tried covering seth and collins eyes but it was to late. Lexis wolf was a beautiful gray color reminding me of leah. A roar tore threw her throat. "Calm down,lexi,"leah soothed her,"guys,get out." Collin and seth hesitated but moved. I could hear lexi crying in leahs arms. Leah told lexi all the times that we saw her,trying to calm lexi. Lexi and leah came outside. Lexi walked over to collin and seth whos eyes were buldged and mouths open. She kicked them in an unmentionable place. They both fell to the floor. "Thats what you get,oh and dont talk to me for a week,"lexi growled. All of us other guys were laughing. Collin and seth were on the ground still. Collin looked up at her and smiled. She kicked them again,and paul pulled her away. "Put me down,"lexi growled. "Only if you dont hurt them anymore,"paul said. "Fine,"lexi said. Lexi ran into the woods,we all followed her. She hid under a tree and cried. She phased and ran to the cullens house. she got in the yard and edward walked out of the cullens house. she went to the woods and phased human,she had caried her clothes. "Who are you,'edward asked. "Im jakes little sister,i came today,"lexi said. "How am i supposed to..wait you are.well hello then i am edward,"edward said. "I know your secret,"lexi said,"i saw it." "How,wolfs dont have powers,"edward said. 'Most dont but me,i do,"lexi said. Me and the guys stepped onto the yard. "But thats impossible,are you sure youre a wearwolf,"edward asked. 'how would you know what wolfs can or cant do,"lexi growled. "Youre jacobs sister alright,"edward chuckled. Lexi rolled her eyes,"you have caused my brothers pain,havent you."

Edward hesitated but said,"yes,i have but i do apologize." "Yea,well i accept your apology.Now the little girl,renesme,can i talk to her.shes jakes imprinty,right,"lexi said. "Yes,"edward said,"to both questions." "Lexi,"i said. "Jake,i need to talk to...renesme,okay,"lexi said,"dont overreact." "Lexi,im going in there with you,"i said. "No,edward,can you keep him out here,"lexi asked. Edward chuckled and i heard a laughing boom,must have been that big vampire,emmet. "Thats thi big vampire,right,"i asked refering to emmets laugh. "I want to talk to them first,"i growled through my throat. Lexi eyed me. "Lexi,youre not going in alone,"seth said. "Seth,you are not my boss,"lexi growled through her ,"im going in now ALONE." Seth and i growled. Lexi ran into the house,not listening to her i followed,she growled at me. "Hi,"lexi said to the cullens. "Hi,"the cullens said back. The cullens introduced themselves. "So this is renesme,"lexi ,"hi,im lexi." Renesme reached for lexi. Lexi stormed out of the house when nessie finished her message to her. "What happened,"bella and esme asked. I ran out and stopped lexi. "What happened,lex,"i asked. "She wants me to back to where i came from,"lexi growled. "What,im sorry,she doesnt mean it,"i said. "Yes,she does,jake,"lexi said,"shes jealous that you want to protect me." "Thats crazy,lexi,"i said. "So now im crazy,"lexi growled. She ran off into the woods. I followed her. She ran back to the house. When we got back lexi ran into the bathroom,trying to avoid talking to me. "Lexi come out,its time to talk,"i barked. "Im listening,"lexi said back. "Okay,nessie didnt mean what she said,shes just never known someone that i care about as much as her.,"i said. lexi opened the door and said,"really jake,you care about me as uch as her."she jumped into my arms and hugged me.

