"Today will be different. It has to be. I will smile, and it will be believable. My smile will say, "I'm fine, thank you. Yes, I feel much better."My name is Elena Gilbert, I live with my younger brother Jeremy and my aunt Jenna. My parents died in a car accident about 6 months ago, I was in the car too but somehow i survived. Sometimes i feel like it was all my fault, i mean if i didn’t nag my mom and dad to take me out before the game then we wouldn't of been in the car and my dad wouldn’t of had to turn off the road to miss the animal on the road. We wouldn’t of driven off the bridge and both my parents would be alive.