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Carla.Kaye™
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  • Kansas City, MO
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75% Team Jacob! (: And 25% Team Edward. Sexy beast!! (;

My story...

You want to know something? I have had one of those lives. Where you just want to give up. To yell at the world. But I want to tell you my story, to tell you that over time things get better.

I was born to James and Rhonda. I had a sister who, at the time, was 4. Then later my baby brother came. We were a loving family. I was born with really bad eye sight so my family was always there when I had a surgery. They were always there. We had everything. My mom put together the best 9th birthday ever for me, she was the best mom I could ever ask for. I was her little angel. I looked just like her. I was little Rhonda. She was my idol. She always put her kids first no matter what. She was very caring and never yelled at me.

But then, something happened, she was diagnosed with lung cancer. Which was not good. As you know there is no cure. I didn’t really know what to think. I was 10. My brother was 6. My sister, 13. We were all scared. My dad said it might be awhile before she be back. I didn’t really think much of it. When I first went to go see her I was so happy! I wanted to see mommy so bad. We went to something called the ICU. She had so many wires of stuff around her. It scared me. Before I knew it I was crying. We could only be there for a little bit. We said our good-byes a left. The next day, May 12th, dad said we were going to go see mommy again, which confused me. We weren’t suppose to see her for a few days. But I didn’t care. When I saw here again, she looked worse, which confused me again. Right before we left she said ‘I love you, never forget me.’ I ran back and hugged her. That was the last thing I heard her say. The next day, was mothers day. My dad called a family meeting. Once I heard those first six words I knew it was over. ‘Her heart was just to weak.’ I was crying. The tears just keep coming. At that moment my life changed. All I wanted was my mom. To be in her arms, to hear her say that she loved me. That would never happen again. This was to much for me to handle. I was on the floor. Yelling at god.

A week later was the funnel. Not something I was looking forward to. When I walked down those aisle’s of chairs I stared crying. Right before me was my mom, her dead body. When I touched her hand it was cold. I cried, about to break down. Once people started showing up they all said the same thing, I’m sorry. Once it stared I prayed to god to tell my mom that I already missed her.

The worst part about the funnel, was seeing the coffin lower into the ground. I’ll never forget that day.

Weeks passed and I hadn’t gone a day without crying. I would scream at night and shut the world out during the day. I dealt with my pain in all the wrong ways.

A year later the pain eased, but it never went away. My mom wouldn’t want me to be in pain.

So you may ask what was the point of my story? Did I make you cry? I’m sorry if so. But the point was that if you hate life, other people have gone throw it. So don’t give up. Don’t live in pain.

So if something like this happens to you, don’t lock the world out.

But don’t forget them.

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Five Things Everyone Should Know About You?
Create your own banner at mybannermaker.com!
When Did You First Read Twilight (year) and how many times have you read a Twilight Book (total)?
2009 in Jan.

Twilight-1
New Moon-3
Eclipse-2
Breaking Dawn-2
Team Edward or Team Jacob? Why?
Well, I'm weird about that. When I 1st read Twilight I was Team Edward all the way. Then in New Moon I got really mad at Edward so I went to Jacob ( I know he didn't want to hurt Bella, and he still loved her. But Still ) Then in Eclipse it was like 50 50. Breaking Dawn it was the same, once I re-read New Moon my mind was made up. I was 75% Team Jacob and 25% Team Edward. I mean, they are both drop dead SEXY! I would love (and die) if I could meet them both. (I also think Jackson Rathbone is hot too but I'm not really team Jasper because I think Jasper is weird.)
Which Character Are You Most Like?
Its a tie between Alice and Bella. I am bubbly and girly like Alice. And I love her hair even though I would never want my hair short. Plus Alice can find the upside to almost anything and I'm like that too. But I can also be like Bella because I am VERY clumsy and once I sat my mind to something, it can be really hard to change. Also I fell torn between Edward and Jacob sometimes too. (;
Favorite Books
Well, Twilight, duh! (:

Well I wasn't much of a reader but then my friend showed me it I was like, wow. So I plan on reading the Harry Potter seris ( I know I'm a little late to staring that one but, who cares ) and I like the book Wenny has Wings too.

If you have a book you think is good, tell me and I might take the time of day to read it.
What is Your Favorite Music
I'm a big country person so some of my favorites are Carrie Underwood, Taylor Swift, Rascal Flats, Keith Urban, and more. I also like pop.
Favorite Movies, TV Shows, Games:
Movies- Twilight, The Notebook, Titanic ( I love love story's!!! )

TV-Degrassi, Grey's A., D. Housewives.

Games-None really.
Favorite Quotes:
http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/forum/topics/forgotten-dreams-pg-13-...

http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/forum/topics/beautiful-disaster-leah...

http://www.thetwilightsaga.com/forum/topics/baby-girl-bellahale-pg?...
Favorite Activities
I love to read and write.

Check out my Fan-Fiction!!! BLACK NIGHT!

I love to hang out with the franss. (: I also love kicking it at the movies. I love to sing and play the Viola also.

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At 6:41pm on September 25, 2009, Labelle Cullen said…
Thanks for adding as a friend.
At 12:31pm on September 20, 2009, ♥♥Sarah_Lynn_Black♥♥ said…
hi carla, thanks for joining my group, and when r u posting more black night, if there is anymore???
At 9:28pm on September 1, 2009, cierra jade iglesias said…
hey that is really sad i am very sorry about your mom?? if you need to talk you can go on my name and leave me a meassage thanks and i am very very very sorry i jnow how it feels??!?1/1
At 3:05pm on August 18, 2009, Dark_Princess said…
awsome pics up there
At 11:59am on August 17, 2009, Britt said…
hey this is brittany i love your page add me and omg i love ur page sooo coool big green tractor love that song 2 rocks well ttyl
At 1:19pm on August 12, 2009, Annie said…
cool updates, your story is touching. i pray for you now.
At 1:33pm on August 10, 2009, Erica Cullen said…
Thank you for joing my group Love For Edward!! Please Invite all of your friends!!! Also come back to the group often because there is always something new going on!! Right now we are doing a writing contest!!
At 10:01am on August 8, 2009, Melyssa Cullen said…
Love you Carla! And ur's and Jessica's story too! I hope you don't get banned again!
Love,
Melyssa
At 5:50pm on July 30, 2009, iAmLeahClearwater said…
where is black night? i loved that story! where did it go? i going to have a nervous berakdown!!!!
At 9:23pm on July 28, 2009, ♥♥Sarah_Lynn_Black♥♥ said…
hey carla, did u delete black night, i cant find it anywhere
 
 
 

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