I kissed the top of lexis head. "Thank you,jake,"lexi told me,"That means so much to me,youre the best brother in the world." Lexi ran out and hugged all of the guys,one by one. Then,she took seths hand,looked at me,then went outside. We all listened to their conversation. "I you s,"lexi said but seth said,"shh,me too." I looked throught the window and they were kissing. I flinched at the sight. "Calm down,jake,dont you want them to be happy,"quil asked. I sighed and nodded. Lexi and seth came back inside,lexi grabbed and went into the kitchen. "Seth.you said nothing physical,kissing is not acceptable,"i growled. "Im sorry,jake,shes just so..irressistable,"seth chose his words carefully. It was late ,so i sent everyone to their own houses to get some rest for tonight. That night i slept on the couch and let lexi in my room. I checked on her and saw she was fast asleep,loking like an angel. Then,i saw seth through the window. I ran outside. "Seth,what are you doing here,"i growled,"are you watching my sister sleep?" "Jake.its not like that,i just couldnt stand to be away from her,"seth said. "Go get out of here,and dont come back unless i tell you to,"i barked. Seth just ran off with a loud growl. I heard the window open. "Jake,whyd you do that,"lexi asked. "He was peeping on you,"i growled. "No,he wasnt,i wanted to talk to him,"lexi said. "Alone,in the bedroom,"i growled and flew to the window. "No.we were going the woods,Lexi growled.

I felt like a total idiot for reacting so wildly,but hey shes my sister i have to protect her. "Still its to late for that,"i said. "Go back to bed,jake,"she said,"you look like you havent slept for days.goodnight.' "Goodnight,no sneaking out,"i told her. She closed the window and crawled back into bed. I went back to bed,i was exhausted. The next morning,i woke up and it smelt amazing. I walked in the kitchen and lexi made an amazing banquet like breakfast. Eggs,bacon,pancakes,muffins,sausage,chorizo,and more. "Morning,jake,"lexi said,"did you know you like an animal." "haha.goodmorning,"i smiled,"whats all this." "Just an apology breakfast,"lexi said,"for all of yesterday,i was out of line." "Wow,this is great ,apology accepted,"i said. "Do you want to invite the guys over there is pleanty of food,"lexi said. "Sure,"i said and went to call them.it only took a minute because i just had to do the wolf call. "Hey,lex,it smells great,"paul said. "Thanks,eat up,"lexi said,"im making more,so eat as much as you want." "Thanks,lex,"all of us guys said. Lexi grinned beutifully,ear to ear. We all bit in and smiles grew across our faces. "Wow,this is great,"jared said. "Thanl you,"lexi said. We all finished eating and went to the livingroom to watch t.v. Lexi cleaned up the kitchen and did some laundry. I was surprised at how much she did. It was like we looked up and could only see a blur. i let seth come,i wasnt that mad after it. Collin and seth would laugh sometimes,but i had no clue what for. After two hours,the doorbell rang. "I got it,"lexi said. She opened the door and surprise grew across her face. "Crysta,erika,what are you doing here,"lexi squeked. We all stopped and listened,protectivly. Lexi told us guys to stay inside and she walked outside. I went over though. Crysta stood mouth open and erika just looked at me. "Crysta,are you okay,"lexi asked the blonde one. Crysta nodded her head yes and whispered,"hes hot!" "Ew,"lexi said,"thats my brother." "Sorry,"crysta said. "Hey girls,im jacob,but you can call me jake,"i said. "Hi,"crysta said and erika smiled. "Wait,what are you guys doing here,"lexi asked them. "well we missed you to much we convinced our parents to let us come",crysta said

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"Well,before i let you guys stay here,i should probably talk to my dad first,"lexi said. "Its okay,lex,they are your friends they can stay,"i said. Seth and collin came to the door. Crystas mouth dropped when she saw collin. Collin liked her to i could tell. "This is seth my boy-friend and collin my friend,"lexi said. "Hi,im crysta,"crysta said not shy at all. Collin lifted her hand and kissed it. Crysta blushed and giggled a little. She was exactly how youd think shed be:long blonde hair,green eyes,small skinny body. Although,i had to admit she was a pretty girl. "Hi,guys,"erika gave them a smile,"im erika." "Nice to meet you,'the boys both said. Seth put his arms around lexi. "Lets go inside,"lexi said. I ran and sat on the couch. When they came in lexi said,"guys,these are my friends crysta and erika,from california." "Hi,'the guys all said. "Are these all your brothers,"erika asked. Lexi hesitated. "Ya,"sam said. "Oh kool,do you have any sisters,"erika asked. "Ya,but theyre not here right now,"lexi said. "Oh,you have lots of family,nut cant wait to meet them,"crysta said. We all sat down and watched t.v. All of us guys occassionally heard crysta say how hot we were,and lexi would shiver every time. Me and the guys laughed and lexi eyed us. "Sorry,"i mouthed to her.all the teens went into the kitchen. I was listening in and they were talking about how lexi like it in la~push. "I love it,theres alot of GREAT people here,"lexi said. I could tell she looked at seth and collin when she sad that. "Really,well guess what,my parents said if its okay with your dad i can stay here for the school year,"crysta smiled. "Thats amazing,"lexi chimed. Then i heard collin actually ask crysta out,and she said yes. "Oh man,collin imprinted on lexis friend,"i said. "Bout time,"paul laughed. Then they all walked in and lexi asked what we wanted for lunch. "Pizza,"we all said. "Sure thing,"lexi smiled and just the girls went in the kitchen this time. When the girls were in the kitchen we talked to collin. "So.collin,you and the blonde,"paul mocked. "Typical,"quil laughed. "Shut up,"collin warned. "Sorry,"they both laughed. "Collin,is this really an imprint or just a crush,"i asked. "Imprint,"collin said,dont say anything to crysta." It started to smell AMAZING we all let out a mhhhhhmm and the girls laughed when they heard. "The food will be ready soon,"erika came in and told us. I felt a strange thing with that girl. Like i felt with the cullens. "Do you guys feel strange around her like with the cullens,"i asked. 'Ya,and she has those strande crimson yellow eyes that they have,"embry said. "She doesnt smell like them,"seth said. "Some dont,"i said. Everyone fell silent. Then lexi came in and said it was lunch time. We all ran into the kitchen and were greeted by 6 different types of pizzas. All of us guys pigged out as the girls freshened up. I had no clue why. But when the girls came out they looked like models. Then all the teens went to the beach for a while. But before they did the girls went and changed. I could hear them debating what to wear. I made lexi change her shorts and her other ones werent much better but i had to deal with it. We followed them to the beach. The girls ran into the water in their bathing suits. Seth and collin took off their shirts and followed them. An unfamiliar rage pulsed through me,not jealousy,not hate,not just protectiveness,but its my sister its so new because shes younger and still so naive. I could tell that paul felt the same. We saw seth kiss lexi in the water. Paul and i sprang towards him. "What are you doing,"lexi demanded. "No kissing,"paul and i growled."What,"lexi growled,"do u guys not trust me." "We trust you lexi,just not seth.Hes a teenage boy,"i growled. "Ya,"paul agreed in a growl. "Sooo,"i barked,"I can control him if i needed to,but i dont,hes nice." "Ya ya,"paul said,"I was exactly like him when i was his age." "I didnt know you at his age and whats wrong with that.You must have been nice,"lexi said,"seth is nice,i dont care wjat you guys think." lexi looked at me with flaming eyes,grabbed seths hand,and they walked away through the water. All the girls went with them. "man.Crysta almost kissed me,"collin said. 'Collin,"crysta yelled,"come on." He ran over to her and put his arms on her shoulders. For some reason,that made me mad,too. I guess i felt protective of lexis friends,too. Well theyve grown on me theyre like my little sisters to. I got so angry i punched the water,even though it didnt do much but splash. Paul was angry but he just stood and glared. "Hey,calm down.We all know the boys are good kids,they wouldnt hurt the girls,"sam said. I looked at sam and said,"theyve never had girlfriends let alone an imprint." "There going to be on watch till i can trust them," paul said. I agreed with paul. Quil and Embry just looked surprised and quil said,"jake this all new to you okay,shes your little sister,we get that but shes a teenager with her boyfriend,who really likes her.he wouldnt do anything to hurt her." "Ya sure,'was all i could say. I looked back at the girls and lexi was under seths arm. Then,she moved to catch the football and started to run. Seth caught her and held her in his arms,lexi laughed. Then,she kissed his cheek,he let go,she ran and yelled,"touchdown." She looked at me and paul and rolled her eyes. Erika was standing there,watching the couples,she laughed uncomfortably. "Im tired,"lexi said. Seth swooped her up and carried her back to the blanket,he laid her down,gently. We all went home and the girls started making dinner. when the girls were busy cooking i confronted the boys. "What were you thinking,"i asked. 'What did we do wrong,"seth asked. "you guys kissed and held them like they were 16,theyre not,"i growled. "Youre still on this jake and you to paul,"collin asked. 'Yes,"we both growled. That night faded into morning.

lexis p.o.v.
All of us girls were up making breakfast for the guys. When they were all hear,we could hear them in the ilvingroom all saying mhhm. That made all of us girls laugh. But,i was still a little pissed off at jake and paul.

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A few weekes passed and some serious crap went on.it turned out erika was a vampire!!not only her,two friends came up from california:mia and makenzie. They were also vampires!! I didnt understand but what i did understand was i had a gut feeling of dislike for them. I told them off and havent talk to any of them since. Oh,and did i mention Mia is Alices sister. Weird to the max,how did they both become vampires? So its only crysta and lara living with me. Lara came down with mia and makenzie and i wasnt going to let her live with a bunch of vampires. No way!! Erika,Mia,and Makenzie are living with the cullens. Good,i didnt want vampires in my house! I know i was being unfair,but how could they not tell me,how did i not catch on?!? Whatever,i was getting ready for my first date alone with seth. Emily,sams fiancee and leah and my two older sisters,came over to help get me ready. I wore my tight black dress,that i didnt really like. A little to girly and tight for my liking,but they knew best. They straightened my hair so it flowed to my shoulder blades. They did my make up and when i saw it,my breathe was wipped away. I looked amazing. Pink shimmery lip gloss,black and gray shadowy eyeshadow,mascara that made my eyelashes flow,and eyeliner picked to a point. When i walked out of the room,every single guy in the rooms eyes widened. I smiled and blushed. Jake looked at my sister,unapprovingly. She shusshed him. Seths eyes were shining and his mouth hung open. I laughed and he snapped out of it. my sister made us squish together for a picture. SETH LOOKED...WOW. He was wearing a tux and his hair sliked spikey,i was breathtaken. After a million pictures,we left in seths moms car. He drove us over to a restaurant in forks. He opened my door and pulled out my chair. The perfect gentlemen. When the waiter came he looked into my eyes. "What can i get you ms..and sir,"the waiter said. Seth looked sort of angry ,but we ordered without a problem. After dinner,we drove to the movies in port angeles. Seth chose a scary movie. Well good choice for him,i hated those. I tucked into him even before the movie started. Seth didnt mind,he just put his arm around me. At a gory part i jumped and seth smiled and kissed my cheek. I instantly relaxed! Afterthe movie,on our way to the car we smelt vampires. We snuck our way into the woods. we found emmett,mia,makenzie,and erika. Anger pulsed through my veins. "What are you doing here,"i let seth talk. "Looking for lexi,seth,sorry but your little girlfriend needs to learn a lesson,"emmett said. Seth snarled under his breathe. emmett pounced i pushed seth out of the way. Emmett landed on me,i fell to the ground. I fought back. I kicked his rock hard cold body away from me. Erika came at me. Mia and Makenzie were frozen. Seht was dealing with emmett. Erika was like possesed. I punched her and she hissed. "What cant handle it,"i growled. She hissed again and punched me back. She packed a pretty hard punch. Whatever,i wont give up!! I kicked my ex-friend off me. She charged and i made a mistake. I left my side open. Her mouth flew to my side. She bit in. I screamed in pain. All the vampires fled. Seth ran to get the guys. In one minute they were all back. Al at my side. Erika was a half vampire,i knew enough to know she wasnt poisonous but this it still hurt like hell. My side was bleeding and my dress torn. The blood freaked me and the guys out. Jake picked me up and carried me home. Carslisle was there. 'Im so sorry,"he said. "Just help her,"jake ordered. Carslisle did so after jake put me on the couch. I growled a little at the vampire,but he really wasnt to blame. He put some medicine on the bite,then stiched it. To feel string being pulled through my flesh freaked me out. I swear,i will get revenge. I hold my grudges and this will be held for a long long time. Carslisle apologized again before he left. I didnt care for an apology just a eulogy for emmet and erikas funerals,well their second one. I sat up and anger pulsed through me like a bull to a red cape. I closed my eyes trying to keep control,a little trick leah taught me. Leah was now pacing,back and forth,anger running through her. I asked everyone to get some rest we would talk tomorrow. I kissed eth goodnight and hugged the guys and leah. Then i went and crawled into bed by crytsa and lara. We had to share a room.the house wasnt that big. Dad was staying at charlies though,that way jake could sleep in his room. Charlie knew about us wolfs. Jake exposed us to him,thank god charlie didnt go snitch us out. Jake was snoring sound a sleep,but i lay awake. I couldnt sleep after everything,but i wouldnt dare take away a night of sleep for the guys. Especially,since i knew how valuable sleep was. The next morning,i got up i never went to sleep. But,the anger kept me pulsing,i wasnt tired. I made breakfast before lara and crysta were even up. They came in the kitchen and we sat down and i told them what happened. I never seen them so angry. They were great fighters,but i wouldnt dare let them fight vampires,not ever. They understood. I explained i would get revenge,i wasnt going to let a bloodsucking leech take a bite out of me withought getting their dessert. And that dessert was lexi alla fist. They wouldnt know what hit them. Anyway,the guys started to show so i called them in. Seth was the last to show. He pulled me out front. 'Last night,i didnt get to do this,"seth said and kissed me,passionatly. Wow,wed never kissed that way before. I was hypnotized. He just kissed me again. His lips fit perfect to mine. He was my missing puzzle piece. He completed me. I know im young,but i was in love,besides wed imprinted on eachother.Seth was so...amazing. And that kiss was..wow. He smiled when he saw my expression. I haf to smile,too. "Wow,"he said. "What,"i asked. "You are beutiful,"seth said. I rolled my eyes. I got compliments like that from guys before,but none of them made me feel like it does when seth says it. My head was spinning,my stomach flipping,and my hear about to burst out of my chest. But,seth was my love,my soul mate,i loved him. "You are amazing,"i told him. "Not as much as you,"he said. I blushed and he smiled. Wow he had an amzing smile. He kissed me and ofcourse jare,being the jokester,stuck his head out the door. "Alright,alright lips to ourselves,"he laughed. I rolled my eyes,and seth made an annoyed face. I had to smile. We went inside and the guys were still eating. Seth went and joined them. I sat by the girls. "So,"lara asked. "He kissed me,and not just a kiss,it was amazing,"i spilled my feelings. Huge smiles grew across their faces. My heart was racing just thinking about the kiss. "So,there was sparks right,"crysta smiled. "Ofcourse.ive never felt this way before,"i smiled. "Aww,our little lexi is falling in love,"lara laughed. "Oh please,im older than you guys,"i smiled. "by a few months,"crysta and lara defended. "Whatever,"i laughed. A few minutes later the guys came in. Seths beutiful brown eyes lit up when he looked at me,i knew i had a huge smile on. later all of us teens went to the beach. The guys didnt fallow us this time.THANKFULLY! Seth walked with his arm around me. "So,lex,we heard you gave my friend over here some kiss,"collin laughed. "Dude,"seth said,defensivly. "Why,you jealous.aww,crysta i think he wants you to kiss him,"i smiled. Collin blushed and crytsa smiled shly. Aw,they did want to kiss. We all walked along the shoreline on the beach,the sane between our toes. The sunlight beamed down on us,it was warm,but not like california summers. I liked it. Especially,with seth beside me. Seth and i snuck away from the group. He held my hand as we walked. His eyes were the perfect shade of brown,i could just melt looking into them. Thats when we smelt the vampire. We ran to the others. I stayed with crysta and lara while collin and seth went to look. I heard collin scream. "collin,"crysta yelled and started running. Me and lara followed. I caught lara when i saw the vampires. Two boy vampires if they were human theyd be about 16. I covered crysta and lara. "Wow,"one of the vampires said,"prettiest wearwolf ive ever seen." i rolled my eyes and seth growled. Collins arm was bent out of place,but he wasnt going to give up. The vampires were about to pounce on me,but seth and collin tackled them. I covered the girls eyes so they could phase. I closed my eyes. The guys phased and handles the vampires. Crysta and Lara were crying. They couldnt handle this type of intensity,theyre human,i should have kept them on the beach. Before the guys could teart the vampires apart i ran the girls back to the beach. You could hear the ripping noise. Lara and Crysta were shaking. Collin and Seth came back,they helpt me comfort the girls. We walked the girls inside,when we got home. Well collin did,because seth pulled me close and kissed me. my breathe was taken awaySo seth was my rock,no matter what,no matter who,i didnt care as long as i was with him. We went inside and all the guys looked at seth with suspicion. I rolled my eyes. The guys were to protective,seth would never hurt me. Right? Well hes with me now,so it didnt matter. I sat between paul and jake,i wasnt that mad at them anymore. I felt so smal by them,and defenseless. It was kind of funny,because im far from defensless. Heck with all the jui-jitsu and judo training i did back in california. I guess being ruffed up by my foster parents helped,too. But that was a different part of my life. I looked at jake and paul,analyzing them. Wow they really looked alike. They were good looking guys,no wonder my friends thought they were so "hunky". Paul nudged me playfully with his shoulder. I bit in to the bait. "You wanna go,"i laughed. 'Definetly,"paul said. We all went outside to mess around. Me and paul first. I smiled and paul ran at me. I jumped over him. He ran at me again and i grabbed his arms and did the "eponse o nagi" a judo flip in other words. The guys eyes widened. paul tackled me,still playfully. He rolled backwards and flipped me. I got up and flipped him again,but with a different move. He was smiling,he mustve been proud. I charged him and flipped him again. He landed on his feet. He tried charging me,but i kept doing back flips to get away. Our turn was up. The guys asked me where i learned to fight like that. I told them about my training in martial arts,i left out being abused by my foster parents. Then everyone else took turns messing around. It was really interesting to see their fighting styles. They all flipped when they fought,i did ,too,so we had that in common. Evening fell to late night,jake wasnt checking on us anymore. I snuck over to jakes house. I hopped in through his window. He was fast asleep. He looked so young and serene. I just sat and looked at him. His eyes fluttered open and he mumbled,"lexi..what are you doing here." "Do you not want me here,"i asked. "Ofcoarse i want you here,i want to spend every moment with you,"seth said. I blushed and he smiled. "You know,lex,if one of the guys told me id be imprinting on someone,id call them crazy,but im glad i did,its the best thing thats happened to me,"seth said,seriously. "Seth,you are the best thing thats happened to me,too.In california i was happpy,but i had alot of problems,but here i have you and the pack,and my real family.Those are all things ive never had,"i said to him. "I can guarente that you will never lose us,"seth said. I smiled and looked into his perfect brown eyes. It was like we knew what we were saying,but we werent talking. This is love,i know,i thought i was in love before,but no,nothing and no one has ever made me feel like this. Seth turned on his radio lightly,we sat and talked. Seth asked about my life in california. I didnt want to talk about it,but honesty is the best policy,i hope. "I lived in a foster home,with 12 other kids,my parents only adopted all of us for the money they could get from it.I shared a room with 5 other kids. The only people i relied on were my friends,my close friends ,like crysta,lara,and used to be erika,kenzie,and mia.I wasnt treated right by guys in california.My foster brothers didnt like me,i had to protect my younger siblings.That meant i took the beatings,from my foster parents or my older foster brothers." Seths face filled with ange.r "I finally got through to my cps case worker,Me and my foster siblings were thrown on the street by our foster parents.I found my younger siblings a home,but i lived with lara for awhile.I heard about my family here and i got into my savings and took out all the money,i came here,"i said. "I didnt know you lived like that,"seth said. "neither do the other guys,dont tell them,please,"i said. Seth took me in his arms and said,"lexi i wont do anything you dont want me to,i lo-ve you." My heart jumped with joy. "I love you,too,"i smiled and kissed his cheek. I fell asleep in seths arms. When i woke up ,seth was asleep on the floor. Awwe,he was respectful,too. I looked at the time,4:00 a.m. I woke seth up. I kissed him and told him to sleep on his bed,i was leaving. He kissed me once more and said he loved me. I told him it back and left. The whole way home,i was smiling. Wow,id never ever felt like this,not ever!!

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